A/N: HELLO PRETTY PEOPLE! I'M SORRY I HAVE NOT UPDATED IN AWHILE BUT I'M SURE YOU ALL KNOW THAT LIFE GETS KIND OF CRAZY SOMETIMES SO I DO THE BEST I CAN. THE LAST CHAPTER WAS NOT MY FAVORITE SO I'M MAKING UP FOR IT WITH THIS ONE! I THINK YOU ALL WILL ENJOY THIS! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW! SERIOUSLY GUYS, WHEN I GET YOUR REVIEWS MY DAY IS MADE AND I AM THE HAPPIEST GIRL AT SCHOOL. HELP ME GET TO 50! IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEAS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHARE! ALSO ANYONE KNOW IF YOU CAN REPLY TO REVIEWS? I'VE WANTED TO REPLY TO EVERYONE'S REVIEWS BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW LOL. ANYWAY HERE'S THE STORY HOPE YOU LIKE AND PLEASE REVIEW! THANKS!
DISCLAIMER: EVERYTHING BELONGS TO MRS. MEYER I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE NOW THAT THERE ARE NO MORE TWILIGHT MOVIES.
Chapter 8
Halloween
Renesmee's POV
My alarm clock rang on monday morning and I was dreading going to school. First, I had every class with Jacob, and second it was Halloween and Ryan was throwing a huge party tonight and was expecting me to go. I have hated Halloween since I was a little girl and I never dressed up for it. Maybe it was because people dressed up like vampires and totally got the look wrong because only the Volturi wore capes, but the holiday was dumb. Stupid humans and their traditions.
I finally decided to get up when I heard my family moving around down stairs. I went to the bathroom and put on my makeup and attempted to straighten my hair. I went to my closet next, and put on a black pair of skinny jeans and a pink long sleeve blouse which i paired with my light brown FRYE riding boots. I went downstairs next to find the lying stinking dog eating my god damn cereal. Really? Your going to sit there and eat my cereal. Nope, I'm going to be the bigger person and just put a smile on my face. Wow, I'm having a full conversation with myself. I think I have officially lost my freaking mind.
I walked into the kitchen and sat right next to the cereal eater and stared at him. He stopped reading the paper and looked up at me, waiting for me to say something.
"Good morning Nessie." Jake said with a light smile on his face. Damn that boy for being so sexy I could totally bang him right now. No, I'm pissed at him. Screw being the nice girl.
"I believe you are eating my cereal."
"Nessie, are you serious?" He asked looking at me like I was insane. Which I am, but that is not the point.
"Yes I'm serious. I went to the grocery store and I picked out the cereal and put it in the car. It's my cereal." I said with a big smile on my face.
"Nessie, you are being ridiculous, I'm not going to fight with you over cereal." He laughed at me. Oh so he's going to laugh at me huh? Well two can play at this game.
I grabbed the cereal, pulled the milk out of the fridge and poured it inside the cereal box. I grabbed a spoon and stuck it in the cereal box, and shoved a big spoonful of Reese's Puffs in my mouth and smiled. "Who's laughing now Jake?" I said laughing. Everyone in the kitchen stopped and stared at me for a solid 5 minutes without saying anything. No one knew what to say because I was an immature little girl who was mad at the boy she was in love with for a stupid mistake he made.
"I think it's time we go to school." Mama said and everyone said yes awkwardly and headed out the door. I road with my parents to avoid Jacob and the whole situation. The rest of the school day I watched hoe bag fawn all over Jacob. Really bitch? Do you want me to rip your head off. I was so angry because of stupid Halloween that I didn't feel like dealing with anybody today.
The only thing that made me feel better was Ryan. Everyone thought that Ryan and I had something going on but he was such a good friend. He listened to everything I said and gave me good advice and I knew that he was genuine guy who just wanted to be my friend. He never made me feel uncomfortable or nervous he was just a talented athlete who wanted t be friends with me.
I sat with Ryan like I usually did at lunch and I met some new girls that I hadn't met before. Jenna was a cheerleader who I assumed would be a bitch just like the cheerleader's I had seen in movies, but she was actually a really chill person. Jenna had long blonde hair and was petite but had curves. She had lived all over the world because her parents were involved in doctors without borders and she had only joined cheerleading because she was good at gymnastics. Lily was really into theatre and was super pretty, she had brown hair that was cut into a short bob and she was also really tiny. Lily had a boyfriend named Matt who just like her really enjoyed theatre but also played football which is why he was friends with Ryan.
I was happy that I was getting to know other people outside my family and the wolves because I had never really hung out with other people before. The girls and I talked about what they were wearing that night. Lily and Matt were going as Finn and Rachel from Glee and Jenna was going to go as Lady GaGa. When I told them I wasn't planning on dressing up they freaked out and said that I had to get a costume and that they were going to take me after school. I asked my dad in my head and out of the corner of my eye I saw him smile and shake his head yes so I told the girls I would go.
I had art as my last class and I was really excited. I liked art class because the first half of class was sketch period. At the end of the quarter, my art teacher would be collecting our sketchbooks and grading them. Mrs. Ralley said that the theme for the sketchbook was to design a collection of something. I was so happy with this idea because it allowed me to put my creativity on paper. I was really into fashion so I decided to have a fashion collection. My collection ranged from shoes to bathing suits to ballroom dresses and I was really proud of what I had accomplished.
The end of the quarter was right before thanksgiving break so I had until then to prefect my designs. Even though I hated Halloween, I had to admit I was getting excited for tonight. We didn't have school tomorrow so that meant tonight would be a total rager. As the last bell rang I sprinted to my locker where Lily and Jenna were waiting for me.
"Hey Renesmee, you ready to go?" Jenna asked excitedly.
"Yes! Let me just go tell my family." I said and walked over to where my family were talking. "Hey, I'm going with Lily and Jenna. I think we are all going to get ready together so I guess I'll see you at the party?" I smiled at everyone except Jacob who was glaring at me.
"Yes! Oh and Nessie your totally going to rock your Halloween costume I had a vision." Alice smirked blowing me a kiss before walking off with the rest of my family. Oh Alice.
I caught up with Lily and Jenna and we took Jenna's Mercedes to Spirit of Halloween in downtown Seattle. The car ride there I had learned that Jenna had a huge crush on Ryan and had tried to get his attention for the past year and that Lily and Matt had been together since second grade.
"Yep, he walked in on the first day and looked at me for a minute before walking up and telling me that he was going to marry me someday." She blushed. I thought they were so cute and I could totally see them getting married. We walked into the shop and I stood in amazement. The store was huge and probably contained thousands of costumes. We spent the next hour looking at all options from slutty nurse to slutty angels. Slutty angels? Really what the hell has the world come to?
I was starting to think I was hopeless until I found what I had been looking for. At the very back of the room, I found a princess dress. A big fluffy and sparkly princess dress. I grabbed it and ran to the dressing room without another thought. When I walked out Jenna and Lily's mouth's dropped.
"Holy shit Renesmee you're so pretty!" Lily exclaimed.
"You totally rock that girlfriend." Jenna added with approval.
"Yay! Me too i think I'm definitely getting this!" I paid for my costume and we headed toward Lily's house. She lived in a cute little house right outside of the city with her parents and younger sister and older brother. Her mother was really nice and had cookies and milk waiting for us when we got home. We went up to her room and her room and started getting ready.
I decided that I was going to wear my hair just like Anne Hathaway wore her hair in a bun in The Princess Diaries.
"Nessie, can you do my makeup? You always do yours perfectly." Lily smiled. She looked really cute she had on a plaid skirt and sweater with knee highs and totally was rocking the Rachel look. I did her makeup and as soon as I finished Jenna was begging me to do hers too. I happily obliged and when we were done the three of us looked stunning.
After a mini photo shoot in the living room, we headed off towards the party. I was getting nervous because I was hoping Jacob thought I looked good and I also knew that I had to talk to him. I wasn't mad anymore and I wanted us to be together so I just needed to grow up. We got to the part 20 minutes later and it was insane. Everyone was dressed like sluts and I was the only modest looking one there. It was easy to find my family because they were the highlight of the party. They were all so beautiful and stood out against the crowd. Everyone wanted to talk to them and take pictures with them. Aunt Rosalie and Uncle Emmett were pirates, Alice and Jasper were Posh and David Beckham, and my parents were super girl and superman.
The person I really noticed though was Jacob, who was dressed as batman. All the girls were crowded around him staring at his hot body and handsome face but as soon as I walked in the room he only had eyes for me. He walked away from the girls and headed towards me. I met him in the middle of the room and we just stared at each other when "We Found Love" by Rihanna started playing around us.
"Nessie, you look amazing." He said carefully seeing whether I was still mad.
"Thanks so do you." I winked at him. All the anger I had was gone.
"Can we talk? Alone?" He asked.
"Of course." I grabbed his hand and we headed through the house saying hello to everyone who tried to talk to us and we finally made it out the back door. Ryan had a patio that was all lit up with twinkling lights and there was a bonfire going with no one around it. We walked over to it and I sat down while he stood up and paced.
It was 10 minutes before I finally broke the silence. " Jake I-" He cut me off.
"No Nessie let me talk first. I'm sorry. Sorry for everything. I've been awful to you the past couple months and you don't deserve it. I messed up big time when I went through your things. I was so curious because you tell me everything and we have no secrets and you never told me about that box. I had to know and as soon as I read the letter I closed the box and knew that I made a huge mistake. I didn't look at anything else in the box I swear. I'm sorry I know it was wrong, but I was losing you, and I couldn't deal with that. I wanted to get over you and except that Seth liked you but I couldn't, I can't. Your my imprint. My true love. My soul mate. If you don't want to be with me, then I think I could deal with it, at least I would try. As long as you were happy, even if you were with Seth or Ryan or even Joseph, if you were happy I'd be happy. I don't want you to be in love with anyone else I want you to be in love with me. Forever. I want us to get married someday and have 10 kids and live forever and be blissfully happy. But if you don't want any of this, than just tell me because I can't deal with us not talking or looking at each other. I need to hear your angel voice, see your beautiful face, and touch your warm skin. I need you Ness, I love you and I need you. I don't care how pathetic I sound when I say I need you, like I can't breathe without you. You're the only thing that matters to me, and if you can't forgive me I don't know what I am going to do." He said his long speech in his big strong Jacob voice but it was so sweet and I couldn't help the tears that were falling from my face.
"Jake... I can't-" I was able to get out. His whole speech made me fall eve more in love with him.
"Nessie, please just try to forgive me." He begged now.
"No Jake, I can't sit here and listen to you asking me for forgiveness without wanting to cry. Of course I forgive you I went crazy and freaked out over a little thing. Now if your done kiss me." I said smiling and standing up.
His face turned from sadness to passion in a split second and in that second I was in his arms. He kissed my face all over and when he finally reached my lips I thought I was going to explode. This kiss was different from the other ones we shared. It was filled with so much passion and urgency that it was intense but in a good way. I thought my knees were going to buckle. His lips left mine and started down my neck. I was breathless from the sweet kisses he was placing on my neck that I lost my balance and fell over and Jacob of course caught me before I hit the ground.
"Woah there princess. Try to be a little more careful." He stood me up straight and laughed.
"I'm sorry sir, you just make me so happy that I can't even think straight." I giggled back.
"Well then let me make up for it, with a dance." As if on cue, Love Story by Taylor Swift began playing. He held out his hand and I took it eagerly.
"Why thank you Bruce." Jake twirled me around and around like a princess.
Halloween became my favorite holiday that night, because I finally got to dance with my prince.
WAHOOO! Jake and Nessie are back together! Since the past chapters have been kind of depressing I can promise happiness for Jake and Nessie for a while but just because Jake and Nessie's relationship is doing well, that doesn't mean there won't be any drama people! Love you all! Thanks for reading and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW! Help me get to 50! WE can do it! Mwah!
~Sparklelove
