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It's Sasuke time!
Yes, this is the very anticipated chappie you have all waited for. :D
Just to clear things out first, this is NOT going to be the end. I assure you, this will be about 7-10 more chappies longer. Why? Oh, you'll see. (:
As for this chappie, I'm not so sure this will exactly be as great as most of you would want. I'm going to try my best to show Sasuke's emotions, but I'm not exactly that good in making things very… detailed.
Well, whatever. Moving right along… (:
Realization
Sasuke (This is exactly one week from Ino's uprise, and about two weeks from Sakura's death.)
Sasuke slowly made his way home from school, with yet another day of being drowned in guilt.
He's been doing this all week now; Going to school, not saying a word to anyone, then going back home slowly for another day of silent crying.
He closed his eyes as he walked to the same place he had been going to everyday before going home ever since Ino's uprise. He remembered the path now, and he could go there blindfolded and tied up if possible.
He's so mad at himself for being so stupid, making such silly accusations on his own girlfriend for 'killing' his best friend, then being happy when she died a year later. It feels like it's all his fault, if he didn't accuse her, if he just protected her from everyone, if they were on time at the ramen stand…
This would've never happened, and he could have Naruto by his side, ranting about the different flavors of ramen, and his girlfriend Sakura who he loved very much on his other side, smiling with happiness.
But no, he had to go and accuse her of killing Naruto, and he just had to torture her into making her kill herself.
If he didn't do all of that, they could still be alive.
But no, they're not alive, they're dead, the two most important people he ever had in his life.
They were gone.
And he couldn't do anything about it.
Oh how he wished he could go back in time and change it all, he would kill for that.
He had lost everything now; his family, his best friend, his girlfriend, his friends…
He's going to lose his mind very soon as well.
Sighing deeply, he opened his eyes and could've melted at that point.
There it was, the two graves of the two most important people in his life, the people who had opened something within him, something special. A special bond just for the three of them, the two people he loved most in his life.
Sakura and Naruto's grave, placed right next to each other.
Holding back the tears that were swelling up in his onyx eyes, he stepped toward the graves and kneeled right in the middle of the two, where there was a huge space fit for someone else.
Him, possibly.
But he doubted Sakura wanted to be buried right next to the man who caused her death.
He closed his eyes, and prayed a silent prayer to his best friends, like always.
After he was finished he stood, let one tear slide from his face, and made his way home.
Sakura and Naruto
'Dobe, Sakura, I hope you're both doing fine up there in heaven, it's where you guys belong. I'm so, so sorry for everything, I wish I could do something to take it back, to have you guys here right next to me. I love you both, and don't forget that.' Sasuke's prayer echoed in their heads, as Sakura began crying in Naruto shoulder as Naruto held her tight, trying to not cry himself.
"Stupid teme… saying he loves me…" Naruto whispered, as Sakura cried even harder.
"Please Sasuke-kun, don't do something stupid…" Sakura said in a pleading voice as she watched Sasuke enter his house.
Naruto snapped his fingers, and came across a sight that made Sakura just want to come back to life and hug him tight.
Sasuke
I entered my house, and sat on the couch. I stared ahead, and saw a very familiar-looking letter sitting on the coffee table.
'It's Sakura's letter…' Sasuke thought, and pondered if he should open and read it.
He hadn't read the letter at all since everything that had occurred, he was just too mad and depressed to even touch it. Karin was the same as him, not even looking at it.
Thinking of Karin, he remembered that she turned out a mental maniac ever since Sakura's death. She was lunatic, doing crazy stunts and tricks as if she wanted to die laughing and smiling. He had stopped her from doing a couple things in the last week, and when he, and everyone else, couldn't take it anymore, we sent her to the hospital, which landed her into a mental facility for mental patients.
Everyone else was reacting badly to Sakura's death, too. Lee was currently in a coma from a car accident, Neji is cutting and destroying whatever is in front of him, Hinata is acting like some ghost, and Ino being a sadistic mad-woman to everyone who had hurt Sakura.
Except him.
Taking a deep breath, he leaned over and took the letter, opening it carefully and reading it slowly.
Sasuke-kun,
Well, I don't know what to say to you anymore. I just hope you will read this letter until the end, in hopes that you will feel some sympathy for me.
It's been a whole year, Sasuke. Naruto's death… it was hard for all of us. Not just you and Hinata, but me too. We had just lost a best friend of ours, and we wouldn't be seeing him in a long time.
Now, I should be reuniting with him shortly, watching him eat ramen like the pig he is.
I really hope you'll come to realize the truth about his death, and that it wasn't me who killed him. Because really, Naruto was the bestest friend we could ever have. If I could, I would ask God to bring him back to life in exchange of my own, just to make you happy. I owe you that for the years of being together, making me happy and bubbly.
I can hear you downstairs right now, socializing with my parents. You also came upstairs with Karin about an half an hour ago, and I could hear the moans and groans from her room. You guys then went back downstairs to socialize once again.
I can't help but wonder why you broke your promise to me. Do you remember that promise?
If you don't, I do.
Do you remember the night we first made love to each other? That was about two months before Naruto's death, I remember it just perfectly; I was sitting on your lap while we watched some romantic comedy in your living room, and you were nuzzling my neck, whispering so many things that turned me on. After sharing a kiss, we ventured towards your room for a very eventful night.
That night, you told me that you loved me with all your heart, and you'll always protect me. You wanted to marry me, have your babies, and have us die together in a last embrace. You said you would only deflower me, and me only. That was our last promise.
And now, it just broke a couple minutes ago.
You've broken every single promise you promised me, with that cold heart of yours that I tried best to melt. I believed I did, but the night you accused me of killing Naruto just proved that I did nothing.
I really believed that you loved me, Sasuke. I guess I was wrong, because after Naruto's death, you beated me till I was unable to move, and tortured me till I screamed my ass off. I was so hurt, and so was the child within me.
Yes, I was pregnant with your child, and I miscarried three months after carrying the poor innocent child.
What was the cause of that miscarriage? Well, I hope you remember the day I screamed to you that it wasn't my fault Naruto died, set exactly one month after his death. You became furious at me, and punched me into the stomach and I flew to the fall. I screamed, asking for your help, but you just smirked at me and walked away.
That moment, when I called for your help, was when we lost our child.
I never told you because you never seemed to care at the point, and that's when I began to question my existence on this world. No one was there to save me from my own death, so I simply decided to end it.
Right here, right now.
It didn't really matter anyways, I was already dead inside. I was simply a shell this whole time, waiting for the right moment to die.
I really hope you live a happy life, Sasuke-kun. Make my sister happy, she will need it when I die, but then again she might not. Don't do anything stupid. I hope you are happy that I'm right about to die, and you've gotten what you wanted.
Afterall, didn't you want me dead?
Sincerely,
Sakura
Sasuke felt like his whole heart was ripped out of his body, and no longer felt alive. He was the true cause of it all, the cause of her pain. He was the center of it, and it was all his fault that she was dead now, along with his child.
Along with his fucking child.
If he didn't make that stupid accusation, and if he just came on time to the ramen stand instead of stopping by a bookstore to check something, none of this would've happened.
He could have Sakura right next to him right now, and a baby boy or girl in his hands at this very moment.
But no, he decided to ruin both his and her life by a stupid accusation.
Oh how he hates himself right now.
He didn't care about his stupid Uchiha pride anymore, or if anyone saw him at this very moment. He let all his emotions come out, starting from sorrow, to guilt, to anger.
He cried like the world was going to end, and hit the wall so hard it made a dent. He lost everything he loved, everything worth importance in his life.
All because of him.
He screamed and kicked and punched, with tears continuing to spill out of his eyes. When he became restless, he laid down on his couch.
He closed his eyes to stop his tears, but they just kept coming. He remember that this couch was where they first started to make love to each other, when they had their first kiss, first make-out, first everything…
And now it's all gone, and he was alone.
All alone.
Sakura and Naruto
"Naruto, we have to do something!" Sakura said as she cried, watching Sasuke punch his wall and kick his coffee table, her letter placed quite neatly on the floor.
Naruto had an expression that looked sorrowful. "I wish I could do something too, but there's nothing we can do. I can only show you what happens to them after you death."
Sakura had tears coming down even more, and looked at him hopefully. "There has to be something, Naruto…"
Naruto hugged her. "I'm sorry, there's nothing I or you can do, we're only angels, not gods…"
DONEEE. :D
I hope that turned out okay for you guys, I tried my best. xP
I've already started on the next chappie, so it should be out within the next couple of days.
Can you guys please read my possible stories on my profile? I don't know which ones to do, and if it'll turn out okay.
We're done with our first arc! YAY!
The next couple of chappies coming in will involve a lot of Sakura action. WOOT!
Also, I have to include Hinata's POV in, something I skipped earlier since Naruto couldn't handle it. It will be the very first POV coming, and then everyone else's POV will be played once again.
That made no sense, but whatever. :D
Next: It's Everyone's Lives At Stake
~Missy (:
