Hello guys sorry I haven't had time to update my story ,I've been busy. Anyway this chapter is going to summarise a few weeks then go to present day . I hope you enjoy!


I arose from my slumber around six o clock . Oh how badly I wanted to skip school . I know that is not a possibility. It's the second day of school plus I mean Phil ... Yeah like I said not going to work unfortunately.

I do my morning stretches in my bed ,my body screaming with pain any time I move a limb. I begrudgingly pull myself out of bed and head into the bathroom I look up into the mirror . Cringing as soon as I see the bruises, they look even worse in the daylight. I brush my teeth and lightly shave, I look at the shower and realise I do not want to see any more of my body or the effects of last nights beatings . Who knowsw what my back looks like?. I slip a simple black t shirt on and wince at the pain that escapes me as fabric touches my raw skin. I slip on my jeans and look through my jackets. My biggest collection of clothes is with my jackets, I pull out my signature black hoodie and slip it on. I look at the clock and notice it's around seven, shit I run downstairs grabbing a cup of water then pretty much downing it. Not very attractive , I slam the door and sigh with relief knowing I got out ,with out any more bruises. Although last night he added an extensive collection lets say and a few more scars let's say..

But it's not the physical stuff that hurts , I mean of course it's painful and stuff. It's the way he looks at me and how he makes me feel. Worthless...

Anyway moving out of all the deep stuff, I decide to walk. Well not really deciding to walk because I can't take my mums car. Even though my body stings with every step I carry on . I walk and walk ,until I finally make it to school . I don't think I've ever been so happy to see a school. I shiver remembering that my siblings go to this school . They might like me for a bit I guess I mean I can't escape the really , but one day they,ll find out who I really am . A worthless,waste of space,piece of shit the names go on .

I hear the bell go and make my way to maths, my most hated subject. I walk towards the classroom staring at the floor which seems to now appeal to Me . I walk around finally finding my class. I've got to the point that I'm not even bothered. I conceal the never-ending pain. I twist the doorknob and pass the students making my way to the back where the only seat appears to be next to Emmett's girlfriend. What's her name ,oh Rosalie . She looks at me with a hard stare and I quietly sit down in the chair next to me. The teacher starts leturcting on about some maths equations and tells us we should get our textbooks out. Looks like I'm going to have to ask if we can share. I clear my throat and she's stares at me .

"can I share the textbook" I meekly ask

"fine " she quietly mutters

"what have you got against me" I whisper

"I just don't appreciate the fact that you cut off contact with your siblings and onot to mention your father. Do you know how much damage you,ve caused. When I went round every time your name was mentioned they had that same look in their eye. Sadness do you know how much pain you caused them and that's all down to you,why would you even do that to them" she feisty answers

I raise my head , the guilt building. To be honest I thought they didn't miss me.

i look up at her "look it's a long story I just felt that they were better of with out me, o just complicate things I just didn't fit in an d I didn't want to be the kid that they looked down on. I felt like I was doing a favour to them"I honestly reply

she looks up at me with a sort of heart-breaking stare."do you really feel that way" she shyly responds. I nod my head and she pulls me into a gentle hug and for once in my life for a very long time I feel safe. Just then i notice what attracted emmett to her I mean she's obviously beautiful but how understanding she is.

I look up at her face and notice trickles of tears coming down.


"Please don't tell them" I whisper

"of course not" she quietly responds

after that the day flyed by. No one noticed the bruises or flinched I guess and rose as she told me to call her kept to her promise. I tried to avoid Bella but she never quite left my mind and of course it didn't help she was best friends with Alice . The weeks after that passed rather quickly. My relationships grew with my siblings and I was pretty close with rose .However the the beatings didn't stop but they weren't quite as violent. I was on about my third week when Alice and Emmett asked me a question. A question which made my heart stop.

i knew that Phil realised my family lived in forks but he surprisingly didn't care. I also knew that my siblings told my father I was here.

i sat down on the bench at the regular table they always told me to meet me at when Alice looked up at me.

"Ed do you think that you would like to stay at our house this weekend and then we could make a sort of weekly thing" she asks.

I feel the panic rise in my throat but somehow I shake it off.

" I wouldn't want to impose" I reply.

I mean it would get me out of Phil's wrath but it would mean but I would have to face my father . Luckily I haven't run into him yet... I don't know why I am so nervous I'm scared that he,ll turn into Phil , that I'll dissapoint him. I don't know if I could cope with letting any one else down . Also their is the fleck on fear that he,ll raise his hand to me.

Iam brought out of my deep thoughts by Alice's rant

"Look Edward you would not be imposing in the slightest you are my brother , plus my dad really would love if you came. He hasnt seen you in three years Edward he misses you " she confidently says.

Emmett butts into our conversation

"look little bro you should come we really miss you man ,your family' he bellows

"Okay" I quietly answer.

How am I supposed to tell Phil about this and what if they find out ,and most importantly what if they see the bruises ...