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A/N: Hey guys, I am so sorry for not updating sooner! But hopefully this chapter will make up for it.
So I have a question for you guys for sometime in the future and you'll have to let me know what you want me to do.
If and when Eli and Clare become intimate in the complete sense as in "Make love" or "Have sex" do you want me to keep it as T rated as possible or should I go into an M rating?
Cause I could go either way with it but I know that some of you aren't comfortable with reading M stories as others so I was just wondering. Either way let me know if you guy want me to stay at a T or possibly switch over to M for future chapters.
Seriousness took over Eli's features as he studied Clare's face.
"Clare… are you sure?"
Clare gave him a small smile "Of course" When Eli didn't respond to her for a miniute or two her smile started to fade.
"Ar- Aren't you? Don't you wanna be with me?"
"I- Well I umm- Clare we- " Eli stutterd
Clare tried to fight away the tears that started to bulid at the thought of being rejected by Eli. She started to pull herself away from him. "You know… never mind. Forget I even mentioned it" She tried to fake a smile as she got off the couch.
"No Clare wait." Eli said reaching up and grabbing her arm before she could leave. As he pulled her to face him a tear came down her cheek.
"Oh Clare baby don't" Eli said as he pulled her back down next to him.
"Is it me?" She said wiping her eyes "Do you not want this? Me? Cause I'm too inexperianced or-"
"Clare listen to me its not that I don't want you. Believe me when I say that." He told her cupping her cheek.
"I would love to make you feel good , and sexy and have the most pleasurable and intimate experience you can have with someone with you but sex is a big decision and it can have concequnces. There's so many emotions and feelings that go into having sex and I know you have your ring and your vow and I respect that. I just really want you to be sure that you wanna do this. I really don't want you to regret it."
"There's also the matter of your age Clare. Your still gonna be a minor and i-"
"Eli I would never get you in trouble like that. Especially when I want this. I'm not gonna tell anyone I just wanted this for you and me and I will never regret what we do together."
Eli sighed and looked down at the couch for a few seconds before looking up and locking eyes with Clare again.
"Are you a hundred percent sure that you about this Clare? This is really what you want?"
Clare bit her lip and nodded "Yes Eli. I want this more than anything."
Eli studied her face for any sign of hesatasion and sure enough he coulden't find any.
"Alright" He said nodding "If your really sure that's what you want… than come the night of your birthday your wish is my command."
Clare smiled widely and straddled Eli's lap once more.
"Really?"
Eli just smiled as he held her. "Really"
Clare lent in and captured his lips in a sweet kiss. It started off gentle and innocent but as the minutes went by their kissing became more intense and quick.
Clare cupped Eli's neck and played with the ends of hair on his neck as his hands traveled under the back of her shirt he slowly ran his nails all the way down her back to her thighs and repeated the process.
When Eli deepened the kiss Clare let out a light moan and experimentally pressed herself against Eli. She heard him gasp and so she grinded herself agaist him once more and this time he let out a small groan his hands gripping her waist as he broke the kiss.
"Clare" he whispered breathing heavily against her ear. "We better stop your mothers upstaris"
"Eli please. just for a little while" she whispered as she gently bit on his neck making Eli let out a small growl.
Clare pulled back slightly and looked into Eli's beautiful forrest green eyes. He cupped her cheek and ran his thumb over her lips before moving his eyes to hers.
He smiled sweetly at her and pressed his forehead to hers "Alright. But try not to make noise" He whispered against her lips before grabbing the back of her head and crashing their lips together once more.
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The next morning Helen came downstairs around 11:00 and walked into the kitchen to find Eli already up and sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee and reading the paper.
"Morning Eli." She said as she walked past him and to the fridge. Eli gave her a small smile as he looked up."Morning Hel"
Helen sighed as she poured herself some juice. "Eli I think we need to talk."
Eli gave her a confused look but none the less stood up and gave her his attention. "Okay… what about?"
"Our relationship"
Eli scoffed slighty "Hel there is nothing wrong with our relationship." He told her crossing his arms.
Helen shook her head as she put her juice on the counter and waltzed right up to Eli. She cupped the back of his neck and forcefully pulled his lips to hers kissing him roughly.
Eli pulled back quickly "Helen!"
"You see Eli! That's it right there! You never wanna touch me or even kiss me anymore! And we haven't had sex in forever!"
"Really? This is why your pissed cause we haven't fucked lately!" Eli yelled in her face "Is that all you care about? Well I'm sorry if I haven't been in the mood or because ive had things going on that you woulden't understand."
"Are you cheating on me Elijah? Huh? Are you fucking somebody else? Is that why your never in the mood anymore!"
"Whatever Helen! I'm done talking about this! If you wanna end things between us than I don't care anymore! Ill leave tonight and that will be it!"
"Eli I don't want-" Helen began her voice filled with sadness "I care about y-"
Eli cut her off by putting his hand up and scoffing again. "Don't! Helen please you don't care about me. You care about the sex. Look I really don't wanna talk to you right now so I'm gonna step out and cool off before end up I saying something very hurtful."
And with that Eli left the kichen and headed out the front door make Helen flitch slighlty as he slammed it. He stormed to morty and started up the engine before speeding out of the driveway.
As he sped down the streets he took out his phone and texted the one person he needed to see the most right now. After reciving a text back from her he started heading towards his destination.
5 minutes later he pulled up to Alli's house and there she was waiting for him on the front porch with a worried expression. When she saw the hearse she grabbed her things and headed towards morty.
"Eli whats wrong?" Clare asked as she got in the hearse and he started to speed off. Eli just kissed her lips quickly and told her he'd explain once they parked.
They drove for 20 mins or so until they reached the abandoned church that Eli and Clare had discovered on one of their drives. Once he parked he turned towards Clare and told her everything about the fight.
"So.. What are you gonna do?" She questioned him while she stroked the back of his neck
"I'm not sure I mean I know for a fact that I don't wanna be with your mother. But if we end things and I leave the house than it makes things harder for you and me. I mean you'll be starting your senior soon year and ill have work and with me not at the house its gonna be hard to see each other."
"Well what if you picked me up sometimes after school or what if I came to your apartment?"
"It could work but I have a roommate so it be a little risky."
"Whatever you decide to do I just don't wanna lose you Eli" Clare said frowning
Eli cupped her cheek. "Hey, your not going to."
Clare lent in to his hand "Promise?"
"Promise" He said giving her a small smile "I want to be with you… Clare i… I love you" He whispered
Clare eyes widened in shock and a big smile graced her features as she lent over and kissed him passionately.
"I love you too" She whispered back as she broke the kiss "So much"
"Than that's all that matters right now" He told her as she snuggled into his side and he kissed her forehead as he took a deep breath and stared out the window as he tried to figure out what to do.
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