Authors Note: Ok first off, reviews

Katherine1997: Thank you(: And that's EXACTLY my point. People need to know it is fan fiction so I can write it however I want

Alwaysthelovesongs: I know I don't like Mindy either, but yeah that is how she is supposed to be. Don't worry, you will find out why Eli keeps on trusting Mindy.

Thank you to the rest of you who reviewed.(:

This chapter is name after the song The Last Night by Skillet.

I Do Not Own Degrassi

Elis POV: I ran over to Clare and shook her. "Clare, Clare, Please Clare wake up." she just laid there. I felt tears burning in my eyes. I scooped her up in my arms and jogged down the stairs. I open the door to Morty and put her in the back seat. I felt the tears run down and I wiped them away. But the tears kept on falling. I just let them fall and I kept on looking in the mirror to see if Clare was awake. She just laid there. I was speeding, but I didn't care. I had to get Clare to the hospital. How could I not see this? I could I have been so clueless? I should have known she would be cutting again. Did she do this because of her mom? Or was I a reason to? Oh God, this is all my fault. Ever since Mindy came back I have been so distracted. It was good to see Mindy again though. I should have been there for Clare. I should have noticed that she was distant. I'm such a bad boyfriend. I finally reached the hospital. I ran out and grabbed Clare. I ran into the hospital. "Please HELP! Help somebody help me!" I probably looked like a crazy person, but I didn't care. I had to get MY Clare safe. A nurse ran over to me "Sir what happened?" "I walked into my girlfriends house and she was bleeding from her wrist, she cut herself." "Oh dear, Ok sir bring her into here." She said has she pointed to the Emergency room. I ran in there and a doctor put her in a wheel chair. And told me to wait in the waiting room. About 20 minutes later he came back out and said he had to ask me some questions. "So Mr." "Goldsworthy." "Alright Mr. Goldsworthy. Explain to me what happened." "Well I was at the dot with my ex girlfriend and then Clare, my current girlfriend came. My ex kissed me and Clare saw and ran away. I was about to chase after her but then her sisters ex boyfriend tackled me and punched me for cheating on her, that's why I have bruises on my face. I then ran to Clares house to check on her and I saw her laying on her bathroom floor, with blood gushing from her wrist. I tried to shake her but she wouldn't wake up. So I brought her here." I explained. 'Ok Mr. Goldsworthy when you got to her house did you see any weapon she could have used to cut herself?" " I saw a razor blade laying on her sink. It had blood all over it." I replied. "Ok and has Ms." "Edwards had any problems with self harm before?" "Yes. Um just about 5 months ago I found out she was cutting. She stopped. But she must have started again." "Okay does she have any family that can fill out these form?" he asked. Well I can't call her mom. "Um I'm her fiance." I had to lie. "Ok that's fine just fill these forms out. Ms. Edwards is still asleep. We gave her some medicine to stop the pain and bandaged her wrist. You can see her after you fill out those papers." I said a thank you and walked to the waiting room to fill out the papers.

(Hours Later)

Clares POV: I woke up in a white room. Was I in a hospital? How did I get here. I look over and Eli is asleep in a chair. Did he bring me here? Why do I have band aids and stitches on my wrist? Oh god did Eli find me? Did he bring me here? Wait no, I'm mad at Eli. He cheated on me. Suddenly it all came rushing back. The Dot, The Kiss, The Razor, The blood. Eli slowly opened his eyes. I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. "Clare. I Love you so much. You scared me. I thought I would loose you. And what you saw at the dot, was a big mistake. Mindy kissed me and I couldn't pull away. I love you and would never cheat on you. When I saw you laying on there floor, I though I lost you." He paused for a second. Was he crying? "I couldn't loose you like I lost Julia." Julia? Who was Julia? "Clare I love you. Please don't leave me." Ok I heard enough I opened my eyes. "Eli who is Julia?" He looked up and smiled "Clare? Oh thank God your awake!" He kissed me on the lips "Eli, I will forgive you if you just explain everything to me." "Ok Clare. You see I had this little sister Julia. I was 13 and she was 7. We were playing in my front yard, on the side walk. Then I saw a car. It was coming towards us. It all happened so fast. Suddenly there was a screech. The car hit Julia Clare. I saw screaming and crying. I didn't understand at all. It should have been me. I should have got hit by that car, Not Julia, She was so young. I ran inside and told my mom. She ran outside. She dropped to the ground and started bawling, and kept on screaming "No No Julia no my baby!" The neighbors heard and came outside. One of them called the police. By the time the ambulance came, she was gone." Eli was now crying. I myself had a few tears in my eyes. "I started to feel guilty, like somehow I could have done something to save her. I started to cut myself." He paused. "Now on to Mindy. Mindy was my best friend. And that summer, She lost her older brother. We helped each other grieve. Soon we developed feelings for each other. We dated for 3 years. When we were 16 we lost our virginity to each other. Then shortly after, I moved here. And now she is back and it was good seeing her again. Because we were friends before we dated. She found out I was cutting and helped me through it. No one ever found out except for her and now you. Clare you need to know that I Love you and that I will never ever leave you. I leaned forward and embraced him in a hug.

Narrator POV: After the two were done hugging, Clare told Eli about everything. About feeling alone, about being angry with herself, about feeling unloved by Eli. She told him about her mom calling her all those mean names. And Eli told her everything. About his family, about his sister. Eli said he was to ashamed to tell Clare about his cutting. Clare said whenever he needed to talk, she would be there. Eli said If Clare ever felt lonely or unloved or needed to talk. So This would be the last lonely night for the couple. Everything would be perfect from now on

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A/N So did you like it? I have a lot in store for this story. I really hope you like it. And I hate that I have to keep on saying this but, I realize this is Very OOC and would NEVER happen on the show. But, this is my story and I want it this way. So If you don't like it, don't read it. And stop reviewing for it. And yes, it is that simple. But, for the people who do like this story, REVIEW! Please? (: