Chapter 8

Joe stood up and laughed as he leaned into Sonny's ear and whispered "I know you won't tell anyone right? Because I think we both know what will happen" He said chuckling. Sonny wanted to scream. She just wanted to scream for everything. For Chad, for Joe, she was so angry. She needed to get it all out.

"Joe, what did I do?" she asked with a shaky voice

Joe just laughed. He started to walk away opening the door. "Oh Sonny, you were just there. You were the only one standing there at the moment. Nothing personal, you were just there." Joe took one more laugh and slammed the door behind him.

Sonny felt her world was crumbling down and she had no way to stop it. The world was against her and she was drowning. The love of her life was in a coma, she had just been raped, she had been abused, and no one knew this but a coma patient and the bad guy. She was alone.

She felt she had no way out. What was she supposed to do? Just take a deep breath and suck it up? She knew she couldn't do that. She had no will to live anymore. Nothing to live for. Sonny had a terrible thought in her mind. Nothing to live for.

Sonny then called her mom telling her how much she loved her.

Sonny: Hey mom. I just wanted to say thank you for everything and that I love you.

Connie: Um, I love you to. Is something wrong?

Sonny: I can't call and say I love my mom?

Connie: Ya no I'm happy you did. Talk to you later.

Sonny hung up. she next went to the So Random studio were Tawni and Zora were fighting over some lip gloss that Tawni claimed it was hers, but everyone knew it wasn't. She couldn't pass up free lip gloss.

"Hey guys. Thanks for everything. I was new and you took me in. I really appreciate it."

"Whatever weirdo. Why are you so touchy feely all of a sudden?" Tawni said rolling her eyes.

"You will be sorry those were your last words." Sonny said under her breath.

"Huh?"

"Nothing Tawni." Sonny said walking away

Sonny wanted to see Chad for the last time. She went into the ICU and saw him laying there. She walked up to the still boy on the bed and kissed him on the forehead. She didn't have any tears left to cry.

"I love you Chad." She said while standing up and walking away.

A nurse was at the door. "You know he would say it back if he could right?" The nurse said patting her on the shoulder.

"Ya right. I know." she said fake smiling.

Sonny went back to her apartment. She found the rope she used for a close line back from Wisconsin. She then went into her closet where there was a hook about 10 feet from the ground. She then got a chair and stood on it.

"Chad, I love you so much." Sonny said climbing off the chair.