Thanks for the reviews guys! Anon? I will do what you said so everyone, there will be some drama ahead. Sorry for any mistakes! I am on wordpad because my microsoft won't work so I have to re-write what I already wrote and then carry on bu I don't mind. The only problem is that it doesn't do spell chack so I will try my hardest! Please, read, enjoy and review? I do not own CSI NY...
Adam threw himself onto the floor as he broke down. This was his only chance to break down, his only chance of freedom. He had betrayed Mac in the worst way he could imagine- after all he had done for him.
"Adam! Adam, what happened back there?" asked Mac worriedly as he saw the crumpled boy. "How could you lie?" he asked more sternly. Adam just ignored him. He wasnt doing it out of ignorance, he really wasnt. He knew that if he even looked at him, he would freak.
"Mac, is he okay?" asked Lindsay worriedly as they all observed from the sideline. Mac turned to the side slowly before standing up.
"Take him to the lab, I will go explain to the judge" he ordered as he walked into the court room. How could I be so stupid? he thought over and over as the door closed behind him, behind a crying Adam.
-AT THE LAB- Adam's Point Of View-
Lindsay had stopped at the coffee shop and bought me a hot chocolate. A hot chocolate I didnt deserve.I just watched as the steam rose from the cup and freed itself into the air. Free. I would never be free, I had my chance but just like everything else, I ruined it.
"Stop beatin' yourself up over it kidd, we can go back and fight again when you are ready, when you are stronger! It was tough and you panicked, it is okay" promised Danny as he stared at me. I should feel offended by that, he had just litterally called me weak and pathetic but he was right. How could i argue when it is the truth?
"Adam, Danny isn't callin you weak" smiled Lindsay as she read my mind. "He is saying that we rushed you. You wern't ready, this was the first time you had seen your dad and we expected you to face him. We didn't consider if you were ready" soothed Lindsay wit another kind smile.
"Can I stay with you two tonight, I can't face Mac. I uderstand if you say no, I mean, it is only me so I will find somewhere else" I asked nervously. I couldn't ask Stella because she meant Mac. If I asked Flack, he would think even lower of me. I would just have to go home... to my dad... to get hit... again...
"Sure! I will get the spare room set up for you, I will make a nice tea for you too! What is your favourite?" she asked me giddly.I guess I am the closest to a child for her right now. She would make a great mum. Mine did, but she never stuck up for herself.
"Erm, I don't mind really" i admitted nervously.
"Preffered desserts?" asked Danny quickly, earning a glare from Lindsay.
"It is okay Adam, what would you like?" asked Lindsay once she saw my hesitation to answer.
"Skittles. Or Ho Ho's please" i grinned. Ohmy dear lord as if I just said that out loud... "Or chocolate cake" I added in embarrasment.
"Skittles and Ho Ho's it is" smiled Lindsay as she walked out of the room. "Oh wait a second, I will go explain to Mac what you want and then we will go shopping okay Adam?" she asked me.
"He will hate me" i mumbled.
"Nah, I thought he would hate me but he doesn't, he loves me" boasted Danny as he sat down beside me. That was something to laugh at.
"Right, come with me Adam, I will call him when I get back" softly ordered Lindsay as I followed her out.
-SHOPPING- NO ONE'S POV-
"You can pick anything you want Adam" reminded Lindsay as Adam walked next to her ignoring everything.
"I am fine" he mumbled in responce.
"Adam, pick something!" ordered Lindsay with a chuckle.
"I don't want anything Lindsay" he told her again. Lindsay stopped and turned to him but Adam fliched and backed off.
"Adam?" she asked calmly.
"Just leave it please" he begged softly.
"No Adam, what is wrong?" she demanded more sternly. "I won't hurt you" sheadded.
"If i went shopping with my dad, he would never let me get anything. I wasn't allowed to look i had to keep walking. If he caught me lookin, he would... well he. he" he admitted. Lindsay puled him into a tight hug.
"Your dad can't get you, he will have to go through me first" she promised as she pulled Adam to the shelf. "Now, pick something" she ordered with a laugh. "Then we can get out of here, I have to call Mac before he starts to panic" sighed Lindsay as she realised the time.
-The call-
"Taylor" came the rough reply.
"Mac, it is Lindsay" greeted Lindsay.
"Hi, how is Adam?" he asked, his voice full of concern.
"That is what I waned to talk about..." confessed Lindsay.
"What? Is he okay? Where is he? Is he hurt?" rambled Mac as he worried over his Adam.
"He is fine Mac,but he asked me if he could stay at mine tonight" she revealed. Lindsey held her breath as she waited forhis arguing.
"Okay" he said softly.
"Okay?" she asked.
"I don't want him to feel like I own him Linds, if he wants to stay with you, fine, but put him on please" answered Mac. Ater a few seconds, Adam came onto the phone.
"Hi" he greeted nervously.
"Hi Adam, it is okay if you want to stay at Lindsay's tonight, I will drop some clothes off at hers for you okay? Just don't listen to anything Danny says" ordered Mac softly.
"Thanks Mac, I won't I promise, bye" he whispered as he ended the call. He had never felt so bad in his life.
That is that chapter peeps, I have a heck of a lot of revision to get on with but I put this first, let me know what you think? By the way, Adam and the Skittles and Ho Ho's, in an episode of CSI NY, Lindsay caught him pretending he was robbing a bank and they are what he asked for so I used them aha!
