Entry 8: Lunch for 4
Dear Journal,
Lunch has been a great time to let out all my stress and just talk to Pavel, and Grahm but as of late Derk hs been trying to sit with us and I am not happy. I mean we were happy with our little group of four so him coming in and trying to act cool is not fun. They are his friends and I don't really want to fake a friendship with him. Just because my friends like him doesn't mean I have to. On a couple lunch breaks Jane sat with us too. She seems nice and I still can't believe she puts up with him, but apparently they both are in love. Love, is a silly word at our age, and I just don't see it happening. I mean she is to innocent to really know what love is, but they seem like they like each other. I just can't come to terms with him being my friend. I won't let it happen. He sits in the back of Math Class acting all cool, and correcting the teacher, so even Susan likes him. I really feel like I'm the only person to see through his fake cool act, but I won't know until I get out of here and into the real world. Well I guess I'm back off to do some HW, they are really giving me a lot this week. Noah Out!
