Time's Lullaby

Summary: Harry get's "killed" by Voldemort, but his inheritance sent him back to the night before he got his Hogwarts letter. What will he change now that he doesn't have to hide his real personality?

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter.

WARNING: This is slash, if you don't like it, deal. I don't care if some people think that whoever writes it is a bad writer, I. Don't. Care. If you didn't gather that it was slash from the second chapter then you're an idiot. This is the only warning I'm giving. If makes some certain people feel happy I'll type the pairing in the summary, if that doesn't satisfy, deal with yourself. I don't want any reviews that just say why I didn't say it was slash.

Key

"Talking"

'Thinking'

'Parseltongue'

A/N: I know it's kinda weird that Harry is riding a Thundercat when he's only 11, but he puts on a glamour that looks like his older self, so he also has his drivers license from the future. Hope that clears that up. Heh.

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A man stood in the middle of an ally. Buildings were burning, blood curdling screams filled the night air, but this seemed to not bother the man. He began to hum as he started to stroll down the cracked path. People rushed by, woman carrying their crying children, men looking over their shoulders and throwing curses at the Death Eaters chasing them. The man did nothing but stroll along humming a tune. The tune was different. It put fear yet hope in your heart, love yet hate, it was deranged yet loving. As the man walked down the ally, the tune grew steadily louder and louder. It became so loud that it over powered the screams, the laughter, the shouts, the crackling of the flames, and all other noise. People stopped, turning in circles looking for the source, even the Death Eaters stopped what they were doing, bewildered. No one seemed to notice the man. It was like he wasn't there. Like he was just a figment. Like he didn't...exist...

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Severus was close to breaking down. He had been up late mulling over what his son had told him while brewing a potion, when screams filled the house. He had rushed up the stairs searching for the source, and when he realized it was coming from his son's room he slammed the door open. What he saw made his heart break into a million pieces. It looked like Harry was under the crucio curse. He touched Harry, hugged him, and breathed useless words in his ear. Harry had stopped writhing in pain and the screams died down to whimpers. Severus knew something was wrong with his only family so he went to his best friend's house for his healing abilities.

He had screamed for Lucius to come down immediately, completely distraught. Lucius and come down quickly, in his night clothes and wand drawn. "What is it Severus? What's going on?" Lucius asked eyeing him like he was going to break.

Lucius was followed closely by Narcissa and Draco, Narcissa was asking what was going on, and Draco was just confused and surprised to see his godfather like this. Severus had calmed down slightly from his panic, "I need you to look over my son to see what is wrong with him."

Lucius looked confused for a minute, before something clicked, "Harry?" At Severus's nod, he raised an eyebrow, "He looked perfectly healthy when I saw him two days ago, what happened?"

Severus shook his head in confusion, starting to panic again, "I don't know what happened, I was brewing a potion when I heard screaming, and when I entered Harry's room he was writhing around like he was under crucio, and he only finally calmed down when I held him. He looked to be in so much pain, Lucius, I can't bear to see my son, my only son, be in so much pain, and I don't ever want to see him like that ever again! You have to exam him, you just have to!!"

Lucius nodded slightly, "Alright, I'll look him over, but Cissy has to come too."

Severus nodded but stopped when something Harry said resurfaced, "I have two mates, but in my time, I was unable to be with them, because they despised me. My mates were Blaise Zabini and Draco Malfoy, they despised me because I was Gryffindor and they were in Slytherin, the house I truly belong in. I hope that this time I will be able to be with them, but I will not force them into anything they do not want to be. So don't force them to do anything they don't want, because then I won't be able to forgive you, or...or myself for that matter."

Severus shook his head a little and commanded, "Yes, but Draco has to come along too, because he will most likely help in a long run."

Lucius stared at him in confusion, before beckoning Draco over and holding him close he flooed to Severus's, followed closely by Narcissa and then Severus. Lucius and Draco were waiting for them in the parlor, and Severus led them to Harry's room, motioning them to be quiet. They silently walked in, and Lucius was immediately at Harry's side hands gliding just above Harry's body, his hands glowing a silvery green. The glow began to bleed red as it got closer to the head, by the time it was on his forehead it was blood red. Lucius's eyes went wide as the results entered his head.

He turned to Severus, "Harry has severe mental trauma I've only seen from somebody who's lost everything, and has been tortured constantly." Severus paled drastically as the painted images he had conjured in his head when Harry was telling him about when the Death Eaters had him in their custody and tortured him in more ways then one.

"During the summer two years after I graduated from Hogwarts, the Dursley residence was attacked, the only reason why I was there was because, even if I hated them, they were family, I was moving them to a safer place. As I was putting the last suitcase in their van Death Eaters appeared with a pop signifying that they had apperated here, and Dumbledore had let the wards fall. I had fought with all my might, firing curse after curse, light and dark, but it wasn't enough I could only watch as Petunia fell to the ground, followed by Vernon and Dudley. I fought with more vigor, but in the end I was caught even if I brought down many.

"I was thrown into the dungeons, chained to wall, and stripped of everything on my body, clothing included. I didn't know how many hours, days or weeks, I stayed in there, everything was blurred together. I remember being punched, kicked, spit on, cursed, I was even raped by the Lestranges, all together at once, it was horrifying, but just when I thought I was about to die, I was healed. I thought someone had come to save me, but that wasn't it. I was only healed so they could do it all over again. I was given a cup of water a week, and a small bowl of cold soup every month, I believe, but never more then that.

"I remember hearing my screams echoing around my prison, and I heard all the other person down here screams too. I was gone a long time ago before I started screaming. I screamed all day and all night, never stopping. I didn't feel any of the pain of not breathing for that long, but I do remember I would stop once in awhile, but not often. I didn't know when it happened, but Voldemort, himself, came to silence me. He cast the imperio curse on me, but I kept screaming, even when the voice told to stop. Voldemort got annoyed of me not listening, and left. I had wondered why he hadn't killed me then, and I soon found out why soon after.

"I was released from my bindings, given some clothes that even house elves wouldn't wear and brought upstairs. When I was there I was lead through a long hallway before entering a large ballroom. Mind you, I was still screaming, so it rebounded off the walls, but I didn't stop, even after seeing the Weasley twins, Bill Weasely, Charlie Weasley, and Ginny Weasley. I preened in all the pain I got from watching my closest friends be tortured into insanity, and being killed the same way my parents were. I never stopped screaming, even when they all whispered 'I love you' to me. I screamed even as I was apperated out of Riddle Manor. I didn't stop until I was alone in my own home. I had screamed as I walked through Diagon Ally, through Knockturn Ally, even through muggle London. That night I cried myself to sleep for the first time in a long time."

Severus was snapped out of it when Harry started to scream again, writhing in pain.

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Harry remembered finding peace again, but it ended quickly when old memories started to resurface again. He was remembering when he was brought to the ballroom by the Lestranges.

Harry's head was down as he hung from the wall, metal chains clasped around his wrists and ankles. He didn't acknowledge the presence of the three Lestranges that just entered his prison. He landed crouched on all fours, when the chains were unclasped and changed in dead silence into the ragged, disgusting clothing. He only started to scream when they brought him out of his prison.

"Shut up, Potter!" Bellatrix screeched, just as loud, if not louder then Harry's screaming.

Harry ignored her and kept screaming. A stray thought was dully noted, 'I wonder why my glamour is still up...' Harry gazed with dead, yet insane eyes as he was pushed into the ballroom of Riddle Manor. He relished in the pain that washed over him as Fred, George, Bill, Charlie, and Ginny, were forced on their knees in front of him. Harry's mind was basking in feeling pain as the twins held on to each other as they were tortured with crucio, before being hit with avada kedabra (sp?), at the same time. Bill was killed the same way, except he was hit with multiple cutting curses. Charlie was levitated off the ground till he reached the ceiling before being dropped, but right before he hit the ground he was hit with crucio before killed with the killing curse.

Ginny was staring in horror at her brothers' dead bodies, then at Harry, who was still screaming. She trembled as Avery Knott approached her, unzipping his fly, he slowly slid her skirt off, then her panties, he let his pants fall along with his boxers, and-

The haunting memory was cut off as something, small warm and soft held his hand uncertainty, and stroked his cheek timidly. Harry's nose twitched and the comforting, but enticing scent of one of his mates surrounded him. The sweet scent soothed him, and obscured his scenes. He breathed in deeply, and slowly opened his eyes, scared that his mate was going to vanish when he did.

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When Harry started to scream and writhe in pain, Severus all but shoved Draco on the side of Harry's bed. "Hold his hand and stroke his cheek, Draco," Severus all but snarled.

Lucius stared at him like he was insane, "Severus? What is that supposed to do?!" A withering glare from Severus made him freeze, and realize that Harry's screams had stopped along with the writhing in pain. He stared in shock at his son and Harry, then at Severus, "You mean those two are-?"

Severus growled at him, "Yes, him and Blaise Zabini."

Lucius sunk down into a chair, rubbing the bridge of his nose. His head snapped up and swiveled over to Harry's bed when a groan elicited from there. He blinked owlishly when Harry sat up in a daze and leaned over to Draco and sniffed him, before nuzzling the crook of Draco's neck. Draco looked uncertainly at his parents and godfather before awkwardly patting Harry's head, eliciting a rumbling purr from said male.

Apparently satisfied Harry pulled back and leaned against the wall, and gaining his bearings looked at the occupants owlishly. "Um…not to be rude or anything, but what are you all doing in my room?"

Severus's lip twitched, "Well, excuse the concerned father, when he goes to fetch a healer because his only son his screaming his head off and writhing in pain!"

Lucius and Narcissa couldn't help chuckling at that and when Harry tilted his head to the side innocently. Lucius turned serious, abruptly and asked, "May I ask why you were screaming and writhing in pain, Prince Snape?"

Harry looked at his hands in his lap as he ears swiveled around, and his tail swish in aggravation, "Nightmares."

Lucius rose and eyebrow, "Of what, may I ask?"

Harry's top lip twitched slightly and he whispered, "Of my soul's past and this body's old future. Let me tell you a story, Lord Malfoy, Lady Malfoy, and Prince Malfoy. It all started on Hallow Eve 1981..."

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And there's chapter eight! Hope you liked it!