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I know I uploaded the last chapter less than 24-hours ago but I am back in a writing mood. This chapter is a little shorter than the past couple. That is mainly because it is pretty much only about Tai and Matt. I think I might have to give this story a "M" rating after this first scene. Things kind of get hot between Tai and Matt. I think I will. That way I can write with more freedom.

CHAPTER 8 - Love and Hate


Tai licked the remaining cupcake icing off of Matt's face. "Strawberry. You taste so yummy, my little Yama."

Matt gave Tai another kiss. "Why thank you my sexy Tai."

The couple kissed again. This time, Tai let his lips linger on Matt's. Tai had never kissed a boy before and finally become comfortable with it. Now he wanted to progress his kissing experimentation further. He made his kisses less sweet and more passionate. He started nibbling on Matt's lower lip as he kissed his boyfriend. Matt would giggle at Tai's adorable efforts and that would send Tai into a fit of horniness. Tai kissed Matt again strongly and stuck his tongue out. He licked along the edges of Matt's upper and bottom lips. He repeated this process and then tried to pry his way into Matt's mouth. Matt opened it and let Tai put his tongue in. Matt found himself unafraid of Tai's slowly increasing levels of aggressiveness. Matt moved his tongue around and played with Tai's. The two boys fought for dominance and Tai was clearly winning. Matt didn't want to overpower Tai. He liked being submissive to him because he knew that is what Tai wanted. The couple continued to make out with their newly exposed love fueling them. The two boys' breathing increased as did their heartbeats. They had both become aroused by the make out session that was occurring on Tai's bed. Tai pulled his head back and looked at his boyfriend. "Can we, Yama?"

Matt looked into his lover's eyes. "Okay."

"Are you sure?"

"I'm not sure if I am ready to go all the way tonight, Tai, but I will stop you when I feel you are going too far."

"Okay." Tai stood up and kicked off his shoes. He took Matt's shoes off as well. He repositioned Matt to be lying on his bed. Tai climbed onto the bed and got on top of his boyfriend. "I love you Yama."

"I love you too Tai."

Tai laid down on top of Matt and continued to make out with him. He moved his hands down and started unbuttoning Matt's shirt. He stopped to see of Matt would object to Tai doing this. Matt continued to kiss his boyfriend. Tai continued until he had completely unbuttoned the shirt. He moved off of Matt a little and Matt stretched his arms out so Tai could remove his shirt. Tai took off the shirt and then removed the t-shirt he was wearing. Each boy started at his shirtless boyfriend. Tai admired Matt's angelic, pale skin. He loved how lean Matt's body was. His stomach was so flat and girlish for a boy. Tai loved starting at it. Matt looked up at Tai's toned body as he did the time Tai undressed in front of him. Tai was by far more muscular than him. Matt knew his body looked so feminine next to Tai's clearly masculine physique. Tai had a six pack, chest muscles, and biceps. Matt was too transfixed to wonder how a soccer player had such evident upper-body strength and definition.

"You're body is gorgeous, Yama."

"It may be gorgeous, but it is nowhere as hot as yours, Tai."

The two boys smiled at each other and Tai lowered himself back onto Matt. They began making out again. Tai moved down a little as started kissing Matt's neck. He heard Matt moan a little. Tai started kissing harder so he would leave a hicky to claim that Matt was taken. Tai stopped and then progressed to kissing the rest of Tai's neck gently. He continued to move lower. He started kissing Matt's chest and licked one of Matt's nipples. He heard Matt moan again. Tai smiled at the fact that he was pleasing his boyfriend with his mouth. He moved lower again. He started kissing and licking Matt's flat stomach. While he did this, he put his hands on the button of Matt's jeans. Tai looked up at Matt. Matt nodded at Tai and Tai unbuttoned them. He then unzipped Matt's jeans and moved off of Matt so he could completely remove them. He threw the jeans on the floor and removed Matt's socks while he was off of his boyfriend. He threw them on top of Matt's jeans and looked down at his boyfriend. Matt lay there with nothing but boxers on. Tai stared at Matt's obvious erection through the boxers. "Can I take them off?"

"Of course, Tai. I am waiting."

Tai put his hand on the Matt's hips and lowered them, taking off the boxers in the process. He threw them off the bed and stared at his naked boyfriend. He looked so beautiful laying there. Tai took off his own jeans and socks. He threw them onto the growing pile of clothes. He kept his boxers on as he lowered himself again. He grasped the base of Matt's penis with his hand. He lowered his head down and began kissing it. He started above his hand and worked his way up to the head. Once he got there, he stuck his tongue out and licked all the way around the head of Matt's penis. He looked into Matt's eyes before putting it into his mouth. He lowered his head slowly, taking almost the entire length of Matt's erection into his mouth. He moved his head up and down gently. Matt started moaning quietly in pleasure. Tai picked up the pace and moved his head up and down faster. Matt got louder as Tai's sucking became harder. Tai loved making Matt aroused. He contined to give Matt a blowjob until Matt screamed and came in his mouth. Tai swallowed Matt's sperm and looked up. He moved back to his original position and started making out with Matt. Matt could taste his own sperm as he kissed his boyfriend. Tai moved his face off of his lover. "It's your turn Yama-boy. Would you mind returning the favor?"

Matt smiled seductively. "I would be delighted to my love." Tai got off of Matt so Matt could sit up. Tai took Matt's spot of laying on the bed. Matt looked down at his boyfriend's toned body and got an erection again. He could see that he wasn't the only hard one though. Tai was rock hard underneath his boxers. Matt stared at the tent Tai was pitching. He removed his boyfriend's boxers and tossed them aside. "Oh my God, Tai."

"What is it Yama?"

"You're just so big."

Tai laughed. "Why thank you Yama. I'm glad you like it. I promise it will taste even better than it looks if you care to put it in your mouth."

"I will be the judge of that, Tai." Matt moved his head down to Tai's boner and put his hand on it. He started moving his hand up and down to pleasure Tai before he gave him a blowjob. He then cut to the chase and swallowed Tai's large penis in his mouth. Tai gasped with pleasure. Matt continued to suck on it while Tai moaned and screamed. Tai was able to hold off ejaculating longer than Matt was but finally came into Matt's eager mouth. Matt swallowed all of Tai's sperm and mimicked Tai's action of kissing his boyfriend with sperm on his mouth.

"Wow, my sperm tastes pretty good. You're a very lucky boy, Yama."

"Shut up, Tai. You are so full of yourself."

"No, I'm full of you and you are now full of me." They both laughed and kissed some more. "Yama, this was the hottest night of my life."

"That's good to hear. Have you ever recieved a blowjob before Tai?"

"I got a couple in high school from a girl I dated but none of them were as good as yours."

"Thank you. You know what they say. Boys give better blowjobs than girls do."

"Who says that?"

"They do. It's just a known sex thing."

"Well, tell them that they are right. You gave me the best blowjob of my life, Yama. Have you ever gotten one?"

"No, that was my first one. I guess it makes it my best by default." Matt smiled at his lover.

"Well thank you by default."

"You're welcome by default."

The two boys laughed and kissed some more. The two of them were in heaven. Tai looked at the clock. It was midnight. "I guess I should set my alarm. I have class tomorrow morning. I hate Mondays."

"Poor Tai. I need to set mine too." Matt got out of Tai's bed and walked over to set his alarm while Tai set his. "Tai?"

"Yes darling?"

"Can I sleep in your bed tonight?"

"Of course my lovely Yama."

"Great! Let me put my boxers back on. I can't sleep naked."

"If you put them back on then you can't sleep here."

"What?"

"I want you in my bed naked."

"But Tai…."

"Naked!"

"Fine. You are so bossy sometimes."

"You like it. I can tell."

"Well….maybe I do like when you boss me around a little."

"That is because you are so submissive. You need a strong boy to dominate you."

Matt smiled at his boyfriend, turned off the lights, and climbed back into bed. He put the covers over the two of them and kissed Tai. "Goodnight Tai. I love you."

"Goodnight Yama. I love you too." The two boys held each other and drifted into sleep.


Matt awoke to his alarm clock going off. He turned over to hit and realized he wasn't in his own bed. He climbed out of bed and walked to his nightstand and turned it off. He stretched and wondered why he was so cold. He looked down to see that he was naked. He knew that Tai was already in his earliest class. He saw a post-it note on the front of his alarm clock. He picked it up and waited for his eyes to wake up. The post-it note read "Good morning my little Yama. I tried not to wake you up this morning but I gave you a kiss on the cheek before I went to class. I dreamt of you last night. Love, Tai." Matt smiled at his new boyfriend's sweetness. He sat on his bed and thought about how it was only one week ago that he came out and he already had the guy of his dreams. It amazed him at how much had happened so fast. He got a shower and got dressed. He thought about Tai as he prepared for class and while he walked to class. He smiled the entire time.


Sora and Gwen walked to their first class together. Their schedules were very similar since they had the same major. Sora had slept in her own bed alone the night before and her and Gwen had not kissed since the last time. She was still confused and Gwen respected this. Gwen knew it was hard for Sora. It is hard on anyone who thinks they have themselves figured out and something new comes along and destroys that. Gwen used her psychic abilities to predict how Sora felt. She thought that Sora liked the kiss but wasn't sure if she liked girls. She wasn't even sure if she liked Gwen. This made Gwen a little depressed but she didn't give her hopes up that something might happen between them. Despite the make out session that happened between them, the two girls remained best friends and were as close as ever. There were no awkward feelings between them at all. Gwen knew that Sora just needed time and moral support. Gwen was more than happy to be only a friend to Sora during her time of need.


At around lunchtime, Matt walked out of his first class. Even though his class started later, it ended at the same time as Tai's. Matt texted Tai to see if Tai wanted to have lunch with him at the dining hall and Tai said that he would. Matt didn't want to invite his friends this time. He only wanted to be with his boyfriend. Matt walked to the dining hall and saw Tai waiting for him in front of it. He thought about how Tai had been waiting in that same spot the previous Tuesday when Matt had come out to him. Now he waited there as his boyfriend. Matt waved as he approached. "Hey Tai!"

"Hey Matt."

Matt's face became puzzled. Tai had now started calling Matt by the pet name of "Yama." Matt approached his boyfriend. "Tai, why did you call me that?"

"I don't know. Maybe because it is your name."

"Why didn't you call me 'Yama'?"

Tai looked unfomfortable. "Let's talk about it later. We have time after we eat. We can go back to the dorm."

"Okay…." Matt was wondering what was wrong with Tai.

"Come on, let's go eat. I am fucking starving."

The two boys ate in the dining hall together. Tai kept the subject matter light. Matt was still puzzled but went along with it. When Matt would express his love for Tai out loud, Tai would instantly change the subject and look around. When they exited the dining hall, Matt reached for Tai's hand but Tai noticed and moved his away. Matt was about to say something but decided to wait until they got into their room. They entered their dorm and Matt shut the door behind him.

"Tai, what the fuck is up with you?"

Tai looked down and back at Matt. "I'm sorry Yama."

"Oh, so you remember my cute pet name now?"

"Of course I do. I am the one who came up with it."

"Then why the hell did you call me Matt today and then show no affection to me during our entire lunch?"

"I just….I don't think I'm ready for everyone to know about us."

"Why not? Who cares what other people think?"

"I do. I don't want to be looked at as some gay boy with a boyfriend on his arm."

"You're not some gay boy. You are Tai Yagami. You know who you are and I know who you are. Who cares if people you don't even know judge you?"

"What if the guys on my soccer team find out that I am dating a boy? They will probably all come together and beat me up in the locker room."

"I'm sure that has to be against the university's rules of hazing. They will only cause trouble for themselves."

"That's true only if I tattle on them like a little kid."

"Tai, you are just making one excuse after another and I am sick of it! All I have thought about today is how much I love you and how glad I am that we are finally together. I have thought about the fun we had last night and how I wanted to go farther next time. I have daydreamed of being your husband one day and adopting babies with you. I think about all of this and then walk over to you and you act like I am not even your boyfriend!"

"I know how much of a slap in the face that must have been."

"You're damn right it was a slap in the face!"

"I said I was sorry Yama. What can I do to make it up to you?"

"You can be my boyfriend in more than just our dorm room. That is what you can do."

"I can't do that."

"Then we are never going to work. I came out last week because I was tired of hiding who I am. I can't go back to living in shame, Tai. I won't do it."

"I am not asking you to live in shame. I just want to keep our relationship on the down low."

"No, you want to pretend like our relationship doesn't exist at all!"

"Yama…."

"I'm done Tai. I have to get to class."

Tai grabbed onto Matt. "I'll let you go to class if you tell me that we are still together."

"We are still together if you will be my boyfriend outside of the bedroom."

"And if I can't do that?"

"Then we are through. So, which one is it going to be?"

"I don't know."

"Then I don't know either, Tai. I have to go to class. Let go of me please." Tai let go of Matt. Matt put his books in his backpack and left the dorm room. Tai stared at the shut door wondering if he would lose the best thing in his life.

TO BE CONTINED…