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Ugh, the alarm. Kill it! Kill it with fire!
I reach for my phone on my night stand and turn the alarm off. My eyes are killing, and im so tired.
Fuck.
Everything from last night comes flooding back. I can't believe I did what I did. I've just ruined everything.
Those thoughts I've worked so hard to make disappear feeling like they are coming back. The feelings building in my stomach.
No. Stop it Paige. Do you remember how hard last year was? No, take some deep breaths and think about the positives in my life.
I do some deep slow breathing and think about how far I come. I finally get out of bed and go to my en suite shower and get undressed. I turn the temperature to a cool level.
Phew that's cold. But I need it to wake up. I finish up my shower and get dressed into some skinny jeans and my Ride The Lightning Metallica t-shirt.
I go downstairs and hope my parents are not downstairs, because I'm so embarrassed by my behaviour last night.
I pause at the kitchen door, I see my mum and dad both look at me expectantly.
Crap. I need to leave but I'm starving!I quickly, walk to the fruit bowl and grab a banana.
"Paige, wait. Well how did it go last night?" my dad asks.
I pause and don't turn around to them. I don't want them to be ashamed of me anymore, not after what I put them through.
"Erm, ok." I say.
"what that's it? Just ok? What happened? You both looked so happy when you left."
"I don't know, I made a fool of myself. So don't expect her coming round again." I quickly explain, while I grab my bag and run out of the house but they can get anything else out of me.
I grab my bike out of the back garden and start my ride too school. Shit I'm going to have to avoid Emily all day, i'm so embarrassed. How am I going to handle it when we are in the same class as well today? And don't even get me started on Spencer. Jeez, I'm not looking forward to her confrontation if Emily tell her what I did.
Aggghhhh!
I finish my Ride to school and lock my bike up to the rack. I start walking to my locker with the hope of avoiding Emily. I get there and start putting my chemistry folders into my bag. Looking to my right I see Emily walking this way with her friends. Shit I need to get out of here. I look again at this gorgeous figure in front of me and we make eye contact.
Shit. But wait why is she smiling at me? Fuck, I got to go, so I race to my first lesson of the day.
Ten minutes early I arrive to the room and im the only one there. Sitting down on the back bench I get my stuff out and just play with a game on my phone. Five minutes later I feel someone sit next to me.I look up and it's her.
"Hey Paige, is it alright if I sit next to you?"
I must look like a rabbit in the headlights. I think I nod, because I just don't think I can physically get words out. Why is she sitting so close to me? Is she crazy? I violated her nd she is just sitting there looking at me with a gorgeous wide smile on her face. Everyone has took their places now just chatting to themselves.
I look to the board as I realise I'm staring. She leans into me and whispers into my ear, "I only stopped you because I didnt want people thinking someone was getting killed, with how loud I expected you were going to make me scream.".
I think my eyes fell out with how hard they bulged out of my skull.
