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You look good, I said to myself to try and steady my nerves. It didn't work. No matter what I did, I couldn't stop the feeling of butterflies in my stomach. They flittered about my stomach and I couldn't help the nervous feeling that came with that. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea, a large voice in the back of my head said. I mean, how will this get you with Alec? He probably won't even care. He'll just think that you're a teenager that "gets around" with humans. You don't even look pretty in that─

Just as my thoughts were getting me carried into a place I didn't want to be in, the door opened. I jumped, afraid it would be Aro or, even worse, someone like Alec, Jane, or Caius. But my fear was soon turned into shock as I saw a fiery girl with burnt red mahogany hair enter my room. She was quite tall with envious curves compared to my small ones, cascading curls, and violet eyes. I knew those weren't natural, but they looked natural on her. She was by far the prettiest one in the Volturi and her beauty could even be compared to Rosalie's. She was wearing a very revealing red dress and she looked like she was ready to go to the same place I was. Though, I had a feeling that she dressed like this most of the times. I, however, was very out of my element in my evening's outfit.

"Whoa girl," Heidi said whilst whistling. She sized me up, scrutinizing every inch. I stood there, shy and fidgeting. "You look hot." It was true, I showed much more skin than I had liked to on a normal basis. I was wearing a sleeveless, curve hugging, black shirt and a short red pleated skirt. My feet were covered in black gladiator heels, which took my height from petite to short. I would have worn elements of my outfit on a normal day but my legs would have had black tights on and I would have worn a cardigan or something of the sort. But it wasn't just my outfit that was hot. I had gone all-out with my decision to make Alec jealous. My hair was up into a curly ponytail, exposing my shoulders. I was wearing a scarlet lipstick to match my skirt and I had gone with a sort-of smokey-eye, putting on black eyeliner with minimal eyeshadow. "Let me take a picture so we can document this ever happening."

Heidi took at least ten minutes in snapping photos so she would have proof of a little Cullen dressing like this. "Heidi, I think that's enough," I said, chuckling as I said this. I made a move to leave the room, but she stopped me with her hand. "I need to go."

Heidi clicked her tongue and shook her head at me. "Silly little girl, I will be going with you," she said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. And I didn't want Heidi going with me. There were several reasons for this. I planned on acting a little crazy and I didn't particularly want anyone I would see the next day to see me like that. And if Heidi, who was one of the major guards and assets to the Volturi, went, we would surely have guards with us. And that was just more people who would see my no-doubt reckless behavior. Before I could protest, she cut me off again. "I could always have a little fun and you need the help of another female."

With that, she left me standing in the room. I dared to believe that she actually let me be. Of course, my beliefs were squandered when she came back in the room and beckoned for me to follow her. I took a deep breath before leaving my sheltered room and following. She led me down a familiar hallway, but then again, all the hallways looked the same here. They were all dark and made of some kind of home. They were lit, but I don't know how considering there was no fire or electricity. The Volturi worked in weird ways, including their building.

All too soon, we were standing in the door to the throne room. Heidi walked in, while I chose to stay hidden behind the doorway. I couldn't risk the mortification I would feel if Aro, Caius, or even Marcus saw me in my outfit. So I waited for at least several minutes for Heidi to come back. I was debating leaving her, but I didn't know my way around the castle or Volterra, so it was a good thing she offered to come. I wished I could hear what she was talking to them about, but my stupid half-vampire hearing didn't help me. Thanks Bella, I sent towards my mom as I cursed the human half of me for the umpteenth time.

Suddenly, Heidi appeared, which scared the living Dracula out of me. What scared me even more was that she was not alone. "Good news," she said excitedly, reminding me of Aunt Alice. Heidi was the last person I would imagine to be like my Aunt Alice, but her excited personality, positive outlook, and obsession over her clothes reminded me of her. Though, in looks, she reminded me of Rosalie. Her beauty could rival those of my other aunt. "Aro said we could do as we please, but we have to have these two losers with us," she pouted, gesturing towards the two men who would be accompanying us.

The first one I recognized as Felix with his large build whom reminded me of Emmett. I had met him only once when I first arrived in Volterra and it wasn't under the best circumstances. He had said one sentence to me and his voice was dull and monotonous; I wasn't sure if he personality was that way. "Heidi, we all know that you want me with you tonight while you are drunk and dancing," he stated in a jokingly manner. I laughed as he reminded me of my Uncle Emmett. Being around Heidi and Emmett served to remind me of a dose of home, and hearing them speak eased the homesickness I was feeling.

The second guard was just my luck. He was handsome, wearing human clothes as a means of fitting in. He was wearing a simple, black muscle-hugging t-shirt and a pair of low riding jeans. If I was lucky maybe the shirt would ride up and I could get a glimpse of─ Bad Renesmee, I thought as I stopped my thoughts wandering to where they shouldn't be wandering. His hair was messy and I felt to compulsion to run my fingers through it and fix it. His red eyes were covered by brown contacts and I didn't like seeing him with my eye color. I loved his eyes the color of blood. I felt a little mad at seeing him though; of course my luck would make my guard Alec.


I could hear the music from the human club over a block away. With my terrible hearing, it was great. I was sure that the others could hear it from much longer but the music was pounding and I was sure that it was annoying them to no end. Tonight was truly going to suck for them.

We walked into Club di Sangue, which meant in Italian "Club of Blood." No doubt vampires had something to do with it, I found it amusing. There was a large number of people there, most dancing to the music. There was a bar right when we walked in filled with humans who looked either depressed or drunk. And, of course with any club, there was lots of sexual movement. People were dancing in a way that would make Alice gasp and various places on the wall were couples making out. If my plan worked out, I would part of that group with somebody.

In the large crowd, I lost Heidi and the others. I was now in the middle of the dance floor, caught in the massive numbers of dancing humans. And for once, I let loose and joined them. I had never quite danced this way before, but I did what felt natural and just moved my body to the music. It was quite different than Esme's dancing lessons, where I learned how to waltz. But this kind of dancing felt good. It felt free.

I danced for the next three songs before I decided to head to the bar and grab some shots. As I felt the burn of vodka going down my throat, I suddenly felt the need to do something. Something daring.


Several songs and several shots of vodka later, I wasn't feeling right. I was dancing in a way that might make some people in the club gasp. I had to admit, I was feeling pretty sexy. Surprisingly, no human boys had made a move to dance with me yet. I largely suspected that Alec had something to do with it, but I had no proof nor knowledge as to where he even was.

I spotted a rather nice looking human dancing by himself and I decided to seize the moment and grab his arm. He looked shocked for a second before seeming pleased. I started to dance, still holding onto his arm. He caught on quickly and grabbed my hips and began to dance with me. It didn't feel right dancing with him but the vodka easily covered it up. We continued dancing and with each second he began to get braver. I was starting to feel uncomfortable dancing with the human but I didn't stop on my own. No, when I heard a growl and felt my partner's hands leaving my hips was when we stopped.

I turned around, almost falling down I was so drunk, and didn't see the boy. I did, however, see a very angry Alec. His eyes weren't brown anymore, but red in anger. If it was possible, smoke would be coming out of his ears. He didn't like what he saw, at all. He growled, which I dared to think turned me on. Instead of exploding like I predicted him to, he pulled me outside and into a nearby alley. Being in an alley in the dark, I felt like I should have been afraid. But being with Alec didn't give me feelings of fear; he made me feel safe and protected. He turned suddenly and pushed me into the wall, his eyes blazing with anger, but the hands that gripped my arms were gentle and caressing my skin.

"What were you doing?" He roared in a voice I had never heard him use before. "Dancing with a human? You are a vampire, what are you thinking? You could have exposed us! You could have gotten us all killed with your recklessness!"

I shrunk back away from him in remorse. I wasn't feeling as brave as I was before. I felt scared and vulnerable. I didn't like the feeling being drunk gave me; I couldn't control my emotions that were all over the place. I uttered in a voice as small as I felt, "is that all you really care about? Being exposed?"

He glared at me and ran in vampire speed away, leaving me sitting in an alley cold, drunk, and alone.


I slid down the wall and was sitting on the ground in the alley. I didn't know how long it had been, minutes or hours, but I didn't want to get up. All I knew was, I didn't want to go back into the club. So there I sat, in the alley near a club where not too long ago, I was drunk and dancing.

I don't know how long I sat there, but I knew when he got back. He wasn't running anymore and he didn't seem as angry. I didn't dare to look at him for fear of what I would do and find. I just stared at the ground in front of me as if it were the most interesting thing in the world. "No," he said softly but with conviction. "No, that's not all I care about."

He paused like he was waiting for a response from me, which he wouldn't get. "I didn't like seeing you dance that way with another male. I want to kill him for the way he touched you," he growled out menacingly. "I didn't like how I handled it. I didn't like the things I said to you when we met but they had to be said. I don't like how tonight will end, with you drunk and forgetting everything. I don't like imagining that things will be the way I know they will, but things will go back to the way they were. I can't explain why, not now. Maybe not ever. I don't like a lot of things about us, but I can assure you that there's a small part that likes you. But I can't be with you, a Cullen, a half breed. I can't be with you for a lot of reasons. I just want to know that we had at least tonight. Just us and not some stupid boy."

After his little speech, I thought he left. It turned out that I was wrong and he was still standing there beside me. I looked at him and that was all it took. He kissed me and I passed out.


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