A/N- Sorry for such a late update. College midterms are awful. Anyways here's the story and I hope you guys enjoy it!
Sunday Morning
Eren's POV
I wake up, but still have my eyes closed. I inhale a wonderful clean smell, I finally open my eyes and are met with tone chest. I look up and see Levi's sleeping face, his arm is wrapped around me, while his other is holding my hand. I smile, I nuzzle closer to his body, I let go of his hand and wrap my arm around his waist.
We made love last night, and it was amazing. God, I love the way Levi made me feel, how he held me in his arms after we made love. I love him, there isn't any doubt in my mind about this. Levi, he is the one I will spend the rest of my life with. I lean in closer and kiss his jaw. This is the happiest thing in my life, he is someone I need and want in my life.
But another thought cross my mind. Levi he needs to know what happen to me, why that fucking asshole came up to me. Levi, he needs to understand my life and what I have done.
I slowly try to leave Levi's side, I stop once I'm sitting on the bed, Shit. My back fucking hurts, and my legs they're shaking. I look back at Levi, he will pay the next time they make love. I get up and walk towards Levi's drawer and find black sweat pants. That's all I Put on before leaving the room.
I walk into the kitchen, I pull out pancake mix and anything else that I may need to make some pancakes. I put on an apron that I find hanging by the stove, and I start to make pancakes enough for the three men still in bed. Once I've made enough for a family of 12, I start to clean up the mess I had made. I wash the dishes, clean off the stove, wipe down the table, and make fresh coffee.
Once I set the table, I walk into the leaving the room. It's a mess. I star to pick up the fallen popcorn, fix the couch pillows, and grab any cleaning supplies that Levi has for his living room. Levi has everything labeled, everything has a tag of some sort, and it is for certain things in the house to be cleaned with. I start cleaning the whole place, when I feel a set of arms around my waist while I clean the TV.
"Hey I don't remember hiring any cleaning services, with such a good ass." Levi says resting his head on my back.
"Oh? Sorry sir, then I must take my lead. You see my master is waiting for me, so I-"
Levi grabs my arm and turns me around, he grabs the back of my neck and kisses me.
"Brat." Levi kisses me again. "You clean my place up, but your breath, shit go wash your mouth, " Levi smiles
"That's all you say, after I make you breakfast and clean you place up?" I wrap my arms around his neck and give him a crocked smile.
"Mm. what smells so good?"
We both look over and Erwin coming with Armin in his hand. Erwin is shirtless with only shorts on, Armin is wearing Erwin's shirt and grey tight boxers. I loo down at Levi, I can tell he's already annoyed that they ruined our little role play. Levi is also wearing black sweat pants. But the ones Levi's is wearing seems to fit his body more, and they look good on him.
"Now that everyone is fuckin'up. Let's go eat, and you both." Levi says grabbing my hand, and pointing to blonde couple. " You better fucking clean those sheets before you leave."
We all walk into the white and black kitchen. I had wrapped the pancakes up, so the heat can stay in and had already set the table up for us.
"Eren you're like a house wife." Erwin says sitting down.
"Thank you for breakfast Eren." Armin takes the seat next to Erwin.
"Sure thing guys! Levi want me to get you coffee?"
"Yeah brat. Please." The last part was more silent than a paper, but I somehow heard it. I take off my apron and sit Levi's coffee in front of him.
We all start to eat, we talk about each other and end up cleaning up. Levi say's he will wash the dishes since I cooked, and he wanted to clean to calm his nerves down before kicking the blondes out.
We end up back in the couch, I texted Mikasa to let her know we're still at Levis. She wasn't happy, but said to come home safely and soon.
We're all just talking, it was nice but I couldn't move the thought of me telling Levi the truth. He needed to know, but sadly it wasn't just my truth. It was Armin's truth, yeah I did most of it but he also got involved here and there.
"Hey." I look at Levi. " Can we go into your room, there something I want and need to tell you."
Levi looks at me kinda strange, but gently pushes me off his lap and we start to walk into the master bedroom. Levi closes the door and walks towards the bed. He lays his head on the headboard. I'lm still standing by the door, just in case what I am about to tell him makes him tell me to leave.
"Well, come on sit down brat."
I walk towards the bed, Levi grabs my arm and pulls me on his body. I can't keep my secret from him any longer, I feel like I'm going to burst it all out. But before I can make up the words in my mind, my mouth was already speaking.
"I HAD SEX FOR MONEY!" I blurt it out. But doesn't stop there.
"When I was young my parents died, we had just adopted Mikasa into our family. We had no one, but Armin's grandfather. He took the both of us in without a second thought, he was already old and couldn't do much. " I turn my whole body onto Levi's chest and burry myself in his scent. I begin to cry, but not loud enough for him to notice just yet. Levi wraps his arms around me.
"But-but in time he died too, of old age. The three of us, we were left alone in this world by the age of 12. We had no money, food, family, we-we didn't have anything but each other. So- so one day." I stop talking to take a deep breath in.
"One day I was selling gum in the streets, when a man came up to me. He had asked me if I wanted to make $600 dollars or more a night. I was, I was only a kid and I needed the money for Mikasa and Armin. I agreed to meet him at a park at midnight. He was already there by the time I got there, he was just waiting for me with a dumb grin on his face. " I take another breath because I fear my tears will catch up with my mount, and I was start to cough and make myself look like a damn child.
Levi only pushes me closer to his body, I can feel a kiss lay upon my head.
"The man, he stood up and gave his hand to me. I took it and followed him to a nice black limo. We arrived at a hotel, I had no idea what I agreed too but I needed the money Levi. I needed the money for m family. When we walked in a room, there was so many people there with a video recorded there and another man laying on the bed. I- I can still remember what the man on the bed said. "
"Looks like you found quite a cute kid. Come on, come sit next to me. " The man says take off the rope he had on.
"I walked to the man, but I guess it was too slow because I got pushed by the other man who brought me. I sat on the bed, and he started- he-oh god Levi. He took my innocents away by one kiss, by one touch at time until." I start to cry even louder and worst than before, I get up and look at Levi.
Levi only takes a hold of my hands and waits for me to talk. I can feel so many tears running down my face, but I keep looking at him the eye.
"He- he- that man, he raped me over and over. It felt like days have gone by. But I-I just took it, I laid there like a stone and took it. It hurt so bad, he was rough and I was bleeding." I lean towards Levi and wrap my arms around him, he only hugs me back but tighter.
"When I got home the next morning, I had $600 dollars like promised. But Mikasa and Armin were waiting for me to get home, I couldn't tell them what happen so I said I was out selling gum and a man gave me $600. They bought that lie for a couple of months. Until, a man came to where we were staying. He came and almost took Mikasa, he almost touched her if I hadn't stepped in. I told him to have sex with me, it was me who he came for anyways but then he saw her. That man-"
"Eren."
I look up and see Levi's eyes, filled with anger, sadness, horror, and something else but I don't know what.
"NO! You- you need to hear this Levi, if you want anything with me you need to hear this. "
Levi only nodded, and I went back to where I was.
"That man came over almost everyday, beating us and having sex with Armin and myself. He-he took everything from us again. Until one day" I start to coke up in my own words.
"Until one day, he tired to touch Mikasa after he was done with us, he had brought over some friends to take turns on Armin and I. I heard a loud thud, and went rushed to MIkasa. He was in her night gown, but you could see her panties. I went to the kitchen and grabbed the only knife we had, it was a butter knife and killed the man laying on top of her." I stop taking to wait for some kind of reaction Levi could give, but nothing came so I kept talking.
"I called for Armin, but they overdid it with him so he properly was still on the bed dead like. Waiting for this all to end like the rest of us. Another man came in and tried to grab me, but I managed to kick him on his side and he went back. I ran to to him and shoved the knife inside his body. Blood, there was so much blood. We were only kids, and he was going to hurt Mikasa if I didn't do anything."
I get off Levi and sit in the edge of the bed. He tries to wrap his arms around me again, but I move further to the edge. I don't deserve his touches. Levi only sits next to me, trying to hold me hand.
"I thought that was it, until Mikasa muttered something about a guy behind me. he grabbed me by my neck and threw the knife off somewhere else. I tired to kick, claw, anything so he could stop.." I took another breath, but this time taking Levi's hands in mine.
"The man was choking me to death, but I called out for Mikasa. I told her that we all wanted to live, and to live we must survive and that we need to stay alive. After that all i remember was seeing Mikasa go for the knife and stab the man in his back. I fall to the ground and hit my face, hard and Mikasa rushes me to in a hug like way."
My breathing becomes harder, because I know there is more to be told.
"We go get Amin, grab some stuff and the money those assholes had and left. We left, running to anywhere better than this. We ran holding hands, and some back bags to what we thought a new start. But it only got worst from there Levi. It-"
"Eren, thats enough stop."
"Levi, what-what? why?"
Levi gets up and walks out the door, leaving me behind.
"LEVI! LEVI!" I shout as loud as I can.
I knew this was too good to be true.
