'Wow you look like worse of a wreck then last night.' Ralph started seeing me in the morning 'What happened to you? Did you sleep at all?'

'Not really.' I pulled a chair and sat down. 'I don't feel well.'

'What's wrong Bells?'

'Nothing Just couldn't sleep. Can you go on today without me?' I looked at Ralph.

'Yeah sure don't worry. It's just a little routine work.'

'Thanks.'

'Don't sweat it.' he hugged me 'You just get well okay.'

'Yeah. Where's dad?'

'He left a little while ago. I better catch up with him.' He kissed me on the forehead and hurried away.

I walked up to the living room window to make sure he left. The first part of the plan went well. Now it's time for the second part. I started having breakfast while thinking over it again and again.

After figuring out what Edward had done I was going nuts about what to do. I couldn't go to my boss or even Ralph and say my vampire ex-boyfriend read a victim's mind and found out his friends and him raped me in high school after he left me and now to take revenge he killed all of them.

That sounded absurd in my mind what else it could be!

Now the question was what should be my doing now. I wasn't sure but over night I made a plan.

The first step of the plan was removing Ralph and dad away from the house for the whole day without making them suspicious. Done.

The second part was the hardest. I had to talk to Edward personally. I don't really know how I'm going to do that but I have to try. Without talking to him I can't make sure of my theory.

I finished the whole bowl of cereal, I need all the strength I can get today.

I quickly got dressed and then I looked outside. Edward's Volvo was standing still beside my car.

'Alice.' I sighed. I looked at my gun and don't know why put picked it up and got down.

I opened the door and sat inside very calmly. My nerve wrecking police training finally paid off.

'Hi.' I mouthed like a whisper. He had stopped the car just outside the woods like the first time we went to the meadow.

Without saying a word he started walking. I was keeping up with him without any problem not like last time when I came with Jake. Even after all this time I remembered the path perfectly.

I walked behind Edward. He even looked perfect from the back. A quite sigh escaped my lips and I pressed the pain deep in just for now.

The meadow appeared in front of me with all it's glory. Just like with Edward my memory hadn't done justice to it too. I just stared in wonder.

'Alice said you wanted to talk to me.' He broke the silence with his velvety voice. I pressed harder on those creeping pains.

'I need to talk to everyone in town.' My voice was calm.

'About the murders.' it wasn't a question.

'Yes about the murders.'

'Sorry but I haven't found anything suspicious in anyone's mind.' he said.

'Yes cause no one can read their own mind.' That came out wrong!

'What do you mean?' He stepped forward.

Suddenly I felt something inside me burn. This man in front of me left me in the woods to float through life without him, this man couldn't handle the idea of me being with him forever, this man said he loved me but left me to rot and suffer for the rest of my pathetic existence!

'Cut the crap Edward.' I yelled 'You know what I mean.' I don't know from where I got the strength to talk like that but I was surprised.

So was Edward. He looked like lightning struck.

I stepped forward 'I know you killed all those people.' I started at him and his lowered face was telling me I was right.

'Why all this Edward? Did you feel guilty when you found out? Did you feel it's your fault you couldn't protect me when those lowlife were ******* me.'

His head shot up hearing me swear. Somewhere inside I was shocked too. I am a cop but I've never sworn this bad before.

'Yeah I can say bad words Edward. I can also kick a goon's ass if he attacks me. Oh and I don't faint at the sight of blood. I grew up.'

'Bella!' He tried to say something.

'Don't even say my name with that blood sucking mouth of your's. You wanna know why? Cause I'm happy like this Edward. I'm so freaking happy I can't say in words. You leaving me was the best damn s*** that happened to me. So please don't ever feel guilty and interfere with my life ever again okay.'

I turned around and stormed out of there. I ran as fast as I could and got out of the woods. I saw Alice with the Ashton Martin waiting for me with the driver's seat door open.

I got in the car and started driving. I wasn't surprised when I hit 85 mph and my whole body was shaking. I stopped suddenly in front of the house.

'I'm sorry Alice I just couldn't do the calm act anymore I'm not.' The tears started to flow.

'SShhhh...you don't need to explain. I'm the one who should be sorry. I just didn't see any of this happen Bella.'

'It's no one's fault. Just my damn ****** up luck.'

'Bella!' Alice yelled.

'Sorry cop's mouth.' I smiled a little. I looked at the mirror and I looked strange. My eyes were filled with tears ans pain but my lips had a little smile.

'I love you Alice.' I just suddenly hugged her. She hugged me back.

'I know and I love you too.'

'Such a mess!' Alice mused when we went inside. 'No need to worry I'll take care of everything. You go shower.' She almost shoved me in the bathroom.

Alice was right. Such a mess in two days. And I also have to explain this case to my boss. But on the upside at least I got my best friend back.