So here is your update! Hope you enjoy this one. Please R&R! And yay MerDer are finally together at last (:!
"Marry me." He says again lightly.
I open my mouth to speak but, nothing comes out. He smiles at me and just takes my hand into his. Wow, Meredith Grey child of darkness, me, I'm about to marry Mcdreamy. God, he's just way too good for me. He's so perfect with his gorgeous face, lean body, and that freakin hair! Doubt immediately begins to fill me. I mean come on I'm me. I was pretty much raised by a wolf. Wait, I take that back I wish I was raised by a wolf, they probably pay more attention to their children than Elis did. Then there's Thatcher, he didn't even stick around long enough to see me go into kindergarten. I mean I'm dark and twisty and he's all happy and optimistic and Prince Charmingy.
"I-I, Derek you don't want to marry me! I mean come on you have the hair and the eyes and the face and the body. And me, I have the bad hair and the dark and twistiness and the Alzheimer's, and the daddy issues! I mean come one you know you don-" instantly he kisses me hard.
"Meredith, shut up!" he says partially joking. "I told you I want to marry you. Your dark and twisty thing is who you are. You get through things most people would just break down from. It makes you strong, it makes you a fighter. And the Alzheimer's well, I'll just have to start working on a cure. I am the best neurosurgeon in the world and if there isn't one and you do get it I'll be with you every day, reminding you who I am. Meredith Grey I love you. Don't make me force you into marrying me because I swear I will, not to mention if I don't come back married to you Bailey will kill both of us." I can't help but laugh at this, the Bailey thing. I can picture her murdering me and Derek all too clearly right now. Relief settles in me now, I know for a fact that Derek Shepard and I will be married forever.
"Ok, let's do this." I say smiling up at him. He takes his hand into mine and we make our way over. The guy from city hall just smiles at us.
"Do you, Derek Shepard take Meredith Grey to be you lawful wedded wife? For richer or for poorer, for better or for worse, in sickness and in health as long as you both shall live." He says.
"I do." Relief and joy spread through me at the same time. He said yes, holy crap! We're married.
"You may kiss the bride." With that he kisses me passionately cupping my face in his hands. I can't contain the smile plastered across my face at the moment. He laughs because he's smiling too.
Laughter shakes my whole body. Cristina, George, Alex, and Izzie left after me and Derek got married and now we don't have a car and neither of us have any money.
"The hotel Eli and I were going to stay in is a couple of blocks away." I say lightly staring into his beautiful blue eyes.
"I guess we have to walk there then." All the sudden a loud crack of thunder and seconds later hard rain starts to poor all over us.
"Brilliant, just great" he says angrily. I smile at him and let out a small laugh. He gives me a slightly agitated glance. "You find my misery funny?" he questions. I give him a crooked smile and raise my eyebrow in return.
"Yes, but that's not why I'm smiling." I say lightly, he looks at me questioningly. "I'm smiling because my husband is really sexy when he's mad." I say. He picks me up into his arms and begins carrying me down the street. He kisses me lightly and my heart flutters like it always does.
"Not to mention he's a fantastic kisser." He kisses me harder this time.
"My wife is very pretty when she's wet and an amazing kisser as well." He says.
Finally the cold air begins to catch up with me. Involuntary shivers begin to wrack my whole body. Derek, still carrying me pulls me in a little bit closer to him and starts to stroke my arm lightly.
"I'm sorry Mer, I know your cold we'll be there in minute." He whispers lightly into my ear. I nod at him and bury my face into his strong chest. Taking in his scent instantly comforts me, his scent is the most amazing smell in the world, he smells like nature. He's not one of those men who have to wear an obscene amount of cologne to smell good. It's nice but, not too overpowering. I missed his smell for the longest time.
"We're here." He whispers. He carries me up the stairs of the private back entrance. As soon as we enter the room he starts to unzip my dress. Quickly he runs into the bathroom and comes out with a white fuzzy rode that looks really freakin comfy. We pull down the dress and he puts me into it. With that he picks me up and lays me down in bed, the shivering still hasn't stopped despite the fact that we're indoors. He starts the fire in the fireplace beside the bed and slips out of his own clothes. His body is a perfect sight. I've missed it more than I realized. He slides into bed with me and just holds me.
Slowly I begin to open my eyes. I can feel his arms around me and his head snuggling into the back of mine, his nose resting against my hair. Warmth fills my body. I lay here not moving for god knows how long savoring the moment.
"Der, are you awake?" I whisper.
"Mmmm…yes." He says with his lips pressed against the back of my neck. I quiver involuntarily and turn around to face him.
"I love you." He says kissing me lightly.
"I love you too." I say turning around to face him.
"You're too adorable." He says kissing me lightly.
"Touché." I say returning his kiss.
With that I roll on top of him, kissing him passionately. He slides off my robe and moves his kissing downward, down my neck, down my collar bone, down chest, down my breasts, down my abdomen. Down my Ohmygod!
Making love with Derek Shepard is the single most amazing feeling I've ever felt. We fit together like puzzle pieces. The moments during and after can never compete with anyone else. Not only the feeling of pleasure, it's like the whole world stops. All my troubles and everything that's wrong with the world just fades away when I make love with Mcdreamy. As long as it took me to realize this, I finally do. Derek Andrew Shepard is the love of my life.
Well I hope you all like it! xD please R&R and I promise I'll update soon.
