Puffgirl1952 the 2nd: wait and see. Lol
SerenityMorrison: there are other things to worry over in this story.
Dymond313: you'll see.
airrialrtutton: I want them to progress slowly and not just jump into bed together. It's a flourishing romance from the medieval times. There wasn't a lot of bed jumping between those trying to romance one another first and keeping the relationship under wraps. Lol
TropicalRemix: she got it into her head that she could do anything. That she had all the power. Sad thing is she didn't and that got shown to her in spades! Lol
OrientalDanceGirl: it's a mix. She's not staying for long though. Saori won't be evil but she recognizes certain things faster than others.
mryann: yup.
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Memoirs of a slave ch.8
Serenity POV
The weeks passed by without a word. Saori, to avoid being asked anything in relation, left back for her country. Claiming the need for family made her homesick. I wondered if it was more due to that or the fact that Endymion, despite his offer of a room for her, made it clear he wasn't interested in pursuing a new relationship to which she had tried to step in the shoes of as soon as Ann was given the proverbial boot. She had hovered for days straight around before he got the hint and gave her the hint.
Ann did move out but didn't hesitate to still try to get Endymion to let her stay. He declined and had the butler gently remove her from the estate. She slapped him and said he was horrible in bed anyways. I doubt that. I blushed at my own thoughts before keeping to my cleaning. Now that Ann was gone there was less need for so many maids around. A lot of them were grabbing choirs to do or looking for new employment before Endymion would let them go.
I tried to stay within sight yet not always. It seemed he always knew when I was in the room with him. It was very unnerving. I blushed a great deal. It was when winter approached that I saw the snowflakes fall. Getting cooler in the long sleeved sweater the maids were given as part of the winter dress code I pulled the blanket from the couch over me tighter. It was my break time so I used it to keep me warm as I took to reading books.
I liked getting lost in another world for a little bit before I had to go back to my mundane life. I hadn't noticed when the door opened and closed only a few moments later when the draft of the air hit my face. Looking up I found Endymion standing in front of me. Feeling I had overstayed my welcome – and looking entirely too comfortable in his furniture – I removed the blanket, "My apologies sir, I was just getting off of break." Standing up he blocked me. "Sir?" I asked, unsure of what he wanted.
"The names Endymion…Serenity…" he said my name differently now. With more affection. It caught my attention. My eyes rose up and saw something new in his eyes. It wasn't something I could easily read. His hand slowly came out and latched gently onto my chin before pulling my face at an angle to him, "I want to kiss you." he states in all honestly. My eyes widened, "I…" I was shell shocked. Unable to talk.
"May I?" he asked. I couldn't talk. It felt like my throat went dry and my lips went numb. Why won't you open your mouth?! Speak damn it! He dropped his hand, getting the impression that I was rejecting him no doubt. "My apologies, - " He began NO! I mentally screamed. Then I panicked. Jumping into action I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. I felt him respond with eagerness. Soon we were both on the couch. Only this time he lay partially on top of me as I laid haphazardly on the couch.
"I've wanted to do that since I met you." He admitted breaking his lips from mine. I nodded as we kissed some more. "Let's move this into a more private room." he suggested, a grin on his face I hadn't seen before. Now I stuttered. I wasn't sure. Was I ready for sex? He had just divorced his wife. My mother had barely been dead for a year. Not to mention one we did come from two different worlds. Two I wanted to marry someday and have children. And three I had always been taught to wait until you were married for a man to touch you that way.
Yet I knew I wanted this. My body was singing for me to go with him. However I could not betray my mother's teachings, it was all I had left of her. so with that in mind I regained control over my hormones and settled down the urge to consummate this relationship together. It would be painful but necessary in the end. I just hoped I would feel the same way when I looked back on this moment.
"So sorry Endymion but I was raised that a woman is only intimate with her husband. We are not married. It would be wrong both morally and ethically." I explain. I pulled away, "Are we not married in spirit?" he asked me. I looked to him in confusion. "I have felt love for you for a long while now. Nearly the entire time we've known one another we've been practically 'courting' as the term goes." I blushed at his words.
"I know that I would love to make you my wife. If you'd have me as your husband." I was stunned by his words. "Really?" I asked him. A smile of hope gracing my face. He smiled, "Really. All of our time together spent talking, laughing, getting to know one another…" he bent closer to me. I felt him pick my right hand up before kissing the inner palm. "That my love is 'courting'." He explained. Before I could talk he continued, "Doesn't matter how we got together what matters is what we do with it." he stated.
"I've waited so long to do this. To have something of my own. Your mine Serenity. I want to make you be physically mine…now. Do you want to make me yours?" he asked. This time he stepped away. I looked up to him and saw the determination in his eyes. I also saw the reprieve in them to. He would wait if I asked it of him. Its why he distanced himself from me. It gave me the resolve I needed.
I stood up with confidence in my next moves. "I to feel the love you hold for me Endymion. If you believe we are married in the heart and spirit then I know it to be true for us both. I want to be yours…forever." I tell him. He doesn't waste any time. Pulling me down the corridor he ushers me through the door to his rooms. Somehow we make it without attracting the attention from a single servant. Ensuring that the doors are locked he begins undoing my uniform as I fiddled with his shirt. I had never slept with a man before.
The birds and the bees was a short conversation of the man's eel in a woman's cave. I didn't grasp much more than the basic bits which resulted in me understanding where babies come from. My mother didn't feel that was a highly needed to know fact for me. She always said she'd tell me more when I got older. We both kind of forgot…I watched as he came around and loosened up the back buttons so he could gently remove my uniform.
"So what do I do?" I asked him. He looked into my eyes and held me snuggly in his arms. They were like bands of warmth around me. I felt safe, secure and content. I trusted him. "Just go with what feels good to you. Let your body guide you." He assured, nuzzling me. I nodded and wrapped my arms once more now more confident around his shoulders. Kissing him I felt his body against my own until as he stepped forward gently guiding me back.
Feeling the wall now he bent a little disconnecting the small kiss we had. I saw the look of love and lust in his eyes. Then I saw happiness and smiled back. He lifted me up. My eyes widened at the action but forced my body to relax. He would never do anything I didn't want to. I was here out of my own will. My legs instinctively wrapped around his waist. I felt embarrassed having them so spread out, "Oh Serenity." He moaned gently.
It sent currents through me at hearing my name said like that. My blood ran warmer and I felt heat flaring up in me at the thought of what I was doing to him and I barely touched him. It felt exhilarating. I held on tighter as his hands found their way beneath my long dress. The maid's uniform for winter time was essentially a dress that went down to my feet. There was a half a corset on that enabled me to carry a small pad of paper for writing down choirs on.
I had no inkling of where it was right now. The ties of the corset were in the back with a leather lacing in the front to keep it in place. It wouldn't be proper to have ties in the front as well. Mine however was currently being pulled up from in front of me to leaving a layer laying bunched up in front of my waist and the remaining fabric falling from the sides leaving my legs from upper thigh exposed for his touching pleasure.
With my legs now up he stripped the leg warmers from me but not before slipping my shoes from my feet. Incidentally slipping my socks off in the process to. He now had access to feel my bare skin. I gasped as he felt up my now bare legs. I was so unused to this. The only thing that kept me from shying away was the look in his eyes. He wanted to make sure I was okay with his touches. It aided in calming me down.
This was the most a man had ever touched me though. I felt exhilarated. I didn't know what to do so I just let my instincts take hold. He pulled at the strings to the corset behind me. It loosened up dramatically before he pulled the straps down my shoulders and tossed it to the side. Lost for now. He then pulled the top half of the dress down and let it bunch with the reset against my waist. I felt exposed when I felt the air hit my skin.
The brassier that I had been given to wear felt less than what I had ever worn but it supported better I had to admit. At least until he unbuttoned the front of it and slipped it over my shoulders before it landed somewhere in the room. I shuddered in pleasure and fear. I hadn't had this happen before ever. The first time I ever even kiss a man and I also make love to him to…how does that even get conceived?
My nipples perk up. My breathing increased. No one but myself even had ever seen my breasts, "Endymion." I needed to know how he took seeing them. He looked up before leaning forward and sucking one into his mouth. The sensations that came from it threw me for a spin, "I oh Endymion." I guess what he heard was enough for him as he switched breasts and gently nipped at my nipple. I yelped in shock before he soothed it away with his tongue. "You taste amazing." He moaned.
He pulled me away from the wall, my legs still wrapped around his hips as I was deposited onto his bed. "I'm glad you're the first woman I've ever had in my bed that I love." He told me. I blushed and smiled, "Me to." I watched as he pulled the rest of my uniform off and the leg warmers before undressing himself. When his breaches dropped to the floor I turned a new tomato shade of red and had to force myself to not to turn away from him.
He leaned forward and gently maneuvered me to the pillows. "I want to taste you." I went to kiss him when he chuckled, "Not these lips…or rather not just these lips." I looked confused. What other lips is he referring to? I thought. Seeing my confusion he pulled my legs further apart and dipped his head between. It looked foreign and embarrassing to see him down there. "Endymion what on earth are you…" I began to ask. However when his tongue touched the most intimate part of my body my back bolted from the bed in shock, "Endymion!" I gasped.
I had never had such a sensation happen to me before. It was a shock of pleasure and unknown feelings. He held my hips in place, "Calm down…do you trust me?" he asked after a beat. Not moving now wanting to ensure I was comfortable with him down there. I looked into his eyes and saw the same feelings I held for him reflected in his. "With my heart." I responded. He dipped down while keeping his eyes connected with mine and licked my lower lips once more. I couldn't keep the contact.
The sensations were to much to shocking for me to do anything other than feel. When his tongue went in deeper I let out a mewl that made me feel like blushing even more. I was sure by now that I was a permanent shade of red. The heat that flooded me felt insane. I felt wetness accumulate that I had hardly ever felt before down there. He lapped it up like a cat to cream. I stopped feeling so embarrassed and began to feel the pulsing pleasure rise.
When he started to suck at my lips then at this pulse point down there I felt a clenching unknown to me happen. I screamed into the pillow next to me. I didn't want to draw attention down to our activities. I felt the muscles release me from their hold as I caught my breath. "I…oh…" I was still stunned. "Endymion…" I looked down to find his lips covered in a wetness before he licked it away, "You taste divine." He told me.
It took me a moment to gather what he meant and I went crimson before I watched him pull up over me. Lining himself up. I tensed only to find him kissing my lips. Allowing me to have a lingering taste of myself on his lips. It distracted me long enough as I felt him move into me forcefully. I gasped and he only slipped his tongue inside. Preventing me from being too loud I suspected. I had to smile.
He pulled my legs up around his hips as he began to move slowly at first before gaining rhythm and speed. I held on to his shoulders as he moved powerfully over me. Controlling the rhythm and ensuring that I was taken care of. I looked into his eyes and saw the determination to please me before anything happened for himself. It spoke to me on the level of caring and love he held for me. I fell more in love if possible. I would somehow make it work out with his class of people I had to.
"I want this with you forever." I admitted, my breath gasping on his oncoming thrusts. He smiled, "I do as well my love…my Serenity…" his head dipped into my shoulder and sucked on the skin there as his thrusts took on a new rhythm. The feel of his velvety tongue on my neck made me arch further into his next thrust into me. Making it a harder and stronger feeling. "Oh yes!" I bite my lip. As if I was denying him pleasure he growled low in his throat and attacked my lips.
I hadn't even known he left my neck or had dragged a trail up my neck. My senses were all skewed. He nibbled on my now bruised lip, "I love making you blush." His voice betrayed the lust I knew he felt cause I felt the same way to. "Me to!" I arched my body again as he ground himself against the smooth and wet walls of my body. It made me squeeze him tightly. Clench my walls around him.
I felt myself shaking as his thrusts took me further than before, his body hitting me harder than before now. I could tell he was losing control as his hips were beginning to go so fast that I swore they blurred before my eyes. Either that or I was moving that fast myself from the rhythm beneath him. "I love you." I said shakily. He held me tightly as his movements took on a faster speed. Burying his head in my neck I felt him lick all over. It should have grossed me out but I merely held his head in place.
I felt like he was devouring me. So when I began a new set of shaking, realizing what was going to happen he took both of my ankles into each hand and held them apart as his new angle had him going much deeper. I felt the wracks take hold of me as my culmination happened. It pulled on him as well. I could tell mine triggered his as he stalled for a moment before hitting me with everything he had and spraying me with his seed.
I should have been concerned we didn't try to stop it nor have him pull out, but right now I just felt an immense high. The pleasure blinding me from the realities of the world and how they would see it and how they would react to it. He collapsed on top of me before moving partially over and pulling me with him, "Well figure it out later. I promise. Right now this is for us to enjoy." He said. I agreed and curled into him.
