All of you are amazing, don't forget that or ever doubt yourself.
I abruptly stopped the car. Pulling the keys out of the ignition. We were in an emptied out secluded area. No one in sight. The entire plain of grass was covered with old oak trees. They stood about over 50 ft tall. Probably ranged to about 150-200 years old. I could still remember the smell of the fresh air. It brought back memories. Great ones.
Austin arched his eyebrow as he continued to make an idea of what this was and why I stopped here of all places.
I giggled a little as I caught eye of his pretty much bemused expression. "You don't remember, do you?" I asked, a hint of disappointment in my voice.
Austin sighed; shaking his head in response. I knew he hated to upset me but truth was I was pretty sure he couldn't remember a single thing. It was so long ago. So much for reminiscing. Guess I'll just have to remind him, myself.
I bit my lip in eagerness before unlatching the lock on my door and stepping out. Austin eyes perked up and he was hesitant but soon followed suit.
"Where are you going?" He asked over the foggy air. Strange.
I laughed and started to walk off in the direction of my determined to get to destination. "Just follow me," I whisper-yelled over my shoulder.
Austin groaned but began to walk, instantly making it to my side within seconds.
I continued to walk down the pathway. Pushing away the broken tree branches in the way until I finally came upon what I was looking for in the first place.
I smiled. It looked exactly the way it was left. I remember we came here all the time when we wanted to get away. Our parents would worry sick about us but eventually we would come home. I mean sure things back then seemed rough but now...I wouldn't have even imagined how much life was really messed up for a seventeen year old.
I looked over to see Austin's mouth dropped almost completely to the ground. Score. I thought.
This was an abandoned park. When we were in sixth grade, we came here all the time. Parents sucked back then. Or at least we thought. The struggle of eleven year olds. I know. It was definitely as real as it could possibly be.
"This is still here?" He asked unsure if what he was seeing in front of him was real. I snorted and turned around to face him completely.
I nodded to his question. "Just like we left it." I said taking his hand and pulling him in the direction of the oak tree cornered near the end of the park.
He sighed contently; taking in all of his re-new founded surroundings. I finally stopped in front of the oak tree.
His eyes immediately glistened. "Holy, pancakes. I remember that."
"Pancakes?" I asked teasingly. He rolled his eyes.
"It was in the spur of the moment, shut up." He retorted, smiling.
I held my hands up in defense. "You can't make me." I said sticking my tongue out at him.
"Really cause...I think I can." His eyes suddenly softened and I fell right into them.
The atmosphere became quiet and I eyed his face. He took a step closer to me and I didn't even move.
His index finger, lifted up my chin slowly; so I could face his mesmerizing gaze. He smiled gently and his other hand, found its way to my other cheek.
I closed my eyes and sighed, breathing in slowly as his face neared mine. His breath began to hover against my face.
A second later, our lips were slightly brushing and I peeked open to see him lick his lips which made me giggle.
"What's so funny?" He whispered.
"Just...kiss me." I said, smiling.
He didn't take time to argue or hesitate as he complied with my request.
I felt his lips quiver shakingily against mine. I could've assumed he was nervous but then again this wasn't our first kiss but it felt like a genuine one. Or so I thought.
I moaned against his lips from the slight contact of him which made him smirk. I instinctively reached my other hand down to punch him playfully in the chest. He jumped and whispered 'ouchie' against my mouth. I smiled in victory as he pulled me closer. I sighed because if you hadn't noticed..I was enjoying every second of this.
I lifted my hand to my face slowly, laying my hand exactly on top of his. He instantly smiled and squeezed my hand within his ever so tightly.
The kiss seared by the second. The longer it lasted, the more I was reluctant to pull back but I had to in need of air.
Once apart, I noticed the wolfish grin on his face and I chuckled.
I released my hand from his and faced the tree once again. My fingers lingered over the old bark. I was in awe as I completely remembered everything.
"Hey," Austin called. I whipped my head around. "Remember this?" He was standing near a tunnel. Not just any kind. It was actually inside a tree, believe it or not.
I quickly rushed over to him and kneeled down, smiling brightly at the tree. "Why did we even build this thing?"
Austin shrugged as he kneeled down too. "We were eleven year old crazed kids, we would've done anything."
I laughed agreeing and finally looked inside, pulling out a few things; to my surprise that were still there.
Austin's eyes perked up and he instantly reached for his 'essentials' he had stored away too.
"I remember when we built this shrine," I let my finger run over the torn up woven doll I had in my hands.
"For our friendship." Austin finished. He had all his toys stuffed his in his hands, snuggling them to his chest.
I rose an eyebrow and tried my best not to laugh. "You are such a kid."
"Am not!" He defended with a childish tone as he glared at me.
I snickered. "Believe what you want." I lifted myself from the ground but not before putting the doll back into its rightful place.
Austin was standing too, the toys still in his hands. "She didn't mean that, now did she Mr. Snuggles?" He clung the teddy bear to him even tighter as he spoke to it. "She's just jealous, you say?"
I rolled my eyes as I glared at him weirdly. "I am not jealous of your teddy bear."
He snorted as he started to walk adhead of me back to the car. "That's what jealous people say!" He shouted back to me.
I smiled to myself; shaking my head until we finally made it back to my car.
I sat in Melody Diner. Eyeing down the menu so hard, I was sure I would somehow lose my vision.
Okay, Ally. Calm down. I said to myself. Why are you even here? You're confused. Yet you're still here. Why?
I sighed. Pushing my annoying thoughts to the back of my head.
Tonight was my date with Ethan. Yep, good ole Ethan. The one I liked. Right? He's a nice guy. Okay brain, shut up.
I relaxed myself in my seat, as I stared out at the window. The dark sky shining through. It was a beautiful night. I emptied my face into my hands. I kinda came here early than needed...I like to be punctual.
Suddenly the singing noise of someone entering the diner, neared in. I sat up straightly and there he stood.
"How long have you been here?" Ethan said, worry covered his tone.
"Fifteen minutes, tops." I answered and he just nodded. A little relief swept from his face. He seemed tensed. Nervous, infact.
"You okay?" I asked, smiling a little. I just wanted to be sure. He laughed nervously before finally shaking it off.
"Totally," He tried saying nonchalantly. Which made me laugh. He was cute.
The waitress from earlier approached our table with a bright welcoming smile upon her face. "So, I take it you are ready to order now?" She questioned facing me as her eyes signaled me to Ethan and I laughed, nodding.
"Well," She took her pad and pen out; ready to take action. Or per say our orders.
"I'll have a salad for now. Oh and with pickles!" I told her excitedly. She looked slightly appalled then she nodded but before she could even face Ethan, I noticed a shade of golden hair. Oh god. You've got to be kidding me.
"Ally! Is that you?" Austin said 'surprised.' Note my sarcasm. His hands found his hips and I snorted. He's such a fail. Must be in his bones.
The waitress rose an eyebrow as she saw Austin and she gave him a flirty smile. Which by the way, I did not appreciate.
I looked over to her then her name tag. "Uhm, Katie...do you mind coming back in a few?" She suddenly scowled at me before nodding but she purposely bumped into Austin on the way back to the front counter. Wow, the nerve of some people.
"Austin!" I said a little higher than needed. I was mad. "What are you doing here?" I said through gritted teeth.
He pretended he didn't hear me and just sat down right beside my seat. "Just came to get a bite to eat. You?" He asked casually and slung his arm over me. Great.
I sighed. If anything, he knew exactly why I was here. It was kind of obvious. "Getting dinner with Ethan. Remember?" I replied pointing to Ethan who was completely speechless at this point.
I noticed Austin smirk and that's when I kneed him in that 'spot' under the table. I did backflips in the back of my head as his hand finally loosened from around me. "O-oh! I-I remember Ethan." Austin said trying to get his words together while holding in his pain.
"Sup man." Ethan said dryly.
"Well since you guys are having dinner, I might as well join too!" Austin said finally fixing his composture. I knew I was going to pay.
I shrugged and looked over to Ethan apologetically. He smiled and nodded knowingly.
Soon, Austin and Ethan got into some conversation about sports which bored me to death so I just focused on how infatuated they were in the topic.
It was that second I suddenly felt a hand grip onto my thigh and my eyes widened slightly. I looked up briefly to see Ethan lost in the menu and then over to Austin. He wasn't facing me but I could still see the smirk on his face.
I grunted silently to myself but then I felt his hand hike up farther and farther. The breath in my throat hitched. I watched as he lifted the waist band of my capris and slid his hand in.
My mouth instantly dropped open as I saw him soothingly, move his finger over my womanhood. This is what I get. Payback.
He rubbed me within the material in the intensity of a second and that was enough for me to whimper out softly. Thanking god, that I was the only one who happen to have heard it.
His fingers lingered higher to the waistband of my underwear, pulling it back and sneaking inside them. I groaned which caused Ethan's head to pop up.
"You okay?" He asked worried.
I nodded quickly before biting my lip in embarrassment. He smiled and moved to his phone as we patiently waited for the food to come again.
"Austin.." I hissed out so he could only hear. "Please...stop." I pleaded.
He snickered before I felt his hand fall over my area. He began to run patterns against it at a slow pace.
I held in my cries, as I felt him go down farther until he reached the delicateness he had been searching for.
Within a moment, I felt his hand move over my clitoris. I closed my eyes, finally setting myself at ease. His fingers went to work and I clung, with the free hand I, onto his as I guided him further.
"Oh...god." I slurred out sounding as if I was high on alcohol. But that was far from the truth.
Austin bit his lip. Trying to give himself some kind of sense of control. He rubbed harder. His fingers lined at my entrance and that's when I flashed back to reality. He couldn't break my hymen. At least..not this way.
I quickly removed his hand, which wasn't easy but I managed.
I stood up. "I think I might need to head home.." I said solely to Ethan. He looked disappointed but hid it.
"I'm not feeling well...rain check?" I asked with a slight smile.
"Don't worry about it." He said shaking his head. He sat up also and stuffed his hands into pockets. He was upset and I knew exactly why.
"See you in school." He patted my shoulder a little before giving me a cheek kiss and leaving out.
I watched him leave then I faced Austin; my arms crossed.
"What a jerk." Austin stated. I couldn't believe him.
I rolled my eyes and grabbed my bag; slipping it over my shoulder and dashing out the door.
What the hell was going on? More importantly why the hell was this going on.
I heard foot steps come after me as I started to walk down the sidewalk.
"Ally, wait!" He shouted but I kept on walking because honestly he was the last person I wanted to see.
