disclaimer thingy: i own inuyasha (big men with white lab coats and needles come in) i mean i do NOT own inuyasha, haha fellas put the needle down and we can talk like kids, i mean adults.

I'M SO SORRY i havent updated in ages ive had serious writers block, i couldn't think of a chapter. plus to make it up to you i have made this a long chapter. please enjoy. its rather shocking.
Inuyasha had awoken to see a sleeping angel in his arms, in her room. Then the flashbacks of the night before came back.

"Inuyasha, I have no doubt you will protect me from anything, but can I protect you from my evils?" she thought, causing her to cry harder.

"Kagome it's okay, it was just a nightmare, Shhh it's okay, I'm here now. I'll protect you. Kagome." Inuyasha wanted to know what the dream was but if it upset her to say then he would wait until she was ready to tell.

1 hour later

Inuyasha and Kagome hadn't moved from that spot and Kagome's crying was coming to a stop. What Kagome just did shocked Inuyasha, it was something he had least expected and it had caught him by surprise.

"Inuyasha." Had he heard right? Had his name just come from Kagome's lips? He looked down at her only to find she had once again fallen asleep in his arms.

Inuyasha remembered, she had said his name before falling into a deep sleep. He looked down at her again and saw her, eyes open, a wide smile pasted on her face.

"Morning Kags. You okay now?" Inuyasha asked, gently releasing his hold on Kagome's waist. She nodded. "Good, good." Inuyasha didn't want to tell Kagome about last night, he thought if she knew she would have said or written something.

1 hour later

Kagome, Inuyasha, Sesshomaru and Inutashio were sitting in the dining room eating breakfast. Inutashio had the day off of work and Sesshomaru's girlfriend Rin was coming over later. Kagome was also excited because Sango was coming over. She had only known her for a day but it felt like a long time, and they had become very close friends. Miroku, she wasn't to keen on seeing him and his hands again but she knew Inuyasha and Sango would knock him out if he tried anything. Talking of Inuyasha, Kagome looked over to him to see a piece of Ramen on his cheek going unnoticed. She heard a held in laughter come from Sesshomaru. By the sounds of things he had seen the noodle and was trying to hide his laughter. Inuyasha looked up and saw his brother holding his hand over his mouth staring at him.

"What you staring at fluffy?" Inuyasha asked gruffly, smirking at his comment.

"Oh nothing, noodle face." Sesshomaru said looking away snickering. Meanwhile Inuyasha was wiping the noodle off of his face. Kagome could do nothing but laugh. It wasn't soon after that she'd laughed so much she needed the toilet so she scuttled off to the bathroom. Inuyasha took this opportunity to tell his brother and dad something.

"Dad, fluffy listen I have something to tell you about Kagome." Inuyasha said in a low whisper. Sesshomaru growled at the name. "Last night she spoke. She said my name and fell asleep. And also she's been having nightmares. I bet they are about her past." Inuyasha whispered whilst his family listened intently.

"Inuyasha you need to find out more about this girl so we can help her. I fear she may be in trouble and her father has the parental rights to take her away if he found her. We simply cannot let that happen. You saw the state of her body when we found her, so her father would probably do worse if she was found." Inutashio told his son. Inuyasha nodded in understanding.

"Oh and Inuyasha." Sesshomaru added. Inuyasha looked at him. "Look after her. Okay."

"Aww is fluffy going soft? Don't worry, if I see her dad I'll hide her then rip him to fucking shreds, that evil bastard. Hell maybe I can get Kagome to tell me things, like his weakness perhaps. She spoke once; I know she'll speak again. I just know it." Inuyasha stated.

"Very well Inuyasha but before you do that eat the rest of your lovely breakfast Kaede and the cooks have made." Inuyasha humphed at his dad's command but did as he was told. He, nor his brother and father knew that Kagome was standing outside the door, listening to their conversation. The smell of bacon was too overwhelming for the dog demons sensitive noses that they could not smell the salty tears that fell down Kagome's cheeks. Kagome felt sick. She ran to her room for the last time.

2 hours later

"YO KAGOME, WHERE ARE YOU?" Inuyasha shouted. He couldn't smell her around the house. He went up to her room and knocked on the door. No answer. He pushed the door open and saw the balcony window was open and the rain was getting in the room. The wind was blowing the white curtains about. Inuyasha panicked. He looked around for Kagome but saw no one. He noticed the whiteboard Kagome used, laying on the bed with writing on it. He grabbed it and speed-read the note. He gasped and looked at the window. Then he ran down to his father's study where Inutashio and Sesshomaru were playing a game of chess.

Inutashio's study

"Checkmate, I win again dad so stop trying." Sesshomaru said as he made his last move, taking down his father's king.

"Best 12 out of 15?" Inutashio asked, rearranging his chess pieces on the board.

Sesshomaru sighed, Rin had caught a cold so she wasn't coming over and Inutashio finished his work.

"Dad give up, I win you lose, get over it. Just please no more chess." At that moment Inuyasha burst into the room.

"DAD KAGOME'S GONE!" he shouted breathless as he handed the whiteboard to his dad. Inutashio took it and read it aloud.

Dear Inutashio, Sesshomaru and lastly Inuyasha,

I'm sorry to have left at this time but I feel I have overstayed my welcome. Thank you for your generosity. I no longer need it. The reason I left is because I'm ashamed of myself. I've broken a promise to myself and you all want to use that to hurt my father. I know your trying to help but it really is not needed and I would like you to trust me when I say I can handle my father. So I have decided to go back to him. If I don't he will find me anyway and have parental rights over me. Either way he wins. No point in trying to hide it anymore. He's right; I'm worthless, not worth your time or protection. I'm sure you will forget me easily. I'm just sorry I couldn't say goodbye, if I did you would stop me and you would make it harder then it already is. I'm sorry but I can't risk you getting hurt by my father. You have no idea how much power he possesses. All three of you cannot take him on. That's my job. No matter what I do I want you to forget I ever came into your lives. If I die that will make thing a lot easier for you guys.

I'll never forget your generosity,

Kagome.

"Dad we have to find her, you said it yourself, he could kill her!" Inuyasha protested.

"Inuyasha no…" Inutashio said putting a hand on his sons arm to prevent him from leaving. Inuyasha fought out of his grasp. "No Inuyasha, not without your coat. It's raining. Besides I wanted to warn you it would be a hard job. Her scent will be covered by the rain." Inutashio said whilst he and Sesshomaru grabbed their coats. Inuyasha nodded, walked into the hall and put his coat on. The Takahashi's left their home and headed off in different directions.

Meanwhile

Tears and raindrops ran down Kagome's face. She was outside in the rain, wearing nothing but a sleeveless t-shirt, jeans and trainers. Her hair was soaked and dripping down her back. Her head was looking down, her eyes closed. She whispered something, that's right, she was talking lightly.

"I'm sorry. I promised you I wouldn't leave; I promised I wouldn't speak, only to you. I'm sorry I have disappointed you. I tried, I really tried. And my failure resulted me leaving the three males who actually liked me and tried to help me. See what I do for you mum. DO YOU SEE WHAT I DO FOR YOU? THE PAIN THAT MOTHERFUCKER PUT ME THROUGH EVERYNIGHT?! DO YOU?!" Kagome shouted looking up to the sky. Then back to the ground where her mother's grave sat.

"Do you see mum? Why did you leave me alone in the world? With him? Oh mum please come back. Please mummy, please?" Kagome cried curling into a ball on the ground. She had to be strong, for her mum but it was so hard.

Elsewhere

Inuyasha had searched all over town. He left no street unchecked, no alleyway unseen. All the places she could go, she wasn't there. Inuyasha got his mobile out.

"Hey there, dad? Have you or fluffy found her yet? You haven't? well keep looking, we have to find her." With that Inuyasha hung up and continued his search. During his search he came across a graveyard. The graveyard his mother was buried in. he needed to find Kagome but he wanted to be respectful and pay respects to his dear mother. The woman who gave him life. He walked into the graveyard, avoiding treading on graves. He came across his mothers.

"Hey mum it's me, Inuyasha. Sorry I haven't visited in a while, I've been busy looking after a girl. But then you've been watching so you know all about it. Please mum, help me find her." Inuyasha pleaded to the grave in front of him. He looked up and saw a girl standing in front of a gravestone. Her lips moving as she spoke. Inuyasha could hear the words with his demon ears, he heard…

"I'm sorry mum but the longer I make him wait, the harsher the beating. Well bye" With that Kagome turned to leave but she heard a voice shout her name from the other side of the graveyard. She looked up.

"Shit." She thought and her slow walk turned into a fast run. But it was no use, Inuyasha's demon speed was too fast. Before she knew it two arms had wrapped themselves around her waist stopping her from running.

"INUYASHA LET GO OF ME, NOW." Kagome shouted. Inuyasha just stood shocked. Kagome turned to face him and started hitting his chest as hard as she could.

"INUYASHA WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME. YOU'VE MADE ME BREAK MY PROMISE TO SOMEONE I LOVE AND NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK HOME TO THAT STUPID FUCK! INUYASHA LET GO!" Kagome shouted at the top of her lungs. But Inuyasha just held her tighter. Without thinking he pulled her into a tight embrace. Kagome stood shocked.

"I'm sorry Kagome." Inuyasha whispered loud enough for her to hear. Kagome couldn't take it anymore. She burst into tears, returned the hug and cried into Inuyasha shoulder. After a while Kagome started sneezing. It had jus occurred to Inuyasha she wasn't wearing much. He took his coat off and put it over her. Then he picked her up bridal style and ran home. By this time Kagome had blacked out.


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