I knew I couldn't hold on to the past forever. The past was only what my life once was. And I knew that I shouldn't be marrying Scott. Yes, he was an incredible man, one that if my heart wasn't stuck on…Grissom I would fall in love with. And no, I was not backing out of this wedding. It just felt…wrong. Like I was using Scott as a way to move on and prove to myself that I wasn't totally dependent on a man that I haven't seen, talked to, heard from, in years. I would love Scott. I just needed time.

This whole battle of my ethics was raging in my head, and here I was, standing in front of a mirror in a white dress getting ready to walk down the aisle in a matter of minutes. I had only invited 4 people, my old friends. I was wanted to invite Grissom, but it seemed so wrong, to invite the man I love to my wedding just to see me be taken away. So I didn't invite him, but now, seeing that I was alone in the room, I wasn't even sure they were going to show up.

"SARA!!!!"

I was wrong, they were here. My heart lightened to that fact. That I still had friends somewhere.

I turned to see who had yelled my name, expecting…only one person to have slipped away from the crowd to reassure me that they had come. Nope, all 4 of them came bursting into the room, arms wide for hugs and grins plastered on their faces.

"Hey guys." I greeted them all, being squished between all four of them.

"Holy cow Sara, you look beautiful." Greg informed me after they all decided that I was worthy of air and could be allowed to breathe again.

"Thanks Greggo, glad you all could come. What did you have to give up so that all of you can come here?"

"Nothing actually, Grissom said he would pull from swing." Catherine said. None of them knew why I never returned. I never told them the…details.

"Long time no see. Seriously, Sara, couldn't you at least have come down to visit?" Greg complained.

"No, I was…busy. Does Grissom know that you guys were coming here for me?"

"No…you mean you didn't tell him?" Catherine asked.

"No, I…"

"God, and I thought he was being an ass for not coming. We figured he didn't want to come so he stayed behind, not that we minded, seeing it allowed us to come. I mean I know you guys broke off, but it did seem kind of harsh not to support you." Nick said in I swear was one breath.

"Yah, no, I…didn't tell him."

"Anyways, so who's the lucky guy? You've told us all about him, and yet we never met him." Warrick, tactfully changed the subject.

"You'll see him soon enough."

"Yup. I'm sure we will, hey guys meet you outside. Go find us some seats." Catherine waved the three guys away.

"Bye, Sara." They all left. For some reason, I swear that this was preplanned.

The guys were gone, and I was alone with Catherine, who pretended to help me prepare for the big event. But if I know Catherine, which I do, there was something more she wanted from me.

A/N Haha thanks guys for forgiving me. Those of you who say they only will if this is truely a GSR story, don't fret, it will be. In the end. I have some plans.....kinda....