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Inspiration: "Yandere-chan's Childhood" by Yandere Dev
My eyes opened on their own accord and I took a sharp, quick breath. I was looking at the ceiling, didn't know if it was still school or not.
"Are you awake, Ichigo?"
Time to get up, princess.
"Kinda..." I laid my hand on my forehead. "What happened?"
"Don't worry, you have to-."
Bad.
"What happened?" Something was wrong, really wrong.
"Promise me you'll stay here and wait for your father." Unohana said. "If not-."
"I promise. Please tell me."
Worry
Confusion.
She sighed.
"Someone tried to kill one of the students but I can't tell you more." I laid down and sighed.
"So what now?" I asked
Tired
Exhaustion
In my voice and mind.
"Everyone else had been sent to their houses but-."
"But you couldn't send me home, right?"
"Yes." She said and got up walking to me. "I have to check you, I didn't have the chance before." She checked my blood pressure and such
Boring.
"How do you feel?"
"Exhausted." She smiled warmly
Neutral.
"Well, I already talked to your father, he said he'll probably go with you to the hospital. You can have internal bleeding or concussion."
"If it was that bleeding, wouldn't it kill me right now?" I asked trying to kill the time.
"It depends. But we couldn't call the ambulance." She smiled, I felt shiver running my spine. I looked through the window, many police cars and a few ambulances
Neutral.
"It looks like something big happened. Like terrorist attack or something."
"Because it's big. That person nearly died."
"When did you call him? My father I mean."
"About ten minutes ago, he should be in a few. How is Kisuke doing?" She asked.
"He's fine I suppose. Still having his job."
"Did you talk with him about how you've been feeling lately?" I looked at her with a frown
Confusion.
"What are you talking about?" I asked not knowing what to say
Did she know?
Did he tell her?
"Urahara is my friend from school. Sometimes we talk about you but we haven't talked lately."
Bastard.
"But." She started. "He told me to take care of you because he cares. I hope you don't blame him for that."
"I just want to be free and everyone try to take it away from me." I sighed and laid on the soft pillow. We didn't talk much after that. Soon someone knocked on my door.
"Open, please come." I looked up to see my father.
"Hello Retsu, it's been a while." He smiled to her. "It was hard to get in here, police everywhere you know." She nodded and he looked at me
Disgust
Stressed out.
"How are you?" He asked seriously. "Can you get up on your own?"
"I'm fine, just achy and dizzy. Last time I tried I fell so better catch me if I do." I warned him and leaned on my arms slowly getting up
Exhaustion
Dizziness
Sickness.
He helped me get up but I still was dizzy so couldn't walk straight. He grabbed my left side, Unohana right. Slowly we walked until we reached the front door.
"Ichigo, are you okay?!" I looked up to see Orihime.
"Yeah, just dizzy, that's all." I confirmed.
"Did you hear tha-."
"Inoue, don't. He needs to rest." Unohana stopped her from telling me the truth
Irritation.
She nodded shyly and helped me sit in the car.
"I'll see you in school." She smiled and I nodded
Exhaustion.
"Ichigo." I heard my father say. "How do you feel? Maybe you-."
"Go to the hospital." I said. As much as I hated hospitals I had to admit it I felt quite bad. He didn't comment, just started the car. "Can I sleep or not, doctor?" I asked sleepy.
"Hang on 'til we reach it." I sighed
Restless
Ehxaustion.
"Don't worry, Urahara is-."
"Don't tell me he's gonna diagnose me."
"Well, I don't have to tell you that." He joked
It wasn't good time for jokes.
I sighed again, it was becoming dangerous 'habit' of me.
"Sorry, but he's the only one I can trust with you." I rolled my eyes, it hurt.
"And you're with that again."
"I know." This time he sighed. Soon we were in front of the hospital
Another repeated nightmare.
Someone knocked on my door. I was in hospital for three days, concussion and outrageously internal bleeding. They were going to write me out from hospital in a week or two.
"Open." I said
Neutral.
"Hi, Ichigo." I looked up.
"Hi, Tatsuki." I smiled a little. "How's school?"
"It's depressing." She rolled her eyes and sat down. "When everyone found out you were in hospital, Renji did it-."
"It's not a surprise."
"Yeah but he never send someone to hospital. And when we found out about that murder-. I mean, no one was killed but it was so close to kill Rukia-."
"Someone tried to kill her?"
Shock.
"No one told you?" She looked in my eyes. "She was walking to principal to say something 'important' but someone attacked her before she did." She sighed. "And no one knows who it was."
"No one was caught?"
"Yeah..." She laid on my legs. "It's really strange. I know we have some guys from Yakuza in school but trying kill someone? Ridiculous!"
"She's from wealthy family." I pointed.
"It doesn't matter! I mean... For us." She took a deep breath
Depressed
Misunderstanding.
"They will find them." I smiled again. "Come here." She sat closer and I hugged her
Helpful.
"Hey." She started. "Can you do something for me?"
"Hm?"
"Promise me you won't leave me." I looked at her.
"You know this is not-."
"I know." She started sobbing. "But it'll be too much if you-."
"Don't." I stopped her
Irritation
But with heart.
"Do you have notes for me?" I changed the topic.
"Yeah, in my bag." We talked for a while. Nothing special, school and such. She said someone was waiting for me too, someone 'unexpected'. We said goodbyes and she left.
"Yo." I looked at newcomers and my heart was beating again.
"S-Shirosaki?"
"Yup." He grinned and sat down on a chair next to me. "How are ya? Food still horrible?" I smiled.
"Yeah, still. Anyway, I'm fine I think."
"Ya thin'?" He looked through the window
Why was it beating again?
No, it never did
Never before.
"When ya're comin' back? Grimm-kitty misses ya." I looked at my hands.
"You not?"
Hope?
"What d'ya thin'? I do or nah?" I looked at him
He didn't change
Not at all
Well, hard to change in a few days.
"I think..." I through for a while
If I say I think he does, he'll think I miss him. And probably like, I don't want that
If I say I think he doesn't, he'll think I preffer Ja-. Grimmjow
But I don't want that, not until I don't know who is someone I'm searching for.
Then I felt his fingers in my hair, ruffling it.
"Don't think too much or ya're gonna stay here longer. I miss ya." I felt heat on my cheeks and looked away, eyes wide
...Love?
"I'm just teasin' ya." He smiled. It was... warm and gentle, just like his touch
And I want more
But Grimmjow...
He's warm and gentle too
I don't know but until I don't know I have to protect them
Then we'll see.
"Hello, earth to Ichigo!" I looked up quickly.
"S-Sorry..."
"I asked ya when ya're goin' back ta school."
"In a week or two... I don't know, they probably don't know too." I heard his rich laugh, another wave of heat and heart started pushing more blood in my veins.
"Grimm-kitty wanted to see ya too but they said ya can see only one at time."
"H-He's here?" Oh no
Catastrophe.
"Yeah, when I'll leave, he's gonna come." He leaned into his chair. "D'ya need anythin'?"
"Like what?" I asked.
"Don't know." He looked around. "It's pretty borin' 'ere if ya ask me." I smiled.
"Yeah, it's pretty boring. But bearable." He shrugged. We sat in silence for a while, I started playing with my fingers to calm down my heart.
"How are you?" I asked quietly. I felt his eyes on me.
"Why ya're askin'?"
"...Just to be sure everything's alright..."
"Aww, did lil' Ichigo care 'bout me? How cute of ya."
"N-No, I'm not!" I tried to say something but his laughter cut me down. I sighed, there was noting I could do
Embarrassment.
"It's time for me." He said and got up. "I had nice time with ya." He smiled and I couldn't not respond.
"Me too."
"Be ready 'cause kitty can bite." He said and left
How am I going to survive this day?
