Hi Everybody!
Hows things? Anyway, I think that this isn't too late so I hope you enjoy the story!
Disclaimer: I've never owned twilight.
BPOV
I walked into the school grounds with a heavy heart, today was going to be hard. This was my first day bad and some changes had happened since I was gone. I no longer had biology, everyone seemed to think I was their friend and Edward was gone. I walked to my lessons, trying to ignore everyone but the friends I had before the disaster. There was a picture of Edward in each classroom, surrounded by flowers. I added some to the collection in my English class. I was surprised at how my friends acted around me, Jessica wasn't looking for gossip and didn't care if I wasn't listening. Angela was babbling all the time and Lauren was close to me at all times. They were avoiding anything that reminded me of Edward. Once Lauren mentioned the beach trip to La Push and I shivered. That beach trip was with Mike. Everyone glared at her until I started talking again. Everyone could see I was in pain (I think that's why Lauren was hanging close to me) but no one mentioned it. I was short tempered with people but I didn't let it go without saying sorry. They always assured me that it was fine, that I wasn't that bad. I was heading to the cafeteria. When Tyler caught up with me.
"Hi Bella," He smiled.
"Hay," I smiled back.
We reached the cafeteria door and he said, "I was wondering if you wanted to go to the movies after school?"
I froze, did he seriously ask me out on a date? He waited for my answer.
"I don't think I can make it," I said through gritted teeth.
"How about tomorrow, I know this movie that your gonna love!" He exclaimed.
"I can't make it," I repeated.
"How about…" Tyler tried again.
"Edward just died!" I yelled.
The whole cafeteria went silent.
"And you're hitting on me!" I continued to yell.
"I thought it would help get your mind off things," Tyler stuttered.
"Just stay away from me!" I ordered before walking away with tears in my eyes.
I didn't get my lunch, I didn't go to the table full of my friends, I went to a table were no one was. I sat down, I could see Jessica and Angela. Jessica had her gossip look on her face. She went to come over to me but Angela stopped her. I was thankful, I couldn't handle people right now. I put my face in my hands, everyone had went back to there own business now. I felt a cold hand on my shoulder. I looked up to find Alice.
"Hi," She smiled weekly.
"Hi," I tried to smile but I don't think it worked.
"How you handling things?" She asked.
"Not well. I'm sure you heard my outburst before," I commented.
"I felt like slapping him myself to be truthful. I was going to stop him but I was too late," Alice sighed, "I've been too late a lot."
I knew she meant the disaster in the biology room.
"You saved him," I whispered, "You weren't late then."
"Thank god," She smiled then sat down beside me.
"Alice…" I paused.
"What?" She asked.
"Can you tell me something?" I asked.
"Of course," Alice promised.
"Can you see anything good in my future?" I asked, "I'm struggling to see it."
Alice nodded, "I can. Everything will be over soon."
"It might help if you told everyone where to go," I commented, even though I didn't want them to go.
A deal was a deal and I promised Jasper I would try. I felt a wave of happiness. I looked around to see Jasper in the food line. I think he heard me.
"Oh Bella, you see I'm doing the right thing," Alice grinned, "I'm doing this for you."
I couldn't feel shock because Jasper was controlling my emotions but I still asked, "Me?"
She nodded, "Yes, you. I just need a bit more time then I'll tell them whatever they want to know," Alice commented.
Time was one thing I wanted and fear all at the same time. I wanted a bit more time with them coming to this school but I feared that if they waited too long I would be showing. Life was hard and it sucked! The family approached the table, all with their props. They sat down. Rosalie was sitting next to me with Emmett at her side. Jasper was seated next to Alice.
"Have anything you want," Rosalie smiled.
Between them they had everything I liked from the cafeteria. I smiled at them, "Thanks."
I grabbed an apple from Rosalie's tray and ate it slowly. Emmett rolled his eyes, "All the good food here and you pick an apple?"
I shrugged, "I like apples."
"Do this for me and eat what I can't," Emmett pleaded, "If I was eating I would have the chocolate cake, not the apple."
I laughed, "Unhealthy, you'll make me fat."
What I said made my face pale. The word fat reminded me of it. It was growing and soon everyone will see it. Rosalie only took a second to catch on. The others stared at me, completely clueless.
"Do you have a fear of getting fat or something?" Emmett asked.
"Are you ok?" Alice asked.
"I'm not hungry," I said before standing up and leaving.
Rosalie went to follow but Alice was first. She was by my side by the time I left the cafeteria.
"What's wrong?" Alice asked, "Do you feel sick?"
I nodded but I was really fine.
"I'll take you home," Alice smiled.
I could picture Charlie's face now, I wouldn't be able to come back for another year!
"I need to stay," I stated, "I just need some air."
I left Alice and hoped that she didn't follow. She didn't. I found some stairs that lead to my next class. I began heading that way. I got half way up when Tyler started calling my name. I stopped even though I didn't want to talk to him.
"Bella! I wanted to tell you that I didn't mean to offend you earlier," He explained.
"What do you expect?" I snapped then tried to continue on my way but he blocked me.
"Please, I was just trying to help. Get your mind of things. I didn't mean a date, I'm not stupid," Tyler explained.
I tried to calm myself, I knew that he didn't mean it that way. I didn't want to be stupid so I said, "I overacted, I'm sorry. I'm a little emotional right now so would you mind giving me some space?"
"I understand that. See you around," He shrugged before leaving.
I couldn't force my feet to move. I sat down where I was before beginning to cry. I wished Edward were here with me so I didn't have to pretend that he was dead. It was too real. Plus not seeing him was hard. The bell rang and I made myself move. Tears blurred my vision, making it difficult to see. The stairs was soon busy with students. I was near the top when I heard Alice call, "Bella!"
I turned my head but I couldn't see her. Then something horrible happened, I missed the step. I began to tumble down the stairs. People dodged out of the way but no one tried to stop me. I was half way down when cold arms stopped me. I could barley keep myself awake. I could see it was Alice who had me.
"Oh my god Bella! Can you hear me?" Alice asked, panic fill of her voice. There was a huge circle around us.
"Alice," I managed to say.
"Call an ambulance!" Alice cried.
I was lying on the ground. Alice was supporting my upper body. I saw a beautiful woman pull out her mobile. I blinked, the caller was Rosalie. Panic rushed through my body as her eyes met mine. Was my baby ok?
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