Hello peoples I know you all have been dying to see what all the bruhaha about what's gonna happen with Jacob and here it is.
I waited for Edward, not to do anything, but to tell him. He deserves to know. Then I saw him. My heartbeat quickened. I started to sweat. He was probably going to hate me now. I hoped he wouldn't.
"Jacob, what's wrong?" he asked me.
"Edward, I-" I stopped myself. I couldn't do it.
"Jacob tell me,"
He wanted to know, so I told. "I'm pregnant."
He didn't say anything. My eyes started to feel with tears. I ruined his life. He probably never wanted to see me again.
"You must hate me, don't you?"
"No." he said. "I don't hate you."
He didn't hate me? How could you not hate me? I'm pregnant and I ruined the one chance you had to get back with a girl you loved. This was a first. I've been told I "I hate you" whenever I screwed up, and judging by how many people have told me that, I've screwed up more than I could count. This was my biggest screw up yet and he didn't hate me? I didn't get it.
" I love you too much to hate you," he said. He obviously read my thoughts.
But that was the least of my problems. I didn't want a baby. I had too much in my life going on for a baby to be involved. I mean I knew how fast they grew and because Seth and Emmett had Emmalie and Etana, but still I didn't want a baby. It was too much work. I had a whole life ahead of me.
"Jacob, I'll be there for you."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
Sorry about the ending not what you intended it to be, right? Anyhoo, I just went ahead and added Seth and Emmett into the mix and their twin daughters Emmalie (a mix of Emmett and Rosalie) and Etana (I couldn't find another name that had an E in it so I chose this one). They'll be mentioned more in the later chapters.
Aloha and XOXO,
Alohilani
