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Cat trembled as she stood in outside of the camper. The metal door the only thing between Cat and Beck, she could hear his laughter. She could almost feel how calm and relaxed he was, perhaps though it was because she herself was calming down just being away from the house and in the presence of a dear friend of hers. Cat needed him, she needed comfort, and she needed love real love. So taking another deep breath Cat extended her shaking arm and knocked on the door before stepping away so not to get hit when he opened the door, if he opened to door, maybe he didn't want to be disturbed or maybe Jade was there.
'I really am stupid, my father was right. I sho-'
Cat's thoughts were interrupted as the door swung open and there stood Beck clad in only a pair of pajama pant. "Cat?" Confusion washed over Beck as he locked to his friend standing before him, she looked a mess, this beautiful girl liked like she had just walked through hell. "C-Can I come in." Cat looked away, gulping, it was around eleven by now, and surly he had been getting ready for bed. Cat noticed how toned he looked with his shirt off, but the concern on his face sent chills down her spine, she had never seen that look in anyone's eyes before, the way his eyes travelled over her body as if he was checking to make sure she was completely put together. If only he knew how much pain she was really in.
"What happened to you Cat? Are you okay?" Reaching out his hand he gently pulled her up the stairs and into his camper, his abode. She was shaking, he could feel her hand shivering in his touch, and when he pulled her closer he could smell a putrid smell on her, it smelled of vomit. Cat was always put together, always smelled nice, this wasn't' very Cat like, something had happened and Beck instantly remembered that night at the hospital, the doctors words echoing in his mind. "Oh Cat I'm sorry." He didn't know what he was apologizing for, but he pulled her into his arms, wrapping them tightly around her, trying to stop all of the shaking, all Beck wanted to do was help Cat, he just didn't know what to do, he had never been in this situation before. Sure he knew Cat was different, but abused? How would you handle talking about that? How did he even know if it was true? He didn't want to bring it up and hurt her feelings or make her upset, but then again if he didn't ask she could end up really hurt if she was being abused.
"Beck, I-I shouldn't have come here…I'm sorry I'm just such a mess and, and I should go home and shower." Cat gulped before nodding and trying to fight her way out of his grasp. Cat felt so great in his arms, but as she rested there, she feared dragging him into this war that was never ending on the home front. She would die is she managed to get Beck hurt, she couldn't let anyone else sufferer from this. Yet, her brother was gone, she had no one to go back for, she had nothing left at that house, this was her escape: if only for one night.
"I've got a shower, and you can borrow some of my pajamas. Tomorrow is Saturday so there won't be any school, so you can go get cleaned up and then me and you are going to talk about why you're here." As Beck spoke he rustled through his draws till he found a t-shirt and another set of pajama bottoms before leading her into the small bathroom and starting the shower for her. "I'll be out there when you need me." Closing the door Beck walked back out to the main area of the camper and collapsed on his bed, running his fingers through his hair. "Come on Cat, what's going on with you." Beck grumbled under his breath as he closed his eyes in frustration, he wanted to know what was going on with this girl.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Turning, Beck latched onto his phone, opening a text from Jade.
'Hey I'm bored can I come over and get unbored?'
'Sorry Jade, but no.'
'WHAT?'
'I'm going to sleep. Night love you.'
'Fine. Whatever. Night.'
Beck had pissed his girlfriend off once again in, but at this moment, Cat was more important, he needed to put her before Jade, he loved Jade, but she was somewhat heartless at times, and Cat was heartbroken. He didn't want to deal with Jade, he wanted to focus on Cat, and focusing on making her feel better. He wanted to get into her mind and figure out what was going with the red head and why she showed up shivering with the smell of vomit on her. Beck had been lost in his thoughts he hadn't noticed the water being turned off and Cat entering the room, towel in hand ringing her locks of hair, she wore his t-shirt and pants.
"Beck?" Beck jumped as he heard the redheads voice, looking onto her he smiled; only Cat could make a big t-shirt and baggy pajama pants look pretty. So he sat up a smile on his face as he patted the spot next to him on his bed. Cat obliged, dropping the towel to the ground before crawling next to him.
'This is it Cat, just kiss Beck, that'll show me what love is like. What dad shows isn't love. I want love.'
"Beck." This time, he voice had been low and husky, he lips next to his ear, warm air tickled Beck's ear, sending shivers up his spine, his stomach knotted. He had no idea what Cat was doing, but he couldn't help but react towards her. He gulped trying to remove to limp in his throat when he felt her lips graze the corner of his mouth.
'Beck what are you doing? Jade. Jade. Jade….oh Cat.'
Becks thoughts changed course, first a chant to stay faithful to Jade, but the reaction he was having downstairs was all for Cat. The beautiful redhead, the girl he needed to talk to right now. "C-Ca…mhm" Beck grunted as Cat slipped into his lap. What was she doing? What was he doing. This was his girlfriend's best friend, his friend.
"Fuck." Beck grunted out the obscenity before his lips crashed into hers. They were so warm, so soft, so right. Beck knew this was wrong, he knew he shouldn't be doing this, but as a male it was hard to control the urge to kiss a pretty girl when he was aroused and she was on his lap. So he broke the trust Jade had instilled in him, and he kissed Cat, slowly, and gently. Cat kissed back, her hands wrapping through his lush locks of dark hair, her body so close to his.
Cat felt a shiver run down her spine as she kissed Beck, his hands on her waist, fingers running along the hem of the shirt he had let her borrow. Cat had never felt anything like this at all, for so long the only intimacy she felt wasn't what it was supposed to be, it was wrong, illegal and it hurt. Here, in Beck's arms, it was warm, it caused her muscles in her lower abdomen to clench, but not in the way she had been when her father came to call, her whole body tensed then. Kissing Beck was different; butterflies swarmed her stomach as her lips moved in tune with his. Parting her soft lips when she felt his tongue dart across her bottom lip, Beck smiled into the kiss as his tongue caressed Cat's, smiling when she arched into him, her hips pulsing towards his arousal.
Cat flinched pulling away from the kiss, gulping as she looked Beck in the eyes. "So-sorry….I'll stop." Beck scratched his head as he watched the fragile girl on top of him, waiting for a reaction. "No Beck, don't stop." Cat was soft spoken, confident but quiet. Cat was sore, very sore from what her father had done to her, but she didn't want to stop the warm fuzzy feeling she got when Beck kissed her. So Beck leaned in, kissing her slowly, at first before Cat caught became more aggressive with the kiss. Beck followed suit, but he didn't want to freak her out, what he did want though was to feel her soft tan skin.
Beck slipped his hand up Cat's shirt, caressing her soft skin as his lips stayed glued to hers, his hand inching towards one of her breasts. Cat shivered under his touch but pressed into his hand, her lips pulling away for a moment, gathering a breath of air, looking intently into his eyes before closing her own, pressing deeper into his touch.
Beck traced his lips along her neck for a moment before wrapping both hands around her, flipping her so she was on her back. He smiled kissing her, his hands traced down her arms, but when his fingers brushed over her wrists he didn't expect the reaction he got.
"No! Please no! Don't, please don't do it, I'll do anything just leave me alone." Cat's eyes were closed, her head was thrashing side to side, instantly Beck was in protective mode, his arousal gone the second she opened her mouth. Beck released her wrist before laying down next to her, pulling her into his arms.
"Shh, it's okay little red, your safe I'm not gonna hurt you."
"Beck…please don't be like him please don't be like him."
"Cat I need to you tell me who he is, whose hurting you Cat?"
Cat curled in a ball, shaking as tears fell down her face, she had gone from someone who was enjoying a little teen action to a girl that was completely frightened.
"Cat please tell me." Beck pleaded pulling her closer, letting her know he wasn't going to let anyone hurt her.
"Please Cat. Who is hurting you."
"My parents."
A/N: The next Chapter will be half flash back and half regular time, if you guys don't like me doing flashbacks then they wont be in as much, but for some parts I will use it to help tell the story better. Also I don't know when the next chapter will be up, I've got class and work all week and a Navy graduation on Friday so I don't know when my next update will be but just keep checking. Thanks for reading, you guys make me want to write more and more.
