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it was later that week. I had been staying away from Zero as best I could. Yuki was wondering what was going on between us, but I said nothing.
I walked through the halls, looking for the chairman's office, which I found impossible to find!? I looked at a door and heard voices from inside. I walked over and creaked open the door just a bit to see Zero sitting on the couch with Yuki's face in his hands. She had a towel over her head, and she wore a night gown. This was the scene were he almost kissed her? I bit my lip. I hated the contact they shared. But knew I shouldn't be jealous. But I couldn't help myself from feeling sad. Tears seeped from my eyes, and I realized I was crying. Damn it! I turned away and ran off. But noticed the door opening, and Zero's head poking from it" hello?" he called" Victoria? Was that you?" I didn't answer and turned down one of the hallways, noticing the chairmans office door, I sighed happily, and wiped the tears from my eyes, and when I felt like I could talk, I knocked on the door" come in." the chairmans happy voice rang out. I sighed and walked in, looking up to see Kaname sitting in one of the chairs. And Kaien sitting at his desk, with his hands clasped together" ah, Victoria, I was hoping you;d stop by." the chairman beamed. I felt a cold chill slip up my spine at the feeling of Kaname's eyes on me. I nodded" what did you need chairman?" I asked sweetly, a smile on my face. Kaien's smile faltered for a second, but then was up in full force again" I, uh. Was reading about a couple of things, about your past. Because of you ability to see us as we are." he said calmly. I nodded. He sighed" you, didn't tell us your mother was related to Crowley?" he said calmly. I tilted my head" I didn't find it of importance?" I said calmly. Kaien sighed" do you know what he was?" he said calmly. I crossed my arm" he was a magician of dark magic. A.K.A the beast, 666." I said calmly. The chairman nodded" i'm surprised you didn't tell us?" he said calmly. I shrugged" eh, I didn't fine it important." I said again. The chairman sighs" we believe that this is part of the reason you know." he said calmly. I nodded" why do you think Helen knows?" I asked. He sighed" I... still don't know of this yet?" he murmured. My brow furrowed, and I looked at Kaname" goodmorning Kaname-sama. I'm sorry for not acknowledging you before." I said bowing respectfully. He nodded" it's quite alright Victoria-san." he said calmly. I nodded. I really hated him, but I loved him, but I hated him, but I loved him! Damn it!
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I woke up in a cold sweat, my breath hitching, and my heart pounding. Helen slept soundly in her bed, her dark hair strung all over her face. I let out a shuddering breath and slowly get up. It was dark, the moon shone on my bed sheets like a pool of liquid. It seemed warm, but I couldn't stay there, not after the dream I had. I walked out of the room and down the hallway. My fingers brushing up against the walls. Silver moon light shone through the windows, painting the hallway in silver. My body casting shadows along the walls as I walked. My small bare feet brushing up against the ground. I looked around, my dark eyes sending glances all around me. I heard floor boards creak from the corner of the hallway. I stopped, and listened to the calm sound of feet walking the the hallway. I looked down at myself, I was only wearing my small pajama shorts, and a black tank top. I shook my head. These were the girls dorms, only girls were allowed in here at night. I thought to myself. I rounded the corner and walked down the hallway, but only made it so far, before I looked up at Zero. His silver hair a tousled mess, his violet eyes looked tired, and he was shirtless!? His baggy pajama bottoms hung to his well muscled, and thin waist. Zero looked at me" I was looking for you." he said calmly. I looked at him and smirked" you couldn't put some clothes on first?" I joked. He rolled his eyes" the chairman called me when I was asleep, he told me to get you, he said it was urgent." Zero said, a bit worried. I sighed" the chairman should do this more often." I muttered under my breath, referring to the fact that Zero was shirtless! Zero shook his head and started walking off. I ran after him, wanting to see him, I will say it again, shirtless! I crossed my arms, wondering why the chairman wanted to see me? My thought's were broken when Zero turned around and pinned me to the wall. His soft, naked chest brushing against mine" you've been avoiding me all week." Zero said a little irritated. I looked up at him innocently" I, uh..." I looked away. Zero sighed" and then you ran away when I called for you." he said, referring to the other night. I blushed and closed my eyes" what do you expect me to say!" I said loudly. Zero looked at me for a couple of seconds, then said" tell me, why your acting so strange... tell me.. why you kissed me?" I opened my eyes and looked at him" you kiss a person when you like them." I said, matter, O factly. Zero's brow furrowed" why.. why do you like me? I hurt you. You passed out. Why would you like a monst-" I stopped him by leaning in and kissing the baka. Zero was sooooooooooooo taken by surprise by this. But I had already lost myself to the helpless romantic I was. I reached up my hand and ran it through his silky hair. He relaxed a bit, and placed a hand on my hip, pushing me up against the wall. Moon light shinning through his silver strands of hair. I placed my hands on his soft chest, running my finger tips along his muscles. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled myself up a bit, wrapping my legs around his waist as he pressed me against the firm wall.i let out a small breath of air as he kissed me, my red painted nails digging into his shoulders. For the first time... in a long time. I felt wanted... I felt safe. Even though he was turning into a beast, I still felt protected. I haven't felt this in so long. Haven't felt like I was "wanted" in a long time. I always felt like I was a nuisance. But here, and now, with him. I felt happy. I felt better.
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after that, me and Zero walked to the chairmans office. Of course, Zero grabbed a shirt first, but I still wore my night clothes. As we walked to the chairman's office, we didn't really talk to one another. I couldn't get that blush off my cheeks, and my lips were a little red and swollen. Of course, his were to. I smirked and looked up at him. His hair was a tousled mess. I couldn't help but reach up and smooth it out. Zero looked over at me calmly, allowing me to fix his hair" thanks." he murmured. I smiled" your welcome." I said in a soft tone. When we made it to the chairman's office, Zero knocked" come in!" the overly cheery voice sang. Zero groaned, and opened the door. The chairman beamed" i'm sorry for having Zero wake you up so late, but I needed to speak with you Victoria-san." I smirked" I was already awake." I muttered. He tilted his head" why can't you sleep?" he asked. I look down" um, home sickness." I lied. The chairman nodded, obviously knowing it was a lie" Victoria... I found something.. about your family." he said calmly. I lift an eye brow" what did you find?" I asked. He looked down and threaded his fingers together" your great great great grandfather was a pure-blood." he said softly, worry laced his voice. My eyes widened" your... your kidding?" I murmured. Kaien shook his head. I looked down and laced my fingers together. That couldn't be? I didn't have vampire in me!? I didn't crave blood?! I shake my head" that can't be." I whimpered" it is." said a calm voice from the doorway. I whip my head around to look at Kaname. My eyes were wide" that can't be!? I don't drink blood!? In fact, when I see it, I get all woozy, and scared." I stuttered. Kaname shook his head" it's obvious your vampire side hasn't woken up then." he murmured. I shook my head" and I don't want it to wake up." I said franticly. Kaname was about to object, but I was already running from the room. No? No, I was human!? At least... I think I was? I heard someone fallowing behind me, but ignored it, and kept running. My feet were getting muddy as I trudged through the forest. I found myself falling over a root that stuck from the ground, and landed on my elbows. I didn't want to be a vampire! I thought to myself. The sound of feet got closer as I sobbed into my arms. I finally heard the feet stop" Victoria." whispered someone from behind me. I whimpered, not caring who it was I cried" I don't want to be a vampire." I heard gentle foot steps come closer to me, and then the warm hands of a man gently pull me up, and wrap around me. Zero. It was raining, and we were both soaked. Zero's warm wet chest pressed against mine. I lay'd my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes" I wont let that happen." he whispered. i whimpered" please, don't let me wake up." I whispered into Zero's silver locks of hair. He stroked my hair and whispered" I promise." the smell of rain was everywhere. We were both soaked to the bone, and I loved it. I loved the rain. And I loved Zero. I pulled away a little bit and looked Zero in the eyes. there was comfort in his eyes, sadness, and fury at the fact that Kaname and Kaien would even think about awakening me, and making me into such a creature" now I know why I love you." I whispered. Something flashed in Zero's eyes. I couldn't tell what it was, because he leaned in and caught my lips with his. The rain seemed to poor down harder. Our eye lashes collecting the rain drops. I wrapped my arms around Zero's neck, and kissed him back. Once foot, after the other. Left, right, left right. Don't fail me now! I clung to Zero at the horrid memory of the dream. Zero gently pulled away and looked down at me with dark violet eyes. So many emotions, wafting through his eyes. And yet, I could only see one emotion in those amazing violet orbs. And that emotion was determination.
