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The music was thumping. The bass was incredibly loud I thought the windows would smash to pieces at any point of time. Luckily, they hadn't yet. Almost my whole grade and quite a few seniors were here. I was having another party. A big one. Why you ask? Cause I can. It was like all the other parties; spin the bottles games, laughing, talking, a lot of dancing, making out, alcohol, drugs, sex. It was all here. I was loving every second of it. I was wearing a black corset-like top with a zip down the front of it and a very, very short burgundy coloured, tight skirt. I had black studded wedges on and my hair was down and messy. I was currently on my 8th premixed can of Jacks and coke. It was going down well and I was feeling great. I was dancing with a lot of other drunken juveniles, currently grinding the hell out of some girl I've never met. But she was a good dancer I'll give her that. I wondered if she went to my school. I looked around and I saw Nate and Caitlyn walk in. Now, what did I say I'd do to her the next time she was in my house? Eh, who even cares? I'm fucking drunk, and I don't give a shit about her, definitely not tonight!
Nate smiled, probably wishing he could come over and talk to me and get as wasted as I am right now. It was always us. Me and Nate, always the biggest party animals, always drunk on the dance floor and always just having fun. But it's not us anymore. It's him and Caitlyn and then it's just me. On my own. As always.
I almost gasped as out of the corner of my eye, I saw them walk into the room. And no, it wasn't Nate and Caitlyn. It was Mitchie and Shane. Together. Well maybe not together, together. But they got here together. Mitchie looked over and smiled and waved excitedly. She looked really happy… little did she know… Shane just looked down at the floor. I'm going to just go ahead and guess his face was full of guilt. Shit. I shrugged it off and continued dancing with this girl. She turned around to face me and then put her hands on my hips turning me around, so she was grinding me now. I raised my drink, howled a few words that probably just came out as screams, and chugged down the rest of my drink. The girl started to let her hands roam all over the front of my body, and she even cupped my breasts a couple times. She was drunk as hell and I saw her with a guy earlier on, so she wouldn't be hitting on me. Just drunk. Very drunk. I grabbed hands around my breasts and squeezed them. I turned to face her and stuck my tongue in her mouth which she kindly massaged with her own while cupping my cheeks with her hands. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her into me. I could hear a couple rowdy, drunk guys howling out 'sexy' and 'hell yeah'… things along that line. And I was very aware there were a lot of people watching, including Shane, Nate and Mitchie. Oh and that Caitlyn bitch too.
We pulled apart laughing like hell. She was hot, and had long blonde hair. She was extremely petite and wearing much like what I was… Barely anything. I found out later her name was Tess Tyler or something like that. I stumbled away and into the kitchen where there were more alcoholics sitting or lying on counter tops or tables. I giggled at this and leaned against the door frame scoping the room. "WHO'S GOT A DRINK!" I yelled. Everyone in the room raised their glasses cheering and just being drunks. I laughed at this. A boy ran over with a red plastic cup in his hand, pouring some jacks in it from a bottle.
"Jacks and coke, with ice?" He yelled over the music. I happily took the drink, grinning like mad and pulled him into me kissing him on the lips harshly. I pulled away after that and winked at him.
"Thanks cutie." I said sweetly and walked away, sipping on the perfectly blended drink. As I got to the door of the kitchen I saw Shane just standing there looking at me. He shook his head and grabbed my arm.
"We need to talk he said." I shrugged and took a sip of my drink which spilt a little as he dragged me away and upstairs to my bedroom. I looked at the door wondering how it was still on the hinges after Shanes and my teenage antics the night before. He opened it and shut it behind us. Surprisingly nobody had claimed my room. "Sit down." Shane said sternly sitting me on the bed. I looked up at him rocking back and forth a little, due to be wasted.
"What is it babe?" I asked with a giggle as I lent back on the bed. He grabbed the drink out of my hand and put it on my side table. I pouted. "Awe Shane. Why do that?" I asked slurring a couple words.
"You're drunk as hell." He laughed sitting on the bed next to me. "You don't need anymore." He put his hand on my knee. "Look we need to talk." He said for the second time tonight. I zipped my top down a little, exposing cleavage. Oh I was a terrible person, always just thinking of sins. He laughed. "Alex! Come on." I laughed and sat up.
"Okay Shane what's up?" I sat putting my hand over his hand on my knee. He sighed and sort of hesitated.
"I… last night…" He began. I listened closely. "Was great, YOU were great. I just, I like Mitchie." He said. My heart sank a little and I looked at the floor. "I mean, I always have until I started seeing it in you also." He gulped. "It's so wrong, and I just don't want to choose. I don't even know if Mitchie likes me back… and she probably won't like either of us if she finds out what happened." I nodded in agreement just listening to every word he was saying.
"I know, I know." I sighed. "I didn't even think twice about it last night… I'm so sorry Shane, I should have stopped. Now everything is fucked up. Like always." I looked up to meet his eyes. He shook his head.
"Don't be sorry you idiot." He said laughing, squeezing my knee. "You're… definitely something special. But you're also one of my best friends and I don't even know why I'm saying these things to you. But I guess what I'm trying to say is…" He stopped and looking at me, swallowing. I got ready to be rejected. It doesn't happen a lot but I guess under these circumstances it's different. "I don't want to end this." He grabbed my hand. I looked up, surprised.
"Wait what!" I said louder then I should have. "Oh I didn't mean to yell, I'm drunk." I said bluntly. He laughed and rubbed my hand.
"I just don't want Mitchie to know… Cause I feel bad." He continued. What he was saying was very shallow… But I agreed. He was the best I'd ever had… I couldn't just give it up. It was hard to explain, but I just couldn't. I want him right now even. "I just love you Alex, in a totally best friend way. And I don't want this to ruin our friendship." He said with a smile. I grinned and nodded and leaned in pressing my lips on his.
Nicks.Last I saw Alex was kissing some blonde girl and then she and Shane were going upstairs. I sighed. I was not cool with this. I mean, he's my damn brother. Alex is my best friend and we've been close forever. It was always me and her. She can't just date my brother. Or even fuck him for that matter. And what about Mitchie? I thought her and Shane had a thing going on. Mitchie was over talking with a bunch of guys who were drinking wildly anyway. She had a drink in her hand too. I looked at Caitlyn just standing there inspecting her nails. She looked hot though. Wearing a short baby blue dress, with sheer black stockings and black high heels. But everyone was right… She was just so quiet and… well yeah, boring. I decided to grab a drink, I started to walk towards the kitchen.
"Nate!" I heard Caitlyn call. I turned around. "Where are you going?" She asked with a smile.
"Just grabbing a drink. You want one?" I asked.
"What have they got?" She asked.
"Well, knowing Alex's parties there is most likely Jacks, Jim, Jonnie, Teds, Coronas, Millers or Vodka." I said with a laugh. She frowned.
"Oh… water would be great. Thanks." She said smiling. I sighed and walked into the kitchen. There were a lot of people in here. A few people from school yelled out my name and such I just grinned at wave.
"NATE!" A girl yelled. I looked her way. It was a girl from school. "SHOTS!" She screamed holding up two shot glasses. There was another maybe 20 or so shots lined up on the centre counter in Alex's kitchen. I smiled and walked over.
"Yeah I'm keen." I said as she knocked one back. She grinned and pushed 3 over in my direction. "What is it?" I asked.
"Tequila!" She said with an accent. I laughed.
"Shit's going to be messy tonight." I laughed as I knocked back one after the other. I scrunched up my face while people cheered. "That shit get's worse and worse every time I drink it." I laughed.
"Here Nate." The girl who gave me the shots said as she cracked open a beer using her belly button. I smiled and took it.
"Thanks love." I said. She grinned and put her hand on her hip.
"Have a good night baby." She said flirtatiously. I went to the sink and poured a glass of water and then walked out to find Caitlyn, whilst I sipped on my drink. A couple girls who were dancing tried to 'sandwich' me as I walked out. I laughed and pushed myself away from them, who were all drinking and laughing. I smiled as I handed Caitlyn her drink. I gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. But she looked pissed.
"What's wrong Caity." I asked looking her in the eyes. She just looked at the floor and back up at me.
"How many girls need to fall at your damn feet." She said angrily. I looked at her surprised. Really?
"You can't be serious…" I started. She rolled her eyes.
"It's disgusting Nate. This house is disgusting, Alex is disgusting and this whole lifestyle is just disgusting!" She yelled. I stepped back a bit.
"Whoa. Hold up." I said stopping her from talking anymore. "Alex's house is not disgusting this is where she lives, you should be more nice about that. And Alex is definitely not disgusting nor is anybody else here. Yeah she may like to get drunk and dance and have actual fun. But that does not make her a bad person. She is my best friend. Don't talk about her like that please." I said sternly. Caitlyn got pretty angry at all what I just said and I ended up with a face full of water. She stormed off outside after all of that. I sighed and disregarded a few of the laughs I got. I walked upstairs, and as I did I passed Shane. I ignored him. I couldn't be bothered dealing with his shit. I walked towards Alex's bedroom, I know that I've left clothes here before, plus she's stolen quite a few of my shirts. I saw a ton of drunk people running down the hallway so to dodge them, I quickly opened up Alex's bedroom door and ran in, shutting it and locking it behind me.
"Oh shit." I heard Alex's voice. I looked up and she was standing there pulling her skirt up. I looked away embarrassed. Not like I haven't seen her like that before. It's just… awkward now. "What are you doing here Nate?" She asked folding her arms across her chest, seeing she was still minus a shirt.
"Oh I'm so-" I stopped. I passed Shane on the way up. She was half naked. She had been with Shane. I frowned and looked at the floor. "Sorry to disturb you…" I continued. She looked sad, maybe a little hurt. "I just wanted to grab a shirt. Caitlyn threw a tantrum and threw water all over me." I said with a shrug. I looked up at her. She looked like she was about to burst out laughing. "You can laugh Alex, I know you want to." She just raised her eyebrows.
"Well…" She said slyly as she walked towards me. She looked gorgeous right now. The way the moonlight came through her balcony doors and into the room, reflecting off her almost bare body… was just amazing. She is amazing. "I just always knew she was a psycho." She said with a shrug. I scoffed and folded my arms, mimicking her.
"Is that right?" I said, looking down at her.
She nodded and laughs. "Oh yeah, for sure. That girl has issues." She said giggling. I looked to the floor and laughed.
"Anyway, do you have some of my old shirts?" I asked. She nodded and broke our eye contact and walked towards her wardrobe.
"Yeah somewhere, hold on." She searched through her closet. I went and sat down on her bed. I watched her bend over looking over clothes on the floor. She had just a perfect, petite body. I just wanted to put my hands on her. I wanted to kiss her, and let her know to stay away from Shane because I'm not going anywhere! But my thoughts were just impure. I was just being a sleazy guy. I grabbed the bottom of my shirt and slipped it off. I placed it on the bed and looked back at Alex, who was just staring at me. I wish I knew what she was thinking. "Here." She said with a smile walking over. It was my favourite Ramones shirt. I let her sleep in it one night and never saw it again. She sure was a cheeky one! She sat down on the bed next to me.
"So…" I began, clutching the t-shirt. "How have you been?" I asked. She looked up from the floor straight at me, into my eyes. She sighed.
"I've been better, I mean I could really use a drink right now." She laughed. I shook my head laughing and looked at the floor. She started to roll a cigarette. "So, where's Caitlyn." She said. I sighed shook my head and stood up, walking outside onto the balcony. Alex walked over and joined me and lit up her cigarette.
"Probably running away, being a sook and finding some way to get back at me." I laughed. Alex cracked up and nodded her head. I knew she hates Caitlyn and that she agrees. But I shouldn't be talking about Caitlyn like this. I don't know what is up with me lately… I took a sip of my beer.
"What was the fight over?" Alex asked, leaning against the railing. I did the same.
"How girls drool over me." I said laughing. Alex giggled and looked up at me. Her eyes shined. She walked closer, so close our bodies almost touched.
"Well you are quite sexy, you know that Nate." She said smirking. I tipped my head back and pushed her shoulder.
"Shut up you. You're just drunk." She put her hand on my bare stomach and slid it down lower and lower. She still had this devious smirk on her face and b it her lip.
"I would never lie to you." She said as she played with the top of basketball shorts. Ugh, my best friend was turning me on. Fuck, I just wanted to kiss her and satisfy her, just like Shane was. But I always wanted to be able to love her and be there for her. I quickly snapped out of it. Geez, those shots must have gone straight to my head.
"YOU FREAKIN' JERK!" I heard some girl scream. I looked down onto the front yard. It was Caitlyn. I quickly slapped Alex's hand away from my, uh… area. "ALEX RUSSO YOU SLUT! GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY BOYFRIEND YOU BITCH!" Caitlyn looked so hurt, so upset. I felt terrible. I am a terrible boyfriend and person.
Alex's.Okay so I'm not going to lie, I didn't mean to get all intimate and stuff with Nate… especially after I just slept with Shane. I looked down a very hurt and upset Caitlyn. This was getting boring. I yawned while she continued to spit bullshit at me. I could care less, probably. Most likely. I just wanted some more alcohol. Then all of a sudden I saw someone out of the corner of my eye. Shane, with Mitchie. Leaning against a car, watching. Had they seen everything? Had they seen Nate and I flirting? I don't even know. Shane had his arms folded and was looking up and Mitchie was standing side on to him talking at what looked to be 100 miles a minute… but he wasn't listening. I mouthed 'It's not what you think' to him, but god knows if he figured out what I meant.
"ALEX YOU STUPID WHORE!" I heard being yelled. I snapped out of my thoughts and down at Caitlyn.
"Oi Caitlyn." I yelled back. She stopped and looked up.
"What, whore?" She screamed, her face red with anger.
"Get the fuck off my property." I said and with that I walked away, ignoring Nate calling my name, probably to yell at me. I walked downstairs and into the kitchen grabbing a bottle of straight Jim Beam and taking it with me. I decided I wanted to make out with that blonde again. I walked into the living room where the dance floor was, and she was still dancing. How the hell?
"Alex!" She said running over and stumbling into my arms. She kissed my neck in the process. "Where have you been!" She asked slurring her words.
"I dunno, having sex and stuff." I said with a shrug and took a sip out of the bottle. It was damn strong. I liked it. She laughed.
"Oh that's great! Who with?" She yelled over the music.
"If I told you I'd have to kill you lover!" I said with a giggle then turned around and let her grind me. I skulled some more of my drink… and that was it.
I woke up the next morning, in my bed with a raging headache. The music was still going, just quietly. Which meant people were here. What the hell even happened last night? The last I remember was skulling straight bourbon. Geez. I swung the blankets up with me, with my eyes closed as the sun was blinding me. I walked over to my curtains and closed them, sighing in relief that the sun was gone. I looked down at myself. I was completely naked. Oh. I looked over to my bed, and there she was. The blonde girl. I creeped over and lifted up the blankets… Yep, she was naked too. Her hands were also tired up with a paid of stockings. Oh for crying out loud. I quickly walked to my closet and grabbed another on of Nate's shirts. It was a just a black shirt with a big black and white face of Bob Dylan on it. It reached just below my butt. I closed my cupboard door loudly in attempt to wake the girl. It worked. She stirred and rolled around in bed a bit then woke up.
"Morning sunshine." I said with a smile on my face and went and sat on the bed. She rubbed her eyes and sat up. We pretty much looked the same right now. Like total wrecks.
"Oh hi." She said with a yawn. She didn't realize but as she sat up the blankets fell down a little and yep, her chest was exposed. I giggled and looked down. "Oh shit." She mumbled once she noticed what I was giggling at. She started laughing to. "Oh… Um, I'm not a-" She started.
I stopped her. "Oh me either!" I quickly said. We both laughed.
"I just love to party. And get extremely rowdy" She said. I nodded.
"Oh hell yeah, me too!" I said agreeing. "So uh, not to sound rude… but who are you." I said with a giggle. I walked over to the closet.
"My names Tess. Tess Tyler. I'm new around here." She said with a smile. I grabbed another shirt; it had a naked chick on it. I laughed and threw it to her. "I go to your school now as well. I'm from New York."
"Oh wow! I've always wanted to go there." I beamed.
"Yeah it's amazing." She said putting on the shirt. I sighed and looked at my room, it was a mess.
"Well, do you want to come with me to see what damage has been done to my house?" I said laughing kicking some bottles out of the way.
"Sure." She said getting out of bed and pulling the top down. Oh yes. I definitely had sex with a girl last night. It wasn't the first time but it wasn't my usual thing to do. Oh well, she seemed awesome. I grabbed her hand and we walked out into the hallway. I instantly began laughing my head off. She just gasped. "Oh wow, last night was insane. We shouldn't have crashed so early." She said giggling.
"Wow, I don't even remember…" I said shaking my head.
She laughed again. "Oh it was hilarious, we were dancing and you said you wanted to go upstairs, so we did and you and I just started drinking soo much. There was a boy in your room that was sort of surprised to see you, and he said he wanted to talk to you…" Nate, I thought to myself. Shit. "And then another boy walked in after he left, while I was… uh…" She stopped.
"While you were what?" I asked, confused.
"Well I was going down on you." She said her face going red. "It was so embarrassing! But he sort of acting like he'd seen it all before and wasn't phased by it. But yeah we passed out at like 2:30!" She exclaimed.
"Oh wow." Was all I could spit out. I seemed to get lucky a few times last night. "Crazy times, hey." I said with a laugh walking down stairs. We skipped, holding hands still, into the kitchen and then stopped. Mitchie, Shane, Nate and even that stupid bitch Caitlyn was there. I groaned. "Geez Caitlyn didn't I tell you to get off my property?" I asked rudely sitting on the kitchen counter. Tess came and sat next to me.
"Get lost Alex." She sighed.
"Hey don't be a bitch, this is Alex's house. Duh." Tess cut in before I could respond. I smiled, impressed. Yep, this girl is definitely going to be a new best friend.
"Yeah, Caitlyn sure is one disobedient pup." I said. Tess starting giggling. Caitlyn rolled her eyes and walked out of the kitchen. Tess and I high-fived. Everyone sort of sat in silence. Except Nate.
"Would it kill you be a little nicer to Caitlyn. She is my girlfriend Alex." He said. He sort of looked at me with something different in his eye… Almost like he was being forced to say that… or forced to piss me off or something.
"Why don't you go chase her then, I don't care." I said bluntly. He shook his head at me and walked out of the room. I shrugged. "What up his ass?" I said casually to Shane. Who just shrugged.
"I have no clue." He said quietly. Then he perked up and looked over at me and Tess. He walked up and held his hand out to Tess. "Hey, don't think we've properly met… you two were a bit busy last night." He had a huge smirk on his face while he and Tess shook hands. Both our faces went pink and we both looked at the floor. Mitchie didn't even say anything she just sat there.
"Hey Shane." She piped up. He looked over. "Could you please take me home, I'm keen to get out of here." She said. I looked up at her.
"What's that supposed to mean Mitch?" I asked, confused.
"Just a bad air around here. I've got a headache and can't be bothered listening to you fight… or listen to who you had sex with last night." She said looking up at Tess disgusted. She stood up.
"Okay see you later Mitchie." I said happily waving as she walked out. Shane looked at me and laughed.
"She'll come around. I'll come see you once I've dropped her off." He smiled and gave me a quick peck on the cheek. Tess didn't know anything about us, so I'm sure it'll be all good. I smiled and he walked backwards smiling at me until he got to the door, and then left.
"So." Tess said with a grin. "That your boyfriend? He seemed pretty cool considering…" She giggled.
I laughed. "No, he's just Shane. We've been best friends since we were kids, same with Nate. They're brothers."
"Oh wow, cool." She said with a smile. "Well I better be off, I live just in the next street." She jumped down off of the counter and walked up to me, only inches away. "I'll see you at school." She said then cupped my face, kissing me really passionately. Isshesureshe'snotintome… We pulled apart and smiled at each other. I was a little confused, but oh well. She slapped my butt as she left, laughing. I giggled. Maybe she's just a lot of fun, with no limits, what so ever. Cool.
I followed her to the door, and then shut it behind her. I looked over in the living room and saw Nate sitting, with Caitlyn on top of him, making out. I went and sat down on a couch opposite them and coughed.
Caitlyn scoffed. "Alex, um. I can see your ass and everything else."
I shrugged. "Oh well we're girls." I smirked. "And it's not like Nate hasn't seen it before, right Nate?"
He looked away shyly to the floor. I laughed and looked to the floor also.
"Ew, Nate screwed you? That's so gross." She scoffed. I fired up once again. She just had that effect on me.
"Caitlyn, just get out of my fucking house. I'm sick of seeing your face at my house. You never say anything nice so just leave, go back to wherever the fuck you were before you moved here. Nobody likes you for crying out loud. Just leave." I slouched back down in my chair and sighed. And with that Caitlyn jumped up and ran. I don't care anyway.
"Alex…" Nate began.
"No Nate, don't even begin." I said angrily. "You always stick up for her. I'm your best friend. It was always us, last night I barely saw you except one time… and you're different. You've changed Nate!"
"Well you're the one fucking Shane. Like really Alex, my brother?" He said angrily to, standing up. I stood up and walked over to him and we were inches apart.
"He's one of my best friends too! And you're screwing some bitch that completely hates me!"
"Well there's a reason for that now isn't there." He said coldly. A few tears escaped my eyes. I never cry, not like cause of things people say. I took a step back. His eyes saddened and he knew he had upset me. I felt bad knowing he felt bad. He places his hands on my waist. "Alex I'm sorry. Just things have changed, and it's not supposed to be this hard to be best friends."
"I just miss you Nate." I said just above a whisper. "I miss you climbing up onto my balcony, sleeping in my bed with me, going out for dinner, and long walks on the beach. I miss kissing you whenever I please." I said looking up to him biting my lip. "I miss just being with you. You were mine." He was still holding onto my hips and he looked like he almost was about to cry.
Next thing I knew his lips were on mine. It felt different kissing him this time. Everything really has changed.
Then I heard the door close. I pulled away and looked over to who it was.
Oh no.
Uh-oh!
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