HELLO EVERYBODY
A FEW THINGS FIRST
SO AS STATED LAST CHAPTER THERE HAS BEEN SOME INTEREST EXPRESSED IN SOME KAMES DRAMA AND I'M PERFECTLY OK WITH DOING SO HOWEVER I BELIEVE THAT IT WILL BE...INTERESTING...?
CONSIDERING IF AND WHEN I EVER WRITE KAMES IT'S BORDERLINE INVISIBLE
IN THIS AU WE HAVE JAMES AS THE OMEGA THUS MAKING HIM THE BOTTOM AND KENDALL IS THE DOMINATE ALPHA
IT MIGHT TAKE A FEW TRIES
BUT I'LL GET IT RIGHT :)
ANYWAYS SO HERE IS CHAPTER 7
I'LL CONTINUE MY RAMBLINGS AT THE END OF THE CHAPTER
ENJOY
Once Logan left Carlos' car after a more than shy good bye kiss(if you even want to call it that)he unlocked the front door to his house.
Not even twelve seconds of standing in the kitchen did he see his parents sucking face on the counter.
Logan understood that they were adults and they had those needs too, but that doesn't mean that they can do that sort of thing in such a public area.
He found his little brother playing with his train set, completely oblivious to what was going on just a few feet behind him.
"Hi Bubby." the four year old greets.
Logan smiles and pats the unruly brunette locks. "Hey Tris. Playing with your trains I see?"
"Uh huh, Daddy bought me a new lo-locomotive. And look it's green."
Tristan holds up said green engine.
A little shocked that Tristan could pronounce that word let alone know it, Logan says "That's great, very cool."
"Oh and Kendall is here."
Logan raises an eyebrow. "He is?"
"Yeah. He looked really sad."
Logan mentally sighs. He had wanted at least five minutes to collect his thoughts so he wouldn't be all giddy from his time with Carlos.
Now he was annoyed. Well, a few minutes ago he was shy, and just after that he missed Carlos almost instantly.
And the thought of going through so many moods at one time, some how made him moodier.
Friggin mood swings.
After promising the little boy he'd play with him later, Logan trucked up the stairs, preparing himself for what's to come.
Logan walks into his room and promptly ignored the one stretched out on his bed.
"Logaaaaan." the voice whined.
"Hold on a second." Logan says scanning his phone, for a moment.
He figured he would delete any more unnecessary texts and missed calls and voice mails.
"Ok, go ahead." Logan states.
"So like remember that shirt I wanted like a month ago?"
I nodded. "What about it?"
"Well it turns out that they sent it to some nobody in New Mexico and now that's like fifty dollars down the drain. And I can't get it back."
Logan looks up from his phone. "Are you kidding me?"
"What?"
"A shirt? Really Kendall? You got me worried over some stupid shirt that you don't have? I race back home because you don't have a fucking shirt?!"
Kendall raises his bushy eyebrows.
"I left the comforts of a nice warm body just so you can bitch about a stupid shirt?"
"Well that's not all I came to tell you-"
"Really now? Next I suppose your lucky guitar pick was stolen?"
"No, my pick is right here." Kendall fishes through his pockets to pull out said blue piece of plastic.
"I mean like seriously Kendall, I was getting over the fact that I was just told that I was raped the night of the party and you're whining about not receiving an article of clothing. You're not the one who's moody as hell or throwing up all of the time. So you can try again if you'd like."
Kendall looked at Logan, not really sure what to say to that at the moment. Making a mental note to ask about all of that later, Kendall shifts a bit before saying,"Well that's...We'll have to talk about that some other time. But currently something else has been bothering me."
Logan sighs. Getting up to sit at his desk. He knew that when someone else, namely Kendall, gets on his bed he never really moves.
"And it being?"
"Is it normal to freak out if your boyfriend was doing weird things?"
"James is weird all the time you have to be more specific." Logan deadpans.
"Like lately he's been blowing me off and acting stranger than normal."
"Again, how so?"
"We've been planning a special week in celebration of us mating and he...stood me up yesterday. Said something about helping a friend. And he hasn't been responding to my texts."
Logan taking a second to not not care about his best friend's relationship, simply said, "James is cheating on you."
At this Kendall sat up. "What? No, he can't be. James wouldn't do that."
"Fine don't consider that option. But it could very well be true. Think about it Kendall. You guys obviously put so much time in setting this up and he couldn't he bother to show up for the first night. He's out with a friend instead of being with you."
Kendall hung his head down. "He can't cheat on me, it's not possible."
Logan shrugs. Everyone knows that a mated pair technically are exclusive but not really until two years after officially mating.
Meaning for the next two years it would be hard for one person to not attract other people into the relationship.
"Suit yourself Kendall. But it is a possibility. You of all people should know this."
Kendall frowns at his friend. "Why would I know this?"
"I don't know maybe because you were the same person that said you did all kinds of research before mating."
"I just assumed that we would be inseparable."
"Don't understand how you could come to that conclusion but I'll work with what I have."
"What?"
"I'm not gonna go into detail about this, but basically you guys are still fresh and new to the mated status. Which means that either one of you-whether you are aware of it or not- could easily hook up with another person with no problem whatsoever."
Kendall gaps. "T-that's not true is it?"
"Yep. And because of this no one really mates anymore, they just get married. Even with that people are still cheating on their partner."
Kendall was silent. Still trying to wrap his head around the information, he tries to change the subject of the conversation.
"So like I've noticed that you've been really moody. A lot more than normal. Are you ok?"
"Fantastic. I was fantastic until you sent me a text stating that there was a problem. I was enjoying physical contact until you ruined it."
"Well what were you doing before hand that was soo great?"
"I was-" Logan can't go into detail about what he was doing with Carlos.
It's not like that he could explain himself anyways. The way he feels with Carlos to him is beyond what he can express.
And for basically the past week Logan's been telling everyone that he doesn't like Carlos. (But surely that will change, it kinda already has).
Well besides, the fact how Carlos told Logan he was raped. He can't really explain that either.
Kendall might question him more if he told him what he was doing and why he was doing it.
"You know what it really doesn't matter."
"Logan you just said earlier that you were...raped...?"
"I-I don't know! I'm going off of what Carlos told me. And I'm not sure if what he said was true, but I think it is and if my dad finds out that I was raped during my heat, he'll kill me. And I don't know what the hell I'll do if I turn up pregnant-"
"Woah woah woah, Logan slow down." Kendall got up from his position on the bed to walk over to the now pacing Logan and grabbed his shoulders to still the other.
Logan being an emotional wreck started to cry again.
"What the hell am I gonna do Kendall? I have far too many other things to be concerned about."
"We'll figure something out ok? Until then you should calm down, I don't want anything to happen to you and perhaps the precious cargo that could be inside of you."
Logan hiccups before saying,"Don't say that please. That is seriously the last thing I wanna hear right now."
"Did Carlos tell you who did it?"
"No, he got away before he could see his face."
Kendall hugs Logan, "Sorry to hear about that, Loges. But what are you gonna do about it?"
Logan straightens himself out. "For now nothing. I'm going to ignore everything. I just want to exist and do nothing but eat, sleep, go to school, maybe even cry and..."
Kendall presses his friend, "And?"
Logan runs a hand through his hair. "Nothing. I'll do nothing."
Kendall was about to say something but that's when his phone alerted him that he had a text message. The blonde all but dived towards the night stand where he placed it down for the moment.
Sorry babe can't make it back for tomorrow xoxo
Kendall grunted,"What person puts hugs and kisses after terrible news?"
"James?" Logan asked relieved that they're talking about something else.
"Yeah. Seriously though who does that?"
"James. I mean he would send hugs and kisses every time he broke one of my science projects." Logan pouts. "That didn't get them fixed but that some how made me a little less mad."
Kendall, who was still confused and a little shocked that his boyfriend even sent this to him, placed his phone back where he got from. He didn't feel the need to reply back.
Logan who seemed amused gave a small chuckle. "So what do you plan on doing for your own problem?"
"Well, unlike you I'm actually gonna do something about it."
"Wow, where'd the sudden burst of determination come from?"
"From the inside." Kendall stands and looks ahead.
"Well good luck with that. Oh and Kendall, super swear you won't tell anyone."
"Logan you should tell someone about this."
"NO! I won't do that. Just promise me Kendall."
Kendall once again taken back by the sudden change in mood simply nods. "I won't tell anyone, unless it's life or death." with that Kendall took his leave.
Logan sighed and laid on his bed.
Is ignoring everything really the best option right now? It sure might be just the temporary fix that Logan needs.
"Ugh, I can't think right now."
Where was that invisible support when you need it?
ELSEWHERE
James walked around the alleyway, with his hands in his pockets, trying hard not to look scared. Even though in reality he was basically shaking.
One would ask why was James walking around aimlessly in an alley. Simple answer to such a simple question.
He had a meeting.
A "Top Secret" one.
Though, regardless of how cold he was, he shuffled right along until he came upon a door.
At first glance you wouldn't notice it because there's no actual handle. Instead it's a black hole that serves that purpose. To any other person it's just a hole in the wall.
James had a grip around the bottom of the hole, pulling on it the hidden door opens and he steps inside.
A few looks around he came to his conclusion saying, "It's quiet tonight."
"Of course it is, it's monday not a ton of people come here." a voice said from behind him.
"Oh, well I've only been here a few times anyways, I wouldn't have noticed."
"Since it's just us two, you wanna get started then?"
The hallway they were in was dimly lit so James couldn't see who he was talking too. But he had an idea who it was.
With not a hint of hesitation James response was, "Sure, lead the way."
OK CHAPTER 7 THERE IT IS
A LITTLE BIT OF KOGAN BONDING NEVER HURTS RIGHT? RIGHT
SEEMS LIKE JAMES IS SNEAKING AROUND AND BLOWING OFF HIS BOYFRIEND I THINK KENDALL MIGHT WANNA INVESTIGATE THIS A LITTLE
LOGAN POOR KID DOESN'T EVEN WANNA THINK ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY OF BEING WITH CHILD HE'S STILL TRYING TO COMPREHEND THAT HE WAS RAPED(BY A CERTAIN SOMEONE) THIS WAS JUST ANOTHER MOMENT WHERE WE SEE LOGAN HAS MOOD SWINGS ANOTHER PART OF PREGNANCY
ONCE AGAIN AS STATED I NEVER REALLY WRITE KAMES SO THIS IS WHERE I NEED SOME FEEDBACK I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THINK I'LL TAKE SUGGESTIONS EVEN JUST HELP A WRITER OUT PLEEEEEEEAAAAAASSSSEEEE
ALRIGHT BEGGING TIME
LEMME HEAR IT
THOUGHTS?
UNTIL NEXT TIME
