AN: Oh man guys...it's been two years. I'm horrible. I've become that person that always hurts my heart. That person who writes a story but then never finished it. I truly appreciate y'all still sticking with me. It warms my undeserving insides lol The reviews, favorites, and follows have been the thing to remind me that I need to get back. Welp! Let's try to remedy my follies!

Disclaimer: I don't own not even almost a fraction of the idea that is criminal minds.

Intense vibrations were going off. Penelope groaned reaching for whatever it was that was interrupting her sleep. What could possible be this important!? It's the middle of the night!She thought. She picked up the phone and said hello in that most annoyed tone that says "You really don't have anything important to be calling me about."

"Penelope? Thank God! I've been trying to reach you for hours I thought something happened to you."

"Who is this?" She said. "What time is it?"

"Sweetheart? This is James. Where are you?"

Oh frack! She thought. She went to bolt up when she realized there was something on her...or rather someone. Wrapped around her was a very naked, very delicious Derek Morgan. She remembered what happened just hours before and that it wasn't supposed to even though it felt soooo good. Why wasn't it supposed to again?

"Penelope? Are you still there?"

"Huh?" She cleared her throat. "Oh yes! Sorry sweetie. I'm only half awake." Yep. She remembered why it wasn't supposed to happen. She had a boyfriend. She wasn't supposed to be next to a naked Morgan and she wasn't supposed to think he was delicious. She was in a committed, loving relationship with a man she really cares for. Frack! Frack! Frack! She kept thinking, I have to find a way out of here. She interrupted James talking, she wasn't listening anyways. "Sorry sweetie. I'm really only half here. I fell asleep on Morgan's couch." Oh god, and now the lie starts, she thought. "There's a blanket over me. He must have let me sleep cause of the crazy week we had. He's probably upstairs snoring like a baby" she faux chuckled. Ugh! I'm a cheater and a liar, she thought. "Yep, I actually think I hear him," She laughed. I'm so going to hell ..."I'm going to just fold up this blanket and head home. Thanks for checking on me, baby."

"Umm...yeah. No prob. You sure everything is good? You could just wait till the morning if you're too sleepy."

"Awww. You're always thinking of my safety. I'm good, baby. I'm more awake now and would prefer to be in my own bed. Plus I don't want to overstay my welcome." She thought about the time and freaked out. Maybe something bad happened. "Are you okay, James? Did anything happen?"

"No, no. I'm fine. Everybody is fine." After he heard her sigh of relief he went on. "I was just making sure you okay since I hadn't heard from you in a long time. Usually you text or call to say good night." The guilt knife was really tearing into Penelope.

"Oh ok." She replied. "Well let me get ready to go. I'll call you tomorrow morning when I wake up."

"Alright, I love you."

"Love you, too." And with that she hung up. Her conscious officially shattered.

Ok. Focus girl. How are you getting out of this? I can't believe we had sex. She thought about everything that happened. She felt so bad. She was better than this. And even if she wasn't, James deserved better. Her mind kept wondering, Oh lord, I can't believe how good it was. Psh! It's always good, she smirked to herself. Dang it! Focus! It's not supposed to be good, it's not supposed to happen. I've got to get out of here. She eased out from under him and he started to move. Oh, please don't wake up...When he stopped she continued. She realized she was on the floor. Great, we didn't even make it to a bed. Heck, not even the couch. She didn't have time to gather everything. She just found the important stuff a shirt, pants, shoes, phone and keys.

As she headed out the door, she looked back at Derek on the floor and shook her head, I just don't know what to do.

AN2: Lets try to get this wrapped up so I can stop being that author who never updated ? Review away! ?