It was weeks after my hospital stay and I felt a sense of nerves coming into me while my mom was driving me home from the hospital. I didn't want to see my father at all. My mom was completely quiet and I looked down at my stomach which had no found stitches. I unlocked the door to my house. I looked around, it wasn't a mess like it was. It was cleaned up and I could see the floor of the apartment.

"Are you hungry" My mom asked me and I just sighed and nodded. My mom took out some pasta and popped it into the microwave. She put the food in front of me and I started eating the food.

"Thanks" I told her and she just nodded.

"Your father should be back tonight" She kissed my cheek before grabbing her trench coat. I knew she was heading to work. I rubbed the back of my neck before going into my bedroom. I looked around my bedroom, it was filled with blood on the carpet. I sighed while I slowly sat down on my bed and I heard my phone go off and I quickly answered it.

"Are you okay" It was Maya that was asking me this and for some strange reason, it was nice to know she cared about me. "I'm fine Maya stop worrying about me" I told her and Maya sighed.

"Riles won't stop bugging me. Lucas you know she can't keep things a secret" Maya complained to me and now it was my turn to sigh.

"She better learn to keep her mouth shut then" I hung up the phone and Maya and I laid down on my bed. I wasn't going to let Riley and Maya ruin my life by not being able to keep their mouth shut. I was just staring at my ceiling and I saw my door opened and I looked towards it. It was my father and he was leaning against my doorframe.

"Dad" I acknowledged him and my dad looked up from the ground.

"Hey Lucas" My dad sat down on my bed and I felt uncomfortable. I could tell he wasn't drunk but I still was afraid of him even when he wasn't drinking, he had a nasty temper.

"Look Lucas you know I didn't mean anything about It" My dad stated to me and I couldn't help but roll my eyes at him. "Lucas I do mean it" Dad kept talking to me and I got off my bed and I stared at him.

"I don't care. I could have died dad, I had internal bleeding" I crossed my arms and dad kept looking down at the floor. "You know you almost raped me dad" I elaborated at him and Dad head popped up straight up. "

I don't want to hate you dad because you're my dad" I rubbed my arm. The pain medication was wearing off.

"I know that's why you didn't report me right" Dad stood up from my bed and grabbed my arm and I nodded.

"Just don't ever touch me again" I pulled his hand off my arm. Dad just nodded at me before getting ready to leave my room.

"Will you forgive me Lucas" Dad questioned me and I just rolled my eyes.

"I don't know but dad I will always love you" I turned my back towards him and dad just walked out of my room. I heard him sigh and I got my pain medication out and swallowed my medication. I laid back down on my bed and I saw my phone was ringing and I answered it without checking the caller ID. It was Riles and I couldn't help but sigh.

"Hey Lucas, will you be at school tomorrow just wondering" Riles was stumbling with her words and I knew that she was uncomfortable with my situation.

"I don't know, it just depends on if I feel much better" I honestly told her and I could tell that Riles was twirling her hair.

"Okay, I was going to suggest giving you your homework assignments if you're not going to be there tomorrow" Riles stated to me and I shook my head.

"I don't want you to come to my house at all Riley" I stated to her and Riley was probably pouting.

"But you're okay though" Riley sounded like she was trying to convince herself more so than me.

"Look, I probably will show up to school tomorrow" I told her and I hung up the phone quickly. I laid down on my bed and I turned to my side and I felt my eyes close. When I woke, I heard a lot noise. I got out of my bed and I walked to my bedroom door. I walked out of my bedroom door and I saw my dad knocking vases down and stumbling. My eyes went wide because this was my father one second he says he would stop but then he shows up drunk.

"Lucas" He slurred at me and I backed away from him because I was scared of him. I couldn't deny that.

"Dad, what the hell" I screamed at him and he just growled at me.

"Don't talk to your dad like that" Dad shouted at me before slapping me hard across my face.

I fell down onto the floor and I knew my stitches were coming apart. I just stared at him and I ran to my bedroom and I locked bedroom door. I wasn't going to let him take my virginity not happening. I pulled out a suitcase while my other hand was holding my stomach and blood was pouring out and soaking my shirt. I opened my window and climbed down the staircase. I ran and ran and I knew my father was still banging on my window. I picked up my cell phone and looked through my contacts and I looked and there was Shawn Hunter's phone number. I dialed it and I was just sitting in front of Topanga. I was waiting for ten minutes.

"Lucas" Somebody called my name and I looked up and there stood Shawn Hunter.

"I got your message" Shawn crossed his arms.

"I have a situation" I removed my hand to show that my stomach is bleeding.