A/N: I know last chapter was sad. This one is to but please don't hate me it will work out I promise.

Two weeks later

It has been a hard two weeks with the funeral and Aaron being the hospital. Martin still hasn't talked to me. I went over to Matt and Sarah's. I knock and Sarah answered. She hugged me. We walked into her living room. The boys where playing.

Sarah: Hey boys can you play up in your rooms while me and auntie Ruthie talk.

They ran up the stairs.

Ruthie: Matt's not home is he?

Sarah: He is but he's a sleep. He was at the hospital all night.

Ruthie: Okay, first of all nothing I tell you leaves this room okay?

Sarah: Okay.

Ruthie: I'm pregnant. And I haven't been able to talk to Martin. He leaves in a couple of days to go back to Denver.

Sarah: Wow, does anybody else know? How far a long are you?

Ruthie: Margaret and Mac. Almost 12 weeks. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow and I want him to with me.

Sarah: Your just going to have to make him talk to you.

Ruthie: What if he doesn't want me or the baby?

Sarah: He loves you. He's just having a hard time right now.

Ruthie: Thanks Sarah.

Sarah: Your welcome.

When I was walking out Matt came down the stairs.

Matt: Hold it right there.

I turned around to see a very mad Matt.

Matt: Did I hear you right?

Sarah: Matt leave her alone.

Ruthie: Yes, Matt I'm pregnant. You guys owe me. I have kept your little secret for seven years now.

Matt: This way bigger then that.

Ruthie: I haven't told Martin yet. So please don't say anything.

Matt: Okay, I wont. I'm so disappointed in you Ruthie.

Ruthie: I know. I'm sorry.

I walked out. I went to the hospital. Knocked I could here Aaron laughing.

Martin: Come in.

I walked in.

Aaron: Ruthie!!!

Ruthie: Hey Aaron. It looks like your feeling better.

Aaron: I am.

Ruthie: Good. Can I still your dad for a minute?

Aaron: Okay. Go talk to her daddy.

Martin: Okay, I will be right outside if you need me.

We walk into the hall way.

Martin: I'm sorry I haven't talked to you lately.

Ruthie: Look, Martin I know your hurting, and your really upset. But you can't take it out on me.

Martin: I know, I'm sorry. I love you. I'm just afraid of losing you too.

Ruthie: I love you too. I'm not going anywhere. Martin I need to tell you something and I'm not sure how your going to take it.

Martin: You can tell me anything.

Ruthie: I'm pregnant.

Martin: I thought you where on the pill?

Ruthie: I was.

Martin: Oh, how far along are you?

Ruthie: Four months.

Martin: When did you find out?

Ruthie: A month ago.

Martin: When where you going to tell me?

Ruthie: Well I was going to tell you that night in New York.

Martin: Oh. Does anybody else know?

Ruthie: Margaret went with me to buy the test and I was taking it when Mac came home. I wanted to tell you before I told the rest of the family.

Martin: So why are you telling me now?

Ruthie: Sandy told me you had to go back to Denver Friday. And I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. I don't want to go alone.

Martin: Oh, what time?

Ruthie: 9:00 and it's here so you wont be gone very long.

Martin pulls me into a hug. I look up into his eyes.

Ruthie: I'm sorry I should have told you sooner.

Martin: It's my fault. I was the one that pushed you away.

He kissed me. We walked back into Aaron's room. He was a sleep.

Ruthie: How are you doing?

Martin: Truthfully I'm a wreck, but I have to be strong for him.

Ruthie: Well you might have to be strong for me too.

Martin: I will be there for you honey.

Ruthie: I'm scared Martin.

Martin: When are you due?

Ruthie: That's the funny thing. January 15th.

Martin: Isn't that our wedding day?

Ruthie: Yeah. Martin I don't feel so good

I went to the bathroom. Please don't let this be what I think it is. Not now not after everything that has happened already. I looked down and saw the blood. Then I started to cramp. I cleaned myself up and went back to Aarons room. That's when I got really dizzy and passed out.

Martin's POV

I called for the nurse. They took her into the ER. They where asking me all kinds of questions.

Martin: All I know is that she's four months along.

I finally saw Matt come through the door. I knew he would kill me but I told him what was going on. He let me go back with him. He did an exam then a ultra sound. I could tell by the look on Matt's face it wasn't good. I walked over to her and held her.

Matt: I'm sorry guys I can't find a heart beat.

Ruthie cried. Matt left us a lone for while. He called Reverend Camden and Mrs. Camden. I knew I would have to talk to them. I wasn't going to make Ruthie go through that too.

Ruthie: I'm sorry Martin it's all my fault. I shouldn't have got so stressed out.

Martin: It's not your fault you where stressed out. It's mine.

I all I could to is pray. God, I know you have your reasons. But why? The one good thing that has happened to us. Please help me to be strong for Ruthie. I love her so much. Amen. They gave Ruthie some pain meds that made her go to sleep. I went out to face the music. I walked out of the room.

Matt: Do you want me to tell them or do you want too?

Martin: I will.

Matt: I'm sorry.

Martin: Thanks. I just wish I knew why with everything else going on.

Matt: That's probably why. She has been really upset for the last couple of weeks.

Martin: I know and I didn't help matters.

The reverend and Annie came up to us.

Annie: What happened? Is she okay? Where is she?

Martin: Ruthie had a miscarriage. She's really upset but she will be okay.

Eric: You mean she was pregnant?

Martin: Yes sir she was.

Annie: Why didn't you guys tell us?

Martin: I just found out a couple hours ago.

Reverend Camden hugged me and I broke down. I couldn't take it anymore. Annie was still upset.

Matt: She will need a DNC.

Martin: What is that?

Matt: We go in and clean the uterus out.

Annie: Are you sure?

Matt: Yes, she will heal faster. I set it up for tomorrow with Dr. Thomas.

I take them to her room.

Annie: She looks so pale.

Ruthie's POV

Ruthie: I'm so sorry.

Mom: Don't get me wrong. We aren't happy with you or Martin, but we are glad you are okay.

Martin's phone rang. He went outside to answer it. He talked for a little bit. He came back in with a smiling.

Ruthie: Who was that?

Martin: It was Sandy and Aaron. Aaron can feel and wiggle is toes.

Dad: That's wonderful.

I smiled at Martin.

Ruthie: You can go see him if you want to.

Martin: I told him I would be up later. He said for me to tell you to feel better, and he loves you.

He came and sat on the bed and held me.

Three Months later

Aaron, and me are on our way to pick put Martin from the airport. They didn't make it the play offs so he is home until spring training. Aaron has been doing really good in rehab and is now walking and running. Which he really wants to show his dad. His plane landed. We walked over to gate. He sees Martin and runs over to him.

Martin: I'm so proud of you.

Aaron: Mom, Simon and Ruthie have been helping me.

Martin walks over to me and kisses me.

Aaron: Ewwww. Girls have cuddies.

Martin: Not this one.

Ruthie: I don't have cuddies.

He carries Aaron and holds my hand as we walk to baggage claim. He gets his bags and we head home. I made them dinner and we watch a movie. Aaron falls a sleep. Martin carries him to bed. He comes back and cuddles with me.

Martin: I have missed you.

Ruthie: I missed you too.

He kisses me. I pull away and go to our room.

Martin: Did I do something wrong?

Ruthie: No, I'm just not ready yet.

Martin: I'm sorry. I didn't mean to push you into anything.

Ruthie: You didn't.

Martin: I love you.

Ruthie: I love you too.

Martin: What happened I thought you were doing better with this?

Ruthie: I was. I found out yesterday that Sarah is pregnant.

Martin: I'm sorry babe.

Ruthie: I just want to know how you got over it so fast.

Martin: I'm not over it but I have excepted it. Everything happens for a reason Roo. And I know one day we will have a baby.

Ruthie: What if I'm the only Camden women that can't have a baby?

Martin: Then we will adopt.

He hugged me. He wiped my tears away.

Martin: Why don't you take a nice hot bath and relax.

Ruthie: Only if you join me.

Martin: Sounds good to me.

We got in. I was leaning against him and he had his arms around me.

Ruthie: I wish it was our wedding tomorrow.

Martin: So do I. But January will be here before you know it.

Ruthie: I'm glad you didn't make it to the play offs. I don't think I could have gone one more week with out you.

Martin: Me too.

We got done and went to bed. We cuddled and fell a sleep. It was the first time since Martin left that I slept the whole night.

A/N: Thanks for reading. Please review.