(Its been a year since Naruto left the village we are still coming to school is our last year... everyone seems happy like he wouldn't exist or something... in my case I'm more alone than I was before him... he left a hole in me full of sadness and anger... and a mind full of memories that kills me every time I go home every space in my house it's a memory of him... I can't deal with it anymore... it's eating me alive... I don't smile anymore more no one talks to me... I'm a lonely person...)

( I was in front of the village I left a year ago , I feel that everything has changed I can sense everyone's chakra .. I started walking around , I forgot how things where here ... )

( I walked to the school I wasn't ready to go ... I have done horrible things , well they made so horrible things , I was in front of the class and kakashi saw him he looked surprised)

Naruto your back...

I'm surprised to see you after you left without saying anything (Kakashi said)

Well I really didn't have much of a choice ...

Well I'm glad your back... I'm sure your friends will be happy to see you... welcome back Naruto Uzumaki (he keep walking)

( I just walked in the class , I wasn't ready to see anyone)

Naruto! (The whole classroom scream except Sasuke... Shikamaru and Choji run to him and hug him hard)

( I hugged shikamaru and choji back ) looks like you guys missed me

Yes we did! (They both said) we are glad you are back! (Shikamaru said) yes! We thought we would never see you again! (Choji said)

Well here I am ...( I smiled at them )

(They hug him again the class was happy but not happier as they were)

(I look at Naruto and I didn't feel happiness I was angry... I stand up from my chair and stared walking I pass next to him and I didn't looked at him)

( looks like I got to deal with this ) will you guys excuse me for a second ( in a blink of an eye I was gone I was ahead of sasuke that when I saw him ) where are you going ?( I was still wearing the wristband he gave me )

(I didn't answer I keep walking out of school)

( well this can take some time I already catch up to him ) look I know you're angry ... and I'm sorry for what I did ... I had no choice...

(I turn around feeling angry and hit him in the face I looked at him angry)

( ah fuck ) well that I understand ( I got up he really was angry)

You stupid boy! You left me here... you promise you wouldn't! I ASKED YOU TO STAY! (He screamed and hit him again)

Ahh fuck that hurt ... I didn't have a choice !

Choice! I could've protected you Uzumaki! I killed my own brother for protected you! But you decided to leave me here...

You left me dying here! (He scream and tear come to his eyes)

I did it to protect you ! You didn't know how much I fucking suffered all this time ! Knowing you where here and I get you're angry I would be too , but I'm sorry ...

You're sorry ... you suffered? You don't have idea what it feel like to go home and feel like it's my dead! Every fucking space in my house smells like you Uzumaki! I hate you with all my strength... I never trusted anyone and I trusted you... and you left me fucking fool!

I know I was fucking stupid... and I really am sorry for what I did , I know that words can't fix what I did but I'm. Really sorry for leaving you ... I felt like dying... and I left because I didn't want anyone to hurt you ( I looked at the wristband he gave me ) I really am sorry... maybe it would've been better if I didn't come back ... I know you hate me who wouldn't... I even hate myself with all my strength...

(I looked at him with anger... and in a fast move I kissed him then I push him and I hit him) take your stupid rock! (He said taking the rock out of his pocket and throwing it to Naruto)

( did he just kissed me , the rock fell in the floor he must of throwers it with hate it even broke the only thing my parents left it's broken) I'm. Really sorry ( as I placed my hand in the spot he hit me 3 or 4 times )

I thought you loved me... but you lied like everyone in this stupid village... (he face down)

Who said I didn't sasuke for why other reason do you think I left to try to protect the person that I loved , the only person who made me feel safe ...( my eyes where full of tears)

If you left me here it was because you were a coward who doesn't keep promises... I thought I could thrust you... I gave you the last of my thrust... and you decide to take it way and brake my fucking stupid heart! You left me in pieces! No one ever asked me how I was doing without you! No one ever talked to me! You left me here alone so I could die in life just like when I was a kid! You took away my last breath of happiness...

( his words hurtedme even tho I know it was true ) I know I was a fucking coward ... I tried to kill myself but they ruined my whole life , I was happy with you ... ( I smiled ) you where the only person I ever loved , and I understand that you hate me , but I just wish one day you can forgive me ... and you'll probably won't forgive a stupid coward... ( tears started to get out of my eyes )

A coward who only tried to protect the only person they loved ...

(I looked at him and when I saw around I saw almost the whole class watching at us... I felt my heart pumping fast... and looking at him crying in makes my heart break again... I can help tear on my eyes... I looked at him again and I turn around to keep walking)

( I got up and just went away nobody saw where I went , this was such a stupid idea, the entire year that I left they used me as their killing machine every time I wouldn't do something wrong they would trap me in genjutsu and repeat my death over and over again I wanted to die so much every time I felt like dying I looked at the wristband he gave me , I had never felt that way before... and I know he hates me who wouldn't)

( I walk to my house and sat in front of my door... i don't want to go in... I literally can smell him here... all that memories... now he's back and I feel anger ... and I want to kiss him so bad... I started crying like long time ago I didn't do it)

( I've never thought this would be like this I was walking on people ruffs as I was getting closer to his house I just stood there maybe at the distance where he could see me I felt so bad I never thought I could hurt him this much but it looks like I did and even worse then I thought I kept looking at the sky)

(I keep crying at my front door feeling stupid and now everyone knows that I was having feelings for him... god I really miss him and I can't hug him or kiss him all I want to do is hit him until this pain goes away, I cover my face crying like a baby)

(I walked in front of his house he was sitting there crying I got to the house in front of his house and standing on the ruff ) are you okay ? ( I asked him without thinking)

(I look at him) I'm not ok fool! Are you blind!

That's not what I meant, I can clearly see you there ... I just wanted to say sorry again I really am ...

You won't fix anything saying sorry... (I was covering my face with my arms and legs)

( i wen to where he was I got close to him ) I don't know how to fix things , and I really wish I could ...

You can't rewind time Naruto... I'm sorry I hit you (I saw a bruise in his eye)

No I actually deserve it ... and I know I can't rewind time even tho i wish I could...

I can't stop hating you... (he was covering his face again)

I know you probably want to beat me up to death ( I
Laughed nervously) I just really wish there was a way to fix things ...

I didn't broke your rock... I have the real one here in my room... that was a similar one...

Really? ( wow I'm shocked)

Yes...

You left me alone... not even your friends asked me if I was ok... not even Shikamaru who already knew what was going on between us...

I'm sorry sasuke I really am ...( I looked down being disappointed in me )

Actually Shikamaru I can say he was happy... now we were both with a broken heart... no one ever talked to me ... not even the annoying Sakura...

I know I left you ... and you know I would never do anything to hurt you ... but that time I felt like I had to in order for you to be okay ... you where the only thing I only cared of ...

For me to be ok? You left me here! Alone! And broken! I can't even go into my house without thinking of you! Do you think I was ok? (He screamed angry)

I'm sorry...( my eyes where full of tears ) I wish that somehow I could fix this ...

I lost my pieces Uzumaki... you can't fix me... (he smiled) I was alone and I have always been... you were a mistake a beautiful one... but you broke me... you left me alone like when I was a kid... i thought you really loved me... and i had tell you that too... of course you don't know that...

I really did love you ( I showed him my hand so he could see the wristband) that was the only thing that kept me alive ... ( I smiled ) and I know what I did has no name ... but I just want you to forgive me ( my voice broke because I wanted to cry )

(I looked at him) I forgive you Uzumaki... now you can be in peace... (he face down)

But I know you're not ...

I was broken before you... and I'm broken now... so there's no difference (I smiled faking)

I'm sorry ... I feel so bad right now ...

Don't be Naruto... you did what you thought it was best ...

I know I'm probably going to regret this and get punched...( I grabbed his jaw and kissed him , and it will hurt if he punches me )

(At first i tried to push him away but feeling his lips again I can't stop kissing him and I'm crying just for happiness or anger I'm not sure anymore)

( I was closing my eyes really tight I though he would've punched me or something but he tried to push me away but ended up kissing me back , god I missed him so much , I don't know how I left him in the first place )

( I pass my fingers in his back and hair remembering every inch of his body I feel tears coming out of my eyes while I kiss him... what's wrong with me now I feel like I been missing him a lot!)

( I saw him crying I cleaned his tears while kissing, I passed my fingers through his hair like I always used to do , I'm really sorry sasuke that I left you but I know you said not to say sorry I just can't I kept kissing him remembering everything that happened)

(We stand up and I opened my door and closed it.. I got away from the kiss and took of my shoes, I don't like shoes at my house. I looked at him questioning myself if I should keep kissing him)

( I didn't know what to do should I go kiss him or should I not , ehhhh should I take the risk of maybe getting punched)

Take off your shoes(I order him)

( I did as he ordered and took my shoes off and left them there in a corner)

(I walked to him and push him hard to the wall he even let a scream out and I looked at him angry)

( fuck that hurt ! I was just looking at him he looked angry! Fuck now I'm scared bad idea ! )

(I touch his hair and cheek I looked at his eyes and stared kissing him again)

( what just happened? I started to kiss him back and passed my fingers through his hair)

(I took his shirt off and throw it to the floor next to his shoes. I keep kissing him while we walk into the living room to my bedroom I push him to my bed I was angry at him and angry at me for wanting this to happen for missing him all this time )

( he looks angry! Why is he looking at me angry! Well no duh naruto his fucking mad for leaving! Duh! 8i just looked at him )

(I got on top of him and I started hitting him I don't know what got into me)

( I should of fucking expect this ! I tried to stop his hits , he's really angry right now fuck he hit me on the stomach I can't breathe I coughed as I couldn't breathe, I said I was going to regret it )

You fucking stupid moron ! You left me here alone! Dying for not having you! (He keeps hitting him this time he was crying too) I hate myself for been missing you all this fucking time! You loser! (He keeps talking and hitting him)

( I know I deserve this I just looked away and let him hit me , I deserve this )

I missed your kisses and your body (he keeps crying and hitting) you left me here Naruto... without anyone... and I felt like everyone was laughing at me for feeling bad! Stupid!

( I looked at him with tears in my eyes ) I'm sorry sasuke ( I whispered to him )

(He stop the hitting and look at him and felt on Naruto's chest crying) I was alone... (he said crying) you left me ... alone... i was alone again... (he's sobbing really hard)

( I just hugged him being afraid he would start hitting me again) I'm really sorry ( with one hand I passed my fingers through his hair and with the other one I hugged him )

They were laughing at me... cuz I was stupid... and... I keep wanting for you for months... I went all days to the enter of the village waiting for you... (he keeps crying)

I was really stupid for leaving you in the first place... I'm really sorry I went you go through that ... every day I tried to go back but I was just horrible then would trap me in genjutsu and show me my death over and over again I'm really sorry sasuke... I really am ...

(Suddenly he stops crying)

This is the last time I cry for you... if you stay or leave... I won't cry again...

I'm sorry sasuke, I won't leave you again , if you accept that ...

I can't believe you not again... you can stay if you want ... but I don't believe in promises my mistake was that to believe in promises../

( his words made me cry ) I understand if you don't ever believe me ... I'm not asking you to believe me ... I'm just really sorry ( I broke down in tears)

I know you are... (he look at him and kiss his tears)

( I didn't know what to do I just felt like hugging and never let go ... I just passed my fingers through his hair)

(I look at him and kiss him to hug him later)

( he hugged me and I hugged him back and gave him a kiss on the forehead)

I really missed you... and your smell too...

I really missed you too ... I have him another kiss on the forehead)

I'm sorry I hit you... again...

Don't worry about , I deserve it .

( I look at him) I wonder what would happen if you never leave that day...

That's a really good question... ( I looked at him)

Shikamaru was sad at first but Temari is good she makes him happy...

And Choji i think he just eats...

I was surprised by there reaction ... I wasn't really ready to go in the class until kakashi saw me , if it wasn't for him I wouldn't have gone In ...

And also I wanted to see you ...

Hmmm...

What happened?

We can't have sex again Naruto...

I know ... and I get why too ...

Good... (I sat down on my bed) this is hard...

What is hard ?

I would like to feel like before... I... loved you...

You did ? ( I sat down and looked at him idk why my eyes where full of tears)

I kind of told you the day I touch your forehead with my fingers...

Sa-sasuke...( I didn't know what to say ...)

It's hard ...

I don't know what to say ( I looked down )

You don't have to say anything... I just thought you should know...

I feel bad now ...

Don't be... we can be friends...

( uhhhhh friend zoned ! ) yeah I would like that ( I smiled)

We never become friends tho...

No if you think about it we actually never did , wait what where we ?

Lovers (he laugh)

Ohh well that makes sense ( i laughed)

It does (he laughed)

( i laughed with him ) remember the time you thought I cheated?

I know you were cheating! (I looked at him)

You still believe that !

I do...

And also that day it was a really good day till the night...

Yeah it was ... but we forgot the pizza... I really did wanted pizza that day ...

(He laughed) I my was a total mess ... it was al black and the smell...

Yeah ... you never got to try it !

I know... some day I will..

Yeah ... wait what time is it ?

I wish that I could wake up with some kind of amnesia... and get that time back...

I don't know... why?

Just asking... ( I can sense someone's chakra ) sasuke is their someone in you're house ( I whispered)

Huh? (I looked at him)

I'm asking if there's someone at you're house ( I whispered )

No... just us... I live alone Naruto you know that...

I know ... who the hell is that , there's someone here I don't know where they are at I can only sense his Chakra...

(I stood up and stared getting out of my room looking for that someone)

( no way he's alive ! I ran out of the room and I was in front of the person who was I. The house ) what are you doing here ! ( I think sasuke just looked at him like wtf is he talking about )

(I went out of my room and I saw who was Naruto talking to) I... Itachi... but I killed you!

You where wrong ... but there's nothing to worry about now ...( itachi said ) ( I just looked at him with hate wanting to kill him ! I think the nine tails move activated of how angry I was )

Nothing to? Wtf are you talking about Itachi?

( I looked at sasuke all angry saying I'm going to kill him )

Don't Naruto... (I said) you look different... (i said to Itachi)

Well I'm not being controlled anymore...( itachi said ) do I know you ? ( itachi said to naruto)

Controlled? You don't know him? This is all confusing...

You don't fucking remember what you did ! ( I let out a big punch ) I'm leaving I can't stand being in the same room as he is !

Naruto! (Sasuke said) don't leave... he seems different now...

He seems different! I feel like fucking killing him! ( itachi looked at naruto confused) did I do something to you ( itachi said to naruto ) ( I was looking at sasuke my eye twitched when he said that I was about to loose my fucking temper)

Itachi... (I walked to him and help him get up...) what was happening to you ? You were controlled by who?

Don't tell me his alive as well! ( I looked at itachi being really mad ) why the hell is everybody close to the village!

I think he knows who it was ( itachi said to sasuke)

(I was looking at them confused)

Why the hell are the uchiha's coming !

Well only one more

I'm really confused right now... what's happening?

He's close ...

Wtf it's going on?

Madara...

And he wants to kill you?

What! No I don't know!

He just comes close to the village but he never enters ( Itachi said ) well I need to go ( I walked towards my shoes and started to put them on)

You can stay Naruto... (Sasuke said)

( I was shocked when he said that ) really?

If you don't mind Itachi is here... he doesn't remember what he did...

( I feel like vomiting) who would make someone do that...?

I don't know... (Itachi was looking at us wondering what are we talking about)

What did I do...? ( itachi said and looked at naruto then sasuke)

Nothing big brother... forget about it...

( ugh this is driving me crazy! I want to fucking kill him ! That fucking bastard !) I think it's better if I leave so you guys can have some time alone ( and so I won't kill him )

(I looked at him and I noticed we don't have our shirts and I blushed and try to act normal) time alone? Are you staying here Itachi? (I looked at him)

Well I would like to ... but it's you're choice I can go somewhere else ( itachi said ) ( I grabbed my shirt and put it on ) see you at school ( I said before I walked out )

(I looked at Naruto and I know if Itachi stay here he won't be here... but I can't lose my brother again) see you Naruto... and you can stay all the time you need... your room it's same as always...

Thank you ... I really don't want to cause you problems ...( itachi said )( god I can't fucking believe this ! I want to kill him with all my heart ! That ugh! I walked home it was still as I left it ... well I don't like to be here ...)

Problems? Why you say that? (I looked at him)

Well you both were shirtless...

(My body got still)?ha... that... (fuck I don't know what to say)

We are just friends Itachi (I said laughing nervously)

Friends ... yeah sure you can't lie ... what about this whole house smelling like him ...

Well... I can say that we are trying too be friends on my defense...

Are you sure you want to be just friends with him ...

Ok this is awkward... it's not like I love ... him... and we are not dating or nothing...

Tell me the truth sasuke...

It's the truth we had some... (I can't say sex to him) good moments ... he left a year ago and now he's back... and we are trying to be friends... that's the truth... (I looked at him)

Why did he leave?

Coward... well no... he thought someone wanted them kill me... or attack the village... (he face down)

I can tell you I saw him leave, he really didn't want to ... it was obvious he didn't want to leave for something...

Wait... if you were around here all this time... why did you chose to come here today?

I didn't think anyone would like to see me ... I heard some of the things I did ... Is he mad at me because I tried to kill him , and tell the truth this time...

Well (he sat at the floor crossing his legs) yes you tried to kill him... and me... and Shikamaru... but is that... for a weird reason... you abused him... that was the day I thought that I had kill you... (he said in a sad voice)

Well you did what you thought was best for him , just like he did when he left ( I smiled ) and did you say abused him ...

I didn't want to used the other word...

Rape ?

Mm-mm ...

Well now I know why he hates me so much. ...

But it wasn't your fault...

Well maybe it wasn't but that still doesn't take away what I did to him ...

You are right... you know Itachi... it's weird to have you here... it's been a long time...

It has... I'm sorry for everything that I did ...

It's ok big brother... (how many day I dreamed for this day... now it's feel like it's not real)

Well you have school tomorrow don't you , go to sleep, thanks for letting me stay here...

Yeah I better hit the bed... (he got up)

I'll be at my room ( I got up and touched his forehead with my fingers)

(When I saw him walking to me and I feel his fingers on my forehead I blush and I felt so happy that I just smiled to him) see you tomorrow... (he whispered)

See you tomorrow...( I go to my room and just lay in bed )

(I walked to my room and I sat on my bed thinking about everything this must be a weird dream... Naruto is back and Itachi... would be perfect to please dream that my parents are back... well I know that is impossible but would be good... ugh! What am I going to do with Naruto I'm not sure If I can resist to kiss him...)

( what noooo nooooo nooooo I can't find ramen in this house! ) where's the ramen!

(Shikamaru Knocking at his door)

Ram... ( a knock on the door I went to open the door to see who it was )

Hey Naruto... hungry? (He has a bad full of Ramen)

( ramen !) hey shikamaru, and yeah a little...

Good cuz I brought a lot of them... I could imagine you won't have any at your house full of dust but no ramen (he smiled)

Yeah ! Want to come in ...

Sure Thanks ... (I walked into his house) sorry I know it's late... but I wanted to catch up... now how you are?

Well I think I'm good , it was pretty horrible when I left ( I laughed nervously)

Things here... they were... (he laughed with him)

So how have you been ?

I been fine... (he smiled) my mother is still a drag... my father is the same and well I have long time now dating Temari...

Happy to hear that ( I smiled ahhh fuck the fucking hit in the eye hurts)

I can see you had a hart afternoon... (he looked at his eyes full of bruise)

Huh ? Oh my eye ... well I did deserve it ...

Mm I don't know about that... you did what you had to do...

What do you mean?

That you left because you thought it was the best thing... he's a drag... and in sorry for say it out loud...

It's okay...

Are you guys... you know still seeing each other?

No just friends...

Friends? (He laughed) I'm sorry... what a drag... but you can real be his friend ?

I guess...

You always positive... but I guess it's ok... he was lonely...

Yeah he told me... ( I said in a sad voice)

We all hear it... (I looked at him)

All ?

At school?

Wait how ?

You were fighting with him? Before he hit you?

Oh ohhhh , wait so you're saying they heard everything!

Yes... is that a problem?

Not really... I feel really bad I caused more pain that I expected...

I guess... (he face down)

What happened?

No. Nothing ... (he laughed) so what did he tell you?

Nothing that much ( only that we where kissing and then I don't know what happened to him and started hitting me ) I hurted him a lot ... the worst part is that now I know that he felt the same way I felt for him ...

What? How?

When?

He told me today ...

Woah... that's intense... what a drag... he took so long... so he is in love with you?

I don't know now , but he told me he was

Looks like when I left he realized that ...

Mm no I get it... what about you? Are you in love?

Well ... I don't know what I feel anymore...

Why?

It's just that it has been a long time ... and it makes me be unsure about my feelings... but even tho if I did , I don't think it would matter now ...

Well maybe you guys should take dates... and remember everything you know kiss around here and there... (he laughed) you guys will remember eventually...

I don't think he'll want that ... after all I caused him a lot of pain...

Well Naruto you can try... the sit next to him is the only one free at school so ... enjoy (he stand up from the couch) have to go or my mother will kill me... but think about it and see you tomorrow. Enjoy the ramen Naruto... (he stared walking to the door)

Wait what ! That's the only seat left !

Yes... (he laughed) enjoy it...

Uhh now what am I going to do !

You can make something like the restaurant (he joke and laugh getting out of Naruto's house)

The restaurant? Ugh this can't be real !

( the next morning I woke up took a shower got ready to go school I started walking to school , wait should I go nooo I can't I can't idk what to do I decided to turn around and I bumped into someone)

Wow... you have changed... you awake this early... in surprise (even tho his face doesn't look surprised)

Well I have this thing that I can't sleep anymore after an expecific time ...

I'm really surprised...

Really? Why?

I remember you used to wake up late...

Well yeah , I was pretty lazy ( I laughed)

(He smiled) we can walk together... if you want... but first I need something to eat I forgot to eat something today...

Yeah sure ( I smiled back )

Fuck... I forgot my wallet... (he sighed) well nothing to do... let's go to school

I can buy it for you

It's not necessary but thanks (he smiled)

C'mon lets go buy you something to eat it's no problem...

Well... I'll say yes just because (he stomach made noises) I'm really hungry...

( I laughed) what do you want ?

A waffle... with strawberries... want to skip classes?

( did he really?) sounds good to me , I'll buy some myself I'm hungry too ( I laughed)

Do you know any place where they sell that kind of food?

Yeah , there's some place close here ( we started walking and got to the and ordered the food and went back outside)

Want to go to my house...

Sure .. if you don't mind

I don't (we walk to my house we took our shoes off and walk directly to the table and stared eating) well now we are here so I can pay you for the food...

No it's okay ( I smiled)

Are you sure ? It's not a problem to pay you

Im sure , you don't need to pay me ...

Thanks then... I'll invite some other day (he smiled)

( I smiled ) well the food its good

It is... want some juice?

Yes please

(I got up from the table and grab some juice form the fridge put them in a glass and took it to him when I stood in front of him I couldn't resist and I kiss him)

( did he just kissed me , I couldn't resist his kiss so I started to respond to it )

(I'm kissing him again I got him to get up and push him to the wall and took off his shirt and mine I bite his neck... I been missing him so much)

( ouch that hurt when he pushed me , he started to bite my neck , I kissed him again biting his lower lip then neck)

(I kept kissing him. I move him to the side and remove the food from the table and I put him there facing me if I'm going to do it I have to see his face again. I took his pants off and I stared kissing his abdomen and giving him bites all over him )

( when he was biting a little Moan escaped my ouch as I pulled him up and started to kiss him more I had my hands in his back then hips)

(I took my pants off and his boxer with mine as well and I keep kissing him and not leaving time to think i let my manhood inside him and started moving fast... while I bit him and kiss him)

( I wrapped my legs around his waist to pull him closer as Moans escaped my mouth my breathing was fast I kept kissing him then I bite his ear )

(We were both moaning I grab his hips and pull him hard to me I use one of my hands to grab his manhood and started moving my hand fast while I see him moaning and grabbing the table on sign of pleasure)

( I was grabbing the table as we both moaned he started to move faster every time ) sasuke ...( I moaned his name I can't believe this is happening)

Shut up Naruto... (he said in a deep voice while moaning and keep moving faster and faster ) god I missed you (he said without thinking and keep moving his hips and hand)

( I kept moaning till I smelled his chakra ) well I never expected to see you Like this ( Itachi said and looked shocked and kind of disgusted)

Wtf! (He scream letting his manhood out and covering himself)

( I fell to the floor trying for him not to see me and covered myself)

(I stared grabbing my clothes from the floor to use them to cover myself) I forgot about you... (he said blushing and ashamed)

I can see you did ...( itachi said being shocked) ( I grabbed my clothes to cover me ) weren't you guys just "friends "( itachi said)

(I put all my clothes in my manhood it's so erected that I can't cover it with my hands. My white skin is now all red I'm so embarrassed... when he said friends i looked at Naruto trying to cover himself at the floor I didn't notice when he throw himself from the table to the floor I look at Itachi who's there watching at us in shock) I'm so sorry... I really forgot...

Well I'm going to my room ( itachi said he turned around and went to the room ) ( I was just there in the floor being embarrassed)

Oh shit... (he close his eyes and face up) I totally forgot about him...

I forgot he was here as well...

This is so embarrassing... I never thought my brother will see me like this... (he stared putting his clothes on)

It is embarrassing... ( I was so red right now and feeling pain )

Are you ok? (I looked at him still on the floor) that must hurt? (I meant him throwing himself from the table to the floor)

Yeah I'm okay...( I was so red right now)

I better clean the table... (he walked to the sink and grab a towel with water and stared cleaning the table to throw the towel to the garbage) god... this really is so embarrassing... I'm sorry...

It's okay ...

I don't think I can see his face again (he blushed)

Well you say that now just let time pass , because he literally saw you having orgasm ( I looked at him and blushed)

Fuck Naruto now you make me feel better (he looked at him) because using the work orgasm and moaning can make things better...

I don't know what to say ... it'll pass ... he would forget eventually...

Will he? Do you think he captured the whole image? Or maybe just a bit?

Maybe it was just a bit ... because when you know started I didn't smell his chakra or anything... it was after you speaker that I started to smell his chakra really close ...

I didn't mean the whole act Naruto I mean... like what can he see from where he was? Like just my hips moving or ... maybe he can see all of it?

I think only you're hips ( god I'm turning even more red)

Oh shit.! Well at least he didn't saw your face or mine or my hands...

I think he did see you're face you where facing towards him ...

So he saw everything Naruto! You my hips my hand... (he blushed)

( god now I just turn even more red )

I'm ready to die... kill me...

Well at least we didn't moan so loud right?

I don't think so no ...

(He sat at the floor and cover his face) this is sooo embarrassing!

( fuck I'm still naked I put my pants as quick as I could) what now?

We can kill ourself...

That's a good idea...

We can always hide in my room...

That's a good idea ( I'm just saying that to everything god I'm so red right now)

Let's take some food and let's go hide... (I got up and started taking some food from the fridge)

Sure... ( I got up and went to his room being all red)

(Naruto almost run to my room and I stared walking with food in my hands when I saw Itachi coming out of the bathroom I turn red and face down)

Where are you taking the food ?

My food... I mean my room... (I can feel my body all red... I keep facing down)

Ok ... I'll go out ...

Sure... (I looked at him) are you coming back, aren't you?

Yeah I'm coming back

(I keep looking at him)

I promise sasuke I need to talk to the hokage

I'll the back in 2 or 3 hours ( I touched him in the forehead with my fingers and left the house)

(I went into my room smiling and feeling like a little kid I touch my forehead and I blush feeling happy)

( sasuke seemed happy and I don't know why it makes me happy to see him like that ...)

I have the food ( he said and walked to a little table in his room and put them there he was still smiling)

Wow that's a lot of food ( he almost brought the whole fridge)

Yeah... (he laughed) my big brother left the house for a while...

How long is he going to be out ?

2 or 3 hour (he said)

Oh ok ...

But still we have the food so we can stay here

Sounds good ( I smiled )

I don't have a tv... but we can talk? Or whatever you want...

Well , do you want to play uno ? ( I put a grin in my face)

Never in a million years!

You are a cheater

Oh c'mon how many times I have to tell you I didn't cheat

No matter I don't believe you...

You can pass the cards out if you want ...

Mm no... I'm sure you will find a way to cheat

How am I even going to. Cheat ...

I don't know but you will

But...

But what ?

We can finish what we stared... (he keeps looking his blue eyes)

( I blushed when he said that I just have him a flirty look )

But I know you don't want to...

I don't want what ?

Finish what we stared...

Who said I didn't..

I thought you didn't want it... (He walked to the door and lock it... Naruto was sitting on his bed and Sasuke just stood in front of him and looked at his eyes touching his hair and kissed him) I can't be just your friend Naruto... because every time I see you... I desire you... you make me feel different... and I can't let you go away with that feeling... (he touch his cheek looking at his blue eyes and now red cheeks)

( I was there looking at him he's making me blush I looked into his eyes their like a pool I would never want to get out ) you desire me ?

I do Naruto... (I keep looking at him)

( I just grabbed his head and kissed him )

(I responded to his kiss and lay him on my bed to keep kissing him this time slowly and passionate just enjoying his lips and tongue touching his hair and face)

( this time he was being gentle I started to pass my fingers through his hair then face )

Oh Naruto... (I saw his eyes and smiled) why? You did a spell on me...

( I smiled at him and touched his lips in a very gentle way )

Why did you decide to tell me that day Naruto? (He was still on top of him just looking at him this time)

I took the chance we where alone ... and I knew if I told you somewhere else you where going to go away ...

Yeah I would... (touching his cheek) well I'm glad you asked for my homework that day?

( I smiled and touched his lips then cheek)

I don't want to have feelings for you... but I can't help it../

( I smiled to him ) you're the best thing that ever happened to me ...

I know it's not like that... but I'll accept it...

Why do you think it's not like that ?

Because I've been rude to you lots of times... even knowing your feelings...

( I didn't say anything and just hugged him)

(I hug him back ) some day I hope we can make love and not just sex...

( i laughed and kept hugging him )

How did we get to this ?

I'm not sure... and I'm not sure if I know what are you talking about... you mean the sex?

Yeah I meant that ( I laughed nervously)

Well... I don't know... it was my first time... and your too right?

Yeah it was ...

Why do think I cheated playing uno?

Have you cheated on me?

What ?

If you have been with other person?

No ... I've just been with you ... and well the really horrible thing that happened...

Oh... I thought that maybe when you were away... well you know../

Really?

(I just looked at him)

( he was just looking at me and I was looking at him too )

Did I offend you?

No you didn't ( I looked at him confused)

Ok...

Are you okay?

I am... why?

I don't just asking ( I smiled)

How come you never question me?

I don't know , I've never really thought about it ...

Hmmm... you don't think much huh Naruto...

( I laughed)

(I smiled at him his so dumb)

( he's probably thinking I'm so dumb I just stretched my self while he was still on top )

You are going to make me fall... (I grab his abdomen from the sides)

( I laughed and kept stretching to see if he falls)

Stop Naruto! (He fall to Naruto's side)

( I just laughed)

Oh god you are so happy Naruto...

Naruto don't you have questions for me? I'm always question you...

Are you happy when I'm with you?

(I look at him) sometimes I think you are blind (and without thinking I touch his forehead with my fingers and gave him a smile)

( I began to blush when he did that I gave him a smile)

(I keep looking at him... )

( I knew what that meant, it made me happy but he was just there looking at me as I was there blushing)

Sasuke...

Yes Naruto? (I touch his cheek)

I never stopped loving you ...( I started to blush even more !)

(I gave him a smile) I know Naruto... I saw that on your eyes... that's why I was hitting you too...

( I just smiled back ) those hits really hurt ...

Think about them like love (he laughed)

( I laughed with him I just passed my fingers through his hair)

You always do that...

I love you're hair ...

Well if you take a shower maybe your hair can be good as mine (he joke)

Oh you're mean ( I laughed)

(He laughed) i thought you were going to punch me ...

Well if you want me to punch you I still can ( I lifted my hand up as I joked )

You better no or I can hit you back...

No thanks I've recived many of them ( I laughed)

(I laugh and saw the clock on the table next to my bed)

What time is it ?

It's 8pm... have somewhere else to go?

Nope not really...

Well then it's not a problem... (I got up and went to my door open it checking out side of my room)

Is he back ?

No yet... (fuck he noticed i was looking for Itachi)

How much time has it passed?

Already 3 hours ...

I can still smell some of his chakra... do you want to go look for him , ( that's weird it's getting away)

He told me he will be back... so he will (i look at him)

Ok ..( his chakra is getting away)

Maybe he's eating something... (I fake a smile)

Yeah maybe he is ( fuck fuck fuck I need to tell him ) sasuke I'm having a difficult time trying to sense where his chakra is ...

(I look at him) he promised Naruto... maybe he's just walking around...

Ok...

(It's been 4 more hours and he's not back, I was laying on my bed with Naruto just looking at the ceiling I sat down and walked out of my room to the front door and open the door looking around)

( what the hell who's that ? I went to where sasuke was ) there's someone in the village ...

(I just looked at him)

I don't know who it is ...

I don't think it's bad Naruto... maybe Kakashi and Jiraiya are there now... (he face down)

Don't worry his on his way now ( I smiled at him)

(I think he's lying) yeah he is...

( fuck no his leaving ) I'll go buy something at the store I'll be back ( I need to tell him not to leave)

Ok... don't take long...

I won't ( I smiled)

( I went to where itachi was he was about to leave when I had up to him ) where are you going?

I feel you coming Naruto...

Why are you leaving?

I have some things to solve...

And you couldn't tell sasuke?

This wasn't planned Naruto... I went to talk to the hokage and I have to leave now... please Naruto take care of him... (he started walking)

Do you even know how you're going to make him feel!

I'm sorry...

You can't just leave like that

(In a blink of an Eye I was behind him...) Take care of him please... (he knocked him out and left him there)

( I woke up I was on the floor shit what the hell happened oh no he left ) I'm sorry sasuke...( I whispered as I couldn't stop his brother from leaving I walked to sasuke house and knocked on the door how am I going to tell him )

(I heard a knock at the door and run to open it) Itachi? (I said as I opened it)

( I heard sasuke say it's his name I felt so bad ) I'm sorry sasuke...( I looked down)

Naruto? I thought you changed mind and went to your home...

I'm sorry ( I whispered to him hat I couldn't bring his brother back)

Huh? (I looked at him confused)

I couldn't stop him ( I looked down his probably going to hate me or hit me)

Stop him? (I felt my heart broking again) oh... but he promised...

He said the hokage told him to leave...

That he needed to fix somethings...

Ok... (he didn't cry) ok...

I'm really sorry...

It's ok Naruto... I'm used to live alone... (I look at him trying not to cry remembering when he touch my forehead for last time this day...)

( I didn't say anything I just didn't know what to say ...)

Want to come in... you must be tired...

Yes please...

(I opened the door so he can pass ) please leave Your shoes here... (I said and keep walking into my house)

( I got in his house and took off my shoes I didn't know what to say to him to make him feel better...)

Please... sleep with me tonight... (I looked at him)

Ok .. ( I went up to him to give him a hug I feel really bad for him right now )

(He hug me and I took his hand and took him to my room we lay on the bed and I hug him tight now I'm afraid he would leave me too... again)

( I kept hugging him he was hugging me tight like if I was going to leave I started to touch his hair then cheek )

(I was laying on his chest I can hear his heart an I feel his hands touching a few tears come out of my eyes falling in his chest so I hug him tight again)

( he was crying I just kept hugging him ) everything is going to be okay ( I told him and gave him a kiss on the forehead)

(I didn't say anything... until I fall asleep)

( I woke up next morning he was still sleeping god I'm trying not to fall asleep again him just being there makes me just want to go to sleep ... my eyes are closing every time)

(I woke I saw Naruto he's sleeping I got up trying not to wake him up... and went directly to the shower letting the warm water fall in my dodgy and hair letting some tears out)

( i woke up again and he wasn't there I heard the shower and went to the bathroom) good morning

Morning Naruto... (I tried to say with a normal voice)

How did you sleep?

Hugging you fine../ come join me...

Ok ( I started to take off my clothes I got in the shower with him the waters nice)

(I smiled to him i hope he didn't notice I been crying) how did you sleep?

( he's been crying) better than never ? (I gave him a smile)

Naruto... you can stay here a few days if you don't mind...

I would love that ( I smiled)

Me too( I gave him a smile... i look up letting the water hit my face )

( i just smiled I felt happy but I know he's not like 100% happy)

(I looked at him again and smiled) what do you want for breakfast?

Anything you have

I don't know what I have... I guess we can make an omelette?

Sounds good to me

Mushrooms?

Sure ( eww)

Green pepper?

Sure ( not bad)

Mm onion?

Sure ( ewwwwwww)

Mmmm and a milkshake?

Sounds perfect

Strawberry? Or banana? Papaya?

Strawberry!

It's your favorite?

Yes!

Mine too (I smiled)

Really! We got things in common! I think

Tell me something else?

Like ?

You fool... (he laughed) about us having common things...

Ohhh about that , well say something you like and I'll tell you if I like it too .

Mm (he sat on the tub and stared filling up) I like ... pizza?

Not my favorite but I like it ( I sat on the tub as well)

I like... sushi?

I like sushi too

Taking long showers?

Yeah sometimes I take like 2 hours in the shower

That's a lot of time...

Naruto are you bi?

Nope ...

So you only like boys?

Yep what about you ?

I can say i like both... but I never been with a woman...

You got a point there...

They're not that bad...

True...

You don't much to say huh?

Not that much ( I laughed)

So you really don't like them...

Why?

Well it's not that I don't , I just don't really put that much attention to them .. you get me ?

No much... but i think maybe understand...

Ohh ok

Have you ever seen a woman naked?

No...

Oh... when who did you realice that you like boys?

When I started to have feelings for you ...

When was that!

Well umm it was the first semester like half of the year ...

Last year?

Well you know when I told you ... it was like a couple of weeks before ... that I realized I had feelings for you ...

Wow you don't have that long then./

I guess...

I see

( I noticed the tub was already more than half way filled)

(I looked at him)

( I noticed he was looking at me )

(I close the water and put my head and body down the water with the eyes close)

( I sat back looking at the ceiling)

(I keep under the water thinking about everything... i let out some bubbles from my mouth)

( I looked at him making bubbles with his mouth but once again his abdomen grabbed my attention)

(I was about to stay without air... but I keep making bubbles letting the air out... I wonder how does it feels to die... )

( he keeps making bubbles I just sit back thinking about everything that has happened)

(I got out of the water catching my breath... and I looked at him)

( I was looking up sitting back , I could stay in the water forever)

Enjoying the water!? (I asked)

What ? Oh yeah it's nice ( I looked at him)

(He sighed) how can you deal with everything and still be happy Naruto../

I try not to concentrate on the bad things , and find something to do something to distract me from what happening...

Hmm I see... Naruto... I have to tell you something...

What is it ?

Don't be mad...

Mad ? What are you talking about ?

When you left I kissed someone... I was angry and I didn't think about it...

Who was it ?

Sakura...

As I expected...( I sighed I can't be mad just for that when I did something worse) well it's okay don't worry about It ...

Really?

Yeah ( I smiled trying not to get mad because I did something worse)

Ok... well just for you to know we didn't have sex...

( I feel so bad ! Ugh how could I do something like that to him ) ok , can I ask you something

Yes...

What did you do ... when the shadow clone disappeared..( I looked down being disappointed in me)

I told Kakashi and Jiraiya... we ran looking for you but... well you wasn't there...

I'm really sorry for leaving you ...

It's ok Naruto... I'll try not to think about it... I was stupid when you left and I try to fill the space with others things... so you should forgive me too for that...

( I just smiled at him ) I don't have anything to forgive you ..

(I smiled) I have never seen another manhood but I think yours is pretty good... (he laughed looking at his manhood)

( I laughed) you see you are a perv ( I laughed)

Oh come in give me some credit at least (he laughed)

You're not bad you're self ( I laughed)

(He laughed and look at him that's mean)

Well it's not like I have seen others tho...

Question, how was that mean?

You said it like I was just ok... (he chuckles)

Well it's pretty big ( I laughed)

Oh shut up! (He laughed and blushed )

Look who's blushing ( I laugh)

You are a evil person...

How ( I laughed)

You like to bother me

( I laughed)

Now we look like fish (he saw his hands)

( I looked at my hands and I wanted to laugh so much )

How you think making love is?

Huh ? Well I'm not sure ... what do you think ?

I'm not sure... slower?

Maybe...

I think I can't be able to do it like that

What , you like it fast ?

No it's because what about if I finish before you?

Well I mean you never know who can finish before ...

I always make you finish first...

( I blushed) well yeah ...

So... can you imagine if I finish? I wouldn't have strength to make you finish too..

Well remember last time ... you finished first in the second round but still managed to make me finish ...

Yeah... that's true... well that's a point in my favor... who you won't go looking for someone else

I still can't believe that time you got hard like 3 times ...

Oh shut up! (He blushed and covered his face)

You know you liked it ...( I said in a flirty voice to tease him)

Wasn't that bad... (he was starting to get hard)

Like the third time I was crawling to you , just like you wanted ( again with the same voice to tease him)

What do you want Uzumaki? (I looked at him)

Oh nothing..( just wanted to bother you )

Well then stop with that flirty voice and look...

What look?

That look that you make when you desire me (he smiled)

You think so ?

Yes I think so

Well you're not wrong ( I smiled)

I knew you desire me... I can see it (he got close to him)

Well what can I say ...

Nothing on your defense?

That I can see you're hard ...

Well that's more in favor of myself...

Is their really much I can do ( I bite my lower lip not thinking)

What can you do? (I kissed him)

Anything you want ( I said between the kiss )

Maybe you can surprise me... (i keep kissing him and grab his manhood moving my hand)

Oh really ( I let a little moan between the kiss I wrapped my legs in his waist and pulled him even more closer )

Yes... I'm gonna let you surprise me... (I kiss his neck and move my hand faster )

Well I can't even respond ( my breathing was faster as I let little moans out of my mouth) any suggestions?

(I push his back to the tub so he can lay and I put his manhood in my mouth and stared moving my hand as well too)

Well I wasn't expecting that ( I started to Moan even more than before I put of of my hand in his hair as he kept moving my breathing was fast as I was letting out more moans)

(I keep moving my head and he was also helping grabbing my hair and moving his hands my made my movements faster and with my free hand I put fingers inside him and stared moving my hand fast and sucking his manhood hard enough to make him moan loud )

A-ahh ... sa-sasuke ...( I kept moaning really loud and my breathing was really was my back archer from the tub as my hips kept moving upward I was moaning so loud I think people outside can hear ..)

(I took my mouth out put some water and spit it to clean my mouth I stared kissing him I let out my fingers and let my manhood inside him and stared moving grabbing his legs high so i can go deeper he's moaning and I am too... I let out and grab him turned him around putting him on his knees and hands I grabbed his hips and let my manhood inside again moving fast I grab his hair and pull it while I gave him a slap leaving my hand mark on him... )

A-ahh... sa-sasuke ...( I moaned his name again as I kept moving my hips so made even more hard movements when he slapped him I let out a Moan and a scream hat it hurted he was pulling my hair , my breathing was faster and faster every time he moved )

(I grab his manhood and start moving it fast until he scream and let out a loud scream of pleasure I keep moving faster and faster I pull his hair again I let out a moan and finish... I pull out of him and sat at the tub catching my breath)

( I sat down trying to catch my breath I just lay in his chest )

Are you ok? (I said breathing fast... and combing his hair)

Yeah I'm okay , are you ? ( I said breathing fast and touching his abdomen)

I am...

Damn you make me tired...

( I laughed ) I feel tired as well ( I said trying to catch my breath)

Thanks god you are easy to please...

( I just laughed)

Now I really need food... and I don't want to cook...

So what are you proposing to do ?

You cook I'll watch

Really ( I laughed)

Come on you are not that tired I did the hard job (he joke and laughed)

Well you did entered me 3 times ( I laughed)

What?

You seriously forgot , when it just happened ( I laughed) what am I going to do with you

I think I forgot when I let my self out of breath trying to please you... (he joke)

Sasuke you left me wanting more ...( I joked )

What? No Naruto I'm really tired (he said)

I was joking ( i laughed so hard my stomach hurted)

I told you are a evil person

( I sat on his legs) how am I an evil person?

You are annoying and you always bother me...