Edward's pov:
As soon as we all got back I thought it would be best to tell Nessie the rest of our history. Alice took less time than anyone else. She didn't like to relive what she had gone through. Seeing that Nessie got really emotional at her Jasper's story there was no reason to prolong it.
Renesmee loved the love story between my brother and sister. She told them she hoped she and Jake could have something as profound.
When Jasper finished she was holding on to Jacob so tight. She ran to her uncle after settling down. Hugging him tightly promising to always be a friend to talk to if he needed.
After the history was done, she ate dinner and Jake left to go back to his house . Nessie wanted to take a short nap, and who can blame her it must have been tiring taking in all that information.
Renesmee's pov:
After hearing what all my family went through was tough. Alice and jasper the most. But I guess it worked out for everyone in the end. I truly wanted to have a love like all my family had, I wanted Jake.
After my nap I went to get some dinner. I was also going to call Jake. I wanted him to come over so we could talk bout the things I was told. I needed comfort.
Tonight was the night. I was finally tell Jacob what I wanted. I wanted to be his wife and the mother of his children. I was going to make my point clear.
I finally told my dad that I wanted to be with Jacob and get married and have his babies. I told them all about the dreams I had been having.
I was ready for the next step in our relationship. He said he would back off Jake as long he didn't hurt me. If I cried dad thought Jake did something. I had to be careful and not think about Jake that much at all. Aunt Alice even bought me a brand new dress. My mom and her help me get dressed.
" Thank you mom for helping I thought you and dad wouldn't let me go after all I told you earlier." I smiled.
"Dear we you and trust you. We know that you wouldn't do anything to upset us."
When Jacob got there I about tackled him to the ground. I was so excited. I want for the rest of my life to start now.
Dad also promised not to follow us. Although I know a small part of him wanted to. I just about ran right out the door. I wanted this date to start already. There was no going back after this. I got into the rabbit and we sped off. We ended up at La Push Beach. It seemed like a great place. I mean if I got him mad out in the open all the packs would show up. It was also a great place cause that's were we always went. I loved it there. We walked around for a few. We really didn't talk much. I think he was as nervous as I was.
I pulled him into the woods so we could talk better. I was hoping that we wouldn't get a word out.
"Jake, I -". How was I going to get my point across? I didn't know how to be sexy. I didn't even know how to kiss either. I mean I had seen mom and dad kiss before, but that wasn't the same as doing things for yourself.
Before I could get anything more out he was kissing me, It was amazing. I was in heaven, well not heaven really. You catch what I'm saying though. His body sang to me. I was ready for anything if I could be like this with him forever. I kissed him more passionately. He pulled away after a few more kisses. I felt so bad. Was I not a good kisser? Did I bite him and not know it?
"I'm sorry Jake". I smiled at him
"Nothing to be sorry for hun. I just need a minute to cool myself down." He whispered as he took my hand. I had got him hot and bothered again.
I had him wanting me in a way I wanted to be wanted. This time I really didn't want him to cool down. I pulled him in for a passionate kiss. I was going to drive my point home. Jake pulled away once more.
"Are you sure this is what you want. I love you and would never do anything you didn't want me to do. You are my life. Anytime you want to stop you just say the word and I will".
"Jake I'm fine. I know it going to hurt the first time but I really want you. I want everything about you. Please lets try. If I hate it then we won't do it again."
He gave up. We melted into each other. I was in my happy place. After we were done I fell asleep. I had very vivid dreams about all that we did. Jakes body was all over my mind. When I woke Jacob was on the phone to my father.
"Ness? No. she is about to leave now. Why? Ohh. Will do bro. later". He looked at me with a smile.
"Looks like you going to stay with me tonight. Your parents need a little alone time tonight".
He was so happy. We went back to his house. His dad had left him a note. It looked like him and grandpa Charlie was going to fishing in the morning so he stay at grandpas house. It looked like we would be alone here all night.
We watched a few movies. I got a bit sleepy so Jake carried me into his room so we could lay down. Having him close to me only made my wants come back. I turned to face him. He was longing for me too. I knew that we were going to be loving each other a lot. I wanted to get it right.
He pulled me in for a kiss and melted into each other again. I fell asleep knowing I had got what I wanted. I went straight home after that and prayed my father would never find out about what we did that night. If he did I would have been in so much trouble. He would totally kill Jacob too. In my father's eyes Jacob was just a dog, no good. Him and my mother didn't even want him to date me.
I didn't say hi or nothing I just went right to sleep. Or at least faked sleep when my parents came in to check on me. I wasn't in the mood for a talk. I was flying high. Things were definitely going my way. I would have Jacob and my family. I would be whole. Next step is to beg him to marry me so we could start a family. I wanted that more than anything.
I would have to talk to Alice about my dress in the morning and to my grandma about the type of house I wanted built for me and Jacob and talk to mom about what it was like to kiss daddy for the first time, when I wasn't sure dad would kill Jacob ask dad if having a baby would kill me or try to. I wanted to do a lot of research before the wedding and wedding night. I would have everything in its place.
When I finally did sleep I didn't want to wake up. I slept for like 2 days. When I did wake up I got sick over and over. Mom was worried so she had my dad carry me to the compound.
I vomited like a bunch there too. Mom thought my dad should go hunting so he wouldn't hurt me or anything that came in his path. So they decided a family hunting trip would be best. Alice and grandpa stayed behind to run a few tests on me. I think they thought I was pregnant. I know I was starting to think that. If that was the truth then everything would change. No matter what I wanted the baby. And I will fight for what I want.
