AUTHORS NOTE:
I'm running on 3 hours of sleep and excess caffeine. Didn't exactly sleep last night but I really wanted to try and get another chapter busted out today as a further apology it's taken me so damn LONG to get stuff posted on here. The air is so dry here in Cali I have a bloody nose to match my eczema patches(under eyes..swollen and red... looks like I got punched) and because it's me naturally my brand new humidifier took a dump and stopped working. Never fails I swear lol
Please everyone feel free to shoot me whatever ideas or thoughts you have on where you would like to see this story go, I'll take any opinions into consideration, they might even trigger one of my writing ideas and send me into writer mode where I'm typing and barely processing just getting out the words in my head lol So yeah, feel free to send ideas with reviews. Not saying I will use them but I will definitely consider them.
Ok so since my Break from writing everyone should be aware of a few things...I have Ehlers Danlos and am literally dislocating various body parts all day long...it's extremely painful and really hard to focus or like...you know...move. I'm not able to walk anymore and have been in a wheelchair for over 6 months now. I'm not paralyzed, but I kept falling...my legs would just give out and I'm fragile enough that hitting the floor from standing caused a lot of injuries, torn skin, dislocations all over and just yeah..not good so I'm in a chair now and it's been really difficult. Finding inspiration is hard when about 90% of the time I sorta just want to sleep for a break from the pain or cry in either anger or frustration at my life so that's sort of been what caused me to stop writing. Oh I tried a few times but a finger would pop out and I'd end up losing it because this has been my dream & passion for years. The dragon software is still a consideration, my only problem is I dont live alone and talking my way through some of this material isnt exactly possible. so for now at least bare with me while I type out what I'm able okay? Thank you all for the the continued love and support you really have no idea what it means to me.
enough about me :) Onto the chapter!
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"Mmmm" Kurt groaned sightly upon reaching full consciousness, feeling pleasantly sore and sated from head to toe the way he always did after falling asleep post passionate love making with Sebastian. When he shifted slightly inside the comfort of Sebastian's arms he relished in the sensation of the warm bare skin pressed against his and the feeling of his breath steady against his neck before becoming aware that while Sebastian had moved slightly in his sleep causing himself to slide partially out of Kurt who he'd fallen asleep pressed deep inside and while he wasn't quite all the way out of him...and now thanks to his morning erection and Kurt's shifting he was unknowingly teasing Kurt with barely there movements sliding in further before his next movement slid him partially out again. After Blinking his eyes awake and taking his position into account Kurt couldn't help the blissful smile that worked its way onto his features as he twisted his hips and worked his body back allowing Sebastian's morning erection to press into him fully and didn't even attempt to hold back the hitched breath and slight moan when the angle was just right enough to brush up against his prostate.
"Bastian? Are you awake?" He breathed out and felt the arm around his waist tighten momentarily before he heard an answering moan and felt lips press into the back of his neck.
"Good morning Bright-...oh a VERY good morning apparently" he heard Sebastian mumble before feeling a steady thrust and heard a broken moan tumble from his lips of his own accord.
"A VERY good morning Bastian...now please for the love of god MOVE" without turning his head Kurt could almost feel the smile stretching across Sebastian's lips and the slight huff of laughter against the back of his neck before lips latched onto a fading love bite sucking it back into a deeper possessing bruise under Kurt's ear as he pressed his hips forward and used his arms to drag Kurt even more flush up against him spooning him from behind and lacing their fingers together before twining their legs and beginning the steady rock of his hips each thrust pulling a breathy "Bastian...Bastian...Bas- oh god.." from Kurt's lips as he pushed back into each thrust and squeezed the hands holding his tilting his head back to allow more room for Sebastian's relentless open mouthed kisses and nips against his back and shoulders before turning his head and capturing his lips in a heated kiss paying absolutely no mind to ideas of morning breath the way Kurt had always thought would bother him before things like love and sex where something he was intimately acquainted with.
"Kurt...you're mine, god I love you" Sebastian murmured between each press of lips and each pant into the others mouth.
"Love you Bastian...please harder...I want to feel you in me all day" Kurt whispered brokenly causing Sebastian to moan and nip harder at the darkest mark on Kurt's neck before snapping his hips forward in a decidedly forceful thrust, speeding up into a brutal pace dragging wrecked shouts and moans from Kurt's lips.
"Fuck...fuck fuck fuck fuck God Bastian more...more Please" Kurt babbled before feeling Sebastian pull away momentarily and barely had time to attempt to formulate a protest before he was being maneuvered onto his stomach and then up onto his knees with his hands pinned into the pillow and Sebastian slammed back into him hard directly against Kurt's prostate tearing a scream from his lips as his back arched.
He wanted to feel this for days. To feel the ache of Sebastian deep inside him every time he moved, wanted to feel the sensation of phantom kisses and finger tips across his skin and the tenderness of each dark mark sucked into his skin standing out against his pale skin as a shining beacon that stated to any who saw it that he was Sebastian's. He wanted to feel claimed and wanted and just owned...heart, body and soul by the man he was determined to spend the rest of his life with if he had anything to do with it, and now...with Sebastian pressed deep inside him and his chest plastered against Kurt's back, his mouth on his neck and his arms around him he felt exactly that. Claimed. He belonged to Sebastian, and Sebastian belonged to him. It didn't matter what anyone did, or who approved ...he would never give Sebastian up.
Opening his eyes when he felt one hand lace with his he heard Sebastian whisper to him "Look Kurt...look at our hands, I want you to remember you're mine and I'm yours. Forever...for Always" and glanced up to see the fingers laced with his and the matching rings shining back at him on both of their hands and within seconds of staring at the glinting silver and the thought of another ring with a more permanent meaning one day replacing them his eyes rolled back and he clamped down hard on Sebastian his entire body seizing up and he let out a loud broken moan with Sebastian pulsing inside of him shouting out Kurt's name against the back of his neck barely refraining from collapsing on top of him as he carefully with trembling arms shifted them onto their sides pulling Kurt as close as he could get him and pressed fluttering kisses against Kurt's lips and face while stroking his hair lovingly when he realized that Kurt had passed out.
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Sebastian let his eyes slip shut as he panted against Kurt's temple. His entire body was trembling in the aftershocks of what had been a shockingly intense orgasm and the fact that it was Kurt seeing their rings side by side that had pushed him over the edge into oblivion brought unexpected tears to his eyes as he struggled to regain control of his body and the rush of emotions shooting through his system .
"God I love you Kurt...fuck I love you" he breathed softly pressing his face into Kurt's hair and letting out shaky breaths against the damp locks while he tried to steady his racing heart as he waited for Kurt to open his eyes.
A few moments later and gorgeous glasz eyes opened and stared up at him with clear love shining through and he watched the content smile work its way onto Kurt's lips before he heard him whisper "I love you Bastian...so much"
"And I love you...god Kurt you have no idea what it does to me to see this ring on your finger" Sebastian murmured against Kurt's temple while lifting both of their hands to his lips and pressing a kiss to the Silver band sitting on Kurt's finger unable to keep himself from imaging an even better one taking it's place one day...preferably not too far in the future and couldn't help the blissful smile that crossed his face at the thought. How had he ever thought relationships weren't for him? How had he ever thought that the idea of marriage was just not in the cards for his life or that having one person for the rest of his life was something he wouldn't ever consider? That being tied down to someone would make him feel trapped? He had been so unbelievably wrong and he'd never been happier to be so wrong in his life. There was absolutely no doubt in his mind at this point that come hell or high water, he was going to marry the gorgeous talented man in his arms if it was the last thing he ever did. His feelings for Kurt consumed him... they shook him to his core with their intensity...Kurt had made his mark on him ...heart and soul, and he never knew before he met him that it was possible to love someone this much. That he was even capable of loving someone this much. He never knew that loving someone the way he loved Kurt, and knowing he was loved back could make him feel so monumentally free. Kurt was the absolute love of his life...and even more so he was his best friend.
"I'm hoping it does the same thing to you that it does to me to see a ring on your finger...god Bastian you have no idea" he heard Kurts softly uttered words and couldn't help the smile that broke out on his face. He needed him to know, to know that Sebastian had every intention of trading that ring in for the real thing the minute he actually COULD.
"I think I have a bit of an idea. I...well...There's...There's something you should probably know Kurt" Sebastian said taking a deep steadying breath and rolled Kurt onto his back before he shifted on top of him settling their bodies against one another and looking intently into Kurt's now frowning face at his and couldn't help but mentally berate himself for the way he said it and putting that small measure of doubt he could now see swirling in the bright eyes he completely belonged too.
"I...I didn't mean, I'm not expecting-" Kurt rushed out in a small voice and broke off when Sebastian pressed their lips together and kissed Kurt slowly and as lovingly as he could without losing himself in the kiss and forgetting his thought process.
"Shhh You misunderstood me babe. I just wanted you to know so that there is no doubts or confusing in your mind that I have every intention on trading this ring for the real thing. The minute I can? I will. I'm planning on it. You SHOULD expect it. I want you to know and have zero doubt in your mind that I am absolutely planning on marrying you Kurt. My life started the day I met you, and I want you in it for the rest of it. I'm yours. Utterly and completely yours in every sense of the word. I cant see a future without you...I want...I want EVERYTHING with you, I want to fall asleep with you every night and wake up to your gorgeous face every morning and spend each holiday wrapped up in your arms . I want a home that is ours and I want Friday night dinners with your family and I want to be the person in the front row at every performance you have screaming 'that's my husband' to anyone and everyone that can hear me. I want you for the rest of my life Kurt. I just want you to know that I'm completely committed to this, to us. I want you to trust in the fact that i'm not going anywhere. Ever. You are it for me. My heart is yours. I want to spend every day of the rest of my life loving you and I fully intend to do so" With that he pressed his lips once more to Kurt's and looked into his eyes caressing the side of his face letting his eyes trail over his loves obviously stunned features and wiping away the few tears that leaked out of the corner of his eyes.
"I...I thought..my god Bastian you-you dont even KNOW..you...god I love you more than ANYTHING. You...I'll say yes. Whenever and however you ask me I will say yes. I want all of it, everything you just said is everything I want and I want it all with you. You're the love of my life. I...fuck I cant even form full sentences right now I just love you, I love you so much it feels like I could burst with it sometimes. I've never been as happy as I am with you and I would marry you in a heartbeat. I'd marry you tomorrow if you asked me...je t'aime pour toujours, jusqu'au jour ou' je jour, je vais vous almer de tout en moi et je ne peux pas attendre jusqu'a ce que le jour ou' je peux offciellement vous appeler le mien. Chaque fois que vous me demandez de vous epouser, je dirai oui. Dieu parfois il se sent comme il etait le desti, comme tout ce qui est jamais arrive de me menait a vous, vous aimer et d'etre aime de toi est mon pius grand achievement. Si la suele chose que je fais de me vie est vous epouser, je mourrai heureux et content. Tu es tout dont ja'i besoin Bastian."(I love you forever, till the day I die I will love you with everything in me and I can't wait till the day I can officially call you mine. Whenever you ask me to marry you, I will say yes. God sometimes it feels like it was fate, like everything that ever happened to me was leading up to you. Loving you and being loved by you is my greatest achievement. If the only thing I ever do with my life is Marry you I will die happy and content. You are all I need Bastian)
Sebastian felt tears welling in his own eyes before sliding down his cheeks and leaned back in to kiss Kurt. Kurt didn't always speak french, he could of course but tended to only slip into the other language on occasion and whenever he did it was usually because he was overwhelmed or emotional. On more than one occasion he'd slipped into french during sex without even realizing it and Sebastian loved it. Loved the way the language sounded coming from his lips, Kurt's voice alone tended to do things to Sebastian...whether he was singing or talking and to hear him passionately professing words of never ending love in another language because he was too far gone to even realize he wasn't even speaking English anymore did something warm and happy to his heart.
"Je t'aime Kurt." He breathed against Kurt's lips and felt them curl into a smile before kissing him back.
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Blaine Anderson was many things and not all of them good.
But of all the thing he wasn't? Stupid was on the list.
Which is why the minute he answered the door to his family's hotel suite they'd chosen for their vacation and saw Kurt's Grandmother and Sebastian's mother seemingly trying to set him on fire with their eyes he knew that he would not like what was about to happen. Behind them both was someone who had to be either law enforcement or a lawyer carrying a box of something Blaine was fairly sure was not good, and he had a sinking feeling that if he tried to run now, someone would probably catch him.
He hadn't expected Kurt's grandmother to find out what he'd been doing, or Sebastian's mom. It had never actually occurred to him he would have to deal with anyone other than Kurt or Sebastian in his plans. He hadn't expected Kurt to say anything to anyone...after all Blaine was his best friend and deep down Kurt was in love with Blaine, he was just being stubborn and playing hard to get with Sebastian. If anything Sebastian was probably forcing him to stay away from Blaine.
In his mind he'd had it all figured out, confident that by the time he was back at Dalton? Kurt would be his, back in Ohio. Sebastian would be nothing but a bad memory and they would be together and Kurt would go back to how he was before. Quiet and in love with Blaine, and since this time they would be together he would have no reason to run away again. They would be together at Dalton until they graduated, Blaine would be the lead warbler and maybe they could sing a duet at sectionals. They'd get married and then head off to the same college together and would get and apartment and on their honeymoon they would go to France and rub it in that asshole Sebastian's face who won and Kurt wont even remember him.
Apparently not though. All he could hope now is that his parents didn't say anything that would contradict some of the things he'd told Kurt that Kurt may have shared with his grandmother, that would be difficult to come back from but he was confident if it did he would figure it out. He just needed to make them understand that he loved Kurt and Kurt loved him and Sebastian was the unwanted 3rd party trying to keep them apart. They were best friends and he had already done so much for Kurt, and they were soulmates and he was going to bring Kurt back to Ohio and not only would Kurt be happier with him but all the warblers would love him like they did before Kurt left once Kurt explained to them he'd made a mistake and Blaine was the best thing that had ever happened to him and Kurt's dad and old friends would also love him because he brought Kurt back to them so they didn't have to miss him anymore. Even Sebastian's mother would understand that nothing can stand in the way of true love.
"Please go get your parents Blaine. We all need to have a talk." Kurt's grandmother said in a glacial voice that sent a small shiver up Blaine's spine as she walked right past him into the dining area and set the box down and opening it while Blaine managed to get out a slight nod before taking off at a run towards the living room where his parents were.
He'd felt fairly confident he could talk his way out of this, right up until he saw the first thing Kurt's grandmother pulled out of box and realized with a jolt of fear it looked and AWFULLY lot like the journal he normally kept hidden under a loose floor board under his bed at home back in Ohio...the journal he'd LEFT under that floor board before he came to France. This was bad. This was very very bad.
"Mom? Dad? I uhh...I need you to come over here really quick" he mumbled out to his parents who he could feel cast questioning gazes on him.
"What's the matter sweetheart?" His mother asked gently
"Just...can you two please come into the dining room? There are some people who want to talk to you." he ground out before falling into step behind them as they walked into the dining room to see a lot of things Blaine never wanted his parents to find or know about spread out all over the table and both Sebastian's mother and Kurt's grandmother standing to the side of it giving the Anderson family piercing glares and Blaine noticed in Kurt's grandmother's hand an official looking envelope and felt a waved of dread settle in the pit of his stomach.
"Hello Mr. and Mrs. Anderson, my name is Katherine Deveroux and I'm Kurt Hummel's grandmother that he's been living with since a few months before summer. This is Amelia Smythe, Kurt's boyfriend Sebastian's mother and best friend to Kurt's later mother Elizabeth and we both have some very serious things to discuss with you concerning your son Blaine."
Upon hearing her introduction both of Blaine's parents whipped their heads around to pin Blaine with confusion written clearly across their features.
"Blaine I thought you said you were dating Kurt? That that's who you've been going to see everyday since he was on vacation here with his grandmother too?"
Blaine could feel a bead of sweat working it's way down the back of his neck and nearly flinched when he saw the looks being shit his way.
"Mr. and Mrs. Anderson let me be quite plain, on this table I have the slow and steady descent into your sons instability and some seriously concerning and disturbing thoughts, plans and actions recorded regarding your son and my grandson. Starting with him following Kurt and his BOYFRIEND Sebastian to the hotel they where staying at and intrude upon their time together after telling my grandson who came to France in part to get AWAY from Blaine that he needed to break things off with his BOYFRIEND Sebastian because Blaine has decided after months of leading him on, lying and manipulating him and going out of his way to drag Kurt down into a spiraling pit of depression that he wants Kurt now so he needs to drop the person he is currently in love with who actually make him happy and built him back up after he'd been torn down. Proceeded to tell Kurt he was confused and didn't know how he felt, that only Blaine could ever love him and then attempt to put his hands on him and did not stop when Kurt attempted to flinch away from him forcing Sebastian to intervene and having to physically remove him from the situation. Mind you Kurt hasn't spoken to Blaine since he came here and got a new phone and number and both deleted and blocked Blaine from Facebook and is currently terrified seeing that Blaine somehow found him even though he left the country."
Both of Blaine's parents where now staring at him in horrified disbelief and his mother was shaking her head as if trying to convince herself that this was all some terrible misunderstanding and Blaine attempted to turn the story around before it got any worse.
"Is that the story Sebastian told you? Because it's al li-"
"No actually it's the story the security camera from the hotel and the 3 staff members who watched the altercation's statements as witnesses." Amelia Smythe cut through with a severe tone and gestured for the man they hadn't introduced and he pulled out a portable dvd player from the box and hit play while Blaine and his parents were shown the video showing exactly what had happened and Blaine felt a slight shiver of fear at the realization that there was a video showing the altercation because that wasn't good. One of the only things that kept him from getting too severe of a punishment from some of the things he'd done back at his first highschool, he'd been able to convince his parents for the most part that it hadn't actually been as bad as what they had claimed and he was being targeted because he was gay. That wouldn't work this time. There was a video, and both Kurt and Sebastian where gay and if they had this then he didn't even WANT to know what everything that was covering the table involved.
"And here are the pictures time stamped and dated over the last week and a half over Blaine sitting in his car watching both my home and Amelia's home depending on which house the boys where at every day." Katherine Deveroux continued gesturing to the series of photographs in front of her.
"And here is his journal from your house in Ohio we got a warrant for thanks to Sebastian's father stating in detail how he went through his roommates things at Dalton and found out where Kurt was and that he was seeing someone and over a months worth of obsessive planning and fantasies and angry disturbing Rants about my son due to his relationship with his BOYFRIEND Kurt, along with a run down of how he hasn't been taking his medication and just flushes his pills down the toilet, and everything that happened between himself and Kurt from his perspective." Amelia continued pointing at the notebook next to the photographs.
"And here are the letters and statements from Kurt's friends at Dalton and various students over what ACTUALLY happened between Blaine and Kurt from an outsiders perspective along with one letter from Kurt in his own words explaining his side of things"
" And here's the backstory Kurt wrote down of what Blaine had told him about his past. How Blaine told him he had homophobic parents who where never home which is why Kurt wasn't allowed over. About how he was bullied and beaten for being Gay at his old school landing him in the hospital and leading him to transfer to Dalton so he could be safe. And various stories he'd been told over the course of his previous friendship with your son along with the circumstances that forced him to transfer to Dalton due to bullying, physical-mental-emotional abuse, sexual assault, being terrorized and receiving a death threat by a closeted self loathing jock. We've helpfully marked each story with the coinciding rationalizations and explanations for the lies your son used to manipulate Kurt in his journal using colored post its."
"There's plenty more here for you to look through, but the most important piece is this" and Katherine opened up the official looking envelope and handed a packet of papers to his parents before continuing " And this is a restraining order against one Blaine Anderson in regards to Kurt Hummel and Sebastian Smythe. He is to stay away from our boys. Do not contact them, stay away from our homes and keep your distance from the two of them. Kurt is afraid to leave the house, and after everything we went through to get him to a good place of healing I am not about to let a disturbed little boy ruin his life any more than he already has. He deserves to feel safe and to find happiness with whoever he wants without being stalked and harassed. And while Sebastian would have no problem handling you? He shouldn't have too. You will leave our boys alone. If you do not we will both be pressing charges have I made myself clear?"
Blaine was staring at them in stunned silence as all the pieces of his plans, everything he had done came crashing down around him and went up in flames. He couldn't be near Kurt unless he wanted to get arrested. He couldn't do anything about or to Sebastian unless he wanted to get arrested. All of his plans where out of his grasp now and he could sense the red tinging his vision only a moment before he snarled and launched himself at both women in a snap decision to hurt the two people who destroyed his carefully thought out plan to get Kurt back and get his life back to normal. He didn't get far before his fathers arm clamped around his waist holding him back from the two women who had neatly stepped back behind the man glaring down at Blaine with dark eyes as if daring him to attempt it a second time.
By the time Amelia and Katherine walked out of the Anderson suite with linked arms leaving behind pamphlets for treatment facilities and therapists back in Ohio as well as parental training for parents of people like Blaine and how to handle them appropriately along with the number for a highly respected live in nurse for REAL round the clock care once Blaine was able to leave the facility, Blaine was being held down spewing profanities and being sedated by one of the 3 nurses from the care center Amelia had the presence of mind to have on standby in the lobby in case Blaine became violent with either themselves of his parents.
At the very least, they hoped they accomplished keeping Blaine away from the boys for good from this day forward. Hopefully it would at the very least give Kurt and Sebastian peace of mind for the rest of summer in France before they decided whether or not they'd be staying or going.
Either way? They'd be joining them. Heaven help Lima Ohio and all the idots left behind when they made the mistake of hurting Kurt Hummel. They have no idea what they started.
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Ok so I've been writing this since 8-something this morning. Hope you all like it because ow lol. All my love everyone! please review, let me know your hopes for the story or things you'd like to see and really just any ideas you have that I might decide to use that goes with my own ideas for the story itself or that could possibly trigger a burst of inspiration.
Thank you everyone for the love & continued support! I adore you guys :)
-RazzleJazzle
