Here it is, the next chapter. I have even already started the next one! Will post again by 1/30, but hopefully before then. Hope you enjoy, and I know it's a little on the shorter side, but I'm getting back into the swing of things so try to be patient with me! Please forgive any mistakes because I typed this up while I was babysitting, sooo there are probably lots of errors. Sighs... oh well!
I woke up the next morning feeling kind of groggy. I just laid there trying to recall what happened the night before, where was I? Right, I went to a party, at Tyler's house. Did I drink last night? No, I decided against drinking after trying it. My lips felt swollen, and I was only in my underwear. Slowly I remembered bits and pieces. I remembered Edward hitting Jacob, and I could remember him kissing me roughly. That explains the swollen lips. I blushed when I began to remember everything after that kiss. So if my memories are correct there should be an Edward next to me. I turned over slowly, opening my eyes. There he was, a sleeping, very naked Edward. Heaven at its best.
I slowly, and quietly crept out of bed. I picked up my piled clothes that were on the floor and tip toed to the bathroom. I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. Wow you look like shit Bella. I shook my head and set my clothes on the counter next to me. I opened the shower door and turned the hot water on. The room began to fill with steam as I stepped into the stream of hot water. I scrubbed off the pounds of mascara that Alice placed on my eyelashes. Ah, much better. I washed my body slowly as I reminisced the events from the night before. I heard the bathroom door open.
"Edward? Is that you?" I called out. No answer. The shower door opened, I smiled.
"Edward, what are you doing?" I asked while slowly turning around.
"Bella, baby. You look so sexy." Tyler grinned.
"Get out! Don't look at me!" I shouted. I tried to cover my body.
"You turn around, let me look at that ass I've been dying to see." Tyler smirked.
My face burned with anger and embarrassment. "No. Get out."
Tyler walked a few inches closer to me. "I have other plans." I jumped out of the shower and was about to scream when I heard the door behind me slam open.
"Get the fuck away from her." Edward shouted. I ran behind him.
Tyler jumped. "Sorry man, I thought you guys were split, I swear!"
"Just get the fuck out so she can get dressed you prick. I'll deal with you later." Edward said.
Tyler didn't say anything he just left the bathroom. Like a dog with his tail between his legs. I clung onto Edward from behind. I was so embarrassed. I was probably eight shades of red. I felt my eyes stinging, and I was actually crying.
"Shh, Bella love. It's alright baby." Edward said reassuringly taking me into his arms.
"I am so embarrassed Edward." I replied.
Edward kissed my neck gently, so soft I almost didn't feel him. He ran his hands down my back, resting them on my butt. I started to laugh without even having a moment to think first. Edward laughed with me, and he continued kissing my neck. He moved across my jaw bone, then he attacked my lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck tightly pressing my wet, naked body against him. I realized at that moment, Edward was still naked. I was lost in the moment, completely intoxicated by him. I needed more, I needed him. Forever.
He gently pulled away. I was gasping for air. "We should stop." He whispered.
"Not a chance." I said before leaping up and wrapping myself around him. I kissed him hungrily, there was no way I was going to let him go. Not at this moment. I dug my nails into his shoulder, hoping they would be enough to hold him to me. He moaned against my lips and I suddenly felt my back against the cold mirror. It sent shivers down my spine and I clung to Edward. He set me on the counter and ran his fingers down my bare body. I moaned in my throat. Touch me. I ran my finger nails lightly down Edward's bare chest.
"Mm, What has gotten into you?" He smirked.
"I want you." I said while I wrapped my hand around him and squeezed gently.
He jumped in surprise. "Wow. Uh, Bella. Listen."
"Yes?" I continued.
"I want..Uh. I want our first time to, well. Um, wow. Not here okay?" Edward stuttered.
"I just need you Edward. Please, I want you." I whined.
Edward kissed me passionately as if to say he knew what I needed. He proved he know by placing his hand between my thighs, slowly teasing me. I moved my hips, trying to meet his movements. I continued rubbing his cock up and down, squeezing gently. My movements became faster as his increased. I began using both of my hands and started going even faster. I used the way he moaned to determine if I was doing a good job or not. Edward used one hand to grab my breasts and the other to tease between my thighs. First I was moaning, then I was screaming. I was begging for more, and I would never get enough.
"Oh fuck! Oh God!" I screamed.
"Cum with me baby." Edward whispered in my ear before nibbling on it.
I moved my hips frantically, I needed release. I lightly bit into Edward's shoulder as I screamed out in ecstasy. I wondered if every time would be like this, would I always melt this way. It was amazing, the world made sense, life was perfect. I was becoming an addict, Edward was my addiction. I slowly drifted back to reality. Edward and I were both panting, clinging to one another.
"I love you." He said to me.
"I love you so much." I responded.
After our passionate session in Tyler's bathroom, we got dressed. Hand in hand we made our way to downstairs of Tyler's house. Before we reached the front door we ran into Tyler while passing his living room. He was sulking, pretending to watch TV.
"So you guys think you could fucking be any louder?" Tyler snapped.
"Well, we could try again." I smiled up at Edward. I think he might have blushed too!
Tyler glared at me. "Just go okay, I've definitely heard enough.
"You and I aren't done yet, we'll finish our conversation later." Edward stared him down. I kinda got the chills, angry Edward was sexy. You are definitely an addict Bella, good job.
While we were driving heading back to Edward's house, I started thinking. I mean I was thinking about everything. I was so happy, purely happy. That made me think, not all that long ago I was depressed. Almost borderline suicide. I never really ever had a reason to be that way, I just distanced myself from the world. No one understood me. What made me so happy? I glanced at Edward and instantly smiled. I remembered. Edward makes me happy, he loves me. But what if he stopped loving me? What if he got bored of me, what if this feeling went away? I felt my breathing speed up. My heart, once calmly beating in my chest, felt like it was trying so hard escape. What if I went back to old Bella who hated the world. What would I do? I felt the car jolt to a halt but I couldn't speak. I couldn't breathe.
"Bella? Bella! Baby? Whats wrong?" Edward raised his voice in panic.
"I-I" I stuttered. I couldn't talk. I was panicking, and I couldn't stop.
"Baby, listen to me. You have to breathe." Edward had me facing him. I stared into his eyes. So warm, I loved them. They made me feel so peaceful, they were full of love. I wanted to spend forever in his eyes. I took in a deep breath, it almost felt like the first breath I had taken in hours. I looked around confused.
"What happened?" I asked
"You were having a full on panic attack. I could only get bits and pieces from you. You fucking scared me baby." Edward said sighing with relief.
"I'm sorry Edward. I was thinking about things and then suddenly I couldn't breathe." I admitted.
"Well, what were you thinking about?" He asked.
I sighed. "Well, I was thinking about Arizona. I was thinking about life before you. God, Edward you are probably going to think I'm so clingy."
He grabbed me hand. "You can tell me anything."
I waited a moment before continuing. "Okay. Well, life before you was just so meaningless. I remember from the time I was really little, I was not interested in my friends. Then I completely avoided them, and I was wrapped with this overwhelming feeling of sadness. I was lonely with friends, I was lonely without them. Then I met you. Edward I know that this is so corny and completely stupid, but you changed my life. I was so happy the moment I saw you, and when you aren't with me I am thinking of when I will see you again. I know you want a girl that is going to say you can do whatever you want and I wont care, but I would care. I just love you so much, and I can't imagine a world without you anymore."
I sat there waiting for his response. I was thinking he probably was regretting dating me now. He was thinking I was so clingy that it was a mistake to get involved with me. I felt his hand on my face and I met his gaze.
"My world was empty till I met you. We were two lonely people searching for something to complete us, and we found each other. I love you, and I don't care how damn corny any of it sounds, because it's the truth." Edward said every word while looking into my eyes.
We shared a moment that I would never forget, he said all the things that I needed to hear. We continued our way to his house. When we pulled in Edward said both of his parents weren't home, but Jasper's car was there. So we assumed that Rose, and Jasper had spent the night with Alice and Emmett. We walked into his house and saw them all on the couch.
"Wow you all look like shit." Edward laughed.
"Ugh! Shut up! Bella tell him to be nice." Alice whined.
"Be nice." I nudged him, and then I giggled.
"You two look pretty happy." Rose smiled.
I felt Edward squeeze my hand, and then my smile grew bigger.
"Did you guys fuck?" Emmett shouted.
SMACK
"Ouch, what the fuck babe?!" Emmett cried in pain. I'm sure it hurt considering all of them were very drunk the night before, and must have massive hangovers.
"Well, that was for two things. One, don't harass them! Two, you're fucking loud and it hurt my head!" Rose whined.
Ring Ring Ring
I glanced down at my cellphone. Shit, Charlie. I didn't tell him I wouldn't be home last night! The plan was to just go for an hour and then home, damn he was going to be so pissed off!
I opened my phone. "Hello?"
"Isabella Swan, where the hell are you?!" A very angry Charlie yelled into my ear.
A lemon? At the the beginning of the chapter? Yup, thats how sorry I am that you all had to wait this long. :]
