I have learned that if I involve a bit of Fourtris action, there are more reviews. And by the way, I love you guys as much as I love Fictional boys.
Tobias POV
She wears a black hoodie graying a bit because of usage with the orange Dauntless flame on the front and her name is labeled in capital letters in the back in orange, I cannot see her back now but I remember when she got the sweatshirt as a award for being a top initiate, her hair is a bit dark then usual and soaked at the ends which means she just showered and its up in a messy bun on top of her head, and she wears black yoga pants.
My breath hitches and I just look at her trying to meet her eyes, but never succeed because her blue eyes are casted south.
"H-hey" I bite my lip, mentally scolding myself for stuttering. I only stutter around Tris, she is the only girl who has ever made me worry how I look, what I say, and constanly be in my mind.
"Can I come in?" She says in a soft voice, still not meeting my eyes.
"Of course... Uh.." I step aside and watch as she walks into my apartment, the one she used to walk in so confidently into for two years, now like a puppy in a new home. She doesn't sit but just stands in front of my TV. I stride over to my couch and sit on the far left side. "You can sit down.." She does so on the far right side and stuffs her hands into her hoodie pockets.
Several minutes go by, I use them to my advantage. Her lips are bitten and you can see her stomach hump even while she is wearing the thick hoodie. Her eyes are casted down to her crossed legs and she's fiddling with something in her pocket.
"Your not going to like this…" she swallows hard and looks at me, her eyes covered in embarrassment and fear. I try to block the overwhelming pain in my heart when I realize the fear in her eyes is because of me. I finally nod for her to go on. "I wasn't going to do this at first, because I thought you wouldn't care.. And you probably don't still. But it's been one month and everyone in Dauntless knows about this and you'r the father so you deserve knowing even if you don't like acknowledging the baby or me.. And I just feel really bad for hiding this from you, and if I don't it will be harder when the baby is born... Just please don't scream at me." Her face is flushed when she is done rambling ( which I must say was attractive ) and her hand shuffling in her hoodie pocket increases.
"I care about our baby. And I would acknowledge you if I saw you, and I love that baby." She looks away quickly, blinking rapidly, trying to hold back tears but i cannot be sure.
"Then why did you say differently, why are blaming this whole fucking mess on me! And you don't even know this baby!" She yells at me, turning to face me once she is done. Her eyes are watery with tears stocked into them.
"Tris... I didn't mean to blame you. I made a mistake please.. I'm a guy I have no idea on what to say to a pregnant women.." When I see the look of regret in her already watery eyes I know I said this wrong. This is why I showed Tris my past, by bring her to my fear landscape during her initiation.
"Just a pregnant women?!" She mumbles to herself, shes quickly on her feet and running towards the door just like the last time she was here. I quickly run after her and capture both of her skinny wrist in my hands like hand cuffs.
"I am not losing you again. You know I am horrible with words." I reply in my softest voice. I feel her relax as much as she can in my grip and her neck cranes to look back at me, very slowly I let go of her wrist, and she stays where she is.
"Uriah is a guy and he knows about me." She replies in a steady voice.
"Listen to me, please. I want to raise our baby, I know I said the opposite the last time you were here but I was drunk and scared. I forgot that you were human and you could be broken. But please understand me, I want to see that baby everyday almost as much as I want to see you everyday." I'm begging her now, I just can't let her go away again and never see me again. I want a second chance, even if I don't deserve one.
"Scared of what?!" She hisses.
"Being like Marcus. Hitting you or yelling at you, or touching the baby a wrong way." I reply. Her eyes soften now and I watch as her blue eyes scan me over.
"I know this hurts to say, but I thought your were gonna hit me that night." She replies evenly. I bite my lip and nod.
"I know.. I messed up so damn much."
"Could I tell you what I came here to tell you now?" She asks slowly and softly. I smirk a bit and nod, sitting myself back in the couch and after a few seconds she does too.
"I learned a month ago.. The baby is a girl and my doctor said she will have brown hair and blue eyes like yours." She says while bravely searching my eyes. I feel a large smile cover my face as my eyes lands on her stomach.
"That's perfect." I whisper I quickly look up to see Tris has wiped a tear out of her eye and she is looking at me. My smile vanishes and I use all my power to keep my hand placed in my pockets and not to brush the tear away.
"What did I do?" I ask instead.
"Nothing. I'm just so happy... I didn't know if I would look like a human punching bag when I left here." She says in embarrassment. I chuckle softly and scoot a bit towards her.
"You will be a wonderful mother." I whisper to her. She smiles widely, as large as mine a few seconds ago and her eyes sparkle.
"Thanks, I was so nervous about that. I mean I am only 18 and I'm a single mom, I don't know how to take care of a baby and all of Dauntless stare me down in pity. That just made my day basically." She sighs and smiles again.
"I hope you'r not a single mom." I whisper, without being very aware about my actions I lean forward and slide her hands out of her pockets and grasp them in mine. Her breath hitches and she stares at our joined hands then in my eyes. I smile at her surprise.
"Wait a second.." She tears her hands away from mine and grabs a white folded paper from her pocket and hands it to me. "Its the most recent sonogram." She explains.
I smile and look at the picture of our baby before setting it carefully down on the wooden table in front of the couch. Tris puts her lips in a tight line and joins our hands together again. "I missed you so much, Tobias. You don't even understand. I keep seeing you while i'm in the training room. Every time I look at myself in the mirror I wonder if you would like what I was wearing. I keep looking into my future to just somehow always end up seeing our baby, me, and you."
"Me too.." I reply, pretty lamely compared to Tris's speech about the future we dream of. She smiles, tears ring her eyes but this time I know it is because she is happy.
"Stay still.. Don't move." She whispers. I knit my eyebrows together in confusion but don't move. She takes a deep breath before leaning towards me and just very slowly detaching our hands and putting one in my hair and the other on my cheek, rubbing gentle circles on my cheek. I am very tempted to lean forward and kiss her already but I remember she said not to move, and I think she said that because she wasn't sure if she wanted to kiss me.
Hers eyes search mine and I just stare right back into hers. Her lips part and in a quick second her lips are on mine and she is gently kissing me, as if I would fall from her grasp in any moment.
She pulls away after a quick second of kissing and smiles. "Please, move now." I smile widely and wrap my hands around her waist and press her against me. She kisses me and moves into my lap. I sigh into her sweet mouth, the pair of lips I missed for so much. I move my fingers up and tangle them into her blonde hair and kiss her harder, she does the same.
We pull away when we run out of air, she has a wild look in her eyes and her hair is a mess. I chuckle and she smiles. "What? You didn't enjoy that?"
"What was that?" I smile her cheeks are covered with a shade of red and she slowly starts smiling.
"I love you so much." She says finally, I nod and kiss her forehead.
"I love you more."
x.X.x
Tris POV
I blink my eyes open and stiffen when I feel a muscular back pressed against me and arms looped around my waist. It's so foreign it takes me a moment to realize what happened yesterday and where I am. I breath in and smile, trying to snuggle even closer to Tobias.
"Hey Tris.." Tobias mumbles in his sleepy voice.
"I still love you... In case you thought I was drunk last night." I giggle and turn my body to face him.
"And I still love you... In case you thought I had Amity peace serum in me." He winks and I laugh.
"That was only one time and they did that because I was mad at Robert!" I laugh at the memory and he chuckles.
"You should've known not to curse an Amity member out." I smile and shrug. After a long five mintues of comfortable since I break the silence,
"This is pretty blunt.. But could I move in with you again?" I ask with a small shy smile.
"Of course." He smiles and kisses my forehead.
x.X.x
Four hours later we have all of my belongings from my apartment in the right spaces and I returned the key to Max. It wasn't easy for both of us because Tobias had to do almost all of the heavy lifting, and I was picky enough to tell him the exact spots to put the stuff.
Tobias's apartment is pretty big and in the highest level of Dauntless, which means penthouses. Dauntless penthouses aren't really big but Tobias's is compared to the normal apartments that consist four rooms.
Tobias's place has a livingroom, kitchen connected to a dining room, a laundry room, ahallway that connects to twi guest rooms, a bathroom and a master bedroom. We now have one guest room that is the babies room, having all the furniture in it already expect painted walls, the other guest room a bonus room which consist of a computer, punching bag, target with stored knives in a high shelf in our room, and a couch.
I felt so happy when Tobias brought a can of pink paint a minute ago and promised to start painting the room tomorrow. He even went as far as buying enough baby clothes for her first five months and some toys. I am still trying to find out who is more happy that we are together again. Either me, Tobias, or the 15 year-olds Dauntless. Apparently I quote Amanda a 15 year-old Dauntless, "The whole Dauntless missed seeing Fourtris every day."
It is kinda scary being looking up upon the Dauntless born.
x.X.x
"I got pizza!" Tobias hollers from the kitchen. I smile and hop off the king size bed and run into the kitchen. Tobias chuckles and hands me a paper plate and himself one.
"Don't laugh! I am feeding an almost five month old baby!" He puts his hands up in surrender and bites into his own slice. I grab a slice and jam almost half of it in my mouth, Tobias gives me a scolding look.
"I hope the baby has my eating manners." Tobias chuckles and takes another bite of pizza neatly, holding the crust, taking reasonably size bites and whipping his lips after biting into it.
"Ask Doctor Freelander. She is obsessed with Erudite's new genotype method thing." I roll my eyes and take another bite, one a bit smaller than the last.
"Did Tris Prior just roll her eyes?!" Tobias chuckles. "And there isn't a recessive and dominant thing about eating." Tobias adds I roll my eyes again and smirk.
"Caleb got all the smart genes." I shrug and he laughs. "But Erudite could make that returning and defensive gene thing." Tobias almost spits out his gulp of soda and I choke back a laugh but fail.
"How did you get a aptitude test consisting of Erudite?!" Tobias manages to say after chocking over soda.
"Dunno." I laugh and finish the slice of pizza. I pick up the paper plate and start walking into the kitchen to throw the plate into the trash when the pictures covering the fridge catches my eyes. I gasp and stare at the entire collage in amazement. He missed me this much?
"What's wrong?" Tobias walks into the kitchen and he looks at the covered fridge. "Oh.."
"I had no idea we had these pictures!" I examine after a full two minutes and point at countless ones, Tobias proposing, us eating Amity bread, swimming at the lake behind Dauntless compound, standing in the black net.
"I found them." He shrugs.
"We should totally put this on a pin board!" I smile and start tearing down the pictures in the speed of light but still not creating a flaw in the pictures or the fridge.
x.X.x
"I am not looking at your fat butt, I swear!" Tobias yells while clutching a pillow up to his eyes. I made him promise to not look while I change, no matter how many times he seen me seen me bare in the past I don't want him to see my huge stomach specially when we just got back together.
"My butt is not fat! Its perfectly normal." I laugh and smack my butt playfully even if he hopefully can't see me.
"You know I can't control myself when you do that Tris!" Tobias yells and starts unburying himself in the blankets.
"No! Stay please!" He inhales in deeply and again covers his eyes with the pillow.
After moment, I turn back to the mirror and start peeling off my clothes and put on pajama shorts and one of Tobias's worn out shirts. I sigh and stare at the mirror, I really hope Tobias is right and I will be a good mother. It gives me more hope when I know Tobias will be there with me and he believes in me.
"You look fine!" Tobias grumbles and throws a pillow at me. I catch it before it hits my face and chuckle.
"You peeked!" He covers his face with his hands but still says,
"It was so worth it." I laugh and jump into the bed beside him. I get myself under the already warm covers and snuggle up in front of him.
"Now about your butt.." He says, I chuckle and grasp his lips in mine.
After ten minutes of making out I finally pull away and gasp in air. "I'm tired."
"I'm wide awake." He whispers and pulls my stomach right against his. I smile and snuggle my head into the crook of his neck and shoulders.
"Good night." I say, ignoring his objections to sleep. He chuckles and kisses my forehead.
"I missed nights like these so much." Is the last words I hear before the sweet darkness takes over.
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