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Her gaze again fell at that empty chair ... And sighed .

Since last two hours this was happening frequently ... Unthoughtfully her eyes were searching for him ... And every time dissapointment came to her way ...

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suddenly she heard someone called ...

purvi...

she jerked her head ...

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Abhijit – purvi plz jara record room se case no 1124 ki file lekar aao .. wo sargan murder case ki file .

Purvi got up from her place – yes sir ..

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She was near the record room .and suddenly heard some voices from inside ... someone was annoyingly saying something ..

the voice was seemed familliar ... she started hearing it keenly ...

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Pagal hain tu ?.. yeh chal kya rha hain tera ?..

itna bada discision lene se pahle humse ek bar puchana bhi sahi nahi laga tuze ? Han ...

Sachin was shouting at the pick of his voice while dushyant was trying to calm him down .

Dushyant holding him from both his arms – shant ho ja sachin .. kyon gussa kar raha hain tu ? Aur hua kya hain ?

Sachin looked at the person whose head was down in some guilt and pain .

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Sachin was sounding frustrated – oh... to tuze pata nahi ?.

wow .. tu iska best friend hain na ?. isne bataya nahi tuze ?.

Dushyant was looking at both of them confusingly .

Sachin – yeh ?.. pointing to him .. rajat ... isne transfer ke liye application di hain .. pata hain tuze ?

Dushaynt cried shocking – kya ?

Sachin – han ... aur sahib ne hume batana bhi sahi nahi samza .

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Rajat lifted his head and tried to explain. – agar main batata to tum muze rokate ...to .. Is liye ...

Sachin –oh ... Achha ... to kya ?.. Bata na to kya ?

aur ek bat bol .. kyon le raha hain tu yeh transfer ?

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Rajat was fiddling with his fingers .

Dushyant too demands. – rajat . bata ..

Rajat without any eye contact with them .. Replied – reason tum jante ho .

main purvi ko aur dukh nahi dena chahta hun ...

waise bhi wo muzse koi relation nahi rakhana chahti hain .. aj firse wo meri wajhse yahan se chali jana chahti hain ..isse achha hain ki main hi chala jau .. Kam she kam WO khush to rahegi ..

aur maine soch liya hain ki gar muze transfer nahi milti hain to main resign kar dunga ...

par ab aur nahi ... use isse jyada dukh nahi de sakta ...

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both his friends were observing him in disbeliefe .

Sachin – wow ... to ... ap firse sacrifice karne ja rahe hain ..

kab tak ?. rajat .. kab tak chalega yeh sab ?. Aur kyon ?

tu use sab sach kyon nahi bata deta ..

han manta hun tune ek galti kar di par uski kitni bar saza bhugtega tu ?..

wo janti bhi nahi hain ki tumne uske liye kya kiya hain ?

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Rajat cut him silently – aur muze use batana bhi nahi hain ..

par sachin ... aj uski iss condition ka jimmedar bhi to main hi hun na ..

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sachin was about to say something but dushyant stopped him ...

Dushaynt – Rajat ...yar ... humara kanon bhi ek galti ki ek hi bar saza deta hain aur yaha to tu sirf sahe ja raha hain ...

plz rajat.. purvi ke liye tumne kya kuch nahi kiya hain yeh humse behtar aur koi nahi janta ...

wo jab hospital me thi to tumne uska kitna khyal rakha tha ..

There din .. Teri rate .. Sab uske liye thi ...

chup - chup kar rota that tu .. Rat - rat bhar uske liye jaga hain tu ...

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Sachin - tumne wo sab kiya tha jo uske apno ne bhi na kiya hota ...

uske parents ne tak muh mod liya par tu sirf uske liye jee raha tha ..

aur fir jab wo hospital se chali gayi to kya halt ho gayi thI teri ? paglo ki tarha dhuda hain tumne use ... aj tak intezar kar raha hain uska ...

jab ki tuze pata bhi nahi ki wo tere pas wapas ayegi bhi ya nahi?...

Aur iske badle me kya mila tuze ?

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Sirf NAFRAT ... Aur KADWAHAT ... Jiska tu haqdar nahi hain .

.. aur itna hi nahi ... rajat.

Use to pata bhi nahi hain ki ...

Uske jane ke bad se uske parents ka khyal bhi to tuhi rakh raha hain na? ..

.aj agar tu nahi hota to shayad uske papa iss duniya me hote bhi ...

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Rajat – sachin ?... bas ...

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And suddenly he stopped hearing some sound from the door ... all of them became shocked ... while seeing her ..

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purvi was listening all this conversation silently .. unaware of the tears running down her cheeks ... her mind was disturbed ...

and suddenly when she heard about her parents ... she was shocked ... starring at him constantly ...

Purvi pov – yeh main kya sun rahi hun ?. ..rajat ne mere liye itna sab kiya ... mere yaha na hone par mere family ka dhyan tak rakh raha hain ..main?.. muze ?...

and she couldent composed herself ...ran away from there .

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rajat rushed towards the door – purvi?...

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That night ...

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She was laying on bed ...

Recalled the same evening when she went to meet her parents at her home ..

After many days .. no actually years ..

she was visiting that house ..she was in a dilemma ... how will they welcome her ?... the same situation will repeat or ?...

sinking in her thoughts ... she Rang the bell...

didn't even notice that the door is opened ... and her mother stood over there with surprised but pleased expressions on her face ...

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Pm – purvi ?.. beta tu ?..

and her mother hugged her tight ... tears were roling down their eyes continuously ..

she took her inside ...

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Pm patted her cheeks and asked – purvi .. kahan chali gayi thi tu?.. kahan kahan nahi dhunda tuze ?...

.. purvi narrated her everything about her life ..after she left the hospital.

Purvi – maa. Papa kaha hain ? dikh nahi rahe hain .

Pm took a deep sigh and lead her to room ...

When she entered in the room ...

Purvi was shocked to see her father on bed ..

Purvi rushed to him – papa ?. ..

While seeing their daughter back .. he was trying to get up ... but falied to do so .. ..she sat beside him supporting him .

PF - purvi .. Mere bachhe .. Hume maf. kar de ...

Purvi hugged him -yeah ap kya bol rahe hain papa ? ...main apse bilkul naraz nahi hun ...

They hugged their daughter tight ... That give a soothing feeling to her ..

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Purvi - Maa... papa ko kya hua ?

Pm – beta tere hospital se chale jane ke bad tumhare papa ko heart attack aa gaya tha ...humara koi apna to tha nahi par bhala ho RAJAT ka jisne hume sahara diya ..

ek bête se badhakar usne humari sewa ki .. tere papaki bimari me uski hi sari bhag doud ki thi ...

aur aj tak wo hi humare liye sab kuch kar raha hain ...

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It was another shock for her .

Pm asked in low tone – purvi ?. beta kya tum rajat se mili ?

Purvi said nothing and stood up .

Purvi – maa .. main kal wapas aati hun ..

Pm folded hands beforeher – mere bachhe ... ghar wapas aaja ... hume maf karde ... par ab wapas aja .

Purvi placing her hands on her moms handsreplied .. – aaungi maa. Jaidihi aaungi .

She turned to go but stopped by her mothers voice .

Pm - beta tune hume maf kar diya .. Plz ab use bhi maf kar de..

she smiled forcefullly and left .

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Now present ..

Purvi – kahin rajat sachme badal to nahi gye hain ... kya main use galat samaz rahi hun ?..

usne jo kiya uski saza to maine use de di yah abhi bhi de rahi hun ?... ( she was in deep thoughts )..

par uske bad usne mere liye .. mere parents ke liye jo kuch bhi kiya hain use main kaise nazar andaj kar sakti hun ? ...

kya wo sirf ek mouke ka bhi hakdar nahi hain?..

She was remembering all those moments .. she tried hard to chained those scattered rings of her past life .. some rings were stil missing .

She didn't realized when she dozed off while thnking .

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Next morning ... in bureau .

he entered . he found her working silently.

When her gaze fell on him . A small smile crept on her lips . it was a surprise for him but he replied with the same .

A case reported which took the whole day of the officers .

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Next morning ...

..Amar came with chocolate box ..he directly headed to her desk .

Amar – hi purvi .

Purvi looking at him – hi.

Amar – yeh lo ..yeh tumhare liye .and he extended the chocolate box to her .

Now she was little irritate with this ..

Purvi- Amar .. yeh sab kya hain?.. us din rose ..aj yeh chocolates .. plz muze nahi chahiye .

Amar made sad face – plz purvi .. mere liye le lo na ..

She didn't forwarded her hand so he kept it on her table and walked away.

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Our trio hide their laughter .. their plan was working indeed ...

Unknowingly when she stole a glance at him .. he was fiddling with the mouse fixing gaze on pc ... and lines on his forehead were deeper.

Purvi pov – yeh Amar kar kya raha hain ?.

aur Rajat aj uske mathe par shikan dekhi maine ... jealous?..

par muze kya? ( she jerked her head in order to remove those thoughts ) ....main to uski parwah nahi karti hun... par ..

( her mind didn't allow her to think anything else than HIM ...) .

use aise dekh kar muze khush hona chahiye tha ... magar main nahi hun.. kyon?..

ulta uski narjgi dekh kar muze achha nahi lag rah hain ...

khud ko guilty mehsoos kar rhi hun .. kyon?..

( and unwillingly her mind consent with her heart ) ..

kahi main us ki parwah to nahi karne lagi ... shayad ..

And she again jerked her head to remove those intruding thoughts .

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Same evening ...

kajal came to rajat s desk...

Kajal – bro .. chal na ab.

Rajat without moving his gaze from computer screen – muze kam hain ,.. tum log jao .

Kajal – par ..

But sachin pulled her wrist and took her with him ..

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Trio were in parking lot ...

Sachin – kajal .. tu janti ho na ... jab bhi wo disturbed hota hain ... khud ko kam me busy kar leta hain .. aj kamse kam 10 baje tak to yahin rahega ...

Kajal- oh ... I think you are right..chalo .

Purvi stood still on the stair case after listening this conversation ..

she knew it very well why he was disturbed? ..

immediately she turned back ... and came in side the bureau.

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While others who were spying on her .. came out from their hiding place .

Kajal extending her hand – plan is working ...

Others kept their hand on hers .- yes .

Kajal – to ab meri treat?

Dushyant – tuze har hal me teri treat ki padi rahti hain na?

Kajal smiled sweetly – han ... are chalo ab ... aur dushyant tu bata.. teri love story kahan tak pahunchi hain?... kya nam hain uska .. han ..AISHA ...

A sudden coughing aound echoed the parking lot .. while sachin looked her in disbelief and rushed to dushyant .. and she?..

Kjal – what?... ruk kyon gaye?.. chalo bhi ab ..

And she headed towards their bike .

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Here back in the bureau ...

When she entered in side ...

Found him sitting alone on his chair.. eyes closed .. head resting back .. and his fingures fidlling with pen ... she stood near him .. couldent stop to stare him continuously .

Unknowlingly her hand forwarded to him ... and suddenly his eyes opened ... she stammered and took her hand off.

Rajat was surprised to see her –

Rajat – purvi tum ghar nahi gayi?

Purvi – nahi ..waise bhi akele ghar par bore ho jati hun to socha tumhe help chahiye ho to puch lun.

Rajat – are nahi . ita ok . I will manage .

Purvi - I know .. YOU CAN MANAGE EVERYTHING ALONE . but plz .

And he smiled ... they completed their work ... and then moved out .

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In parking lot ...

Purvi – Rajat . kya muze lift de sakte hain ?

Rajat didn't know what to say , he simply managed to nod .

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In the car ... an unbearable silence was spread . none has courage to break it .

Finally she broke it ...

..Purvi – tumse kuch puchna hain ?

Rajat – han pucho .

Purvi – main jab coma me thi to kya kya hua tha ?.aur jab main hospital se chali gayi tab? ... plz muze jan na hain .

Rajat silently gazed her .

Rajat – kyon ?.. kyon jan na hain tumhe?.

Purvi – pata nahi par aise lag rhaa hain ki kuch chut raha hain ... yun lagta hainki jaise sab galat ho raha hain ... ya main kuch galat kar rahi hun .

after completing the sentence she stole a glance at him .

Rajat keenly observed her expressions – jan kar kya fark padne wala hain ? hum to waise hi rahenge na ... strangers .

She suddenly looked at him .. he used the same word ... why?..

why is he doing all this to her ?..

and surprisingly she felt something piercing in her heart when he sounded bitter .

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Purvi – shayad zindagi ko ek aur mouka de pau .

Rajat smiled sadly – guilt me ho?

Purvi – matlab ? tumhe aisa kyon lag raha hain ?

Rajat smiled at her efforts to hide her feelings .

Rajat – do din pahle tum ghar gayi thi na ?.

Purvi – tumhe kaise pata chala ?

Rajat - maa ka phone aaya tha muze . unhone bataya na?.

Purvi let out a deep sigh - han unhone hi bataya.. par ..

Rajat cut her – purvi .. tumse pyar karta tha ..karta hun .. tab bhi tumhari marjike khilaf kuch nahi karna chahta tha .. par muzse wo galti ho gayi .. jiske liye main abhi tak sharminda hun ...

par iska matlab ye nahi ki aaj tum par koi ehsan jatakar tumhe apni zindagi me firse usi tarah wapas lau .

main janta hun ki tum muzse pyar nahi karti ho ..

(she looked at him sudden)

. no.. no .. its perfectly all right .. muze tumse koi shikayat nahi hain .. tum apni jagah par sahi ho .

( waiting for some time ) ... par ab aur nahi . maine soch liya hain ki ...

and he stopped immediately .

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purvi who was silently listening him – kya ?

rajat – annn ... nahi ... kuch nahi .. and he again concentrated in driving .

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Hey kya yeh jo tere mere darmiyan hain

Undekhi unsuni koi dastan hain

Lagne lagi ab jindagi khali He meri

Lagne lagi hain har sans bhi

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BIN TERE ... BIN TERE ...

KOI KHALISH HAIN HAWAOME BIN TERE ...

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BIN TERE ... BIN TERE ...

KOI KHALISH HAIN HAWAOME BIN TERE ...

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He could feel her starring him .BT when he looked at her ...

Immediately she averting his gaze turned towards window ...

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Ajnabi se hue pal kyon sare

Ki nazarse nazar yeh milate hi nahi,

Ek ghani tanhayi cha rahi hain

Manzile raston me gum ho gayi hain .

Ho gayi unsuni har dua meri..

rah gayi unkahi bin tere .

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BIN TERE ... BIN TERE ...

KOI KHALISH HAIN HAWAOME BIN TERE ...2...

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her heart could feel an unknown bonding with him ...

it was that ... nameless feeling ...

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Rah me roshani ne hain kyon hath choda

is taraf shamne kyon hain apna muh moda.

Yun ke har subah ek berahmsi rat ban gayi ,

Hain kya yeh jo tere mere darmiyan hain

Undekhi unsuni koi dastan hain,

Lagne lagi ab jindagi khali khali .. He meri ,

Lagne lagi hain har sans bhi khali,

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BIN TERE ... BIN TERE ...

KOI KHALISH HAIN HAWAOME BIN TERE ...3...

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rajat stopped the car.. but she was still in deep thoughts ...

Rajat - Purvi?..

Purvi - annn. kya ?...

rajat – tumhari manzil aa gayi hain.

Her trail of thoughts disturbed ... She looked out side . they were near her house .

Silently she got down ... And turned to wave him but was shocked to see him going away ...

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She was watching him on his way .

Purvi – Rajat .. kya manzil badal nahi sakti ?

But her question remained unanswered .

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ending the chap ...

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(A/N - friends thnx a lot for giving such a warm response for both my fics ... BT .. Now my college has been started ... N I barely get time for ff n for typing ... So have decided to complete KJBB first n then continue with EDKHPH ... Plz .. Understand my problem ... Sorry for inconvenience ...)

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