Ok I know I have been away for a bit, I have been training and working back to back so writing is on the back burner but I did finish chapter 8 for all of you now I have two ways to do this, finish at Chapter 10 and have epilogue or I write the trial. I am thinking about it and I have a cool and sinster way of how I see it I will give you a hint, if you have seen James Foley's work you know it can go a little dark, especially with his work in "Fear" the last scene is how I see the tail end of this story going down, if you are down keep reading, it's will keep getting better, in the mean time just wait. More to come! All mistakes are mine, I don't own Fifty shades, this is original work! Also I welcome all good and bad comments. Thanks!

Chapter 8

Christian P.O.V

Knowing Mia and Dad working on Ana's case made me feel better, but still they shouldn't be. As far as I knew and Ana knew her dad and her step-mom split up about two years ago, if Paul did sleep with her, it would be fine, however Ana said she knew of him but he never visited while she was there, and good she didn't meet him. I felt horrible when Mia came to me first to talk about her case. I wish she didn't have to tell her about what was going to happen, or that Paul was her step-brother, divorced or not family is family and this guy sounded psychotic or the most pathological.

Elena came running back to me, "your sister shared some information with her now she's" she didn't have to finish before I was running past her to the back to the washrooms there she was in the one large bathroom throwing up. I came behind her and held her hair up.

"Did you know too?" She asked as the racking heaves were escaping her.

"I had an idea I didn't know that it would be like a game of thrones episode." Another racking heave left her body then coughing and dry heaves soon came. My poor Ana, I rubbed her back until

She was able to pull back, I flushed the toilet as she sat there, I got a wet paper towel and handed it to her to wipe her lips. She began sobbing slowly. "What's wrong?"

"It was my own family that raped me!" She started crying all over again. I got down to her level. I placed her hands within mine.

"They caught him now this can go to trial and you will never have to see him again."

"I have to tell you something" she whispered. I leaned in, "that night Elliot invited me because he knew Kate was out of town, he wanted me to meet you, I was there for you." She started shaking as a few sobs escaped her. I knew my brother wanted to set me up and knowing it was her, made it even better but the fact some asshole stole her away from me and then raped her, he took what was, what is mine and damaged it. I was pissed but not here not now.

"I know Ana, I really do, Elliot wanted us to connect and I'm glad we did. Before you were bubbly, giddy to be there and when he came up to you, you knew right away he wasn't for you but still gave him a nice send off and he in turn found a way to hurt what's mine." I held her close for a minute, "do you still want your hair cut?" She nodded.

"I want it all cut off." I nodded.

"Ok so like a bob cut?" She nodded.

"Yes" she whispered, oh boy this will be new for her but her locks will be donated but still all her chestnut hair gone. I got her up off the floor and into Elena's chair again. I whispered in her ear, "I know you like your jokes and dirty humour, but this is a special circumstance, I need you to take care of her" I looked to Mia's spot who playing with her phone, "and you!" She looked up, "come with me!" I looked to Elena before I left with Mia, "she wants a bob cut, please leave some hair there for her to play with." She nodded as I walked with Mia out of the salon.

"What's going on?" Mia demanded as we got out into the Seattle sunny day a blistering 32 degrees over took us.

"Ana isn't well and your information made her unwell, so next time you storm past me with information like that, do me a favour and don't!" I sighed I have never been cross with my sister but this is the first time I have been. I look down before back to her, "look dad and you work on the case, I will help Ana overcome this, she needs to heal, so don't bother her with information about this, she much rather forget it happened and let her self believe she is having the Christ child, can we do that?"

"What about when it goes finally to trial?" She probed, my sister was good.

"We'll cross that bridge when we get to it, right now let's focus on building a case, let her stay blind to the costs of this, she doesn't know how much this will all cost I'm putting her under my insurance plan, and I will cover yours and dad's legal fees"

Mia shook her head.

"That's a lot of money Christian for a piece of ass." I wanted to slap her!

"No Mia, she is mine, I saw her at the bar first, I saw him put that shit in her drink and I saw him take her from my arms when she couldn't stand up, I knew she was drugged but I was half cut and didn't care, now I do. I will do anything to fix this! If I sink a million into her and she leaves me, I will give her all of my money just so she can live a comfortable life with twins ok? This isn't some girl," the door opened and I didn't noticed who walked out until I said. " this is the girl I want for the rest of my life."

"Kinda presumptuous if you ask me." I turn and see Ana standing there. With her hair pinned up ready to be cut shoulder length, she looked sexy as fuck. But...

"Shit!" It rolled out of my mouth.

Ana p.o.v

I can't believe I got sick in a salon I could look around and see a few eyes looking at me, all feeling like daggers. I just was quiet until I look over at the chair where Christian was supposed to be and I felt uneasy. "Can we stop for a second?" I asked the hairdresser.

"You feel sick again sweetie?" I nodded my head,

"Can I go outside to get some air?"

"Absolutely" taking off the cape I went to the front, the smell of hair dyes was getting a bit off as I pushed out the door I heard him say "this is the girl I want for the rest of my life" I crossed my arms and looked at him,

"Kind of presumptuous if you ask me." I replied. I have idea what they were talking about but as they turned to me I must have been looking like a idiot with clips in my hair and such, I heard a snort come from Mia and Christian cursing to himself. I went back inside now knowing where he was I went back to the chair. "Feel better?" The cape wrapped around me again, I nodded. For the next hour, Elena told me about her dogs Max and Banks. I snored with laughter as she told me about they're little adventures. As soon as she was finished I smiled, I felt like some of the weight of my troubles had been taken off of my shoulders,

"Next time when you come back we will add some blonde and make a few strips pink. Sound good? Make you look like Banks" I giggled as she told me how she dropped a highlight applier box on him by accident and dyed him pink for a few days. I nodded.

"That sounds good." I replied, I looked up Christian had returned to his spot by the door I got up and moved over towards him.

"Christian," he looked up,"what do you think?"

He smiled, "not blonde, but very you." He stood and took my hand in his, "your bill has been taken care of Mrs. Grey," I whipped my head around.

"Excuse me?" I felt a sharp tug that lead merit of the salon.

"Don't worry about it." Christian muttered, "we have to take you to get your laptop" I am pulled to his side, his roughness is scaring me.

"Christian stop." I ripped my hand from his, he woke up a bit when he realized what he was doing. I rubbed my hands now frightened of him, he came to me as I backed up, "Ana,"

"Don't come near me." I stammered. "No" I backed up, I looked around, I turned around he watched me as I walked away. He followed me as I walked, "Ana!" He called to me, "just stop it Christian I don't need you to babysit me right now." I stormed off, I didn't have my wallet or phone but I didn't care the worse was done to me. I wanted some time to think.

It took me little over three hours a few coffee shop bathrooms but I made it back to Christian's, I opened the front door and the alarm didn't sound in fact it just went and spoke "front door open." I came in and walked around. I heard a familiar voice in the kitchen, I looked in and there was Dr. Trevalen-Grey, "why hello dear," I looked over to the pot cooking food, as I did Christian sat by the kitchen sink with his arms folded over looking pissed, his mother spoke softly. "I'm here as a mediator, nothing more, Christian understand you frighten a young woman who didn't want to be touched let alone manhandled in the street and Ana, what set you off?" She looked at me with kind eyes.

"The lady at the salon misspoke and called me Mrs. Grey and said my bill was taken care of." I raised my hands, "I don't want to be taken care of, I have been doing fine I was born, between keeping an aspirin between my knees and my mothers groping boyfriend's hands off of me I did ok. I don't need your charity Christian."

He looked ready to charge until his mother spoke. "Ana, Christian, relax. Ana, Christian wants to help you so much so he has put together that go fund me account for you."

"I don't want your fucking Help! I want to be left alone! I don't need charity or help of others I want out!" I ran towards the door I was feeling pissed off now. The rain came in goblets I grabbed a thin jacket and raced out into the cold Seattle night. I went into an alley and cried. No Kate, no Christian and no mother. His or mine, I had to raise these babies on my own, it wasn't long before a spotlight came down on me as I shivered in the cold. "Ms. Steele?" I nodded. "Officer Taylor here, I've got her."

"10-4" he came down to my level, "I need to take you somewhere, do you want coffee? Maybe warm you up a bit?" I nodded. "I don't need help, I don't have money but I'm sure."

"It's ok here," he pulled a blanket from his car as I was talking. I wrapped into it, "rough childhood?" I nodded again.

"Wanna talk about it?" He asked again. I shook my head, "I think you have a hard time accepting help because nobody was there to save you, isn't that right?" A sob escaped me, I covered my mouth as if it was something a sane woman wasn't suppose to do. I shook from the cold. "Do you want to get a coffee? Tea?" I am in pain, from the cold I didn't want this man in front of me, I wanted him to go away.

"Can you please just go away?" I asked in a whimper.

"Sure." He stood and walked back to his squad car. He just sat there while I was left in the cold. I must have been so cold I fallen asleep but I did.

I awoke in the hospital, not chained to the bed but a blonde Doctor came to my side the minute I woke up. "Hello Ana, I'm Doctor Claire Green, I hear you been having a rough start to this pregnancy and I thought you would like to talk about it?" I shook my head.

"No I'm ok I just want to find a new place to live and move on. I don't want to live with Christian." I pulled myself up in bed ready to make a run for it.

"I heard what happened and I cut my honeymoon short for you so tell you what, for every time you want to leave because it's too hard for you we will take a walk, or a jog or a run. I'm a great runner." She looked at me dead on,

"You run?" She nodded.

"Boston marathon second fastest time, trust me I can runout most people, even my husband, toddler and trainer. Ready whenever you are."

I pulled the covers back and got some clothes on. I sighed, " I don't know where to begin?"

"Let's start at the beginning, tell me about your mother, what was she like?"

I paused as a vision of my mother drunk passed out on the kitchen floor popped into my head and me telling her we'd be late to the first day of school, in a flood of rage I spoke.

"My mother was crack head had no insurance. I don't have any and I can't afford you." I pulled my new jeans on as well as my new powder blue top.

"Do you hate your mother?" She asked softly.

"Yes!" I yelled. "I hate the bitch for treating me like a piece of meat her boyfriends would touch and when they couldn't keep they're peckers in their pants they would come find me and try and hump me in the middle of the night but since they were all drunken pigs I knee them in the balls. And I would cry and yell but my mom would take their side!" I stopped for a second. "my mother says she's clean now, but really who's to know, the only meaningful gift she gave me was my mug. And then it was like thanks for not having strange men try and dry hump me in bed mom!" I was pacing. "She never loved me, I wanted books, like little women, but I had to steal them from the library at school, my mother would punish me when she was the whore." I hated her, I really did, but I tried for the sake of trying. I paced faster, "it's like she didn't even try or fucking care about me. Even if she did now it doesn't replace the years of mistreatment. My dad left when she cheated on him with her boss saying it was because "she wanted to keep her job" I was barefoot and yet I wanted out. I kept running back and forth, Dr. Green must have picked up on it she put down a pair of black converse shoes and a pair of socks. "Let's run." I didn't hesitate. I pulled on the socks then shoes. I looked up at Dr. Green. "He knew your size." We got off the bed and walked over to the door she opened it for me. "Ok start slow and when you feel you can't go on we will stop but if you want to go faster just run until you can't run anymore, I will be right beside you." I watched her take her lab coat off and clip her I.D onto her hip scrubs pants. "Ready?" I just started running not even thinking. I heard her shoes sqeak behind me but soon she was right beside me. "Tell me more? Tell me about your dad?" I sped up she kept in pace with me, she was good. "He left when I was a baby, we tried to make us as father and daughter work but he had a shitty wife. She hated me," I made it outside, I started running like I was going home. To Kate's,

"Let's go this way." I point Dr. Green kept pace.

We ran past Kate's place saw her boyfriend's truck outside, but I didn't want to bother her, we ran past a few coffee shops and such until we came to Escala my newish home. I ran inside as the rain started to come down Dr. Green followed me in. We talked about Christian and I asked if I should have ground rules, we also talked about what my life would look like if I accepted help for the twins, and the go fund me page. She said "I don't like signing out patients while on a run with them, but I can do it when I get back and I will fax them to Christian's home." We walked to the front desk, a black lady sat behind it. "Can I help you?" Her name tag said Ros.

"Yes Ros" she glanced at it as I did hoping I would get it right as I said it, she smiled. " I don't have a Key to Dr. Christian Grey's home but he is letting me stay with him, can I be buzzed or let up please?"

"I'm sorry but I don't allow uninvited guests of this building in without them knowing about it, I will have to call Dr. Grey." I nodded and turned to Dr. Green.

"It's ok they are always like that here. Just wait he will pick up and answer and it will be ok."

She motioned for us to come to the desk. "Miss Steele, is it?" I nodded. "Dr. Grey is on his way down, he also said I should give you a FOB and codes for parking in the building as well as your own key to his front door." She smiled for a second "I'm sorry for the confusion, welcome home Miss Steele." She passed me a general fob with the garage door buttons on it, as well as front door key. As I was looking it over, I heard the clip of his shoes coming down the hall, I looked up as he said "Ana" he almost rushed me as he was about to I said "stop." He didn't stop, "no!" I yelled. He stopped in his tracks. "We need to talk, alone, upstairs." I spoke softly, Dr. Green looked at me, "I'll call you tomorrow." I whispered and with that she turned and started running to the door and ran out and down the street, I turned to Christian who was rooted in the spot.

"Can we go upstairs?" He asked, I nodded.

He lead me to the elevator, I knew I could trust him, but one step at a time, plus there was our rules we needed to talk about. But for now, we rode in silence up to his house.

That's all for now, I will try and update soon but we will see! Thanks everyone for reading!