Screw waiting! i'm writing anyways!

"Mommy.." The little girl whispered. a creepy smile flashed in the dream.

"Please get better... Tora misses you mommy. and so do I," she said, holding her hand. a insidious giggle echoed through the room.

" I'll see ya, kay?" she said, sitting out of the room.

" Lets play a game!" A little voice said, excitedly,

" Ya! Okay, heres the rules! First one to die loses." another voice agreed

" Us against you!" One laughed.

" Ready...Set.. Go!"

Blood was splashed against the white walls, followed by a scream. a smile

"You lose."

i sat up quickly, screaming. clenching my sheets, i saw that nothing happened. It had been two weeks since i had seen any battling, which was, of course the day right after my long weeks of running around, getting groceries, making food, and -me- playing videogames with Ryou i was panting, that one was new. i sighed, and got up. For christmas, all of the mews were going to go up to the mountains.

~FlashBack~

" YAY Snow nanoda!" Pudding cheered.

"I'll have to cancel my ballet classes..." Mint sighed

" YES! I'll be free of battling giant goo monsters for two weeks!" Ichigo said, trying to spin me in a circle. um, yea no.

" Not necessary," Ryou said. everyone stopped

" What do you me by that?" I asked, a ichigo clinged to my arm.

" The cyniclons have moved up to the mountains-" Ichigo opened her mouth "- No ichigo, i dont know why." She groaned

" We think it may have something to do with Deep Blue.." Kerrichrio said, crossing his arms. (yaay he finally got a line..)

"Are you shitting me!?." I exploded " I've been working my Arse off!" i yelled, my british accent kicking in. i covered my mouth, embarrassed by it. "heh,heh.."

"YOU'RE FUC-" Ichigo started to exploded, intill i squirted her.

"Gahh!" She said falling, and hissing. " Wat the hell kanade!?"

~End of Flashback~

I changed into a black shirt, that had pockets in the front, and pulled on some grey leggings. I slipped the skirt on, and tied my combat boots. I moved my hair back a little, trying to clip it in place perfectly

"Hey" A voice said, making me jump.

" Kisshu you scared me" i muttered. looking back at him, a bobby pin in my mouth. he chuckled

"It's what i do" he looked at my suitcase " Are you going back to America?"

i shook my head " No, and this time it would be London, I go back and forth every two years or so."

he nodded " So where ya going?"

"Erm, to the mountains i think.. Ryou said we needed to go up there for a reason. i wasn't really paying attention though and kinda zoned out." i told him. a corner of his mouth was raised

"You dont like him that much do you?"

" Nah, he's kinda a creep." he looked at me in a confusing way " He texts me like every hour or so, calls me, and tracks me through my pendent apparently."

he growled a little, i shook it off though

"Thats like a fricken stalker"

"Heh ya."

"Hey Kanade-" he was interrupted by a knock.

" Kanade! Are you ready yet! Ryous getting worried!"

"Like i said, creep" i whispered

he chuckled,"Later kitten"

"Eh?" i asked surprised, he leaned in and kissed my cheek, and vanished. my face glew a bit, as i touched the spot. i guess he was really affectionate,

" Hey you okay?" Ichigo asked

"Did i say you could come in!?" i shouted at her 'thats not nice.' oh shit. so your back? i forgot to mention that i have a split personality, two of them. the shy bubbly me, i named her Mizu, and the cocky sarcastic one, Mizuka. together, they both kinda made me. 'yeah, and im back too, thanks for noticing.' Mizuko hissed. sorry.

"Er, no. what happened?" Ichigo asked

"Nothing im fine," i said, putting the bobby pin in.

"Letsgoo!" i cheered

"Are we there yet nanoda!?" Pudding jumped up and down in her seat, holding on to Kerrichrios.
" No, not yet pudding" he chuckled.

" How much longer!?" she whined

"About two hours" Ryou said, flipping through a book

fifteen minutes later she asked again

" Nope" kerrichrio said

"UGH!" she groaned " Why can't we just get Taru -Taru to teleport us there Nanoda!?"

"Because he's the enemy," Ryou sighed

i had fell asleep, again, fearing what i may see.

your turn Kanade!

i felt a strong gust of wind being shoved down my body making me fell succicated. my body was shaking, i couldn't move, speak, or even speak. i managed a little groan, making Ichigo touch my shoulder

"Kanade?"

She didnt get the message! i just needed something! Anything! fresh air! hell i dont know a reeses cup!? (...i make my O.C's go through alot of pain...) the car suddenly parked out front off a gas station

"Yay We're here Nanoda!"

" Damn it Pudding no!" Ryou shouted,

~~

we all sat in the cabain, talking about how we would decorate, when Masha flew up to Ichigo

" Alien Alert! Alien Alert!" it squeaked

"Your kidding me. i jist sat down" Mint complained. Ichigo anger marked

"You've been sitting there for twenty minutes. "

"Same thing," she snapped. they all rushed out of the house, transformed, as i followed behind much slower.

"Ey! the mews are here!" Taruto cackled. Pai rolled his eyes, hovering over some kind of huge wolf thing, standing on its feet.

" Good, now we won't get bored," Kish said, and laid his eyes on me. his golden eyes of mischievous, an unknown danger. it sent adrenaline in my veins by just looking at his fiery, passionate gaze. Bad Kanade! You dont believe in love!

"Attack!" Taruto spat, the thing roared, and began to slash the snow with its sharp claws.

I changed my weapon into two Kanata's. they both had a thin black lace tied on the sword.

"Ribbon Music Soul!" i attacked the thing. fierce colors of everything came out of my sword and began to scratch the thing. it got really pissed then and actually hit me. yup. the bitch hit me! i fell back into the snow. and thats when i felt it again. i gasped for air. why did this keep happening!?

"Kanade Nanoda!" Pudding yelled, seeing my state. i opened my eyes to see everyone fighting. Lettuce looked at me worried, Minto was wide eyed, and ichigo was in the middle of attacking the thing. Kish was looking at me, worried. Pai looked shocked and curious, and tart was laughing at Ichigo falling on the ground. i sat up, and flung myself from floor. i looked around, and saw a patch of woods. at speed i didnt knew i had, and i ran into the woods at inhumanly speed.

i skidded to a stop, seeing things moving behind trees. my breathing slowed. i listened intently, and a twig behind me snapped, and i turned so quick i fell onto the ground. a child's giggle echoed through out my head,

"Get out!" i screeched at it

'You're such a fool Kanade'

the voice wasn't mine, Mizu's or Muzikos. i froze

"Who-Who are you!?"

'Why would i tell you that? it would ruin the fun'

" What do you want, " i panted.

'freedom'

"Then leave me alone!" just then, a tree in-front of me, had a strange looking shadow. a small silhouette of a little girl stepped out. i got up, leaning against a tree. it reached its hand to me, i stared at it. through tiny lines, i indicated was hair, two familiar bright blue eyes looked up at me.

"A-are you deep blue.." i muttered

'good guess'

" No! i won't let you! you'll kill this world you sick bastard!" i said, leaning closer to the tree.

'i just want to leave'

eh?

' I've been through so much pain, waiting to be saved, but those fools have done nothing. i want to leave. i want to sleep.'

i looked at the figure, i wasn't sure, but i felt pity. maybe we had things in common. i reached my hand out, and touched the shadow. i heard a giggle. my eyes widened as i felt an explosion inside of me. i screamed in pain, falling to the ground, i couldn't breathe. i couldn't move. i didnt feel anything. everything was quiet. i felt sleepy as i lifted my head up to see the alien.

a little girls face smirked down at me, eyes blood red. hair white as snow. she snickered, and vanished. it was quiet as i fell to my side, blood trickling out of one side of my mouth. my ears rang from the silence.

*what would it take, for things to be quiet? Quiet like the snow*

thump... thump... thump...

i could feel the blood racing through my head, and hear my heart pounding. my body sucked in oxygen, as i coughed my lungs out. its an expression.

"Kanade!" i sat up, to see the ews looking for me. i got up and started to run deeper into the woods. i made a stupid mistake! Ugh! i was such a dumbass!I could have just put the world to an end for all i know! i felt ters rim in my eyes, threatening to fall. then i bumped into someone. i looked up

"Kanade?" Kish asked, " What happened?" no no no no! no one ever saw me cry.ever. i couldn't do anything. i just stared at him as a tear fell down my cheek. and then totally lost it. i buried my face in my hands from embarrassments. i felt Kish pull me to him, one hand around my back, the other one holding my head. he was warm, it made my skin tingle in so many ways possible. after a while, i had calmed down, leaning on him. i was so tired. i wanted to sleep.

*sing me to sleep. sing me to sleep. im tired, and i, want to go to bed, sing me to sleep, sing me to sleep. and then leave me alone, dont try to wake me in the morning, because i will be gone.*

The soft sound of the song, filled the silence in my head, and i felt safer. Kish then parted some space from us. i looked up at him. he held my chin, his face a little red from the cold. i think.

"Kish what are you..." i trailed off as he leaned in closer and closer. i sucked in a breath and closed my eyes, waiting for my first kiss to be stolen.

"Kanade!" it was close, and he pulled back and teleported out. at this point, i was back to my regular form.

"jerk" i groaned, seeing that my clothes had gotten wet. I heard some one skit to me, and slide down the slope

"What happened!?" ryou asked me, worried.

" I-"

"Kanade! What happened!?" Ichigo hugged me

" Kanade? my door creaked open. i sat up

"Yea?" i asked. Pudding walked in, rubbin an eye

"I'm cold.. can i sleep with you Nanoda?" she whispered. i smiled.

" Come on sweetie, " i scooted over opening some blanket. she climbed in, a small ragged bunny in her arms, she cuddled up to me.

" You're okay right Onee-chan?" she asked me,

"Yeah..I'm okay.." i said stroking some hair from her eyes. she reached out, and touched my small locket.

" My mom had one just like this..." She uttered, and looked up at me. i scooted down

"Hey.." i said, moving some hair from her eyes " You know what? how about i sing to you? would that help?" she smiled up at me

"Thank you big sister" she said, then blushed. i chuckled,

" It's okay Purin," i told her " i dont mind."

she grinned. i moved her closer to me, so i was spooning her. i really didnt know what to sing to her, but i sang something. i had uttered/sung the words to 'Lips of an Angel' she was out soon. i looked out my window.

" Yea... I hope i'm okay too..."

Pudding and Kanade's relationship is growing stronger, Pudding even called her 'Big Sister' So, someone or thing just did something to Kanade, but i dont think Deep Blue is a little girl. something else has to be going on..