umm idk what to write here... So lets get to the story lol
Leah's POV
It's been a few weeks since the accident with Quil. He was feeling a lot better and he had completely forgotten about it. It was time to go in for my second check up with Carlisle to see how the baby was doing. I had to practically bribe everyone to try to NOT come with me. They all wanted to be there but I felt that now that Jacob knows that he should be the only one there with me.
I'd been taking all of my vitamins that Carlisle prescribed to me and I had tried to eat a lot healthier. I avoided as many things that I thought were dangerous for the baby. I did everything I could think of to make sure I was going to have the healthiest pregnancy ever.
My appointment was at 12 and it was already 11:30 so Jacob and I got into his car and drove over to the Cullen's. When we got there we were greeted by Esme and Alice. The rest of the Cullen's were out of town to celebrate Bella's Birthday. Esme walked us into Carlisle's office where he was typing on his laptop.
"Welcome Leah, I see you've brought the father with you this time. Have a seat and we'll get take your blood pressure." he said.
It took my blood pressure, took some blood and gave me a normal check up. When he said we were about to get started with the ultrasound Jacob looked extremely excited.
"Don't worry Leah this time I've heated up the gel so it wont be so cold this time." Carlisle said as he squeezed a large amount of gel on to my belly. I held Jacobs hand as he started to scan my belly. As Carlisle moved the scanner thing around he just stared at the screen. After a couple of minutes he still hadn't found the heart beat. I started to get worried and Jacob could tell so he held my hand tighter.
"Let's try this again." Carlisle said after having to restart the machine. He scanned my belly once again and his expression wasn't something you would wanna see when you're getting an ultrasound.
My heart kept beating faster and faster with each passing second that I didn't hear a heart beat.
Carlisle put the scanner down and turned to me and Jacob.
"I'm sorry to have to tell you this but there's no heart beat. I'm afraid you've lost your baby." Carlisle looked me straight in the eyes and I could feel tears piling up. "There's no way to know how this happened. Sometimes these things just happen for no reason. It's possible the fetus wasn't viable and your body rejected it. Is there anything you can think of that might have caused this to happen?" he asked.
"I don't know, I can't remember." I said with tears in my eyes. Esme walked in and handed me a box of tissues. I looked at her eyes when she had handed them to me and that's when I remembered about the bloodsucker in the forest when I had run off. "Is it possible that maybe it happened because I had got into a fight with a bloodsucker a few weeks ago. I mean she bit me and almost sucked me dry. I had pushed my self into a big boulder to try to shake her off. Could that have caused this?" I asked.
"It's possible that maybe when she bit you that she cut off all the blood that was going to the baby. Maybe even when you pushed yourself into the boulder. Who knows what could have caused it." he said.
"Maybe your machine is just broken Carlisle is that possible too? You can't tell me we lost our baby before I could even get to hear the heart beat!" Jacob yelled. He was so angry I could see his eyes darken and a growl escaped from my mouth. Alice and Esme quickly ran into the room.
"Jacob, please calm down." Alice said as she held him back.
"I'm truly sorry Jacob but your baby is gone. There's nothing more I can do for you." Carlisle said.
I could literally hear Jacob's heart-break when he said that. He fell to his knees and started to cry. I felt so horrible. It felt like it was all my fault. I burst into tears and could hardly control myself. "I'm sorry Jacob, I'm so so sorry. It's all my fault." I said while crying my eyes out. Alice walked over to me and held me as I cried while Carlisle tried to get Jacob up off the floor. I didn't know what else to do but cry and apologize. "I'm sorry... sorry.. s-sorry..."
"Leah, it's no ones fault. Like Carlisle said sometimes these things just happen." Alice said while holding me and rubbing my back.
After half an hour crying our eyes out in Carlisle's office Jacob and I decided to just go back home. Alice offered to drive us since we weren't in such good moods at the moment. The whole drive home I just kept thinking about how we were going to tell everyone about this. Would they be just as upset as we are? I couldn't keep my mind off of this and I'm pretty sure Jacob couldn't either.
yeah... sad ending to this chapter. I was at first planning to kill off Quil and have Leah Have her baby and name him after Quil in memory of him but then I was like no... Quil needs to live to be with Claire. So I thought i would sadly kill off the baby.. I know its sad. But after Quil being all better and Jacob and Leah imprinting there was going to be no more drama. The story would of ended with Leah and Jacob and a baby. Kinda something you hear all the time. I so far haven't read any miscarriage stories so its not as boring as the usual Imprinting Happily ever after stories. I hope you liked it. If you didn't and are upset about what happened in this part I'm sorry. Please leave reviews and how you think Leah and Jacob should tell their family and friends about the miscarriage.
