A/N: This chapter is in both point of view, cause it's just small ones. Hope you guys like it.

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Mike's POV

I'm really worried about Connie, even if I wanted I couldn't protect her all day, she needs someone who can be with her, and unfortunately I'm not this person, I can't be with her, I want to, but I can't.

I think Connie is jealous about Emma. Oh no, she can't be, it would be weird. I should tell her who is Emma but I never told it to anyone, I don't like to talk about my life. Connie would be the first person who thinks that Emma is my girlfriend, why does peoples think this? It's so disgusting. I'll tell Connie... Someday.

I miss Emma, she is always traveling, now she is somewhere in Italy doing I-don't-know-what with I-don't-know-who while I'm here taking care of our apartment. My phone rang, and it was Emma again "Can you talk to me now?" Emma asked

"If you promise me you'll never say that I'm cheating on you again"

"Okay, you're so moody. You're just like Mr. Jacobs our old neighbor"

"I'm not like ... Can you say what you want?"

"Oh.. Er.. I.. I think I'll get back sooner that I though"

"It's good. Will you get back before I spend all my money with chinese food?"

"I think I'll. So how are you doing?"

"The same, Connie asked about you... And I couldn't tell her"

"Why? It's so simple"

"No, it's not"

"She is the love of your life, not a spy. Just tell her for God sakes"

"Okay, I'll tell her"

"When?"

"I don't know"

"Oh Mickey..."

"Don't call me Mickey, Mm"

"Oh God, you know how much I hate when you call me Mm"

"So don't call me Mickey again, I'm not a kid anymore"

"So stop to act like one and tell her. Look, I get to go now, on of my bosses wants to talk to me"

"You are fired" I joked

"You miss the apartment"

"I was kidding okay?"

"That's fine. Bye Mickey"

"Go to hell Mm"

Emma is right, I need to tell Connie but I'm not ready yet, is there a long story before I tell her who is Emma. I think there was just a few minutes before Connie call me. I was trying to sleep. "Hello Connie" I said with a sigh

"Did I woke you?" She whispered

"Oh no, I wasn't sleeping" I whispered back "So, why are we whispering?" I said laughing

"We don't want to wake Lupo"

"Oh, and why did you called me? Is everything okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine... I... Uh... I just wanted to hear your voice"

I need tell her, I need Connie in my life "I'm Glad you're okay" I could hear a laugh, and then we were in silence for some minutes. I need tell her, no, I can't tell it over the phone, I need give up, right now "Er... Uh... Connie... I..."

"Mike, I need go, Lupo is waking... I love you"

"Er... Uh... Er... Good night Connie"

Oh God, what I did? I just screwed everything, I didn't tell her who is Emma, and now she must think that I don't love her.

She called me just to hear my voice but why? Maybe she feels safer with me, I think she would be better if she was with me. But this doesn't chance the facts, Connie called me, said that she loves me, and I just said "Good night"... And now.. she is with Lupo.

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Connie's POV

I said I love him and he said "goodnight"? Mike must be with Emma, when Mary broke up, he told me that he have lost Mary but not the game. "I just wanted to hear your voice"? I'm a fool, what made me think that for some miraculous reason Mike Cutter could feel something for someone that isn't himself? Maybe I wanted to believe it would be better for me that Mike could be human for once in a lifetime.

That's okay Connie, you're exaggerating, it was just a "Good night", maybe he only can say "I love you" in special places and times... Or he is playing with my heart... I hate this, I hate Mike Cutter.

Why does everything need to be so difficult? Why can't I have a normal relationship with Mike Cutter? Now lying here in my bed with Lupo, I can see that I need someone who will alwyas be with me when I need, someone who hold me when I'm sad, and I don't think that someone unstable like Mike, is a good choice... But I can consider the fact that Mike is doing his best to protect me... Everything is so confused in my mind.

I fear for my life, and Mike's too, I'm afraid that something happen to us. What if there's nothing we can do? What if this is my destiny? I want to be with Mike in my last minutes. I hope that everything is nothing, but a nightmare, and any time I'll wake in Mike's arms.. I know that it isn't truth, I know I'm not with Mike... And I'll never be.

What if today was the last time I heard Mike's voice? I don't want to be angry about him, I don't want to feel hate, I don't know what will happen with me, I just hope that everything will be okay when it end.

Whatever happened to me, I know that Mike will be there... Oh, who I want to fool? I know Mike doesn't feel nothing for me, maybe he's just worried, his heart - if he has one - belongs to Emma, I know it, I can feel it. If he kissed me, it was just desire, this is the only thing he feels for me, always was, and always will be, nothing but desire. My stupid heart was trying to fool me when made me believe that Mike loves me but the truth is, if Mike loves someone that isn't himself, this person is Emma, and I even know her.

I need to face my destiny, I'll be alone forever, maybe this little moment with Lupo is the closer thing that I'll get of a relation ship, and it even is a true one.

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A/N: This was sad, and there still the question: Who is Emma? Just a clue: She is someone very important for Mike.