So this was Going to be two chapters but i couldn't find place to spilt it and i liked how it flows. I am posting this rather late at night i might post a very short chapter up 2mrw durring the day. Please review the ones i get encourage me to write more.
-Nick
"Bella Hun, there is something we need to talk about." Carlisle said to me sweetly.
Bella POV
I closed my eyes again and put my head back on the table. God why wasn't the dizziness going away? My head and the ceiling spun. I felt like puking. Something was very wrong with me and I didn't know what. It took a few seconds for what Carlisle said to sink in. He needed to talk to meā¦about what?
"Did she pass out again?" I heard Alice say almost to quiet for me to hear.
"No" I murmured. "I'm awake." I said trying to sit up. I felt Edwards hand on my back helping me.
"Well, Bella Hun, Your wounds are very deep, and you have lost A LOT of blood. Do you still feel lightheaded?" I nodded "that's what I was afraid of. Bella you have lost to much blood and Jacob cut and bit to deep. He severed some of your muscles. Which is why when you tried to sit up it was very hard." He paused and looked at Edward who shook his head then to Alice who nodded. Her face looked as if she was about to cry while Edward's looked like he was angry.
"What does all of that mean Carlisle?" I demanded.
"Bella there is a very slim chance if I take you to the E.R that you will make it, and even if you do you won't be able to function as you're supposed to. You won't be able to move your arms very much and your right hand won't be able to fully open or close ever again." He said in the saddest voice I ever heard come from his voice.
Oh god, I am going to die. It was all that ran through my mind. Well at least I got to spend my last few hours with the only person I could ever love. Even if it pissed him off that I was intruding in his life again. I didn't care even though his face told me that he hated me I didn't care he was here and the last thing I was going to see before I died was his lovely face.
That's when he stomped out of the room. Growling and snarling, muttering something under his breath.
"I am going to tell her I don't give a damn what you think!" Alice yelled after him. "I have lost my best friend once I am not going to do it again no matter what you think" She said in a normal volume, I knew he heard every word.
Carlisle butted in "Bella you have two choices. One, I could take you to the hospital and we could do what I can to save you. Or, Two, I can turn you"
That's when I heard the growl erupt from the other room. Edward burst back in the room.
"YOU will not lay a hand on her" He yelled at his father. I was so in shock I forgot to breath. The entire room was silent.
"No one is ever going to cause her pain ever again. If she picks the change then I will do it. If she doesn't want me to be the one to change her then it won't be done. None or you are going to touch her." He glared at both of is family. I looked at both of their faces. I had never seen either one so hurt.
He walked over to the table absolutely disgusted. "Make your decision." He said to me not trying to hide the spite in his voice.
"You should already know what I want Edward. I want to change. But don't worry I wont bother you after you do ill go and live on my own. I won't be around you." I said trying to stop the tears from coming down my face. Not only had he never loved me and told me to my face that he didn't want me, but now he hated me for what I did to his family. I was always causing them problems and now they fought because of me. Maybe I should just let myself die. Why would I want to live forever if the only people that I loved hated me so deeply?
Edward POV
I couldn't stand it. I was going to be forced to cause her even more pain. Hadn't I ruined her life enough but my family left me no choice. If I didn't do it then I knew they would. And when she started screaming form the pain I would be forced to hurt them for causing my Bella pain. I don't have to worry about hurting her much longer. I had apparently stayed away for so long that the damage I done was un repairable. . But don't worry I wont bother you after you do ill go and live on my own. I won't be around you. I didn't understand the tears in her eyes when she said this. But she had made it very clear that she wanted nothing to do with me after the change I didn't want to believe it but that's when I knew that she pick me over the dog because she knew my dad could save her. It had nothing to do with me. A voice in my head told me I was wrong but all the facts told me other wise.
"Edward we need to do it soon she is fading on us" Carlisle spoke to only me
I wish they both knew the truth, I wish I could tell them but this is something they need to find out on their own. Little does Bella know she is not going anywhere after this is done. As I told Edward I am not losing her again no matter how stupid he is" Alice said to herself unaware I was listening
I walked over to her putting my hand on her lips making her blush. Had she just blushed? God I am going to miss that. I felt a tiny smile wash over my face. A final thought passed over my mind as I sunk my teeth into her neck.
Please god let me be wrong.
