AN: I only just updated like 3 hours ago! I'll update again! Ahaha!

BECKS POV

"Quick! Take her to the nearest hospital room!" Ordered a nurse as they wheeled a now screaming Jade on a hospital trolley. Beck tried to run with them when a nurse stopped him.

"Hey," She said softly. "Look, I think you're old enough to understand, that this baby is months earlier than it should be. There's a chance it might not survive. There's also a chance Jade might not either." My jaw dropped. Here I was thinking this was great, our baby was finally here! When in reality, Jade might not survive, and either will the baby. "Can you call her mom or dad?"

"Uh, sure." I mumbled, unable to communicate. She rushed off after the other doctors as I punched in my mom's number. Jade's mom made it clear she didn't want anything to do with the baby, and her dad doesn't give a whazzbag. "Hello?" I croaked into the receiver.

"Beckett! I've called you 6 times! Can you not even be bothered to respond? …BECK! Don't ignore me young-"My mom screeched into the phone.

"Jade'swaterbrokethereisachanceshe mightdiealongwiththebabyitst ooearly."I exploded without a breath. The line was quiet for a while and I was suddenly worried something had happened.

"Oh sweet Jesus. Lord above! I'll be there as soon as I can! Oh holy Lord, please bless us…" My mom continued to pray as I hung up. I sat on a terribly uncomfortable hospital chair while waiting for the others who had to drive here.

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It's been 25 minutes and no-one has given me any updates. The gang's here though which makes this slightly better.

"So guys, um. I might head out to Nozu and get some decent food. Does anyone want anything?" Andre asked.

"Yeah!" Robbie and Cat called out and left with Andre.

Me, Tori and Trina sat in silence for a bit.

"What is with these chairs! They make these disgusting noises! I'm going to go complain!" Trina snapped, stomping off to a nurse.

Even with the hospital commotion, you can't mistake Trina's ever-famous tantrum shouts.

"This is a hospital, therefore it should comfort people!" Trina snapped at a nurse. The nurse looked taken back.

"Ma'am you're the only person who's complained!" The nurse squeaked.

"Oh whatever! This is SO disgusting! Honestly, our compost bin smells better! Why don't you have one of those automatic perfume dispensers?" Trina rambled on ignoring the nurse's confused and yet spiteful looks. Soon, people started to watch and after another 10 minutes of Trina's complaints Tori stood up and stalked off over there.

"TRINA SHUT UP!" Tori hissed in her ear. Trina looked at her in surprise and stomped back over towards me and sat next to the seat opposite me. I recognized one of the nurses coming out of Jade's hospital room and I pounced on her, she looked at me wide-eyed.

"What have you done to her? Is she OK? Is the baby OK?" I burst out, close to tears.

"We don't know yet, we're going to have to do a caesarean…" She said. I looked at her in fury.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE. SHE'S IN LABOR; JUST GET THE DAMN BABY OUT AND SAVE HER LIFE!" I shouted. The nurse stared at me in disbelief. Tori took my hand and sat me back down.

"Beck, it's not her fault. It's a little harder than that…"Tori whispered softly.

"I know," I said, my eyes stinging.

"Look, I'm going to call Dr. Watergrass, I think you need to talk to someone," Tori said. I just nodded my head because I knew perfectly fine that if I said another word I wouldn't contain my tears.

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Here I am, sat on one stupid plastic hospital bench at the canteen with Ellie opposite me. We've been here for 15 minutes and she hasn't said a word, and I know that I can simply slip off because she isn't even looking in my direction. I clear that though because suddenly pipes up.

"I'm glad your friend Tori called me. She seems nice," Ellie said.

"Uh, yeah she is nice."

"Tell me what happened." Ellie demanded lightly.

"We were, um... Pulling an all-nighter at Wanko's. And Jade's water broke… They're doing a caesarean on her; the baby's really… early." I managed to get out, after stuttering and stammering. At this point I was close to crying and I think Ellie has noticed.

"Beck, why don't you cry?"

"What?"

"You need to cry, you need to let it out and you can't hold that in. it's not healthy."

I knew Ellie wouldn't press me to reply so I stayed quiet for a bit and then finally said,"Because everyone knows me as 'calm and collected Beck'",

"Humans are humans. And human's cried, and laugh, and get upset and get happy and feel stupid and have emotions, Beck. And you're a human. So why can't you cry?"

"I have these bandages. That cover up this scared coward little boy I am. I'm absolutely petrified, I'm going to be a dad. I haven't even graduated. But everyone thinks I'm this good-looking hero, who never has emotions. It's an act. An act I need to play." I breathed out.

"And who wrote this act for you to play?" Ellie asked,

"No-one, it just started when I first came to Hollywood Arts."

"Beck do you understand what you're saying?"

"No…?"

"Underneath the fluffy hair and dazzling smile is a boy who feels emotions," Ellie concluded. I think that's what hit me. All these years I've been trying to find out who I am. Am I the bad boy, the ladies man or the coward? I'm none. I'm Beck Oliver. I love my girlfriend Jade. I can cry. I can laugh. I can hate people. I can not please everyone.

"Beck?" Ellie said, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah?" I said distantly.

"I think we should go and check on Jade." I nod and we walk back to the hospital section where Jade is. I check my phone and see I have 24 missed calls, 36 texts and 19 slap messages. I look around for the gang and can't find them. I look up at Ellie and she starts sobbing. I don't understand.

What?

Then Robbie and Tori run up to me.

"BECK IT'S BAD!" Robbie screamed. Tori started crying and Robbie held her. I suddenly found myself very dizzy and before I knew it everything was black.

AN: OK, well I want to wrap this story up. This will be chapter 8. So I'll aim to do 10 or 11 chapters REVIEW, FAVOURITE! XX