Hi all,

I have an early update for you this week as I'm away this weekend and then off to Cannes next week for the Cosmopolis world premiere. (I'm a little excited about this as you can imagine.) All of my pictures will be uploaded onto www(.)robertpattinsonuk(.)com so check the site out next weekend to see them.

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Made for Each Other

I don't own Twilight

Please note: I don't really know anything about the adoption process and I'm probably way off base with this, but it is fiction and this little plot came into my head. I had to get it down on paper. It's going to be family fluff because sometimes everyone needs some love.

Bella's Point Of View

New Beginning's

I stood in shock looking in through the door of our house. It had been turned into a massive tent, sheets are hanging from every possible surface leading into the den. There were lanterns dotted around ready to be turned on when it got dark and there were glow in the dark stars on the walls. No surface has been left untouched. Everything had a touch of magic added to it, a touch of Alice. It was like something out of a fairytale; it's perfect. A perfect welcome home for my girls. I couldn't have done any better myself Alice has gone above and beyond for us.

''Wow mommy, it's like a big tent.'' Faith was looking around in awe from her perch on Edward's hip and Lizzie's jaw was on the floor.

''Do you like it? Me and Aunt Alice did it last night for you all. It was fun, it took ages though.'' Seth looked up at me with a bashful smile on his face and turned to Lizzie.

''Wow you did this for us? This is so cool. I love it.'' She walked into the room a little more and ran her hand along the sheets and over the top of the lanterns smiling to herself. She moved around taking each new thing in.

''You should see the den. It looks so cool. I can't wait to have our camp out in there tonight.''

''Well lets take our coats and shoes off and we'll go and check it out together. Seth, give me your school bag bud.'' Edward put Faith down gently on her feet and she started to take her coat off whilst Edward put Seth's stuff away in the closet.

''Mommy takes these off peas.'' As I bent down to help Faith with her shoes, Lizzie sat on the floor and started to pull hers off.

''Mommy where are our toys? We didn't give Seth his gift yet.''

''Another gift?''

''Yeah bud but this will be the last thing until you all earn your next treat on the star chart. We need to start that properly again now the girls are here.'' Grabbing Seth around the waist he lifted him above his head and started to spin him around. Seth's laugh boomed around the entrance hall just like every other time his daddy did that to him.

''Dad... Dad stop please. I'm dizzy.'' Edward put Seth gently on the floor and they both staggered around for a couple of minutes before sitting down next to Lizzie. I finished helping Faith and took Lizzie's coat and jacket off the floor next to her and hung them up in the closet with Seth's.

''Daddy, do my stars from the weekend still count?''

''Of course Lizzie. You helped Seth make all the beds as well as your own so when you have enough stars you can trade them in for a book or a toy.''

''Oh okay cool. I want to read these books so I'll save up for them.''

''Which book baby? I'm might already have them.'' I do have a lot of children's books. I've read to Seth since he was a week old. It's something I love and I can't wait to share more of it with my kids.

''Harry Potter.''

''I have those. You can have them in your room if you want?''

''Okay but I want to read your other book first and I want to have to get some more stars too. I want to earn stuff.''

''Okay sweetness whatever you want. Reading is very good so you can have as many of my books to read as you like. My office is full of them. Do you a deal ... any books we have you don't have to earn stars for. Any we don't, you can get them with your stars, that okay?''

''Yeah okay.'' She seems happy with that outcome. I hope she is anyway.

''Mommy you read me too?''

''Yep. I have a very special book to read to you Faith baby.''

''Really?'' Her excited squeak made me giggle.

''Really... now lets go check out the den. I bet it's awesome.'' Edward jumped up and picked up Faith and Seth one under each arm and followed myself and Lizzie to the den door. A note addressed to the Cullen Family was stuck on it when we go there so I pulled it off and took a breath before reading it allowed.

Edward, Bella, Lizzie, Seth & Faith, Welcome Home! I hope you're liking your little surprise so far. I can't wait to see what you think of it when I see you next.

Before you enter the den Bella, I want you to know that I will be over tomorrow to help you clean up. I know I've made a lot of changes and you'll probably be panicking about what to do with all of it when you open the door but don't! That's an order by the way. Enjoy your first real night with your girls!

She knows me too well.

Edward, I've ordered you all sorts of food. Don't let Bella cook. There's also another note just for you in the kitchen on the fridge. Go... Now!

Edward walked to the kitchen quickly and I waited for him to return before I carried on.

''Okay is that all she said?''

''Nope there's more. You ready?''

''Yep, tell us, tell us!'' Seth started bouncing obviously not aware of the note leaving last night.

Thank you brother. I hope you can follow those instructions without making a mess. Have a great night. I love all of you. Alice x

Faith blew a kiss back as if Alice was in the house with us and looked up at me.

''We go in there now?''

''Yes lets go.''

I pulled open the door and gasped in shock. The whole room has been transformed much like the hall. The same sheets are hanging from the ceiling but this time their draped making a real tent in the middle of the room covering three children's blow up sleeping beds and a double blow up bed dressed for myself and Edward. Outside of the tent there's four bean bags and a wooden table. All of the other furniture has been pushed back against the wall out of the way and the flat screen has been covered by the tent set up. There's glow in the dark stars all over the ceiling and a large lantern next to a large pile of board games and books.

''Mommy, is that for me?'' Faith ran over to the tent and climbed straight onto the Disney princess bed. ''That's for brubba Seth and that's Lizzie and that's the mommy and daddy bed... and there's a TV.''

''This is so awesome mommy.'' Lizzie cuddled round my legs and walked over to Faith in the tent. She crawled through the door and smiled. ''Seth come on.'' Seth ran over and soon they were all laughing and rolling around on the beds. A strong pair of arms engulfed my waist and a soft kiss was pressed into my neck.

''You happy?''

''Ecstatic. They're home, really staying with us. We never have to take them back there. You have no idea how happy that makes me.''

''You and me both baby. I think I'm in shock right now at everything. It's like it's a really good dream and I'm worried I'm going to wake up.'' I pinched him and he yelped rubbing the spot.

''See you're awake. This is one dream you won't be waking up from. This is real babe, it's really real.'' I got giddy at the end of the conversation and started to bounce.

''I love you.''

''I love you too.'' We were mid kiss when a small giggle made us both turn our heads.

''Da-ddy where my toy?'' Faith had her head poked out of the door that they must have closed when we were talking and pouted at Edward who smiled and nodded at her.

''Two seconds baby okay?''

''Okay hurry.'' She disappeared again and Lizzie appeared out of the same gap in the door.

''Mommy can we have a drink please?''

''Of course. You guys play, we'll be back in a minute.''

''Hurry, hurry mommy.''

''I'm hurrying baby, I'm hurrying'' I laughed as I left the den and made my way into the kitchen. This is perfect, so perfect.

Grabbing three bottles of juice and some soda for myself and Edward I walked back into the den with a smile so wide my cheeks stared to hurt. ''Girls, bud I have your juice.'' Three giggling heads poked out of the bottom of the tent door as Edward came back into the room with his arms full of bags.

''Right ladies all your stuffs in. Bud, will you help me take the girls stuff to their rooms?''

''Sure dad.'' He climbed out of the tent slowly followed by little Faith and Lizzie.

''Mommy can I go up to my room real quick?'' Lizzie looked over at me whilst bouncing on the balls on her feet.

''Sure sweet girl, you don't have to ask.''

''Awesome. I just want to see it again and put my bag away.''

''Mommy I stay wis you and play okay?'' Faith cuddled my legs so I picked her up off the floor and snuggled her close relishing in the babyness she still carries. I wish all my babies were like this stil.l I would have loved to have seen Lizzie when she was tiny. Neither of my girls have baby albums. That breaks my heart in two. I'll just have to rectify it now and make sure I take as many photo's as possible so they have lots of albums to look through when they get older.

''Okay baby, me and you will have some juice yeah?''

''Yes pwease.'' Edward took my two eldest upstairs so I made myself comfortable on the floor pulling Faith into my lap.

''Mommy I like dis stuffs it's very pitty.''

''I know. We'll have to make Aunty Ali a nice thank you card won't we?''

''Yes... I can colour. I likes to colour stuff. I want to makes her a picture.''

''That's a lovely idea, she'll really like that.''

''Mommy dem bad one gone now ant they?'' Bad ones?

''What bad ones baby?''

''Da bad ones that hurted Lizzie, the bads mommy and daddy.'' She whispered the last part of her sentence and snuggled herself close to me fisting her hands into my jumper. Why did my babies have to see that shit? They did nothing wrong... They're just kids.

''Yes they're gone, they'll never hurt you or Lizzie again. They're bad people and they're in a bad place where they're not allowed out ever. Me and daddy will make sure of that.''

''Goods. I don't want to seem them ever gain. I wants to marry daddy like you.'' I couldn't help the tear that escaped as I listened to my baby talk about her past. How does a three year old process the evilness that she's seen? Does she think that's how normal people behave? No, no she can't. She knows we're better than that. She knows good and she knows bad.

''You want to marry daddy?''

''Yep forevers and ever like a pwincess.''

''What about me?'' I start tickling her and she starts to laugh loudly from her place in my lap.

''You can marry him too, both of us.'' Looks like the littlest one is as in love with Edward as I am and she likes to be tickled too.

''Mommy stop it, tickles.''

''But it's so much fun and I love tickling you.'' Jumping up from my lap she starts to tickle me back which is quite comical in itself because she's all over the place laughing. I think I need to stop before one of us has an accident. ''Okay, okay baby, you win you win.''

''Yay.'' Clapping she jumped back into my lap and grabbed her juice. ''That was fun.''

''Well we can all have lots of fun now your home. We can bake stuff, go to the park, play dollies, anything.''

''Yay, I wants to do all of dats.''

''You do? Well we have all the time in the world now so we can do it all.''

''Now?'' She turned to me with wide eyes and a big smile which I couldn't not return.

''We're going to have fun with our tent now. We'll do some more fun stuff tomorrow okay?''

''Okay... Where's daddy?''

''He's upstairs with Seth and Lizzie. Shall we go find them?''

''Yes I wants to find em so we can play.'' We both stood and Faith took my hand as she led me through the house and up the stairs where she stopped and looked around. ''Where are they?'' Two loud laughs from Seth's room had her pulling me along again faster than before until we came to a stop at Seth's open bedroom door.

''Thank goodness Bella. Help me! The tickle bears have got me.''

''He started it mommy.''

''Seth you lie.''

''No he doesn't. Mommy, daddy's lying. He started it, we're just winning.'' Edward definitely looks like he's loosing. Both Seth and Lizzie are laid on top of him tickling his sides with cheeky grins plastered on their faces.

''I dunno. Faith baby what do you think?'' She tapped her chin and then looked up at me.

''I wanna tickle too.'' I picked her up and quickly ran over to Seth's bed laying her on top of her siblings so she could join in. Edward's face was soon bright red as each child poked a different part of his body trying to get him to laugh.

''No fair. They're ganging up on me. Bella help... help!''

''You're on your own daddy...''

''No fair, that's mean.'' I'm going to pay for that next time the kids gang up on me but this is too funny to help him. Grabbing out my phone I click the camera on and snap some pictures of the giggle pile.

''Okay okay, I give in. You guys win, you win.''

A chorus of a whoops filled the room but none of the kids made a move to get off of Edward's chest. They just laid there smiling at each other.

''Okay you guys grab some PJs and we'll start our camp out.'' I took Faith off of Seth and Lizzie so they could get up and give Edward a breather. He looks like he needs it... Old man.

''I know what you're thinking Bella and I'm not old. It was three against one.''

''I didn't say a word baby. I have no idea what you're talking about.''

''Don't play innocent. I can tell by the look on your face.'' Jumping up he grabbed me around the waist and started to tickle me relentlessly.

''NO! Edward stop... Stop it!'' I can't talk for laughing but he needs to stop before I pass out because of lack of oxygen.

''Who's the daddy?'' Oh no not this game again. ''Say it Bella. Say it and I'll stop.'' This is so unfair he knows exactly where my most ticklish spot is.

''You're the daddy, you're the daddy. I give up.'' All the kids are rolling around the floor laughing their heads off. Seth is pointing at us and he's so red I'm kind of worried he might pass out.

''Mom... You looked... Silly... Your face... All... Red.''

''It's daddy's fault and none of you protected me.'' I pouted at them all causing them to laugh more. Nice to know my kids are on my side, meanies.

''Mommy that was so funny.'' Looking down at my eldest daughter who is laying flat on her back after that epic giggling fit I can't help but turn my pout into a smile. ''Next time we'll help you get him back we know where his tickle spot is.''

''Lizzie, you wouldn't.''

''Yes I would.'' Jumping up she quickly ran at Edward at wrapped her arms around his legs. ''You're the best tickler so it's only fair we help mommy.''

''Well when you put it like that... I am the best.''

''Edward you have such a big ego.''

''Yeah but you love it. That's why you married me.'' The only response I gave him was my bitch brow, not that he cared. He just sent his own version back and pouted his lips over dramatically so he looks like he has a trout pout.

''Oh hunny. With that pout, how could I not love you.'' Grabbing his cheeks I kiss his pout.

''Eww kissing that's disgusting.'' Seth made a gagging noise from behind me which earnt him his own version of the bitch brow from Lizzie.

''It's not disgusting when you're in love.''

''And you're older, much older than you all are now. Unless you're kissing your daddy then it's okay. I like getting a love especially from my kiddies.''

''Daddy I tolds mommy ready I'm marry you same as her.'' Okay this is funny he looks as proud as punch.

''Faith you can't m...''

''Yes she can, can't you baby.''

''Yep so I can be with you forevers and ever.''

''You with us forever and ever anyway but you can still marry me too.''

''And mommy. I marry mommy too.''

''Of course.'' With a happy smile Faith squeezed herself in between myself, Edward and Lizzie with her arms up. Yeah daddy's going to be a sucker for the carry. He can't say no, he just picks her up without question.

''Right, I think it's time for us to get in our jammies don't you?''

''I'll go get mine.'' Lizzie bounced out of the room and Faith looked at her pack mule and kissed him square on the lips.

''Jammies daddy les go.'' Pointing across the room to her room she tapped him on the cheek.

''Okay okay.''

''Mommy will you help me where are my power rangers ones.'' Pulling out the contents of his draw on to the floor Seth huffed. That's not a small amount of clothes either. Alice is this boy's Aunt. He has more clothes than toys. ''Where are they I saw them before?''

''Okay bud calm down. I'll find them.'' It took five minutes to work through the pile of PJs on the floor to find the damn power rangers ones and put the rest back. ''Okay now go change and put those clothes in the laundry.''

''Okay... Thanks for my sisters mommy. I'm glad we get to keep them all the time now. I don't like that place.''

''Me neither bud and you don't have to thank me. I think we should all thank Angie next time we see her.''

''Yeah maybe I should give her one of my Ben 10's to keep. She likes them.''

''I think she'd be quite happy with a card or a picture.''

''I can do that.''

''Good. Now change. I'm going to check on your sister.''

''Okay mom.'' As I walked down the hall I could hear Edward and Faith having a very serious discussion about what jammies to wear. Faith is adamant she wants yellow but I don't think she has any it's probably the only colour she doesn't have. Allie did go a bit mad but I don't remember any yellow. When I got to Lizzie's door at the end of the hall I knocked lightly and walked in.

''Hey baby girl do you need some help?'' She's standing in front of her mirror with a very serious expression on her little face like she's deep in thought about something.

''I think I'm okay. I found my PJs.''

''Well done baby girl they look really pretty. I'll grab you a jumper to it might get a little chilly before the heat comes on.'' As I was pulling a hoodie of the hanger for her, I heard her shift and then plonk onto the end of her bed.

''Hey mom you know this.'' She lifted her top and revealed her scar. ''Will it go soon. I don't like it.''

''It'll fade in time but stuff like that doesn't completely go though unfortunately.''

''But I hate it. It's ugly and bad. I want it to go. I don't like looking at it.'' Sitting at the edge of the bed next to her, I take her hand and pull her to me.

''No part of you is ugly or bad and no matter how many times I have to remind you you're good I'll do it. That scar is just a part of you. Look at this.'' Pulling up my trouser leg I show her my scar from when I feel off my bike in high school. '' And this.'' Lifting my shirt I show her the scar from my c section with Seth. ''This is a very special scar. This I got when I had Seth. No scar makes you ugly baby it just make you, you. Your scar says my name is Lizzie and I'm strong and I'm good. I protected my sister from bad people even when I was scared. That's what you should think when you see this.'' Tapping her chest I smile.''I have so many scars from when I was young... This one here.'' Showing her my elbow I tap it and she smiles. ''I got this when daddy let me ride on his motor cycle alone. Pappy was so mad at me but I thought it was the coolest thing ever. Daddy nearly had a heart attack when I bloke my elbow.''

''Mommy you're clumsy.''

''And you're brave...mine says 'Hi I'm mommy and I'm a little clumsy'. Yours is proof of how brave you are and I think it makes you even more beautiful. Every part of you is gorgeous. Don't ever think any different.''

''What if I have to where a kini when I learn to swim?''

''I'm sure...''

're''You're not wearing a bikini until your married.'' Edward and Faith pocked their heads around the corner and smiled.

''Ignore daddy. I'm sure Aunt Allie can find you a one piece or a nice bikini with a long t-shirt. And husband you should knock first. We were having a girls talk.''

''Sorry we just missed you both, didn't we titch.''

''Yep look at my jammies.'' Faith bounced out from behind the with a pretty pair of pink PJs on and grinned at me. ''Mommy I need lello ones soons okay.''

''Maybe you should tell Aunt Allie Faith, she gets the clothes. Remember what she said.''

''Oh yeah... Kay I will.''

''Wait what did Alice say exactly?'' Both girls looked away and then at Lizzie's ceiling. ''Spill it, I wanna know now.''

''She said she deals with the clothes... That's it.''

''Uh huh.''

''Okay she said you two can't fashion shop because you suck so she does the clothes.'' Holding her hands up she began to laugh.

''Yeah she's right. I hate shopping unless it's for my kids. Now lets go have some fun before bed time.''

Once Edward rounded Seth up we all walked back down to our bedroom for the night. I hate air beds but I can't wait to sleep in that tent. It does look awesome even at my age and as a mum of three, there's something about a home made fort that makes me feel like I'm a kid all over again. There's always a bit of magic that surrounds things like that in my opinion.

Dinner was delivered bang on six pm and led into the rest of the night easily. Alice planned a fondue for dessert which explained Edward's private note as I wasn't allowed to cook anything even if it only was melting chocolate on the stove. And that's hardly cooking I mean... Pfft Alice really wanted me to have the night off. Faith really enjoyed dessert and wore more of it than she ate but it was so worth the change of clothes to see her little face covered in chocolate. We had the best night playing games and watching movies. Finding Nemo was a big hit even Seth thought it was hysterical and he's not really a big movie fan. All in all I'd say the evening was a major success, thanks to the pixie.

One by one, the children fell asleep in their make shift beds and when Edward pulled me close, I was ready to sleep so I could wake up and start a new a chapter of my life. And sleeping in my husband's arms with my children surrounding me couldn't be a better start to it.

A piercing scream woke me with a start from my slumber and Edward flew out of bed.

''NO, NO, NO! DON'T HURT MY MOMMY!''


*Runs and hides* I know I'm evil to leave it on a cliffy like that keep faith in me and remember the girls have issues to work through.

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