disclaimer: i dont own twilight or its characters i just manipulate them! Muahahaha! xD
EPOV
"I'm sorry Bella," I said truthfully, when we were at my house, the car ride had been silent except for Bella's occasional sniffles. I was sorry, I knew that Charlie hated me, but I didn't understand why Bella was afraid to tell him, I thought that she was being dramatic, because her own dad can't hate her solely for getting married, but I guess I was wrong.
"Why on earth are you sorry? For wanting to marry me? Because you shouldn't be! I love you and I do want to marry you, I just wish my dad wasn't a jerk!" she said as she plopped down on the couch.
"Well, I could have married you later, and maybe your dad wouldn't hate me so, and I thought that you were just being melodramatic, I didn't believe that he would ever be so upset! It's my fault Bella!" I sighed "Please stop crying." I added hurt. Then I sighed as I sat down next to her, "Your dad and I are more alike than you think Bella, we both want what's best for you, and if you were my daughter I think I would be pretty upset too." I hated saying that, but it was true. I realized that she would eventually have to go back to get clothes and stuff. I wasn't about to tell her that because I was afraid that she would blow up again. "Bella please stop, ok? Please stop crying, Bella look at me," I lifted her chin up to face me, "everything is going to be alright, ok? Don't worry Charlie will come around, just give him some time to get used to the idea," I rubbed small circles into her back to try to soothe her. But then Alice decided to pop in.
Hey bells I saw what happened I'm sorry and also-" she stopped, she was getting a vision. "OH MY GOD!" was all she said then stared at Bella with wide eyes. "I'm gonna -never mind." she looked down at the ground and it looked as if she was trying to hide her excitement about something and it was hurting her, I think Bella saw the same thing and burst out laughing right after she left.
"What in the world was that all about!? Alice get your little pixie butt back here right now and tell me -us- what's going on!"
"No, no I'm not gonna tell you," she yelled as she walked in the living room, "I want it to be a surprise! It's hard enough for me as it is not to squeal! So-" she stuck her tongue out at me, "at you! HPMH!" and she stomped off out of the room.
"Well," Bella started I suppose we are gonna find out sooner or later, Alice can't stay silent forever, think about it, it would kill her! And if it's about us, it will happen sooner or later." she added seductively, it gave my already cold body chills, I've never heard her talk like that, so it was kinda different but a good different as I lunged toward her and kissed every visible part of her body, she and I moaned with pleasure, and I lost control soon after, and well, you don't wanna know what happened, except I almost bit her, I almost took her life right there, and I can't remember what in the world stopped me, but I thank that person, or thought with all my heart.
BPOV
I woke up to Edward's arms around me tightly as if guarding me, but he was always guarding me, "Good morning love, are you feeling alright?" his voice cracked! His voice has never cracked, or at least not a time that I can remember right away, I turned to look at him, but he was staring at my neck, and my neck hurt like hell! I thought I was never going to be able to move my head again, the pain was unbearable, and I tried to turn my body instead, but it still hurt terribly.
"OH!" I gasped at the pain in my neck, and reached out to touch it, but even the slightest skim over it hurt so much, I hissed, I never though such a small touch could ever have so much pain! Edward left hurriedly and I wanted to follow him, but the constant reminder of this pain was too much, so I didn't want to get up, I heard Carlisle and him talking, well more like Carlisle whispering and Edward yelling, I couldn't really hear what Carlisle was saying but I heard all of Edward's words.
"Carlisle, I almost killed her right there, I can't, I can't, and I have to go! She couldn't possibly love me! She can't, not after what happened!"
"No Edward…you have to… she…now more than…if she gets…have to…abortion, but…how… feel about that." I tried to block them out, abortion, killing a baby, but Carlisle would never suggest something like that! Maybe I heard him wrong, and Edward was going to leave me? A wave of rejection, dropped on my stomach like a weight, he was going to leave me, and oh gosh, I- no I can't be! Pregnant?!
A/N ok I'm a religious person, so I don't like putting oh my god, but I wanted emphasis, sorry I didn't want to offend anyone, and I didn't put in any details about the sex because I didn't think it was necessary and I would have to change the rating to M and I don't want to do that, sorry if that's what you wanted, plus I don't think I could write a lemon very well, but i hope u liked this chapter!
