Okay so extremely SORRY for the not updating in a while I've been having some really horrible writer's block and well yeah!!~!! Also I want to thank …. for giving me some suggestions. But warning this is really just a filler chapter( but it's still a must read) until I update again with the big confrontation and you get to hear Charlie's explanation!!~!! Yay.
Also WARNING school just started back so yeah plus I even got a essay that's do tomorrow and it was assigned on the 1st day what's up with that so you should be really happy that I'm writing this instead of my essay( okay who am I kindin who wouldn't want to write on ff instead of a boring essay about discontentment leading to changes.I mean really.)
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Okay enough of my rambling here's the story…
BPOV
"Alice you ready I finished packing. Did you get all your things?"
I was really ready to get back to forks I had to talk to Edward and soon. I need to see Charlie immediately I would be spending as much time with him and Edward for the next so many months or whatever Charlie had left. I really didn't want to think about how short that time might be. I just knew I would need Edwards help to get through this.
"Yeah Bella you ready so we can go done and check out. I'll get them to pull the car around It shouldn't take no more than 4 to 5 hours with me at top speed to get back so you can see Charlie."
I walked over to were she was she gave me an assuring hug trying to make me fell better. Alice was a great friend but right now all I wanted was to see Charlie and talk to him with Edward by my side.
"Okay Alice I'm right behind you and I'm really sorry we had to cut the trip short. But we will make a rain cheek."
And with that we were in the car heading at about 130mph towards forks.…
"Bella I almost forgot but Edward wanted you to call him as soon as we were on our way back to forks. So maybe you should call he feels bad for not telling you and is really worried on how your holding up." Alice said hading me over her phone knowing mine had died and I didn't have time to charge it at the hotel."
I honestly didn't know how I was holding up; how was I suppose to tell him? I'm not mad at him for not telling me I understand why he did it he promised Charlie he went and Edward usually tries his best to keep all his promises, no matter how tough. That's one of the things I really loved about Edward.
I dialed the all to similar number and waited for him to answer…
"Bella, is that you. I'm so sorry. I know I should have told you. I promise to never keep anything from you again I promise just please don't be mad at me…"
"Edward it's okay really I understand, I'm not mad I promise! I just have one favor to ask though…" I trailed off
" Anything for you my love, you know that."
"Um… Well it's just.." then I started to cry " Edward please never leave me. I love you so much I just can't lose you and Charlie at the same time so could you please just promise to never leave me…" I didn't realize until I stopped talking that Alice was pushing her car to the limit trying to get me back to Forks as fast as so I could be with Edward and talk to Charlie I was completely sobbing know Alice lend over trying to give me hug to comfort me.
" Bella I would never and you should know that I'll be their for all eternity with you if that is what you wish I promise with all my being that I well never leave you."
"Thank you Edward and Alice said we should be there in about an hour so were are you are you still hunting or did you go back to your house."
"There is no need to thank me Isabella, I do it because I love you and I hope you know that. Oh And no I we agreed to cut our hunting trip short. If you want I can stay on the phone with you until you get here, what you say?"
"That would be lovely Edward thank you so much could you just stay on the phone we don't have to talk."
"What ever you want love" he said sweetly
"Edward could you sing my lullaby for me"
"Sure love" I whispered sweetly
He started to hum I was starting to drift off and I think he could tell then he whispered…
"I love you so much Isabella. I could never leave you." He must had thought I was already asleep when I whispered back…
" I love you to my angel" actually I think I was half asleep myself to actually call him angel. I only say that when talking to myself. Because he chuckled and muttered something under his breath that sounded like…
" she's so cute when she sleep talks" But he kept humming.
(A/N: I was going to stop here but decided I'd make it a little longer since I haven't updated in forever sorry again!!~!! I hope this well make up for it a little and I'll try to update every weekend if possible from now on.)
I must have drifted off because the next thing I felt was being lifted up and laid down on a silky comforter. My eyes fluttered open and I saw my angel hovering over my face . I looked up and smiled. He kissed me sweetly on my lips and asked if I was okay I simply just nodded. Then I felt a soft tear run don't my check. Edward kissed it away and whispered in my ear…
"I well always be here I'll never leave you and well be hear through it all I promise."
"I know Edward and that's why I love you so much and could never lose you." silent tears running down my checks.
Edward lend down to kiss them away sweetly humming my lullaby in my ear.
" Love I would never leave you. I'll be here thought it all well go talk to Charlie in the morning and talk to him but for know you need to rest my love. You've had one tough day.
He was so sweet I don't know what took over but I lend over and kissed him deeply he was taken aback at first but then kissed back. I knew I shouldn't but I did. I tried to deepen the kiss but Edward pulled back all to soon. And I understood we couldn't do it, not like this or in this situation.
" I'm Sorry." I whispered
"It's fine my Bella I think we both got carried away." then kissed me lightly on my nose which made me giggle a little.
" I love you, Edward."
" I love you too my Isabella" He began to hum my lullaby once again and then lifted me so he could pull the covers around me. I snuggled into his chest, while he played with my hair.
Then I drifted off to sleep again for about the 5th time today…
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