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WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this chapter contains rape and violence.chapter 8


bella's past part one

bella

"Bella, mm, is... Why, um... Does he, does Anthony take after you? Please tell me that he remembers me" Edward asked me.

I nodded.

"Edward, there are somethings I never told you about me, or that you might not of remembered cause of the change, I just need you to trust me. Please?"

"Anything love."

Edward grabbed my hand and dragged me out of his bedroom, down the stairs and into the living room, where his family was waiting.

Esme and Carlisle sat on the white love seat near the door holding hands.

Emmet sat on the floor drumming his fingers along the carpet in front of Rosalie, who was siting on the couch next to Alice and Jasper inspecting her nails.

Alice, well Alice looked terrified. Absolutely scared shit less.

OK really need to make sure that I have at least a verbal filter, my mental one went as soon as Edward came back into my life, excuse the pun.

Jasper was the one I had to look out for. His past life as a human was filled with tactics to kill and incapacitate the enemy.

Edward growled at jasper.

No one had noticed that we had come into the room until then.

"Edward, darling. Calm down, you wouldn't want to hurt Alice, Esme or Rosalie by accident do you?" I warned him, I moved my hand from his and placed it on his arm.

He shook his head.

"Who are you?" Alice whispered.

"Why don't I tell you my story," Alice nodded "I'm going to warn you now, my story is, well, it's more of a nightmare, a horror movie than a fairy tale" Bella warned us.

"Bella love, you don't have to tell them anything" Edward told me.

"Edward Hun, they deserve to know about me. Plus, there are somethings that I never told you. No one interrupt me please, once I start i do not wish to have to repeat my self. It's bad enough remembering the first time." edward and his family nodded.

"My maiden name is Isabella Marie Howard my code name is daggers. I do not know how old I am but I'm around four hundred years old. I have two brothers named James or Logan, his code name is Wolverine, and Victor or Vick whose code name is Sabortooth. The code names make no sense now but they will soon.

I was born into a wealthy family, to lord Kenneth and lady Anne Windsor.

I had five elder siblings from my 'fathers' previous mirages. Derrick, Susan, Lucinda, Marianne and Joshua, that's in age order.

Derrick had 'fathers' black raven hair, and grey eyes. His hair always covered his face in one way or another. He was six years older than me and very snobby.

Susan and Lucinda were twins, identical twins. They had inherited their mothers golden hair and blue eyes. They were the most beautiful women in all the land. They had men falling at there feet and they knew it. They were only three years older than me.

Joshua was only a year older than me. He had brown, almost black hair and eyes that seamed to change colour.

Marianne was two years older than me, she too had inherited 'fathers' hair and eyes. Her mother was a maid at the house and had an affair with Kenneth when he was married to the twins mother.

My 'father' never liked me nor did my mother, until my thirteenth birthday I had thought that it was just because I was the youngest of six, not that my mother had intercourse with another and fallen pregnant with his child.

My childhood was not a pleasant one; I remember that I had to stay in bed all day and night because I had a 'bone disease' if I moved any part of my body it felt like I was on fire, or molten rock had been poured into my very bones.

On my thirteenth birthday men came into the house, they thieved my mother's jewels and fathers volt.

I remember a boy around eighteen come into my room.

My sister Marianne was with me at the time, I was closest to her out of the rest.

The boy came up to Marianne and pushed her to the ground.

He came up to me and pushed me of off my bed, I screamed out in agony.

The fire was back, and the boy just laughed at me.

He moved me so that I was sitting up and facing Marianne.

He went to her and stripped her of her cloths.

He raped her, a fifteen year old girl, my sister in front of me. I had never felt so helpless. Every time I would move the fire would burn my bones and make me scream, I couldn't help her.

When he was done, he ripped my sheets and gagged and tied her wrists and ankles together her with them and left. I had managed to move closer to her but not much. I remember her crawling to me and comforting me. After what had happened to her she was comforting me!

I kept on telling her how sorry I was that I couldn't help her, that I was sorry that that disgusting boy had not done it to me instead, at least then Marianne would have had some hope of stopping him if she wished it.

The boy came back but this time he had brought several other men along with him.

They tortured her and raped her again and again in front of me, the whole time I could do nothing but cry for my brave sister and scream out in pain when I tried to go and help her.

Dawn came and one of the men had an axe.

I knew that they were going to kill her in front of me.

I don't know what came over me.

One second they were standing there laughing the next, I was on my feet lunging at them like an animal. I killed them. All of them. I tore them apart like pieces of paper."

I wiped the tears from my eyes. All the women in edwards family were dry sobbing into there husbands chests.

"I was too late, they had already killed her.

I stormed through the house and killed every last stranger that had hurt my family.

I came across my 'father'; he was half dead on the ground.

I remember his last words as if it was yesterday.

"you are the daughter of lord Logan Howard, find him and get away from my family you monster" he died.

I found my mother, Susan and Lucinda in the room next to 'father', it looked like the same things that had happened to Marianne had happened to them.

I found Derrick and Joshua, I think. They were cut up into parts on there bedroom floors.

I ran to my room and packed some cloths, money and a bit of food.

Then I ran. I ran to lord howards home. The other side of the contry.


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