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I sighed and went to bed again hoping this time I would dream about happier times when it was just me and Nathan and nothing else mattered. The truth is no matter how hard I try I just can't forget him and I wish he knew how badly I needed him. Little did I know at the time that he might be the only thing in the world that could really save me from myself. I lifted up my sleeve and stared at all of the scars that were there as a result of the pain and loneliness I have endured over the years.

Peyton had been gone all day and I had the day to just think and sleep. I of course didn't get much sleep, every time I closed my eyes I would just see that creep coming into my room at the age of 9, 10, 11, 12, then finally at 13 which was the last year and it finally ended. Unfortunately the pain and memories didn't end there, but at least the rapes did. I shook my head of those thoughts and got up.

That was the past and now I had to think about the present. It was 11:30 and I didn't know what I was going to do. What would he have to say to me that he wanted to sleep with me or that this was all just a huge mistake and we would never talk about it again? I sighed. This whole thing was confusing the hell out of me and I didn't like it.

The truth is if he were to say it was a mistake then I honestly don't know if I could take that. But if he said that he wanted this what would I be his second girlfriend? His go to girl because I could never sink that low just so I wasn't as lonely. I deserved better than that especially after everything I had been through. I ran my hands over my face and tried to relax.

Before I honestly knew what I was doing I was grabbing my keys and started to walk to my car. I got in it and just sat there thinking about what I was about to do. 'I need a sign of some sort to tell me what to do.' I thought. 'I could play the radio game.' I put my keys into the ignition and started the car and waited to hear what the first song on the radio was. As soon as the song started I immediately knew from the chords of the guitar what it was. I almost started to cry thinking about the first time I heard this song.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do

Flashback to age 14

It was the winter dance at school and I had a date of course until the last minute when he called and cancelled claiming he was sick! What kind of dumb ass gets sick the day before the dance? I was mildly depressed because now I had no one to go with. Nathan had asked Peyton to go as friends even though I knew they both had crushes on each other.

So I figured I could just stay home and Peyton or Nathan could tell me how it went later. Peyton really wanted me to go with her and Nathan, but I was not going to be the third wheel on their date. She finally accepted it and went with him. I spent the whole night by myself watching movies and eating pretty much everything in the whole house.

I went upstairs into my room and closed the door when all of a sudden my phone started ringing. I looked at the caller id and smiled because it said Nathan's name on it.

"Hey how was the dance?" I asked.

"Oh it was pretty good. It would have been better if you had been there I missed you B."

"Aww I missed you too, but I wouldn't have had any fun. I was dateless remember?" I asked smiling slightly.

"Yeah what kind of person gets sick that soon before a dance I mean come on?" He said kind of angrily.

"Yeah I know, but I'm over it I spent the whole night watching movies and eating so I had a fantastic time by myself." I said trying to sound optimistic.

"Well I still wish you would have come I mean you could have had fun with me and Peyton." He said softly. 'God why does he have to be so sweet' I thought.

"Hey its ok I was fine but how was your date with Peyton?" I asked even though it bothered me that they liked each other.

"It was fine Peyton is really cool and hot to boot." He said jokingly. I laughed as well as him.

"That's good." I said.

"So what are you doing right now?" He asked.

"Nothing why?" I asked as soon as I said that there was a knock at my door and I walked over to it to answer it. And big surprise it was Nathan smiling with a dozen red roses in his hands.

"Oh my god Nate!!" I said excitedly as I leaped into his arms to give him a big hug, which he completely returned.

"Hey B." He said smiling as we parted although I wish we could have hugged longer.

"What are you doing here?" I asked still surprised he had come to my house I mean it was like 12:30 at night.

"I didn't want to go the whole day without seeing my best friend and I didn't want you to be alone." He said genuinely.

"Thanks Nate and what are these?" I said pointing to the roses, which happen to be my favorite, and he knows that.

"Oh you mean these lovely red roses in my hand?" He asked kidding.

"Yes of course those are they for me?" I asked hopefully.

"No I brought them for your mom actually is she here?" He asked smiling looking around.

I punched his shoulder because I knew he was kidding. He laughed and smiled at me and handed them to me.

"I bought them earlier today and I have been keeping them at my house while I was at the dance. I knew I was going to come over eventually so I thought why not bring them now?" He said.

"Well thank you so much Nate they're beautiful." I said smelling them and putting them in a vase I have in my room.

"So the dance was really fun?" I asked with general curiosity.

"Yeah like I said it was okay." He shrugged.

"Well I'm glad I didn't miss anything spectacular or else I would have been mad at myself." I said looking at him.

"You know since you missed it maybe we can like reenact it or something." He said.

"What do you mean reenact it?" I asked confusingly.

He walked over to my stereo and turned on the radio and said, "We will dance to the next song that comes on the radio okay?"

I just smiled and walked over to him and laughed.

"What?" He asked smiling.

"Nothing its just Nate I'm in my pajamas I look ridiculous and you and I both know I'm not the master of the dance floor." I said looking down.

He put his hand under my chin and lifted it up so I was looking in his eyes and said, "B your beautiful." And I couldn't help but smile at his words. He was the only one who could make me feel better with out even trying. He smiled too as a slow song I hadn't heard before came on.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

He put his arms around my waist and I put mine around his neck and we started slow dancing together in the middle of my room in perfect rhythm. My head lay on his chest and we just moved together perfectly.

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

I looked up at him and smiled, he smiled back with that gorgeous smile of his and I felt and very strong connection to him it was an electricity or a spark and I loved how it made me feel.

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one saves saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

"You know B I really like this song, it reminds me of you." He said looking right at me.

"Yeah me too I've never heard it before, but it reminds me of you too." I said looking right back at him.

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

"Maybe it could be like our song or something?" He asked me almost shy like, but he was looking at me so intensely.

"Yeah it should." I said smiling at him.

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

"So now every time you hear it you have to think of me it's the rules." He said teasing me.

"I will as long as every time you hear it you think of me." I said playing along.

"Deal." He said

I lay my head back on his shoulder and couldn't help but notice how perfect we fit together as we listened to the song.

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

Present

The song ended and I was in tears in the front seat of my car. I looked at the clock and it read 12:10 I was late to meet Nathan. And without another second of hesitation I wiped the tears from my face and took off heading for the river court.

You know I really enjoyed writing this. Brathan is just amazing, anyway please review and tell what you think I love know what you guys think!! Oh and that song was Wonderwall by Oasis which I think totally fits Nathan and Brooke!