Definitely, Maybe
Jessicka Sullivan lie on her bed looking up at the ceiling thinking about what she had accomplished since moving to California. It hadn't been much but she had managed to get her daughter into school and get a baby sitter for Delilah, aka her mom. There was so much that needed done during the day. Jessicka concentrated on the ceiling fan as the blades spun around. It was warm here, and she knew it wasn't where her friends were. She missed them and she also knew that to get him off her brain she had to stay away from them. But that was okay. She had watched Raw last night and hadn't been disappointed by the show Jessica put on, but had been shocked by what Randy had done. There was no way that was the same man that she was married to years ago. She got up and walked downstairs clad in a white tank top and a pair of pajama shorts. She got on the computer and the first thing she did was sign onto and saw what she was looking for. It was a bad idea but she just knew that she had to do it. She had already told Vince that she wasn't writing the article for him on Jericho's return, which was a good thing because she really hated the man. Probably almost as much as Jessica did. She picked up the phone and made a call she wouldn't have made in a million years and called in her one last favor with an old friend. When she hung up she had three backstage passes and three tickets for Raw the following Monday in Anaheim. She looked at the clock and cussed loudly. She had to pick Grace up from the bus stop in ten minutes. She ran upstairs and changed into jeans and left her tank top on, and with her long red hair flying behind her she ran down the street to the corner barefoot and got there just in time. The other parents watched as She stopped, bent over and caught her breath. They shook their heads and waited for the bus to come to a full stop. Grace was the first one off the bus and she was crying.
"Gracie, what's wrong honey." She asked her little girl, but didn't get a response because her little girl ran down the street toward their house. Jessicka took off after her. She caught up to her at the front door. "Grace Ann Orton, what is wrong?" She demanded stepping in front of the door.
"They called me the daughter of a…"
"Look it's one of the WWE whores!" Someone yelled from across the street. Jessicka looked up and cringed as she saw Monica Jackson, well it was Madison now, but same bitch that had always called her a whore. She glanced down at her daughter.
"I want to go back home."
"Honey this is home now."
"No, I wanna live with Dad. I hate it here, I hate you!" Grace shoved passed her mom and into the house leaving a broken hearted Jessicka in her wake. She watched the little girl run upstairs and heard the door to her bedroom slam shut just as a car pulled into the driveway. She turned and smiled half heartedly as her best friend since she was little stepped out of the black SUV.
"Dante"
"What was that all about, I heard the yelling halfway down the block."
"Grace, she's just… this is all so rough on her."
"She'll adjust."
"Dude, not when half the people around here keep calling me a whore, and her the daughter of a whore. I swear to god I'm gonna get my hands on Monica Jackson… I mean Madison and strangle her. She's the one that started this shit."
"Please she has no room to talk."
"I know it's just Grace wants Randy… She's never wanted him over me."
"Well it's not like she can just throw you away. Anyways, I was just stopping' by to see if you needed anything, I'm headed out of town for a week."
"Hey will you be back by Monday?"
"No"
"Damn. Never mind then." Jessicka turned and walked inside. She could here Grace crying and made the one decision she thought that she would never make and turned to make the phone call that she never thought she would make.
---The next week---
Randy was standing in the catering area and was pacing the room. He hadn't told the others that she was going to be there. Well he had told Ashley, but that was besides the point. He looked up when Jessica said something to him.
"Sheesh chill Randy, tonight's gonna be a piece of… OH MY GOD JES!!" Jessica finished as she looked up. She ran to her friend and hugged her. "What are you doing here?"
"Grace, go you got your wish, if you think your better off with your father then so be it. I can't tolerate you yelling and screaming at me anymore. I'm giving you a reason to not hate me anymore." Grace glared at her mom and ran to her dad. Jessica stopped and did a double take. Had Jessicka just handed Grace over, oh she would think about it later. Jessicka turned and hugged her friend. "Hey sorry, there's just a lot going on, I don't know if I'm staying for the whole show. I don't know if I can handle it."
"That's okay our match is first in like half an hour. Come on lets go find everyone else. Hey where's De?"
"With my mom. I was originally going to bring her, but it didn't seem to me like a good idea anymore yesterday."
"Okay that's fine. Come on, looks there's V, and Misty and the guys." Jessica drug her off to them and they shared a round of hugs and of course Misty and Vanessa had to cry. From across the hall Jessica caught Chris' eye and smiled. Things were going to be okay. At least she hoped that were going to be. He nodded and walked away. Jessica ran to the locker room with fifteen minutes left to change and pulled on a pair of shorts and a white tank top with a blue swimsuit top under it. She took a deep breath and ran to the curtain. She wasn't wearing shoes, but that was okay. It didn't matter. She watched as Her friends hauled kids away from the curtain and back to the main locker room area to watch the match and she saw Jessicka walking toward her. The other woman hugged her and wished her luck before taking off with Misty. She turned back to yell something and stood there as Chris walked up to Jessica.
"Good luck tonight."
"Thanks, I think we got this, no I know we got this." She said and he hugged her before walking away just as her music hit.
I tried running away from meConvince me that I've grown, but I can'tShe's so unnaturally, Demons they follow meI've quit running away from me
Convinced that I'm grown, but I found outAll my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me(Demons-Avenged Sevenfold)
"The following contest is a six person tag team match introducing first the team of Jessica DeLANE, Randy Orton, and Jeff Hardy." Lilian practically yelled over the cheering crowd as the two men held the ropes for her to get into the ring. They waited patiently for the other team.
Worn out and fadedthe weakness starts to showThey've created the generationThat we knowWashed up and Hatedthe system moves to slow They give us answers
To question they don't even know
You made it
You played ityour shit is overrated
Your shit is over…
(Overrated-Three Days Grace)
"And their opponents, Jennifer Orton, Kevin Thorn, and MATT HARDY!" Jessica turned to Jeff who suddenly had a look on his face of disbelief. Jessica didn't understand it herself either. But she watched as the trio made their way to the ring. Kevin was hand in hand with Jennifer but it didn't make her stomach churn. It just made her sick with disgust that the man could date the sister, of the mother of his children. She was glad that she hadn't given Faith and Trinity his last name. She turned as Jeff and Randy stepped out of the ring and onto the apron she turned just as Jennifer and Matt stepped out of the ring.
"What To scared to fucking fight you little bitch?" Jessica yelled. Jennifer just smiled and flipped her off. Jessica started forward to the other side of the ring and pulled Jennifer in by her hair. The bell hadn't rung yet. "You're starting this match bitch." Jessica shouted in her face. She let go of her twin and walked to the middle of the ring, the referee rang the bell and Jennifer immediately turned and tagged in Kevin. Jessica shook her head and thought about it for a minute, if she wanted to she could fight Thorn and he was advancing toward her she was in the middle of the ring, and she did a back flip, her feet catching him in the chest as she flipped backward and into her corner where she tagged in Randy. She watched as Thorn wasted no time in attacking her brother. Randy ducked several rights, and a few lefts before he got Thorn's arm behind his back. He was about to clothesline the man, but Matt tagged himself in and just laid into Randy. Jessica closed her eyes and Jeff patted her arm as he leaped over the ropes and to Randy's aid. He pulled his brother off of Randy and shoved him back to their corner so he could tag himself in. Jeff faced off against his brother as Jessica helped Randy under the ropes and onto the ring apron. She knelt down beside him to make sure that he was okay when she felt someone tap her on the head she looked up and Grabbed Jeff's hand as she went over the ropes and finally got her hands on Jennifer. She didn't care anymore. She hit right after right. But she was smart. She smirked as she finally went for the finisher, the Twist of Fate, which she did perfectly, then she grinned and went for a whole other move altogether, it was Vanessa's landing, which she had used in her first night on the show, when she tagged with Matt. Jessica pinned Jennifer and got the three count.
I tried running away from meConvince me that I've grown, but I can'tShe's so unnaturally, Demons they follow meI've quit running away from me
Convinced that I'm grown, but I found outAll my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me(Demons-Avenged Sevenfold)
"And here are your winners, Jeff Hardy, Randy Orton, and Jessica DeLANE" The trio stood in the middle of the ring as Matt and Kevin walked up the ramp backwards supporting Jennifer. Jessica stood there with a smirk on her face and a smile in her eyes. Tonight she felt it in her soul. She was back, the old Jessica, the one that loved Southern Comfort, the one that loved to hang out with her friends. She was no longer the Jessica that sat around and cried over men. She was back and going after what she wanted. She threw her fist in the air as she exited the ring and then smiled a quick smile at her brother and Jeff as they exited the ring. She turned and waving to the fans ran up the ramp and backstage.
Jessica was running as fast as she could and when she got to the locker room she wrapped Brooklyn in her arms and pulled all of her friends to her in a group hug. This was where it was at. She smiled and they smiled and Grace ran to her dad as he entered the room. Jessicka nodded to him and walked out, with Jessica behind her.
"Do you really have to go Jes?"
"Yeah, I can't stay, I have to… I have to take care of Delilah." She turned to go then turned back. "Make sure he takes care of my baby." The tears were falling down Jessickas face but all her friend could do was nod. Jessica turned and walked back into the room and her friends smiled at her.
It was a month later and Jessicka was still in California, just her and Delilah, but Grace had started calling her. Jessicka missed her daughter, but she was better off with Randy. She smiled as she picked Delilah up out of her car seat and sat her in the cart. She walked into the store and was concentrating more on her grocery list than watching where she was going. She looked up when she ran into someone. She apologized and didn't realize that she had dropped one of Delilah's toys. She only realized it when the guy walked up to her.
"Hey, you dropped this…" Jessicka looked up and her eyes were met with him holding De's favorite stuffed puppy.
"Thanks"
"No problem." She watched him walk away and shook her head, there were still some nice people in the world after all. She watched him for a moment and somehow the thought that he had a nice ass went through her mind. She shook her head and handed the toy to her one and a half year old daughter. If she was thinking that some random stranger had a nice ass, she was definitely getting somewhere. She finished her shopping dropped her daughter off at her moms and took the groceries home. She had to head back out for a few other things, including a gift for Misty and John's anniversary. She was walking into the mall and was lost in thought when he walked up to her.
(A/N: Hmmm to continue or not continue that is the question and the answer is…)
"Didn't I just run into at the grocery store?" She looked up at him and rolled her eyes.
"No I think it was the other way around. You were nice and brought my daughter her toy back."
"Yeah, figured a cute kid like that would miss it. It looked well loved."
"It's her favorite, her uncle bought it for her. I'm Jessicka. Jessicka Sullivan."
"Matt, Matt Sanders."
"Nice to meet you"
"Yeah same here." She stood there for a minute in the awkward silence.
"Well I should be going I have to buy a few gifts for some friends." Jessicka glanced down as she walked away and bit her lip.
"Hey, wait just hold on a sec." She turned and looked at him curiously.
"Yeah?"
"Okay I don't normally do this, but uh, would you like to have lunch sometime?" She was a little shocked but what the hell went through her head.
"Uhm, maybe, definitely, maybe" Jessicka said and handed him a piece of paper with her phone number on it before walking away. Matt looked down at it and smiled. The guys were going to kill him for this, he just knew it.
A/N: Hehehe well here it is. Hope you enjoyed, and JC I know you who the hell else do you think I would have said you thought had a nice ass. Damn it's about time that I put him in this don't cha think. Well laters peace out people. I'm going to bed it's 2:30 in the morning as I sit finishing typing this. LOVES and all that good stuff. Jessi
