Chapter 8
Later that night Sam found himself to be wide awake. The lights were all out, and the pain in his body seemed unimportant at the moment. Sam was staring at the window across the room. He was waiting.
His breathing was coming out in short gasps as his excitement became all but unbearable. He would get what he needed tonight. That much he knew.
A small part of his reserved humanity was questioning this. What happens when he gets out? What happens after he shares Ruby's blood? Does he leave? Dean probably won't forgive him if he ran off with Ruby for a night. Dean would probably leave him.
Sam shrugged the thoughts away. How could he possibly go on without Ruby at the moment? He was desperate! He was out of options!
Sam looked away from the window, and stared at his feet. A year ago, he would have been able to resist this, a year ago he would have never considered this. Now, Sam had never been so strong, but at the same time he had never been so weak.
He had given into temptation and he was damned for it. But he was doing good things with his abilities. He had good intentions right? Pamela sure didn't think so. What she had said to him made him feel even more of a monster.
"If you think you have good intentions, think again."
He winced at the memory.
Why was he even thinking about this now? This whole situation must be getting to his head.
But that's when he felt it. A presence so close he could almost taste it. A presence he wanted to be close to for so long.
"Geez Sam, you look horrible."
His head snapped toward the window. He smiled so deeply at the sight of the black smoke hovering right outside. He knew it was Ruby.
"You've never looked so beautiful!" Sam claimed with relief.
The black smoke then seeped through the cracks of the window into his room, and the scent of sulfur drifted to his nostrils. At the moment, fresh picked flowers wouldn't have smelled sweeter.
"That's cute Sam, now this is probably gonna feel really weird to you. It may even make you sick." Ruby warned.
The smoke slithered and twisted through the air over to Sam's bed. Sam chuckled.
"More sick that I am already? I don't give a crap, just get me outta here!"
"Alright, I warned ya."
Sam was suddenly smothered by the smoke, it was everywhere. He could see nothing but black, but the smoke didn't enter his body, not that it could, but it never even tried. It just hovered.
Sam's whole body then began to tingle, then soon became numb. He sighed with relief as his inner pain was suddenly relieved. But in its place was a weird pressure. It was indescribable really, it felt like every molecule of his body was being ripped away and floating overhead, but still there was no pain. Like Ruby had warned, it just felt weird.
He tried to look at his body but all there was, was black. That's when he felt even weirder, all the molecules that he felt had been 'floating' as he put it, felt another pulling. Like someone was guiding the little pieces of him.
Just then, he heard Dean screaming. He knew it was Dean because he knew his voice, but the words were inaudible. He guessed Dean had seen what Ruby was doing to him.
But now he heard nothing except Ruby's soft whispering.
"We're out Sam, you're free."
Sam was filled with deep feelings of ecstasy. He was out of that bed for the first time in two weeks, and even though he didn't really know where his body was he felt really good.
"Where are we going?" Sam asked with a hint of excitement in his voice.
"Don't worry Sam, you'll be alright. Everything will be fine." Ruby said comfortingly. Sam again could detect the smile in her tone.
Still, Sam took comfort in her words and felt himself fall into a dark, welcomed, blissful slumber.
Alright, I usually post 2 chapters a day, but today i was really busy and tomorrow doesnt look too much better. I swear I'll get at least one chapter in tomorrow, Who knows maybe I will write 2, depends on the time I have. :D
And I am so sorry this chapter is so short, I really couldnt figure out how to make it longer without dragging it out and making it boring. I want to capture your interest! ;)
Thank you for all the kind reviews, oh man i couldnt have asked for a better support system! Really thank you all!
