HEY! I'm going to be making this chapter Jacobs POV! He's not that romantic though! Just warning you! Just read the story and stop reading this!

I think I might have just blown my chances with my soul mate. Nessie had just been sitting there ever since I practically demanded that we got together. Maybe she had found someone else. Someone better. I really hope not. I don't want to sound like a selfish jackass but I want my Ness all to myself. I don't think I could live if she didn't want me. I don't see how the other imprinted guys could have waited this long. Some even had to wait longer. I loved Renesmee since the first time I saw those big beautiful milk chocolate brown eyes. Of course I never thought about her that way. I thought about how I could please her. God, Blondie vamp had a lot of jokes about that! "Oh what a loyal mutt." She always had something to say about me being a werewolf. A lot of her jokes were about getting me neutered. Emmett and she laughed a lot about that. I don't think about the jokes though. My mind is in a constant fog when my Nessie is around. I love Nessie more than she could ever imagine.

I recently thought about marriage. Am I even good enough for her? She deserves so much more than me. I'm just a poor guy from the reservation. The worst thing was that I didn't even know if she loved me back. I just stood there and waited for her to say something. Truthfully I was a nervous wreck inside. She looked stunned; maybe I just caught her off guard.

I waited for her for about five more minutes until she threw her arms around my neck and pulled my lips down to hers. One minute I was just sitting here waiting for an answer to my suggestion, and the next I was kissing the hottest girl in the world. This was pretty cool. I would so have to brag to Quill and Embry about this. Of course they would see it in my mind when I phased. Awesome, now they can see this moment. Nessie's lips were as sweet as sugar and I wanted more. Scratch that. I needed more. I traced her bottom lip with my tongue. Asking permission for entrance. Luckily she let me enter. I moaned. This was paradise; Nessie's mouth was sweeter than the sweetest thing in the world. I could never get enough of this.

Suddenly I felt a tug on my boxers. I really wanted this but I promised Edward that I would never do anything she wasn't ready for and this was definitely one of them. I quickly backed away. Nessie looked up at my face with a hurt look.

"What's wrong Jake? Do you… not want me that way?" Her lip quivered.

"No, Ness. I do. Definitely. Your Dad made me promise though." I said.

"What promise?" She asked.

"Nothing." I quickly said.

Its not that I didn't want to marry Nessie, It's just that I don't know If she wants to think about that stuff yet. I don't want to sound like a guy who's obsessed or anything.

"What promise Jacob? Tell me please." She pleaded.

I sighed.

"Edward made me promise that I wouldn't make love to you until we were married." I looked down at my shoes. I was embarrassed.

"Oh." Was all she said.

"I told you It didn't matter Ness." I tried to get some form of conversation.

"No. I understand Jake. I want to wait too then." She said and smiled up at me.

"God I love you Renesmee." I said.

"I love you too Jacob." She replied.

I reached down to touch her face and she leaned into It. Our lips met and she was the last thing I thought about was the promise I made with Edward, before my mind went into the delirious fog that Nessie always had me in. I knew that If she wanted something than I couldn't refuse her. I was worried now. What if things went too far? I couldn't break my promise. I really wanted too though. No. I couldn't. I wouldn't do that to Edward.

Okay my kiddies! I hope you liked this chapter. I really enjoyed writing It. Now I am going outside to be in the 70 degree weather we are having in March. This is very rare In Minnesota so I got to go bye!