DISCLAIMER: I own nothing Twilight; all rights belong to SM.

Big thanks to Karen AKA Jasper's woman for pre-reading this and just been so supportive of me and the story.

I want to thank all of you who are still with me on this story. It means a lot to me that you take time out of your day to read this and leave such good reviews. *blows kisses to you all* I'm sorry I didn't send teasers this time but I've wrote it and published it in the same day so thought it would be pointless.

Okay so here we go with ch8 that is mostly a BellaPov! I'ts crucial from now on to have a some regular Bella, to make the storyline stick and all come together in the end. So I hope you enjoy...

EdwardPov:

September2011:

Today is September thirteenth, Bella's birthday but also the day of her twenty week scan. She is coming in for a visit after the hospital. We've discussed and decided that we want to know the sex of the baby so hopefully she will find out today. Bella's baby bump has gotten exceptionally big these last few weeks but to me it only makes her look more beautiful. She thinks she's getting fat but she doesn't look to have put much weight on anywhere else. Women!

The past month has been interesting to say the least. The Mexicans have been on Felix's back, I honestly don't know what their beef is but I'm trying to bite my tongue. Me and Officer Uley have clashed more than once and I'm dying to smash his fucking teeth in. He knows how to push my buttons, he claimed that Bella, my wife Bella had been spending some time with Jacob, Jacob Black. I asked Bella about it but she says he's just trying to piss me off, she saw Jake once at Charlie's house but he was only there for an hour with his dad. I believe my wife one hundred percent, I just don't like the shit Uley spouts.

I hate the fact that it is my wife's birthday and I'm here. I can't even get her a present or touch her in my 'special' way. All I can do is lie here and relive the time where I could touch her, feel her, kiss her, feel my cock buried deep in her tight little pussy. I throw myself back onto my bunk and reach my hand down and wrap it around the width of my cock. Felix was right this is easy.

BellaPov:

September2011:

"Alice, I don't want a 'birthday gathering' and that is that." I almost shout at her. I swear to god I'm going to go fucking insane at any moment. Yes, it's my birthday but my Edward is caged up behind bars. Why in the fuck would I want to celebrate? Even if he wasn't I'm the size of an elephant not just a baby elephant but a big mamma elephant. I'm only twenty weeks but I can't see my feet, my boobs are like melons and they hurt. I've seen pregnant women at twenty weeks before and they've not been as big as me. It's just my luck that I'll have to push some kind of freakishly massive baby out of my vajayjay.

"Bella, it's just going to be family. We're all aware about Edward's situation but he would want you to celebrate your birthday." She says quirking a brow at me.

"Fine, whatever." I give in because I really can't be arsed arguing.

"Yay," she squeals and does her little jumpy, clappy hand thing.

"Okay, I'm going. I've got to go and pick my mom and Esme up."

"I'll see you later then, and I expect a text or a call. I need to know if I'm having a niece or a nephew so I can start shopping." She grins at me.

I just nod and walk out of the house. This kid is going to be spoilt rotten which I don't mind but if Alice thinks shes playing dress up every day with my child shes sadly mistaken. I get into the Mercedes, Edward's Mercedes and set off to go pick up my mom and Esme who are coming to my scan with me this morning. I like to drive Edward's car, I use it more than my own these days. I feel close to him I think. I miss him so much but I have to be strong for him, I can't break down, not now, not now we have a baby to consider. This is the situation we've been handed so we need to make the best of it.

I pull up outside my mom and dad's and I see her and Esme sat on the front porch drinking tea probably. They both smile widely at me and stand up. I roll my window down to get some fresh air, I've been having some kind of hot flushes lately they just come upon me from time to time and I'm just one hot mess.

"Charlie," I hear my mother bellow. "Bella's here. Me and Esme are going now, don't forget to do the dishes." she says before she shuts the door and they make their way to the car.

I laugh at the thought of my dad doing the dishes, as soon as my mom gets home she'll inspect them and he won't of done them properly so she'll just have to do them again herself.

"Hey sweetie," Esme greets as she enters the back seat of the car. "How are you feeling?"

"Fat." I say bluntly.

"Don't be so ridiculous, Bella, you look glowing." My mom says and kisses me on the cheek.

"Yes, I must agree with Renee, you are looking radiant these days," Esme comments.

"Well that's funny because I feel and look like utter shit." I snap and back up out of the driveway.

Mom and Esme just chuckle at my comment and then start getting giddy with each other that they're coming with me to find out the sex of their grandchild. I just try to block them out because in all honesty there is only one person I want by my side today, Edward, but fat chance of that happening. A few silent tears fall as I'm driving, luckily tweedle dum and tweedle dee don't notice. I pull into a parking spot near the hospital doors and we all exit the car.

As we sit in the waiting room I'm seriously regretting bringing these two. They're so excited and I'm so fucking miserable. I mean I'm happy that I'll see mine and Edward's baby again and know whether we'll be having a daughter or a son but I want Edward here. Knowing that I'll see him soon though puts my mind at rest.

The doctor calls me in and we all enter a dim lit room and I lay on the bed.

"So Mrs. Cullen how have you been feeling?" The doc asks.

"Fine, I'm surprised my back has not give way yet though."

He chuckles and looks at some paperwork "Your here for your twenty week scan is that correct?" I nod "Well you do look pretty big for twenty weeks, it's probably just all water but we shall have a proper look and take baby measurements during the ultrasound."

I nod my head again. The doc lifts up my top exposing my swollen abdomen and squirts his cold gel over it. He then takes his little machine thingy and starts rolling it around with one hand and pressing buttons on the big machine with his other. After about ten minutes of doing that he calls for another doctor to come in and they're looking at the screen closely. I look to my mother and Esme who look horrified because they can see the screen. Somethings wrong. I fight back the tears.

"What? What is it? Whats wrong with my baby? Tell me now!" I demand.

Both doctors look at me. Then one of them turns the screen around to me, my eyes go straight too it. I can see a heartbeat, that's all I was looking for but then... no this can't be...

"Mrs. Cullen, your babies are just fine." he says grinning at me like a fucking fool.

"Babies? I'm having twins?" I ask although I can clearly see two babies on that fucking screen.

"Yes, that explains why your so big. Congratulations." The doc says.

"Ohh ,Bella, honey, that's wonderful news." My mother says, tears streaming down her face.

Esme takes hold of my hand, also crying "congratulations, who'd of thought it?" she chuckles.

I'm just laid here in some kind of shock. I feel tears running down my face but I can't speak. My eyes are glued to the screen.

"I can clearly see the sex of the babies, would you like to know?" Doc says while he's still fiddling with his machine.

"Um... yes, we'd like to know please." I answer him.

"Well, Mrs. Cullen, I'm pleased to tell you that you have the best of both worlds. This baby here at the front" he points to the screen "Is a boy." I can clearly see that. "And then the smaller baby here, to the back" he points again. "Well this is a little girl."

I can't believe I'm carrying twins. A baby girl and a baby boy. I'm so overwhelmed right now. Mom and Esme rush off to go call everyone I'll be surprised if they don't take out a front page spread across 'The Forks Times'. I'm in the room for another twenty minutes talking to the doc, he says I'll need to see the midwife more often and just to rest up as I'm going to get a lot bigger. I thank him and leave the room. Mom and Esme are squealing on their cell phones but follow me out to the car. On the way back they are talking about the twins. Mine and Edward's twins but I'm yet to say anything. I don't think it's sinking in just yet. Once I've dropped them off I promise I'll see them at Esme and Carlisle's tonight and set off towards the prison to visit Edward.

I sit in the visiting room fidgeting, my nerves are shot. I'm holding the ultrasound picture in my hand that clear shows both our babies. I see Edward walking towards me and DAYUUUMMM looks like my body isn't the only one growing around here. Edward looks fucking hot. He's got muscle popping out everywhere. I feel the heat starting to build under my skin. I'm turned on, just looking at him makes me wanna cum.

I stand up and wait for him to reach me, when he does, he eyes my stomach and then envelopes his arms around me. I give him a kiss and then sit down opposite him.

"Baby, I've missed you so much. How are you? Hows the baby? Growing I see." He eyeballs my stomach again. "Happy birthday," he adds.

"Thanks, I've missed you too. We are all fine," I say using both hands to rub my belly. "Here, this is for you," I say handing him the picture. I decide that I'll let him find out for himself that I have two babies growing inside me instead of one.

He takes the picture and looks at it adoringly. I see his tears start to build up in his eyes. Then a look of confusion takes over his face and he starts to turn the picture around and look at it in different positions. He lifts his eyes to look at me "Bella, there's two babies on here. I think the hospital have given you the wrong picture." He says handing me it back.

"Edward, look at the name, date of birth on the picture." I tell him.

He looks and then his jaw hits the floor... "I-what? How? Seriously... we have t-twins?" he mutters.

"Yeah, twins. Two babies. A boy and a girl." I smile when I see the look on Edwards face, a look of pure love as he looks at the picture again.

"A girl and a boy, I can't believe it." He wipes tears away from his face.

"Tell me about it. I wasn't expecting it at all. Both our moms were there too, they're a little more than excited."

Edward stands up and picks me up from the chair I'm sat on spinning me around, mumbling things about how happy he is through his sobs. He kisses me hard on the lips and I melt into him.

"I love you so fucking much, Bella," he sets me back on my own feet and then kneels before me. "And you two," he palms my stomach with both hands "I love you more than you will ever imagine." He starts kissing my baby bump all over. I giggle at him being a goofball.

"We all love you too babe." I tell him before giving him another quick kiss and sitting back down.

I sit there while Edward cries into his hands. Happy tears. My husband is overwhelmed, just like I was. The only difference is Edward is not afraid to show his emotions it's one of the many reasons I love him so much. Me on the other hand I fight the emotions constantly. I don't know why I just have always done it.

"Bella, you know that when I get out of here, I'm going to make all of this up to you, all three of you. I never meant to kill him and end up in here, he was hurting you. I had to stop him." He starts to sob again.

"Shhh, Edward. I know you didn't. I don't blame you. Your my hero, do you understand. I love you so much and I will always stand by your side no matter what. Don't worry about the past anymore. We've so much to look forward too, we'll make it work I promise." I take his hand and kiss it. I know Edward loathes himself for what he did but it can't be changed. I need to be the strong one in the marriage right now and help him through this.

The buzzer sounds, meaning end of visitation. I stand up and embrace my husband "I love you, don't ever forget it."

"I love you too, I still can't believe we are having twins," he rubs my belly again "I'll see you two soon. Daddy loves you." As he spoke the words my heart melted. I can feel the tears threatening to spill but I hold them back until I'm safely away from the visiting room.

I rush to the car and as soon as I'm in I can't hold back anymore. I sob tears for Edward and my unborn babies. Once I've recovered from my mini breakdown I head home to get ready. As I exit the car outside my house I can feel eyes on me, I look around frantically. I feel uncomfortable. My eyes land on a dark figure stood in the trees, I try to focus by blinking several times but when I look again it's gone. I convince myself that I'm just paranoid and delusional, all part of my pregnancy. I mean no one would actually be watching me... would they?

Okay so thanks for reading, but I really need feedback from this chapter and how your liking Bella and the things that have occurred throughout the chapter. I know it's a little sketchy but it needs to be this way. If you have any questions feel free to ask and I'll answer them as long as I'm not giving too much away.